โฟ - a/n: still trying to figure out how I wanna write him, but anyways thank you to my beta readers @bubble4u @rczc & @kazuwhora
Cynoโs will is strong, stronger than any impregnable defense โ damn near unbreakable even, although.. with each clench of your cunt, Cyno can feel his resolve slowly starting to deteriorate.
He closes his eyes tightly, brows furrowing in annoyance. Heโs thanking the gods that luck is on his side today โ itโs almost unbearable how good you feel around him, your welcoming heat squeezing around his cock involuntarily as you continue jotting down your thesis statement for your research, the sounds of your pen dragging across the papers was causing him to lose more of his sanity.
He mumbles a curse in his native tongue underneath his breath. What makes this worse is that every time you scoot your body closer to the desk, you unintentionally grind yourself against his lap, causing more of him to sink inside you.
He grunts, hands registering on your hips as his fingers dig into the softness of your flesh, holding you firmly in place. His action nearly startles you โ causing you to look up from work to stare at him. โIs there a problem?โ
You had a long day with your work, you came home before your boyfriend, kakucho did. The penthouse was empty, quiet. You don't actually know when he would be back, his time is not that consistent much, but most of the time, he would be back from work at late in the night. By then, you're already sound asleep.
You decided to make some simple super for him. You set up the table for two. You switch off all the main lights, remaining the chandelier at the dining table, and a few lights to make the area look dim enough and romantic as you want.
1:00 am
You waited by the dining table. Looking at the food. Still waiting for him. Wondering when would he be back. You can't wait to tell your day to him. And to hear bout his day too.
2:00 am
You looked at the clock at the wall. Its been an hour already. You still wonder, when would he be back. He sure is busy. But its fine, you understand his work. Its not that easy to do things like he did.
4:00 am
"Kaku, where are you,", you're now very worried of him. He's never been this late. Nothing bad should happen to him, right? You try telling yourself that he's alright, just lots of stuff to handle. Yet there's still that feeling of uneasy and worry. You walk around back and forth, thinking bout him. You then decided to ge look for him. Right when you touch the door handle, you realized, where exactly can you go find him. He's not at one place all the time. Your turn your back against the door and slid down and sat on the floor. Exhaustion then finally hit you. Slowly your eyes shut close.
5:00 am
Kakucho finally settled his work of the day and came home eventually. He was in quite a rush. He was so occupied the whole day and didn't even have time to text you that he's gonna be late. Five minutes ago he called, but you didn't answer. You're already dead asleep, he thought. But still he has that guilt in him. Right as he was standing in front of the door, he noticed the strange shadow beneath the door. He knew. He felt relieved knowing that you still cared for him, and still waited for him, even at this hour. He sat on the cold floor, and lean his back against the door. He felt you presence on the opposite side. He ended his day with a loving smile on his face and eventually doze off.
Eventhough living in the same penthouse with sanzu, you dont really see him much. He's always busy with work. Well, what can you do, he's a part of the biggest criminal organisation in Japan.
One night, you had enough of his behaviour. When he finally arrived home, you greeted him with a loving smile. He kisses your cheeks and quickly went away and change his clothes. He looks like he's gonna go out again. "Where are you going? You just got back.". You asked him. "Yea, i need to be with mikey tonight.". He replied. You roll your eyes with a sigh at him. "Did you just roll your eyes at me?", he noticed you.
"Yea, I've had enough with you like this. Its always 'mikey this', 'mikey that'. You're always with him all the time. You're so loyal to him, you don't see me anymore. You're so busy being by his side, till you neglected me. Why are you so loyal to him since you knew what he did to you?". You spill out the words from your heart. Sanzu stood there infront of you, stunned with ur words. He never thought he had hurted you all this while. "I-, you know i-", you cut him off before he had the chance to finish his sentence. "Wait haru, i think i know why. You're not just that loyal to mikey, you're afraid of him. Afraid of the past. You're afraid he might hurt you again. That's why you bow down to him. You're afraid,"
Sanzu had the reaction you had never seen before. He never thought u might say those kind of words. His body froze in place. In a flash, he covered his mouth with both of his hands. You look him right in the eyes. His beautiful soft blue eyes looking right at you. Clear crystals starting to form around his eyes. Then you finally realized what you had said to him. "Haru I'm-", you try to walk closer to him. He went backwards and stumbled upon himself. He backs away, trying to avoid you. Your heart shattered immediately by looking at his current condition. You went over to him swiftly and pull him close to you. You hush him to comfort him, with your hands rubbing his hair. "I'm, sorry haru, i didn't actually meant that,". You said.
