WANNA DIE EASY.

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                                                                       purification blazes. at last, i suffer.

INDEPENDENT RAY FROM IN BRUGES. WRITTEN BY RONA.

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          i have prom tonight! imma try to answer a few asks but i’m not gonna be online for the rest of the night. tomorrow is mother’s day so i’ll be offline then as well. feel free to  LIKE THIS for a starter when i get back on monday!  

                               if i’m lucky i can make both vision & these starters.

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Four Word . Prompts

“Please, come with me.”

“You’re always number one.”

“I can’t do this.”

“I won’t let you.”

“Maybe I’m just crazy.”

“I’m not even sorry.”

“Honestly, just stop it.”

“I believe in you.”

“Don’t be an ass.”

“Who were you with?”

“Please talk to me.”

“I can’t trust you.”

“I need you, though.”

“Don’t be fucking rude.”

“Is that my shirt?”

“So, it was you.”

“I need to go.”

“Just stay with me.”

“You can trust me.”

“Alright, I love you.”

“I’m sorry, but no.”

“Will you help me?”

“You’re a terrible cook.”

“Can you shut up!?”

“You love me, right?”

“I really need you.”

“I don’t love you.”

“I’m not doing this.”

“I really need you.”

“You don’t want me.”

“Let me help you.”

“You’re such a bitch.”

“I can’t do this.”

“You think you’re funny?”

“Hey, I said stop!”

“Will you marry me?”

“Wanna go out sometime?”

“I don’t want this.”

“You always this quiet?”

“Are you fucking insane!?”

“I don’t want you.”

“I’m not wearing that.”

“Sorry, were you sleeping?”

“This was never right.”

“You look really tired.”

“I’m out of here.”

“You need to go.”

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   ❛  she yours ?  ❜   the side of her foot bounds against the swell of a tire,  brow raised as she catches his view over the bonnet  .   ❛  she’s a bit rustic for someone like you,  surely  .  ❜

&  @looksafter

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       ❛    – yeah.    ❜    he almost visibly perks,  and crumples the paper bag in his fist. i mean, come on.   a good-looking lady asking about his car?  who wouldn’t get excited?  he leans over the roof and offers a   ( too cheeky )   grin to the stranger.    ❛   ah,  you’d be surprised.  a little old-school never hurt anyone.       –– i’m dean.   ❜    he raises his eyebrows,  leaving the silent  “and you are?”  hanging mid-air.

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The Walking Dead Sentence Meme

“You can breathe. You can blink. You can cry. Hell, they’re all gonna be doing that.”

“We got here together, and we’re still here.”

“You’re a survivor. You always were.”

“Are you sure they won’t find out?”

 "When they come for us, we’ll end it. The whole thing.”

“There is no right; there’s just the wrong that doesn’t pull you down.”

 "I don’t take chances anymore.”

“Dibs is dibs.”

“I’m going like I should have. Don’t come after me, please.”

“ I’m not planning to die today. ”

“Why are dingleberries brown? ”

“We’re going to have to fight”

  “I like you people. I trust you. Trust us. “

“ You need to know things aren’t as simple as they might seem. ”

 “ You still got family and you still got a home..”

 “ Someday this pain will be useful to you.“

” The only thing that keeps you from being a monster is killing. “

“You point a gun at me, and I’m the asshole? “

 “ The people around you dying, that’s the hard part. .”

 “ You’re smarter than that. We don’t need to leave breadcrumbs. ”

 “ Walkers, people, anything that gets anywhere near me, I kill them. .”

“ You go or you stay. Those are your choices. I will not allow you to kill me. I will not allow that. 

 “ Good luck, dumbass. ”

 “ We don’t leave anyone behind. ”

 “ It hams my biscuits. ”

 “ I know this sounds insane. But this is an insane world. .”

 "What it indicates is we are neck deep up shit creek with our mouths wide open.”

 “ I fully respect the hair game.”

