Lost Girl

I talk about Aussie boys in sport and media. Many things are discussed MAINLY THEORIES 🌈🌈 Skz if you see this page please do the nutbush or sing give me a home amongst the gumtrees.

[lostinweird]

To all new people who will find me….

if you don’t like what you see You can block me very easily and you will no longer see my posts… you just follow and then block.

I only show up in certain tags because I have made it that way.

The twitter influx is gonna be hell please make it easier on me and you…

I believe the Aussies are in a secret relationship and have been since late 2018/early 2019.

If you are here for the one they call spearb or one that is a llama/ferret probably not the best choice to read my stuff.

K thnx.

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The state that Sydney exists in (New south wales) has just past new laws about AI usage.

So maybe think twice about those deepfakes cause 3 years in jail doesn’t sound fun.

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Here is a list of things that have happened to me so far in 2026 and why I’m not testing the fates right now:

1. Heard gun shots the first night of the new year - in a place there shouldn’t be guns.

2. Had a car accident.

- car was deemed totaled by insurance as it was too much to fix. Wasn’t my fault - got rear ended at a red light.

3. Fell over in a busy store with everyone around me, awkward and painful.

4. Burnt my hand. - healed in like a few weeks but wasn’t fun.

5. Had my hot water system burst.

6. Found out I have demerit points on my license from a parking fine.

- found out after changing my sisters old car to my name.

Also got a bunch of new tics including A jazz hand. That’s right just the one.

So in this the time of the Chinese new year festivities… I am not going to tempt fates right now.

I know, I know

No, but that’s too much to pack in to a year - Especially when most of this happened in JANUARY.

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Hey what's your opinion with HJ stans attacking F about how he always stands at the center, him taking the awards when the members and HJ clearly walked pass.

HJ Stan’s attacking F is something that has been happening for many years.

F has always been in the middle in the formation they change it depending on the media team but their natural line up has F in the middle with C.

IN used to always get the awards and now he isn’t and I’m not sure why he isn’t, it was always his “job”. But I guess he doesn’t want to do a speech so he leaves it for F cause F will always do a speech he is the most reliable in that regard for C to give the mic over to cause he can something in either language.

-I’m not saying the others don’t do speeches or can’t speak in English, it’s just every interview and every awards ceremony F always has answers or a speech ready so their leader isn’t always the only one talking.

Sometimes I think they all just assume someone else has grabbed or will grab the award.

Like when they all forgot that LK and sm couldn’t walk to the microphone as fast as all the others, all the excitement might just cause them to forget and hope one of the others has got it.

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Hey everyone,

I work 2 different retail jobs. ones busy time is December, the others busy time is January.

So please give me some time to respond.

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Y'all C said SM, HJ and I.N know him best how bout f?

He has said this about every member now.

IN said that he and SM confronted C about him hiding things from them and not allowing them to help him with situations cause he would just deal with everything himself.

This likely lead to him now telling everyone everything he was handling alone.

F and cb (more than LK or h) have been the ones he said long ago knew him best, but I assume now that the confrontation happened and he lives with IN the maknae line (all the members who wouldn’t have been told anything before) now all understand C better than they probably did before as they have an opportunity to help make the decisions. Which f, 3racha and LK would have all been aware of the pressures c was under.

F would know just cause he knows c better than the others (videos have shown him monitoring c’s moods), 3racha would have a chat with the company so they would know the struggles or power dynamics of how they’re doing things/getting things done, LK as performance/dance leader would need to know choreo changes or issues or performances that would be upcoming (before the others) so he also understood the pressures their hyung was under.

C has basically been opening up more to the others -which has been consistent in their 2kr’s. They all told him not to change anything because it’s now that they understand him as a person and not what they are perceiving of/from him.

He went into every 2kr with the mindset of “tell me I’m the bad guy and how to fix it” and they all basically said “it was the situation and my presumption of you not you/what you were doing.”

It’s been like 9yrs(?) Group dynamics change and they all understand that their leader is an actual person/human who makes mistakes and does anything he can to show they can rely on him and he can hold the world on his shoulders. They’re now making him release some of the weight onto their shoulders too.

* I have a migraine so this is all my brain could process right now but think of this song as C singing it.

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cf 2kr initial/post thoughts?

They are very comfortable together.

C’s masochistic side came out for a second when saying he could be a punching bag then when F corrected him to be a pillow he was like “oh yeah that’s an option”.

Having misunderstandings and not talking to each other seems to be a Korean thing (Aussies usually fight/yell at each other and say everything in the fight and then it’s done), and makes sense for how hot and cold they seem.

C seems to have come into these rooms like “ok what have I done wrong and how can I fix it” and multiple members have said he doesn’t need to fix anything it was just their perception of him in certain situations that was wrong and not him actually doing anything wrong.

