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He knows exactly what he's doing

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[loser90sblog]

I was here and I was living.

I can't believe this happened. People made fun of us and now we're here.

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Haven't been to any shows lately but will be going to WWWY on Saturday.

This tumblr started as a diary, so I'll sometimes update personal stuff because I don't have anyone to talk to about my personal life. It's just for me to vent , not necessarily for people to comment about it.

I started seeing someone, and it's been about a month and a half. We're not official or anything, and I'm okay with that since we're still in the talking stage. But damn we have nothing in common! This dude loves Chappell Roan and classical music. Which is fine, but I can't seem to talk to him about anything . He doesn't listen to rock music or watch movies (I talk in movie references) I talked to him about how it's best we stop seeing each other, but he wants to give it a chance.

[loser90sblog]

I got a ticket to When We Were Young Fest on stubhub... with afterpay.

Idk how the hell I'm going to get there yet. AND I'm going solo.

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I would tell y'all what's going on with my life but it's completely irrelevant.

I will mention, though, I'm not a fan of Thousand Below anymore. I painted something for the vocalist to sign. He was very uninterested in what I painted and acted like it was an inconvenience. It was a huge letdown.

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I wish my 🧠 was normal

[thyartismurders]

Happy Song - Bring Me The Horizon

[sweartothisshit]

If you ever get the chance to see your favourite band live, fucking do it and don’t regret a single thing.

[huntingsoundwaves]

I don't talk much, but I'll speak to you through song lyrics

[emotionalwords]

People always leave. Don’t get too attached

[speedyphilosopherpanda]

I don't think I have any more "it is what it is" left.

[authenticity2025]

[zexox]

Every boy is a red flag, you just need to choose your favourite shade of red.

[what-iz-life]

May you manifest someone who understands your love language so you don’t have to spend your life translating your soul. Someone who reciprocates the energy and effort you give. Who cherishes and celebrates every ounce of your sensual, soulful, sentimental, and spiritual nature.

[loser90sblog]

So. The dude sent me a text to tell me he got back with his ex and blocked me.

Let me tell you how not okay I've been since this happened. The strength, hope, and trust that I had left for anyone was completely diminished. I was already cracked, but he completely shattered me. Today, I finally cried , and I'm still crying. Not because I miss the dude and not because I want him back. It's heartbreak and betrayal .

Heartbreak is an unspeakable pain. I wish I didn't give my body, heart, and soul to someone who didn't deserve it. When will I get over this? When will this stop hurting?

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