Internal Monologue

This is where I speak the words I'm too afraid to say out loud.

[lostarra]

Having a moment where I fear losing my sanity and touch with reality. I know I’m sane but this is my worst fear… and I feel like it could become a reality at times…

[lostarra]

So I don't visit Tumblr much anymore unless I'm feeling depressed and that's how I'm feeling now. I was reminded that I'm still a disappointment to my mother because I'm not the daughter she wanted, or deserves. I realized that my father will never take the time to listen to a word I say because unless it matches his point of view it's irrelevant. I saw someone from my past who I'm incredibly envious of because she's fucking gorgeous and has the confidence I've always wished I had. And while life is going in the right direction I still wonder what if and consider sabotaging everything because the events leading up to it would be fun.... so I'm going to take another shot and sleep until I wake up to go back to work and then class then work and never sleep again...

[dailydoseofstuf]

[veganlove]

[dizzyotter]

when i first saw this i thought the kittens were the lawyers

[lostarra]

I'm really disappointed in myself right npw. Things are going great in my life but depression is killing me inside... I've done things I'm not proud of and while I have a great support system I'm too ashamed to admit my weakness... I need help but I don't want to seek it because of how it will reflect on me in my profession... I hate this part of me. I hate that dark shadow that never seems to go away...

[thegodbucky-archive]

Dear uterus

You’re gay. I’m gay. This whole body is gay. Stop being an angry bitch because you didn’t get a baby again this month.

[lostarra]

Love these headphones!

[the-perks-of-being-black]

[paninimami]

95% OF PROSECUTORS ARE WHITE MEN!! You wonder why jails are filled with black and Latino men?

[hennndo]

Exactly

[lostarra]

Almost 7 months together and still no fights, unless you count me being a goof and “yelling” over our mess while failing to keep a straight face. We always giggle anf laugh and I’m so in love with her I cant handle myself. A few days ago I ran out of my anxiety medication and seeing me freak out and cry for the first time she hasn’t been phased. She bought me a burger from our new favorite burger place and when I thanked her the response was “I know how it feels and sometimes a good meal can help a lot.” She is honestly the best thing in my life and I want to spend every day with this beautiful woman.

[sheisraging]

Cindy: Hey… can I be a Jew?

Rabbi: No.

Cindy: Can I be a Jew?

Rabbi: No.

Cindy: Can I be a Jew?

Rabbi: You really want this? Sincerely? Not ‘cause this one’s trying to blackmail me for something stupid when I was 19 or for broccoli with your dinner? What is this for you?

Cindy: Honestly, I think I found my people. I was raised in a church where I was told to believe and pray. And if I was bad, I’d go to hell. And if I was good, I’d go to heaven. And if I’d ask Jesus, he’d forgive me and that was that. And here y’all are sayin’ ain’t no hell. Ain’t sure about heaven. And if you do something wrong, you got to figure it out yourself. And as far as God’s concerned, it’s your job to keep asking questions and to keep learning and to keep arguing. It’s like a verb. It’s like … you do God. And that’s a lot of work, but I think I’m in, as least as far as I can see it. I mean, maybe I’ll learn more and say fuck the whole thing, I mean, but I wanna learn more, and I think I gotta be in it to do that. You know… Does that make sense? Shit, did I just talk myself out of it?

Rabbi: Ask me again.

Cindy: Can I be a Jew?

Rabbi: Yes.

[somethingratchet]

I cried so hard during this scene.

[spacevinci-blog]

First of all, this is beautiful.

Second of all, as a contextual note, the rabbi said no for a reason. In Jewish conversion, one of the steps is that you must be discouraged at least three times. This comes from the story of Ruth, where Naomi told her not to follow her back to the Jewish tribe three times before giving in.

Third of all, this is beautiful.

[falloutboy]

this bird wants to dance like uma thurman

[cleffairie]

THIS is the kind to top brand web content i was looking for when i followed you guys and i haven’t been disappointed since

[flowersatleast-blog]

Just because I’m gay…

[sean-codyvevo]

FINALLY SOMEONE DISMISSES THESE AWFUL GAY STEREOTYPES

[theproblackgirl]

Rwanda's Parliament is 64% Women!

They are the only country with a female-dominated government. How cool is that?

(Source)

[yinx1]

I bet they get shit done too

[mrs-s0l0d0l0-deactivated2022102]

Rwanda’s population is overwhelmingly made up of women so this is no surprise. I’m so excited to see the future of this country.

[nutty-killer]

[katblaque]

yes.

[dancingmantis]

animaniacal-laughter

[toxixpumpkin]

Oh but it is!! These lovely screen shots are from Neko Samurai!!

Basically Dog-Gang hires dude above (Kyutaro) to kill Cat-Gang’s beloved Cat but the cat is too cute to kill and Kyutaro “accidentally” catnaps the cat and angers both gangs. It’s a wild ride.

[jhenne-bean]

BRUH

[queeringfeministreality]

WHAT

[sizvideos]

[iuyftfitifi-blog]

Cinco Dominicanas en la serie del momento: Orange Is the New Black

“Cinco talentosas Dominicanas que actualmente se encuentran rodando la segunda temporada de “Orange Is The New Black” y que, por cómo terminó la primera, es posible que sus personajes latinos tengan mayor relevancia y profundidad.“ [x]

[divine--lesbians]

Beautiful Latin women that’s my blog needs more of tbh

[drovie]

Today at therapy was really hard. I was sitting here crying, and generally being miserable, when I felt a nudge at my knee. I looked down to see that Zeus, my service dog, was doing his job… and brought me a potato. it is very hard to cry with a gift of potato.

[drovie]

Remember this? I’m having a rough time right now. Zeus has a solution.

That would be an empty pill bottle, the *correct* pill bottle, a bottle of embossing powder, and two, TWO potatoes.

[afkland]

You’re worth at least 2 potato to him and that’s pretty special imo.

[drovie]

I would just like to remind you all that *I don’t own any potatoes* and I have no clue where he’s getting them from.