He placed his head on your shoulder. "I'm very sorry haru. You don't deserve all this. I'm truly sorry for you. If i were there at that moment, i would've kill mikey for u. You should've been happy. A child should never suffer like you did. You deserve all the love in this world. It was never your fault haru, its theirs,". Sanzu lean in towards you, he clutches his hands around your waist. You felt your shoulder getting wet. You hug him tightly. "Its alright haru, cry all you want, let it all out. Its ok to cry, you've been bottling it all up all these years. You've been through so much. I'm sorry i wasn't there for you."
"Don't ever leave me, please,". You heard him mumble beside you. "Yes haru, i will never leave you, i will forever be here with you,", you replied. Sanzu let out a crying sob on your shoulder. By this you knew, he has his trust in you. You then lift his face to face yours. You can't helped it but smiled by looking at his face. Those crystal blue eyes looking directly at you. His cheeks and nose turned red. You wiped away the tears all over his cheeks. You kiss his forehead, his eyes, his cheeks, his nose, and both of his scars with all the love from the bottom of your heart. Now he finally realized, you are his comfort place, his home, his everything. He finally felt safe, when he's with you.
i wanna hug sanzu so bad. hug him so tight till there's no air between us. let him weep and cry in my arms. let him feel safe and loved. he deserves so much better. i love that boy with all my heart :(
summary. jjk men grieving over their lost on the love of their lives.
warnings. death, heavy angst (?),profanity, denial. crappy writing, bcs i never proofread anything i write.
characters. gojo, nanami, geto.
notes. inspired by rosie posie's famous last words. i've been feeling really down for the past few days so writing this was sort of like a release for me, so enjoy haha. also, geto took me the longest because i had to do my research on birth complications, as well as it is completely ooc whereas gojo and nanamin took place in the jjk universe.
nanami kento - kneeling on the floor with your beaten up body in his embrace, he held you close to him. no. this can't be. you can't be gone. just a few hours ago, you handed him his bento box, cheeks warm and so was that smile of yours, the smile that never failed to make his worries and stress go away.
from the corner of his eyes to the sharpness of his ears, he can hear the nearby curse oogling in happiness, feeling like it is on top of the world, managing to destory one measly human who happens to be the love of his life, the essence of his soul, the light that brought him joy.
gently carrying your body to the edge of the empty room, he kisses your lips, trying to capture the warmth he fooled himself into thinking that is still there. your cheeks were stained with blood and tears. it's breaking him. before all he felt was guilt but now, anger has made his heart its home. fishing out for his weapon, he looks at you once more, smiling softly with adoration.
"rest in peace, baby. you don't have to be afraid anymore. i hate to say this but, i have a work slightly overtime but i will be back, wait for me, okay? i love you."
geto suguru - no. no. no. today was supposed to be the happiest day of your life, of his life. the day the two of you welcomed your twin daughters, signifying the growth of the family you both craved from the moment you were pronounced man and wife.
"what do you mean you can't fucking save her?"
"WHAT THE FUCK DID YOU MEAN MY WIFE COULDN'T MAKE IT?! YOU ARE A FUCKING DOCTOR. IT IS YOUR JOB TO MAKE SURE... that.. that she will be safe.. i-it was your responsibility, doc."
"i am extremely sorry, mr. geto. [your name] lost a lot of blood during labour and her weak heart couldn't handle the pressure. i tried. we did our best to revive her."
he rolled his tongue against his inner cheek, scoffing as he took a step forward, grabbing the man in front of him with his other hand raised in a form of a fist, ready to give him a punch.
"it's clear to me that you didn't try hard enough. you didn't do shit."
