please stay

[lonelysuggestion]

what is it about me that makes me so easy to leave?

[lonelysuggestion]

I’m sorry I wasn’t what you expected.

[lonelysuggestion]

you left as soon as I began improving.

[lonelysuggestion]

I miss being in love with you.

[lonelysuggestion]

I often like to imagine a world where you had stayed, at least for a little while longer

[lonelysuggestion]

jesus christ you fucked me up

[lonelysuggestion]

I hate that you're still the one I want to call and tell everything to

[lonelysuggestion]

I can't stop remembering

[lonelysuggestion]

each new broken connection feels like everyone who has ever left is leaving again, all at once. I guess that's why it hurts so badly

[lonelysuggestion]

all of the sudden, all that mattered was you

[lonelysuggestion]

God I wish I could love you

[lonelysuggestion]

it never really goes away but it hurts a bit less after a while

[lonelysuggestion]

The weather today reminded me of you.

[lonelysuggestion]

I’ll always be yours, even if you want nothing to do with me anymore

[lonelysuggestion]

I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I hate you I love you so much please come back

[lonelysuggestion]

I thought I was over it but then I heard you say her name like you used to say mine

[lonelysuggestion]

I wanted so badly for you to be more than temporary