Until a few weeks ago, I was someone you put on a pedestal, now I am someone "no one likes" and I don't care about people's opinion, but it came from you; the one who chased me until I gave up, as if I was worthy. So why would one of the nicest guy I know make me feel bad about myself? As if I needed someone's help to dislike myself. Why would he say something like that? It hit me because you are the person I least expected it. It hit me because somehow I decreased in your opinion, even though it was expected. I loved and accepted you the way you are, but maybe it is selfish to expect the same from you. You told me maybe you don't know how to love, but I am the one crying because I am someone impossible to love. I guess I am the one to blame, I let you in when I knew this would happen. 29.04.25