 “We’ll survive, I’ll show you how. ”

 “ The longer they’re out there, the more they become what they really are. ” 

“ I want you to help us survive. “

“ You look ridiculous.. “

“You fought to be here and we have to keep fighting. “

“ I’m taking anyone back there who wants to leave. If you want to come with us, step forward now. “

“ Get over yourself. You’re not the only one who lost something today. “

“ We don’t go back. “

“ They think I’m scrawny. They think I’m weak. But they don’t know shit about me. “

“ I think pretty people taste better, too. “

“ Good news is you’re not dead yet. “

“ Nowadays people are just as dangerous as the dead.“

“ You’re the butcher, or you’re the cattle. “

“ I have to talk you all in to doing something, something I know we need to do. And I don’t know how to talk about it. “

“ You can lose a lot of soldiers but still win the game. “

“ You’re a tough son of a bitch. “

“ You don’t have to like what I did, just accept it. “

“We don’t get to be upset. We all have our jobs to do. “

“ When you care about people, getting hurt is kind of a part of the package. “

“ Your place or my place? “

“ I’m just tired of losing people. “

“ How many walkers have you killed? How many people have you killed? Why? “

“ We’re all infected. “

“It’s a wonder you people have survived this long.”

“ You see 11 condoms, I see 11 minutes of my life I’m not getting back. “

“ Man, I’m gonna get shit-faced drunk again. “

“ We don’t kill the living. “

“ I know how the safety works. “

“ The line is pretty clear: zero tolerance for Walkers. “

“ The world ended. Didn’t you get the memo? “

“ Bright side, it’ll be the fall that kills us. “

“ One thing I do know, don’t you get bit. “

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it’s my job to look after you.

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[text] If you don’t want me to bust your window, I suggest you answer the phone. Please.

TEXTING MEME.

      it’s too early for this crap.   his phone’s been ringing off the damn hook,  and the alarm clock reads 4:08 in bright red lettering.   when he swings his legs over the edge of the motel bed to read the flip-phone’s screen with sleep-blurred eyes, he gives a sigh. carsten. son of a gun. you’d think the guy could have some sense of subtlety.  he stands – wobbles – makes his way to the window and slides it up.

           ❛   y’know, spider-man – there’s these cool things called doors.                          they let you into a room, the way normal people do it.   ❜

     he drags himself back to the bed and sits, waiting for the inevitable explanation – or, maybe there was nobody there, and he can go back to sleep.      that sounds nice. 

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new theme, check it out! + finally got my icon psd settled down. imma reboob a meme and then get to sleep.

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@scottiish.

       “sure, he’s the driver, but you’re the guy under the hood, right? you’re the one that takes care of her, knows how everything works. so, really, she’s your baby.”

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❛ sometimes it helps to forget where we come from. ❜ ;)

        “...and sometimes where we come from is all we got.”

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@deadreyes.

      dean’s still splattered in blood from head to toe  –  he’s not quite sure if it’s all his or not.   a single streetlamp illuminates the building he leans against,  as he cradles his stomach gently.   the blood’s not gushing anymore,  just oozing,  but he feels lightheaded just the same.   sam went to get the impala  –  he’ll be back soon,  hopefully.   he hears movement to his left and snaps his head around – oh,  geez.   just a girl.   “crap, kid. don’t SNEAK UP on me like that.”

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@drumolition.

      dean’s got those two - am - breaking - into - a - haunted - apartment vibes.   he’s pretty sure it’s empty – i mean,  since the previous tenant’s THROAT was slashed,  there’s not really any doubt.   he’s been working on this door for ten minutes now with no luck.   he sighs.   murphy just had to come and stick his junk where it didn’t belong.   he takes a step backwards and kicks at the door.   it doesn’t budge,  but the hallway is acoustic enough to carry the sound out of the open - airway apartment building and into the street.   he tries again – again – nope,  nothing.   “well, this just SUCKS.”

      he notices movement out of his peripheral.   one hand goes to the gun in his waistband,  but when he turns to see a costume-clad girl perched on a railing,  he relaxes.   he wants to offer a smile,  but hey,  it’s two in the morning,  so he just scowls a little.  “nice costume. you goin’ to a late-night con or somethin’?”

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@upchuckfactor.

        “so, miss sawyer,”   he’s calm,  almost got an edge of a smile.   what can he say?   after months of hectic here and there and everywhere,   they’re finally solving a relatively straightforward case.   he’s disguised as homeland security – he supposes his forged badge reading  “ROBERT PLANT”  with a corny picture of him will be enough to fool a kid.   ( hopefully she won’t know that robert plant is the lead singer of led zeppelin. )   he laces his fingers and leans forward.  “you said they reappeared as ghosts,  right?” 

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STARTER CALL.

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it’s my job to look after you.

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     Carsten throws a glance at the driver, briefly contemplates asking what he meant by that quiet statement, and then goes back to focusing on the white lines in the road. Whatever Dean said to himself can stay to himself.

