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Funny Life

Sooo about an hour ago, I just posted some content about my meaning less life. Just rightafter that, i started working on my online business. In the mean time I have lots of Ideas and projects poppin up in my head. Suddenly my life become meaningfull, atleast for a little time. The conclusion is: I am just a very week too much emotions person. That is bad, but not hopeless. 

Who ever is reading this, if you are depressed, try to do something yourself! Take action, doesn’t matter what activity is. You should like it, that’s the only rule. And Life is becomming suddenly meaningful. That’s the key. WORK:)

Movies and Games are grate, however just as you finished you find yourself in the same position as before, plus you feel guilty about wasting your time.

Hope everyone have a grate day, even though it’s awfully gray and dark outside... it’s half past four and it feels like midnight....

Bye bye guys! 2018.11.29.

Budapest

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Sadness

I am pretty sad in general. I just feel awful about myself, about my nihilism. I am not involved in anything. I have no life what so ever. I want to avoid the struggle at all cost, but because of that, I pay with my life. I am a useless person who now has no point to live. I certanly have to find something to struggle for, something to live for, otherwise I just stop existing.

Still no point to be alive............................2018.11.29.

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Addiction Danger!!

Hello Everybody!

I just want to let everybody know, that SOCIAL MEDIA, SMART PHONE, INTERNET ADDICTION IS A REAL THING. 

FUCK I AM ADDICTED. I am affraid that i need help.

It’s 2018 yes. 21st century.....

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Trainspotting

Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family,Choose a fucking big television Choose washing machines, cars, Compact disc players, and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterolAnd dental insurance. Choose fixed-interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends.Choose leisure wear and matching luggage. Choose a three piece suite on hire purchase In a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who youAre on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing Sprit-crushing ga me shows Stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth.Choose rotting away at the end of it all, Pishing you last in a miserable home Nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, Fucked-up bratsYou have spawned to replace yourself. Choose your future. Choose life.

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Facts

One thing is to Know and an other thing is to DO. Damn life is not theoretical.

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Hungary Today

We have an illiberal state, with very limited options, atleast I we can leave anytime..

Orbán is a criminal piece of shit, liar, who steals and launders Hungarys money through soccer. 

According to my anticipation, this keeps going another 10 years or so

Very nice......... 2018 10 25

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Time

A wasted life is worse than death.

MEMENTO MORI

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TIMES

Couple days ago a man died, i know a close friend of his. He posted some stuff on his Insta about his friend. Some rest in peace bullshit. The day after that he kept posting the usual bullshit pics about his dream life with creepy quots and tags...... I know that people pass on and we have to exept the things around us such as death... BUT no thinking about it, no fucking rest in the social media, no personal time, no intimacy, nothing?!!!!!!

I dont want my life to be like that. I want serios intim and pivate time with the things going on. I can’t pass on like that. WTF.... like he was a psychopath, however i know he is not. 

He is just a guy who has to bring new content on his Insta because he is alive, without it he wouldn’t even know who he is.....

I have to admit it jealousy is a real thing in this case, becaus i admire this guy for what he has achived and for how much he makes, but i would be ashamed for not haveing any personal time at all ever.

Max

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Fears + Intro

Hey Guys!

I am Max the Lord of Nihilism

They say it’s kind of a blog, so i may just start writing down things on my mind lately. 

As an introduction, I am a 22 yrs, male, Uni student from Budapest Hungary.

I am totally doubtfull about things going nowdays.

Hungarian politics sucks, EU is lovely, but it’s strategy sucks too. 21th century just sucks. 

I am pretty much stressed out all the time by now. I can’t really see my future, motivations and the true meaning of my life.

I am just a useless kid from a good middle class family. 

BUT couple days ago something changed....

So since i finished highschool i feel i have to do something with my life in order to stay alive. If i am bored i feel very bad and guilty. No meaning what so ever...

I have already decided to change like a million times, but as i had no pressure on me nothing really happend. 

A week ago something inside me has begin to burn, I feel it when im thinking about myself or about my options or actions. So now it’s a different story. I have no longer that pass-on option to go for and just skip the “faceing me” part. I have to do something about it. Because i can’t no longer be okay with myself. I have to create i have to invent i have to earn and be productive , If no there is really no point to live. We have to Give or Take to/from the world dosen’t matter which one we choose, the main point is to be always INVOLVED in every way. (socially, business wise, culturally, etc..)

I believe there are many like me out there. Just drifting floating through life. Maybe they don’t recognize it, because we have the whole online world around us, Netflix, HBO, Facebook, Instagram you name it, we can spend easly the entire day surfing on them and an other day lost from our life. 

Soo in nuthshell I’ll be posting stuff about our reality in the 21th century.

Take it Easy Guys!

Max