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hi! my name’s tara and welcome to my blog! here are some facts about me
i am a psychology major
big three: pisces sun, capricorn moon, sagittarius rising
this blog is for the umbrella academy, stranger things, and f1 fics
i am also @sparks-stephen (my blog for benedict cumbercatch’s characters [sherlock holmes and stephen strange]) and @taramaria (my account for shitposing to be honest)
i love coffee :))
i love taylor swift so most if not all of my fics will have references or be directly inspired by her songs
all of my fics are fem!reader and will be using she/her/hers pronouns, unless stated otherwise.
i try not to mention anything regarding appearances (i.e. height, weight, skin color, etc.) in my fics so it’ll be inclusive. but if ever i do and did not realize it, please let me know.
as a fanfic writer! who has a few semi-abandoned fics! if you do this i will personally bite you with my teeth. you are disrespecting art and the love people put into their work by pretending that an AI can even compare to it
This so-called “apology” is completely inadequate and rings hollow. Claiming it was just an “accident” that she liked an ableist tweet is not a valid excuse. She made a choice to like that harmful content and actions have consequences. Saying she “takes the topic of Autism very serious” while liking ableist tweets is hypocritical.
Unliking the tweet after the fact would have been the bare minimum — she should not have engaged with such harmful content in the first place. But lying about unliking it (because she did not unlike it, the original poster deleted it) completely undermines any sense that this apology is sincere.
Furthermore, invoking her brother with autism as a defense is unacceptable. Having neurodivergent loved ones does not give you a free pass to promote ableism without consequence. Proximity to marginalized communities does not justify ignorance and bigotry. Using him to defend herself centers her experience over his, exploiting his identity for her own gain. That is appallingly self-serving.
If she truly cares about her brother, she should educate herself on ableism, listen to disabled activists, and stop promoting harmful stereotypes rather than wielding his identity as a shield when called out. This non-apology makes clear she has a lot more learning and growing to do.
Meaningful growth requires accountability, not flimsy excuses. A real apology centers the harm done to marginalized communities, not her own guilt. It requires concrete commitments to do better — educate yourself, amplify disabled voices, examine your own ableism. This apology checks none of those boxes. It prioritizes her feelings over the trauma inflicted on disabled people. That is unacceptable. Do better.
I just find it so funny how some people will claim that female F1 fans are not actual fans of the sport and try to quiz us on our motorsport knowledge meanwhile the Lewis Hamilton and Toto Wolff can’t even remember the name of their own team
After ongoing speculation* about producer-led cheating via hints to select drivers in the Grill the Grid 2023 series, a thorough outside investigation has been completed. Our report follows.
*speculation by me
Methodology:
Each episode of Grill the Grid was re-watched and hint totals were assigned per driver. "Hints" are considered any help at all that goes beyond explaining the rules or the question. Explanations of English phraseology were not considered hints. Examples of hints range from helping a driver sound out an answer to making noises when a driver is nearing a correct answer to offering unsolicited advice and information to a driver. The two major possible errors in this methodology were: a) hints were determined to be given to a particular driver if the producer's voice gave the hint while the driver was pictured on-camera. The hint may actually have been given to a different driver, but there was no way to know that. b) Some (many) hints were likely edited out of the final videos. We have no way to measure these "lost hints".
Lewis Hamilton and George Russell did not participate in 3/6 Grill the Grid videos. Their results should be considered in that context.
Results:
Grill the Grid Episode 1: Race Winners A-Z
Hints were fairly evenly distributed in this episode, although we can already see a pro-Ferrari pattern emerging.
Grill the Grid Episode 2: Ages
No hints were given at all in this episode.
Grill the Grid Episode 3: Name That Quote
This episode was notable for the egregious number of hints given to Charles Leclerc compared to the rest of the grid.
Grill the Grid Episode 4: Name Two Drivers
Grill the Grid Episode 5: Babies
Everyone knew most of the babies; the major hint given was that Magnussen was from "somewhere cold." Notably, while this hint was not given to him on-camera, Max Verstappen mentioned it in his answer (Denmark is "not that cold") and thus a hint was also assigned to him.