"sir. i would like to keep it civil between the both of us. please, for the sake of the other patients and for you as well."
he sighed, putting his hands down, taking a step back. his nails left crescent marks on the palm of his hands. tears threatening fall from his eyes to his cheeks. but no. he won't allow anyone to see him in that sort of state. he found it hard to breathe as the nurses covered your breathless silhouette, even with the doctor wishing him his deepest condolences, patting him on the back, the man in a white coat and fatigued eyes excused himself, his mind is completely blank with the only thing drilling into his eardrums were the clicks and clacks made by the doctor's shoes. he slumped against the wall, grabbing his hair, finally letting his ego down and the shock washed over his body.
how will he survive without you by his side? his deadpanned stare was interrupted by a nurse lightly tapping his arm, asking if he would like to see his twin daughters in the newborn nursery. salty tears quickly wiped away and soft nods were given to her. the nurse guided him to the front of the nursery, politely showing him his twin daughters. a smile appeared as he nod and whispered thank you to her, turning his attention back to his two little darlings warmly wrapped in their blanket with two tags around their ankles, respectively. suddenly geto's body began to shake, he's crying again. those two girls are a result of his love to you and a gift from you to him. but you're gone. you're never coming back. he will continue to love, he said to himself but deep down, he knows that love will never be the exact same as it was before.
gojo satoru - shock. anger. guilt. those were the emotions running within his veins to his very heart. he was not ready to feel this sort of pain again. no. not after losing his best friend. now he lost his sweet love. you. nothing could've prepared him when he was informed of you losing your life to a mission that was even hard for other grade one jujutsu sorcerers. but its time to face the music. taking in a deep breath, he rested his hands in his pockets, making his way to the morgue. the moment he stepped in, everyone from the first year students to ijichi turned their attention to him. their eyes were filled with sympathy and grief for him but he didn't care for any of that. all he wants is to see you. his hand reached out to gently caress your hair, lightly tugging your bangs, a gesture that annoys you but he loves dearly. he leaned down, planting a soft kiss on your forehead. this time, it was a gesture you favoured to the gods.
hm. weird. she's freezing.
cold.
that's what he felt as his warm lips touched your skin. he takes off his blindfold, cerulean eyes staring at your beautiful face, tears making its way to the corner of his eyes as it gently streamed down his cheeks.
"[your name], you okay, munchkin? i love you. i love you. i love you... i love you, [your name]. you're gonna be alright. i am here now. i am never you alone from this moment onwards. please.. i know you can hear me."
seconds passed by when finally, he covered your face with the cloth thats over your body, turning around to face everyone with a faint smile. only now, that streak of happiness you once gave him no longer lingers in his eyes. ready to leave the room, shoko grabbed his arm, asking if he is okay.
"yes. im fine, eiri, i just need to grab [your name]'s favourite snacks. she's looking a little pale, don't you think? poor baby, she must be hungry..."
for you see. even the strongest of them all can some times crumble into a pile of nothing but dusts. it is only the matter of time and wind when it'll blow that dust into the horizon.
just like candy makes children happy, you make your friends happy. it's as simple as that, and i'm sorry if you were expecting something more specific. please don't take that for granted- there's nothing more precious than someone who can truly, sincerely make you happy. it's such a gift to have- to make someone smile, laugh, want to stay with you all the time. people love you because you're sweet, fun, full of bright colors. there are so many sides of you, and no one ever stops getting to know you to the fullest. sweet treats got nothing on you, little starburst. (make sure you follow me on twt @jiminnamoro if you enjoyed it!)
thank you vori!! yours are true omg you do make me smile ๐ฅฐ๐
BECAUSE YOUโRE THEIR ANCHOR
how lucky are your friends, to have you- a beacon and an anchor? you're the person who can keep them grounded, who can make sure they are safe and sound. people love you because they feel like they can trust you, because you're reliable and sincere. you take care of them in a way that makes them all tingly and warm inside; in the darkness of the night, you're the blinding light that brings them to shore. i'm sorry if sometimes they take you for granted. if you were a drop in the ocean, i'd spend two eternities just to find you and choose you.
thanks for the tag, @kallikrein <3 I got the same one :o
because you're their anchor
how lucky are your friends, to have you- a beacon and an anchor? you're the person who can keep them grounded, who can make sure they are safe and sound. people love you because they feel like they can trust you, because you're reliable and sincere. you take care of them in a way that makes them all tingly and warm inside; in the darkness of the night, you're the blinding light that brings them to shore. i'm sorry if sometimes they take you for granted. if you were a drop in the ocean, i'd spend two eternities just to find you and choose you.
