grin and bear, almost there.

i'll smile even if it's starting to wear. i: trcoot.

[faaabulousart]

[k-tamari]

10周年おめでとうございます！

[ryoseirui]

some up...dates?

So I’m graduating in May, yeah, I think I mentioned that before?

But I was able to get a job after I graduate. I’m going back to Japan in late July as an assistant language teacher. I’m so excited to go back.

Regarding this tumblr, I don’t know if I’ll make a full comeback... I’m definitely going to move all my utaite posts from here to dreamwidth and join some of my friends there. And then once I get back to Japan, I’ll post all my new live reports on dreamwidth.

So... yeah.

[ryoseirui]

Oh shit, that sounds really awful. I hope things get better for you. Keep your chin up. (:

I’m definitely trying… Just pushing through nowadays, but at least I’m still fighting.

[ryoseirui]

even though youre struggling its good to know that youre still alive. i hope that you feel better soon.

thanks anon, i’m trying. 

[ryoseirui]

Rui! How have you been?

Wow. I haven’t been here in a long time. I don’t know when this was sent, but uh. I’m okay, I guess. More under the cut.

I guess the biggest thing that happened to me is that I got diagnosed with PTSD, to add with my anxiety, depression, and BPD. So… that’s been fun. 

I relapsed as well, and I’m just barely picking myself up. A lot of self-harm, destructive eating habits, flashbacks, and restless nights.

Family issues as well. Would rather not talk about that.

Um. And I’m graduating this semester. I ordered my cap and gown a few days ago, so it’s really happening.

That’s really about it. I’m barely making it through these days…

[ryoseirui]

gonna disappear again for a while...

[justjames]

:))))))

[denkidraws]

through all the madness of falling in love

[kriscynical]

History Makers: Phichit Chulanont

A long time ago in a galaxy far, far away, I made a bookmark set and big collaboration piece of the GPF skaters + Victor for a con, History Makers. I fully finished each character completely separate so I could do other things with the art, and promptly… never did. Until now.

Phichit is my little human ray of sunshine.

Yuuri | Victor | Christophe | Phichit | Yurio | Otabek | JJ

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[kaguraz]

Repeat this regime and you’ll have your own GPF bod in just one week!!!

bonus: final result

[sharonsgf]

theres this chinese girl in my class who isnt very fluent in english and she asked me if i have a boyfriend and i was like “i dont. i dont like. boys” and she nodded very wisely and went “ah. cooties”

[moniquill]

[jpechacek]

Nobody called me but I showed up anyway.

[we-are-guildmaster]

[narain-yuna]

I’m Aslan Jade, your freestyle dance instructor.

[weneeddiversebooks]

COVER REVEAL: 

This resonant picture book tells the story of one girl who constantly gets asked a simple question that doesn’t have a simple answer. A great conversation starter in the home or classroom—a book to share, in the spirit of I Am Enough by Grace Byers and Keturah A. Bobo.

When a girl is asked where she’s from—where she’s really from—none of her answers seems to be the right one.

Unsure about how to reply, she turns to her loving abuelo for help. He doesn’t give her the response she expects. She gets an even better one.

Where am I from?

You’re from hurricanes and dark storms, and a tiny singing frog that calls the island people home when the sun goes to sleep….

With themes of self-acceptance, identity, and home, this powerful, lyrical picture book will resonate with readers young and old, from all backgrounds and of all colors—especially anyone who ever felt that they don’t belong.

Where Are You From? will be released on June 4, 2019 by HarperCollins. 

[whyisntketchupasmoothie]

When Lorde said “I care for myself the way I used to care about you”? That’s one of the most healing things I’ve ever heard like wow that woman really hit me in the heart with that one

[ryoseirui]

I’ll organize my Banana Fish tag later... add character and ship tags... because... I’m getting really deep in this hell and need to... be organized about it...