Grill the Grid Episode 6: Landmarks
Totals and Adjusted Season Points Tally
Conclusions:
Charles Leclerc was given easily the most hints on the grid in 2023 (18). The next highest totals were Carlos Sainz and Yuki Tsunoda, with 5 hints each. Multiple drivers were given no hints at all (Valtteri Bottas, Kevin Magnussen, Sergio Perez, Oscar Piastri, George Russell, Logan Sargeant). It seems safe to conclude that Charles Leclerc was offered producer help above and beyond what was given to any other driver, even accounting for editing and errors in our coding.**
We did not have time to break these results down and compare across teams. We feel that this might be a fruitful avenue for research.***
**It might be because he's cute when he is thinking hard.
Red Bull is being challenged not by a Ferrari, not by an Aston Martin, not by a Mercedes… NOPE! He is being challenged by two McLaren and a Williams… in 2023
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first and last stream ever w/ lando and alex
Call of duty: Warzone / Just Chatting
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playing animal crossing! come join ♡
Animal Crossing: New Horizon
oscar_piastri has just raided your stream with 8 thousand people!
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talking abt life! come join ♡
Just Chatting.
chat . . .
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username oscar is out of hibernation yall 😭
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username guys hes in love with y/n he told me
username “lando told me” boy just admit that u wanted to see her 🙄
nihachu who is this Oscar and why is he trying to steal my girlfriend
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charity stream w/ drivers!
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lilymhe can u get on animal crossing (you look stunning btw 🤍🤍)
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username oscar in yns comments….. 😣
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oscarpiastri P7! Amazing weekend, thank you Japan 🇯🇵
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mclaren 🧡
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lilymhe Went on a date with my animal crossing girlfriend yourusername 🌷🩷
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·˚ ༘ ꒱ hello guys!! I am SO SO sorry i have to make this into two parts :( but I reached the photo limit 💔 but i hope you enjoyed this part because part two will be out soon 🫡
ೃ‧₊› this is for @ihrtjakedennis bc she loves oscar and she also helped me w most of the plot 🤗
─ summary . . . ❨ people never made the connection but they have now and the daughter of fernando alonso is pull more than crowns this time around ❩
─ pairing . . . ❨ f1 grid x fem! alonso! pageant/beauty queen! reader ❩
─ genre . . . ❨ social media file ❩
─ author note . . . ❨ requested by anon ""hey there! I have admired your work for a while. I was very intrigued by your masterlist and the roles y/n appears in your stories (I have read them all at this point.) Would you mind if I send you an idea/request? I'm quite inspired by the au fiction I have seen somewhere here in Tumblr about being fernando's only daughter aka única hija (if I got it correctly) it was a carlos sainz fic and I couldn't get over the idea of Fernando having a only daughter. w/ Catriona gray or celeste cortesi as fc?" So this is a condensed version of the request cuz it was really really long also sorry for that lack of posting cuz I have been really sick and lacking motivation so enjoy this and hopefully I’ll be back to posting regularly soon ❩
❨ taglist | masterlist ❩
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yourinstagram este mensaje es para mi joven. ¡lo hiciste! Has logrado todo lo que siempre has soñado. Los cuatro principales títulos de concursos internacionales de prestigio son suyos. ahora tienes el honor que tan pocas personas tienen y pueden llamarte Miss Mundo, Miss Universo, Miss Internacional y Miss Tierra. todas las luchas y el tiempo, y el esfuerzo puesto en esto valió la pena, siempre lo fue porque al final, todos tus sueños más salvajes se hicieron realidad.
Pero este post no es sólo sobre mí. Me gustaría agradecer a todas las personas que me ayudaron a llegar a donde estoy hoy. Mi equipo, mi estilista y todos los demás que desempeñan papeles importantes y secundarios en prepararme para las competencias. Sin ustedes, no estaría donde estoy hoy, y todos tienen mi respeto y mi más profunda gratitud hasta el final. Pero lo más importante, me gustaría agradecer a mis maravillosos padres. Por su constante apoyo y ayuda para seguir la carrera de mis sueños, los amo, mamá y papá, no puedo esperar a verlos pronto.
this message is for young me. you did it! you have achieved everything you have ever dreamed of. All four major prestigious international pageant titles are yours. you now have the honour that so few people have and can call yourself Miss World, Miss Universe, Miss International, and Miss Earth. all of the struggles and time, and effort put into this was worth it - it always was cuz in the end, all of your wildest dreams came true.
