When Summer Strikes

Holidays+Loneliness=Creativity (hopefully)

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T4

In this chaotic life I lead with so many variable, I want you to know that I am grateful that you are a constant. A constant source of happiness and love that I can depend on like a sturdy boat in dangerous waters.

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T3

Thank you for being patient. For being so sure of your love while you struggle to be away from me.

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(via https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0XU1PLL2oEw)

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T2

It’s not your fault. Or mine. It’s just that your life is full of distractions while I just have you. It’s expected that I struggle with distance more than you.

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I think I’ll miss you forever like the stars miss the sun in the morning skies.

Lana Del Rey, “Summertime Sadness” (via wnq-music)

“Even if you’re gone I’m gonna drive.”

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F__lings

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Bruise

I think I am a bruise Swelling and dipping Pulsing after tripping Stuck on you after kissing Nonexistent on every shot you are missing Saved by a tap that is dripping And your eyes that are glistening Hurts even more admitting I don’t want to bruise you too.

25.05.2017

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Relatable

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Why I wait^

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T1

Just a few weeks back, you were so sure of us. Upset by the idea of me not ready to move in. Were you really? On the menu for leaving drinks were: -The Unexpected Red wine -Torrentes Co-op White wine -Pint of Guinness  -Pint of Fosters That should be enough for your thoughts to come stampeding towards me.

I won’t lie, I was intoxicated and still unsure by what you meant, but I know that it hurt.  A lot. I don't know if it’s my departure, or somebody else’s arrival, but you seemed worried by the idea of committing to me and you weren’t sure about us. Like a game of chess, where we would take turns removing each others chessmen until we were left with a few to strategically play with. What’s different is that I don’t know if reaching an end-game will make any of us win. I was sad to leave, knowing that it was eminent and approaching, fast. You said it will “probably hit me when you actually leave”. But with the truth serum, your dreams and desires were making their way between us and I didn’t want to get in the way of your happiness.  We don’t want to hurt each other, that’s a fact. But the sacrifices we are willing to make for each other depend on our opinions. 

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Need these right now

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Hello

So summer has began, maybe I should try doing something constructive for the next 3 months...