thank you for tagging! (we haven't talk for so long i hope you're doing okayy <3)
because you're their moon
do you ever talk to the moon when you can't sleep, or when you feel as if you don't have anyone else you can vent to? i do, and it's comforting to know that the moon always listens. you're someone's moon. people love you because you're a shoulder to cry on, even if your support might be silent sometimes. your moonbeams are the prettiest. you're soft spoken, a bit mysterious, and a loving friend indeed, and even in the darkest times you can be a little savior. thank you for being you.
not everyone is fond of coffee, alright, but to those who drink it- you're what keeps them awake, what helps them survive a day at work or at school. you're a delightful break, a nice little treat, an excuse to meet your friends, a thoughtful gift to give. people love you because you know what to say at the right time, you're a bit like a cheerleader in a way, and they can't really stay away from you even if they tried. i love how strong and unique your personality is. among countless of coffee beans, you're definitely the cutest.ย
Smoking with geto would be superb. Y'all both would be at your secret house, away from those sorcerers. You woke up from a quick nap and was looking around for geto. You then found him at the balcony smoking a cigarette. He can sense you coming towards him so he turn around greets you with a smile. You smile back and stood beside him. You two rest your arms on the railing and eyes on the view from the balcony. The two of you talk bout how much you guys hate humans and the plan on wiping them all out of this world while admiring the city lights.
Even though its like the middle of the night, the streets sure a full of humans and their stupid activities. "Monkeys-", that's what geto said with a scoff. You smile wider. You always find him attractive especially that. You stare at the night sky. The night sky is clear from any clouds revealing the stars and the bright crescent moon. "Beautiful isn't it," you said. "Yea, they're absolutely gorgeous," said geto with his eyes staring at your beauty. Obviously you didn't notice ;)
Geto inhales his cig and he went closer to you. He grabs your jaw making you face follows his hand that's bringing your face towards his. He press his thumb on your lips parting them. He then place his lips near yours, almost touching your lips. He exhales the smoke. You have no choice but to inhale it with every breath you can. Geto then moves away from your face and stares at your face. You let the smoke went to your lungs. You then exhales it slowly. Geto throws away the cigarette, not caring what it lands on, who cares anyways if something caught on fire cause of it.
"That's so fucking attractive," geto said and immediately grabs your face and lands his lip on yours. Well, what do expect. One of his hand went down from the side of your face to your waist. He grabs it and pulls your body so close to his, you can feel something poking at your stomach. You take a few steps back and you feel your back touching the railing. You place your hands there for your own support not wanting to fall over. Geto has his wet lips running around yours. So much smoochies you can't breath. You pushes him away a bit letting yourself catch a breath. Geto chuckles at your behavior. He just knew he always takes your breath away:)
He stares at your eyes. He has always love your eyes. You smile back at him and put your arms around his neck and you gave him a soft peck on the lips. Geto smirks at your doing. He then grabs your but and lifts you up. You wrap your legs around his waist and he brings you inside.
After all the incidents that happen, you finally got the announcement of yuji's execution. When you first heard bout it, you felt your heart drop and fell on your knees. 'It's all that mf's fault'. Sukuna. You thought to yourself.
That night, it was raining quite heavy. You went looking for yuji and found him standing at the sliding door frame, staring at the rain outside. You walk over to him and gently touches his shoulder to let him know your presence. His gaze then turned to you. "You've already heard huh,". You nod. They way he said it really makes your heart ache. Your eyes really shows you wanna tear up any second now. Yuji realized that and pulls you to his embrace. He has his arms wrap around your body, pulling you close to his chest, and you cant hold it back anymore and just let your tears flow out. You love him so much and can't imagine a life without him soon.
You both then stare at the rain pouring outside. The smell of rain hitting your nose. You both are still hugging each other. Yuji then pulls away and has his hands around your face and uses his thumb to wipe your tears off. "Don't cry, everything's gonna be alright," he says. Alright? Alright?! What does this mf think he's saying?! "Excuse me mister, your gonna be executed soon,ย not take a vacation. I'm gonna lose you!" You exclaimed. He then chuckles at your reaction. "Yea, but for now, you shouldn't spend our time together being sad and shit. Instead, why don't we enjoy every last moment we have here, hmm?" He says to you with a smile.
