Hey! I hope everything is okay. You seem to have disappeared for a few days. I just wanted to let you know that I appreciate everything you do and how you always find and post the bts pics and all sorts of goodies for us. And how you make the sacrifice of going through Instagram comments (which are the worst let's be honest lol) to get comments from Eric or Dani. I hope you'll keep doing that. Keep your head up, there are plenty of people here who really like and miss you. :-)
Thank you for your kind words but sometimes the hate (both anon and not) gets to be too much and there comes a time where you have to think is it worth it? The constant stream of messages and blatant ignorance of a persons feelings and personal struggles are too much. Tumblr was always a great place for me and I thought I found friends here but sometimes you see people’s true colours and your world view shatters and you have to build yourself up again.
And then I think, this is tumblr! A site where crazy ass fangirls can come together and be insane together and unfortunately, one person more so than anyone, but also a group of others, have made it a toxic place for me to be and I have to do what’s best for me even if it means they win.
Everyone needs to be kind and mindful to one another and watch your words and actions because you might not see them through your computer or their own words, but they could be cut so deep by what you do and say and you’ll have to learn to be responsible for the brokenness felt by another.