     “German. I wondered, uh,” he halts. Isn’t wondering what got them here? Anxiety previously confirmed as flat has been mildly shaken by that realization, and it rises to the surface like a fetid sort of cream. Don’t stick your finger in there; it’ll burn. “        Who thought to name me it. But I don’t know. Just a fancier version of Carson, I guess. Rock is fine.” A thumb fidgets with the seam of his jeans. “Did your parents ever tell you why they chose Dean? Are you named after someone?”

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      he sees the glance. mental note: don’t talk to yourself around this guy. it’s easy enough for dean to keep his eyes on the road, but his peripheral is sharp – a good attribute of a hunter. he sees carsten shift under the weight of some unseen burden. guilt, maybe. he makes a few guesses, but doesn’t decide on any of them. whatever. everyone has their demons. some of them are literal, like his, but he knows how vicious the figurative ones can be. ( he’s got the scars to prove it. )

     “german, ah. ‘s a nice name.” half a smile edges up his face and he shakes his head. “nah. mom liked it, i guess. my dad was a sucker for whatever she thought.”

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rpmemed:

ANGSTY SONG LYRICS STARTERS :

sentence starters in the form of lyrics plucked from a few sad songs. change pronouns when sending the meme if you wish.

❛  little do you know how i’m breaking while you fall asleep.  ❜ ❛  i’m still haunted by the memories.  ❜ ❛  i’m trying to pick myself up piece by piece.  ❜ ❛  i need a little more time.  ❜ ❛  i’m ready to forgive you but forgetting is a harder fight.  ❜ ❛  am i scared to be alone?  ❜ ❛  you could never live out in the open, regretting every word you’ve spoken.  ❜ ❛  when you break, it’s too late for you to fall apart.  ❜ ❛  the blame that you claim is all your own fault.  ❜ ❛  you’ve been crying out for forever, but forever’s come and gone.  ❜ ❛  you keep begging for forgiveness, but you don’t think you’ve done wrong.  ❜ ❛  no, our hands will never be clean, at least we can hold each other.  ❜ ❛  i will stay with you tonight, hold you close ‘til the morning light.  ❜ ❛  we’ll do whatever just to stay alive.  ❜ ❛  pack your things, leave somehow.  ❜ ❛  don’t be scared, i’m still here.  ❜ ❛  no more time for crying, dear.  ❜ ❛  sometimes it helps to forget where we come from.  ❜ ❛  don’t try to follow me.  ❜ ❛  i would hold you down.  ❜ ❛  if i could make you the enemy, i would let you down.  ❜ ❛  i really need to be alone.  ❜ ❛  concrete gets so cold right before it breaks your bones.  ❜ ❛  i’m so claustrophobic, so don’t hold me so close.  ❜ ❛  you know i’d be so lost if you ever let me go.  ❜ ❛  drive me far out of the city with the windows down, somewhere where we can’t be found.  ❜ ❛  this is hoping we’re not broken.  ❜ ❛  how can i find my home in the darkness of your mind?  ❜ ❛  you talk of her too much to let it go easy.  ❜ ❛  will you ever let go long enough to want me?  ❜ ❛  i should’ve known you didn’t want me.  ❜ ❛  you never had room to want me.  ❜ ❛  put me through hell again, i miss the fire.  ❜ ❛  come on and break me down.  ❜ ❛  i’ll let you ruin my day.  ❜ ❛  i never meant to make you bleed.  ❜ ❛  my past has tasted bitter for years now.  ❜ ❛  grace is just weakness, or so i’ve been told.  ❜ ❛  i’ve been cold, i’ve been merciless.  ❜ ❛  the blood on my hands scares me to death.  ❜ ❛  i’ll be good for all of the light that i’ve shut out.  ❜ ❛  for all of the innocent things that i doubt.  ❜ ❛  for all of the bruises i’ve caused and the tears.  ❜ ❛  for all of the things that i’ve done, all these years.  ❜ ❛  i don’t have much to say.  ❜ ❛  sorry to disappoint again.  ❜ ❛  whilst i watch in silence, you’re starting forest fires.  ❜ ❛  you’re running just to run from me.  ❜ ❛  i can already feel their hate.  ❜ ❛  who would want to be around me?  ❜ ❛  time, it slowly kills me in my cold bed.  ❜ ❛  i am running into the fire.  ❜ ❛  tonight, this war is easily lost.  ❜ ❛  do we build our lives on anything that lasts?  ❜ ❛  i’ve forgotten how it felt before the world fell at our feet.  ❜ ❛  i’m sorry for everything that i’ve done.  ❜