He then looks at the rain, then looks back at you. "Come," he says as he grabs your wrist gently and pulls you into the rain. You then panicked and cover your head with your hand trying to prevent the rain water to reach your hair as it will damage your hair. Yuji knows that but still-. He got amused with your reaction and laughs at you. You noticed his laughter, the way he smiles is so bright, you know your not gonna see this anymore soon. So you lower your hand and let the rain pour on your head. No matter how damage your hair is gonna be, its nothing compare to seeing the last smile from love of your life.
He then took your hands and you just let it be. His hands guides yours to some sort of movement. A dance. You followed him and you both dance in the rain happily. You both glide here n there. Twirls. Splashing puddles. And most importantly, you both laugh and smile at each other. Having the best moment together.
After some moments later, you guys stopped. Your drained. You let the rain drops on your face, feeling it all over you, its feels amazing. You're not fond of the rain, but this, is something you never experience before. Yuji stares at you, he loves you so much, he doesn't wanna lose you. He doesn't want you to lose him, and had to bear this world without him. He walks closer to you and grabs your face with both hands and he lands his lips on yours. You reply his kiss and you both let your lips touch each others. Letting your tongues glide with each other.
You both then pulls away after some moments. You both let your foreheads rest on each other. You can feel his breath on your face. You guys then giggles as you both knew, you guys taste the rain too while kissing:) He then pulls away, he looks at you with full of love. And so does you. He pulls you in for a hug. A tight hug. "As much as I love hugging, not in wet clothes. But this, this is an exception," you said and hugs him back.
You both let yourselves in that position, embracing this moment. You're gonna miss him a lot. Tears stream down your face, but with the rain, it blends in, and you hope he doesn't notice it. Truth is he does, you just don't know.
"I love you, yuji. I will forever love you, and only you, for the rest of my life." , " I love you with all my heart and soul, y/n."
You suddenly woke up in the middle of the night because of the loud sound of thunder rumbling and heavy rain. You sat up from your bed, and looks at the the window in your room, observing the rain. You then wanted to go back to sleep, but you somehow can't. So you got out of your bed, you stood beside it. You stretch up your arms and shivers a bit as the atmosphere was a bit cold. You took your fluffy blanket and wrap yourself with like and you make your way to the kitchen.
When you reached there, you made a hot chocolate drink for yourself. You then heard foot steps from behind. You turn around and saw Megumi standing behind you with messy bed hair and a confused face. He observes your current state. "Cause of the rain too?", you ask him. He nods. "Want some?", you ask as you point the hot chocolate drink in your hands. "Yea sure," he replied. You then made one for him. You both then walk over to the sofa in the living room. You both sat there, sitting very close with each other, you share your blanket, having it wrap the both of you guys, so the both of you can stay warm under the blanket. And drank you drinks.
After finishing the drink, you had some bit of chocolate cream on your upper lips. Obviously u didn't notice it;). Megumi realized,ย he putted down his empty mug on the table. He then puts his hand on the left side of your cheek. His face then comes close to yours. And he licks the cream off your lips gently.
Even in the dim light, he can see your cheeks blushing. He pulls your face closer to his and pecks your lips. You got startled a bit. He then lands back his lips on yours. He gently pushes you to lay down on the sofa with his free hand. He then pulls away, admiring your face as he hovers above you.
You both then kisses each otherโs lips. And the longer you guys do that, you somehow decided to open your mouth and let him use his tongue, exploring your mouth. You both have your tongues twist and glide with each other's. You both had a few break to gasp some air, but not too long cause he's too eager to taste all the chocolate in your mouth.
After a few moments past by, he bites your lower lip softly. You then pushes his face away from yours a bit, gently. You stare at his dark eyes, both of you are tired and sleepy. "Aren't u sleepy?", you ask him. "Yea, a bit,", he replied. "Come on, let's go to sleep then,". You said to him.
He then dives his head into the crook of your neck and snuggles there. It tickles you a bit so you let out a soft giggle. He has his arms on both of your sides. You then adjusts the blanket covering both of you guys. You have your arms rest on his back.
You kisses his head, and said goodnight. He hums back to you and smile to sleep on your chest.
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