They’ve grown/matured and understand each other a lot better than people think.

The arse grab reminded me of when versechoi (?) said before going in the recording booth f grabbed C’s butt and he was shocked that cb was reaching to touch C’s butt too.

That’s the first time they’ve allowed footage like that from F to be shown.

I don’t remember much else besides being a home for each other.

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Hey guys,

some have asked for tarot, I’ve been told not to touch cards this whole month. There are too many contradictory energies with all of the planets in retrograde and the multiple eclipses (there has been a moon one and apparently another on the way).

September from a spiritual and astrological standpoint is a shit show. (Which with the state of the world and what’s happening makes sense).

I’ve been busy with testing and work in the last month as well so hopefully October is good.

A recap on this month: A revolution has happened (good for Nepal) and now some Christians some where are predicting a rapture on 23/9, Israel is trying to bait China into a war and Russia is testing nato.

Oh and the US is a shitshow but that’s pretty much been happening all year, like a wild reality show the rest of the world are watching and getting mini cameos or mentions in.

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jesus christ hyunlixers were all over the pics of hyunjin wearing those couple rings, so i was gonna look up what was going on and found this https://x.com/bbokseungah/status/1964293261599625394 lix not even entertaining it by wearing the one the fan gave to him... mans tired of the shipping

Are we talking about this?

https://x.com/uovnia/status/1964364879311360337?s=46

The other link didn’t work.

So a fan tried to give them her rings that was a ring HJ accidentally bought 2 of (or bought a size that was too small and then purchased another in the right size) and gave the other set to F? Which they haven’t worn in years?

Interesting, I’m going to assume F is VERY particular about his jewellery and knows where every piece is and whom gave it to him. He would also know when he can wear them and when it can’t and which ones are rented and need to go back or were for only a particular promotion.

These rings may be VERY important to a set of fans but I don’t think either have missed the attention that came with those rings.

Are they resin or are they crystal? I’ve never been sure on that, they break for 2 different reasons (HJ said his broke) crystal usually breaks if it’s job is done or if the individual has a new beginning coming. Resin usually breaks from too much heat or UV exposure. (They have the money to buy more so if they haven’t bought it again there is probably a reason).

F subtly saying no is fair, he probably doesn’t want that attention right now. HJ wearing it is also fair because it’s a fan gift for the fan sign.

I do need people to know that they usually don’t keep the fan gifts or there is a lot of rules on what is allowed to be kept by them. Not because they hate them but because it’s a safety thing they don’t know if anything has a camera, recording or tracking device implanted in it.

With F and C both suing people for harassment online I don’t think either want to provoke any more harassment so F choosing not to wear the ring makes alot of sense.

F’s attackers are usually HJ solo fans so… kinda would be awkward to have a ship thing right now which could provoke those types of fans.

Boundaries are seemingly being set.

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im the last ask but tbh to add on to this i enjoy hyunjin a lot i just dont like how much he forces hyunjin my bad ... i know they r good friends but he makes it sound like they're closer than seunglix when it's clear that they r not

I feel like I’ve missed something here. Besides the fan giving then her rings what happened?

Ohhh you mean f being forced? I was so lost.

In many ships one person likes the shippers attention the other doesn’t. It can also ruin friendships.

In this one I just don’t think f *needs* shipping. By that I mean he may feel it takes away from the proper friendships and causes unnecessary drama and/or anguish.

Some of the pairings are fun for him because it’s not usually taken too seriously but this one in particular is not as fun. <- not saying they hate each other it can just be stressful because of the fan attention and hate that comes with it.

Sm and f have had a strong bestie relationship since the beginning we just rarely get to see it. But them living together has brought out them outwardly teasing each other especially F saying he’s bought in bulk again and sm losing his mind over it.

We’ve seen a lot of the September babies looking after each other and teasing each other in the craziest ways also being extremely sibling like about it too. <-this is fun for them cause it’s not too serious for fans either.

It’s the fan pressure that makes it less fun, and that’s why F will sometimes subtly shut down ship interactions that fans are forcing.

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So if clx is still in a relationship why would F and HJ make a seggs joke abt f-ing eachother

https://x.com/doolsetn3t/status/1959312239791386636?t=dHmJ2NLScHWFndUtEoxYMA&s=19

I mean that happens with friends, but the wording translated is “so I can eat bbokari” which has been joked about before because bbokari is a chick.

Him being the subject is because he said what f’s word was and that it can be eaten.

Sex jokes or sexually explicit jokes are rampant in friend groups especially male ones. Including when 2 of those friends aren’t completely fluent in the language they’re speaking and mistake some innuendo’d words for plain/regularly spoken words.

