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the yellow wallpaper (1892) - charlotte perkins gilman

"im going mental"

i think i make myself upset

more than anything else

my hands are sticky as they shake

and i can’t seem to meet your gaze for more than a moment at a time

clumsy words tumble from between my chattering teeth

my tongue heavy and sloppy in my mouth

i’m trying for casual

is it working?

doesn’t feel like it

you look really nice

eyes sparkling and crinkling in the corners

smile wide and bright

just the way i remember

my head is light and my lungs can’t fill themselves

my heart murmurs your name the way it used to

whispers of a feeling i once carried so tenderly in my chest

echoes of fluttering behind my ribs

the thrum of my blood in my wrists

so achingly familiar in a way that i can’t escape

it lingers like your perfume in my nose

every time i see you again i only wish i could have kissed you goodbye

#wlw #women losing women #lmao #poetry #miss her

you offered me a bubblr but i don’t want the bubblr i want you i’m so not normal about this i’m so not casual about you god

#is it better to speak or to die?#idk probably die #wlw

i love queer people

#wlw #queer #saw some gay people in the wild today #oh joyous day #i am not alone

all i do is go to work and think about the past

#just me and my 2 part time jobs against the world #i don’t really mind working #i like my job #sometimes #but i just #miss her #miss everyone #and i’m just like #kinda sad #u know?#melancholia

kficc

thinking about you thinking about your eyes and your mouth and the way you talk about fruit and the book you’re reading wanna listen to you talk forever the quirk of your lips when you hold back a laugh you baring your teeth when you let it slip full and free and real and i want your mouth on my mouth and my tongue on your teeth and i wanna hear what sounds you make if i trail my lips down your throat wanna hear you sigh and hum and feel your smile on mine when you drag me back up are you picking up what i’m putting down??

#wlw #wlw yearning #poetry #sort of #the inner workings of my heart #please #please please please #you can just talk and i’ll stare at your mouth #what goes through my head whenever hg speaks

i have a headache :( can i lay in your lap while you run your fingers through my hair and whisper that you love me? pretty please??

#wlw #i wish #😢

think about you when i’m inebriated

wanna hold you and kiss you softly between your eyebrows

i get so clingy wine drunk

and i want you :(

oh god how i want you

#wlw #wlw yearning #drunkposting

tropposalvatore

i love having a tumblr blog that i post shitty poetry on that no one knows about

i miss her

#so much #this isnt funny #wlw #a woman whom i love no longer loves me #lol

violexnce

hey, Moon? You are very pretty up there and i love you a lot

thewindiswhistling

i want so badly,

it threatens to fall out of me.

the words are right there

crowding on my tongue,

contained only by my clenched teeth.

// j.c.b.

thewindiswhistling

your hair brushes against my face

as we both fold in laughter,

and i feel like i’m blessed

by your golden fleece,

in all its dark curls.

// j.c.b.

honeyed-dyke

I feel so pathetic asking for love. For the simple gift of being wanted, of being pined after. I wish to be taken out. I want to be proudly shown off. To be kissed softly and slowly, instead of just a quick peck for a joke. I wish to be held in the dark for hours. I hope for soft pet names to come from a lovers mouth with sweet reverence. For eyes to meet mine that are soft and tender. I wish to be worthy enough for it all.