But this post isn't just about me. I would like to thank all the people who helped get me to where I am today. My team, my stylist, and everyone else who plays major and minor roles in getting me ready for competitions. Without you guys, I would not be where I am today, and you all have my respect and deepest gratitude till the very end. But most importantly, I would like to thank my amazing parents. For your constant support and help in pursuing the career of my dreams, I love you mama and papa can't wait to see you soon.
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user So beautiful!
lalalalisa_ so proud 😍
⤷ yourinstagram love u li
⤷ user oh to have a friendship like theirs 😭
user this look on you!!! so pretty!!! you always look amazing!!! with or without a crown, you are still our queen 🥹
user I LOVE YOU!!!!
user okay but am I the only one who thought that Y/N's father wasn't in the picture I mean there are no pictures of her and her father together
⤷ user Y/N's father and her mother were never married they only every dated on and off. Until her mother had Y/N, though they are not together Y/N still has regular contact with her father, though she chooses not to show him on social media or talk about him much in interviews for privacy reasons
⤷ user I smell a deadbeat dad
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user The glam
user flowers for my queen 🌸💐🌹
user Inspirational Queen.
user MOTHER
user wtf is fernando doing here?
⤷ user who?
⤷ user formula one driver
⤷ user why would we care about him
⤷ user cuz he is liked?
⤷ user ain't Y/N Alonso a bit young for a 40-ish creep
⤷ user wait her last name is Alonso?
⤷ user yeah it's her fathers last name
⤷ user the math is mathing yall
user 😍🔥🙌
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yourinstagram on Sundays we wear green 💚 thank you so much to astonmartinf1 for inviting me to this year's Austrian Grand Prix and allowing me to watch my fernandoalo_oficial on his stellar drive to P1. I have always watched from afar as my father battled it out on track with such passion and watched him give his all in every single race. So proud, Papa, well-deserved win 🥰 Also, congrats to maxverstappen1 and charles_leclerc on P2 and P3 well done 😊
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astonmartinf1 any time queen 🫡💚
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user the first photo literally took my breath away 😭
maxverstappen1 ❤️
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⤷ user MAX COMMENT?!??!
⤷ user KING WHAT DOES THIS MEAN?
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user 😍😍😍
lewishamilton stunning as always darling it was a pleasure meeting you
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⤷ user he is never beating the lando norizz allegations any time soon
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⤷ user -1728/10 zero rizz
user Y/N to good for all these fuck boy drivers
georgerussell63 mercedes or aston cuz regardless of which you choose you are fine
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⤷ user 6/10 basic white boy line
user Bulgari and Dior didn’t sleep on you ❤️❤️❤️
charles_leclerc still want me to teach you piano?
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⤷ user 9.5/10 Fernando had to ruin the vibes
user come home the kids missed you
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⤷ fernandoalo_oficial no
user My fave miss universe EVER
lance_stroll you coming to the team dinner?
⤷ yourinstagram yes!
⤷ user 7/10 not the teammate rizz
user The most beautiful of all miss universe.
carlossainz55 😝🌶❤️🔥
⤷ yourinstagram 🥰🫶🏼
⤷ user 5/10 simple cute, and flirty
⤷ user my fav fake Latino making moves on and off the track
user so let me get this staight she has two degrees and is pretty and humble. I love the grid BUT MOVE BITCH
danielricciardo every been down under?
⤷ yourinstagram no wanna take me?
⤷ user 10/10 no explanation needed
user Stunning 🤩
mickschumacher I don't know spanish by ¿estas libre esta noche?
⤷ yourinstagram sorry mick I'm having dinner with my dad tonight maybe sometime in the future?
⤷ mickschumacher okay! text me!
⤷ user 8/10 smooth af would have been 10 if not for the rejection but a smooth bounce back for the golden
user 🔥🔥🔥
user shawty got the whole grid in her comments 😭
⤷ user also the fact that they all commented before Fernando 💀
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PRETTY BOY CHARLES
Fernando...
can I ask you something
