Losingallmeaning

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[losingallmeaning]

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乀 (ˍ, ل ل じしˍ,)ノ

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[losingallmeaning]

it sucks to be someone who has been nothing their whole life.

someone who didn’t feel safe to be themselves so they grew up to just be, there. complacent. but still feeling like a burden. still seeing a disdain within peoples eyes. not understanding why my presence was a bother when ill i did was sit there quietly. because god know you would still hate me if i opened my mouth.

i want to say the issue is on you. your own problems for feeling a threat from someone who is not bothering you in the slightest.

but for the longest time i took it as there was an issue with me. and there was. my issue was that i let myself feel beaten down by your words, actions, opinions on me.

it held me down. snuffed out my flame for so long. i dont even know who i am because i had let you decide that i was nothing from the beginning.

i am so much more though.

i know that, because i finally realized that your words mean nothing. those mean nothing to me. nothing to my life and how i live it.

its hard. relearning that i deserve a spot on this planet. especially on days where i wish i wasn’t here at all. but i am so much more that what you made me think i was.

i can be anything.

i can be absolutely everything.

[losingallmeaning]

got home from work to find my brother dog ripped open a beanbag chair (they were in their crate mind you)… just had to clean it all up

[losingallmeaning]

drunk as FUCK and gonna flirt with mfs online for fun

[losingallmeaning]

nvm purr im not built for that

[losingallmeaning]

i want to work on edits. i already have the audios but i dont want to have to find the clips 😭😭😭

[losingallmeaning]

my body is literally so fucking frankenstien

[losingallmeaning]

i feel like im the most confused person on this planet

[achillesinhighheels]

[losingallmeaning]

[chiefkyiv]

tumblr is for the girls that always got labelled as quiet or weird

[stlkergrl]

i talk about wanting affection while also being the most complicated emotionally unavailable person alive

[bonivers]

i’m boreddddd let’s forgive ourselves for our failures

[makingmeblush]

i may be sensitive but everyone else could be a little kinder too

[losingallmeaning]

i adore independence

[shitbl0gger]

[bakwaaas]

people who love you just as you are and who you can be your authentic messy flawed self around are so special and rare

[replanting]

sometimes im like…..what is the point of all this ??? and then i hang out with the people i love, and for a brief moment, i see