You can tell C and F didn’t get the joke until later in the footage below.

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Ur opinion?And this person keep saying it's because Felix is wearing feminine clothes, But I feel like he isn't tho? Since he is literally stripping off everytime he gets.

I don’t think he is.

We just got the first trans person in kpop and that person is about to or has had to go through sterilisation in order to transition. Basically south Korea made sure that they could no longer reproduce in order for them to continue on their journey.

F doesn’t really fit the criteria that I’ve heard about from trans people in order to maybe guess at someone being trans.

I think he’s just “too pretty” for some people to understand him not being a woman nor wanting to be one. Like their brains can’t compute it or something.

Kinda like C not wanting kids (he’s said it multiple times) but every other day I see someone talking about what a great dad he’d be or what a girl dad he is.

F is basically a chameleon, like he can wear anything and pull it off, he also doesn’t mind wearing make up or jewellery. I’ve known guys who don’t mind wearing make up so long as they don’t have to do it themselves. They’re just down for whatever.

You don’t need to be gay nor trans for that. The Hemsworth men have gone out publicly in visble make up and with nail polish that their nieces or daughters have done just cause they’re down for whatever. Some men get mani pedis with their partners (female) or sisters just cause.

So like I think seeing someone wear in his words unisex clothing doesn’t necessarily mean anything in this day and age. I wear men’s clothes especially their track pants and hoodies cause they have more excess to them and they fully get pockets in their pants… I’m not trans, the only time I’ve wanted to be a man was/is during that time of the month because I want to reach into my body and rip out my ovaries and uterus. That’s normal right?!

F grew up with sisters he’s probably been dressed up as a princess or something during childhood.

There is literally an episode of the Simpson’s where Bart wears high heels and teaches lisa how to walk in a pageant. He also wore a wig a few times, no one has ever said “maybe Bart is trans” cause he doesn’t fit the criteria nor is it in his lore. My brother has done my hair and make up many times, my uncle sewed and knitted, he also did my hair and make up.

Are these more feminine things? Yes but not doesn’t make them trans.

F enjoys publicly showing off his body which usually trans people don’t like to do because of body dysmorphia.

Just cause someone comes off as effeminate visually doesn’t mean they’re trans, and in some circumstances nor gay.

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do you think hf shippers might have caused a strain in their friendship

HJ and f? Yeah the popularity of it and the sometimes enforcement of it at times, especially when they didn’t want to be paired would have also put a bit of a strain on it.

The ambassadorships also put a strain too. Lots of competition between them within the company at least. <- maybe not from them themselves but like they’re pitted against each other in certain ways within the company.

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How do we feel Chan is doing during the tour? It's been a long time stanning this guy and I still worry about him overworking haha it's silly, it's just a tad sad not seeing him around the rest of the kids when they go out to eat. But I've recently met a good amount of people who are just like him, so I finally get it. Minho worries me sometimes too but I sympathize with the guy wanting to chill especially with how high energy their concerts are.

So what we need to remember is that C’s parents are quite literally on tour with him. They have seemingly retired and his younger brother is now an adult, so they don’t need to be around for him to go to school or anything like that. So they seem to be wanting to make up for time they missed with their eldest and doing that by also seeing the world.

F’s mum is also on tour, it’s also uni holidays so his younger sister is also there.

Both of them are seemingly spending time with their families on tour.

Lk gives off the homebody/just doesn’t like people vibe (as in being in crowded places is not his favourite thing). So him not being pictured at the dinners makes sense, hotels are comfortable.

Han has said he’s been napping a lot so I’m sure they’re all jet lagged and then exhausted after the shows.

We know they’re writing and recording on the road. So C is always busy, he’s also making sure things go as smoothly as possible.

We also watched his vlog with his sister, so he does eat and explore but more without the others around (probably to avoid being noticed more than normal).

C seems healthy on tour from what I’ve observed lately, he hasn’t been injured or in pain.

Lk also doesn’t seem to be doing too badly he’s just doing what he wants to.

We know a comeback is coming we’re just not sure when so they are busy. But on tour they’re probably trying to avoid being seen so they can just be a normal person exploring a new city.

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but the changlix episode was good and the seungchan episode showed us how much seungmin loves bangchan

It was a tune change from the last one they did.

Last time cb kept saying F was flirting with him and like making the whole thing a little awkward, especially when he was complaining that F hadn’t spent time with him since they moved dorms.

This time it’s all “he’s my brother, who listens to my advice”, it seemed WAY more sincere.

I wonder who is next and if they’re gonna follow the sincerity or not. If it’s Han and HJ as we seem to be focused on pre-debut and debut era we might finally hear WHY they hated each other or when they finally squashed that beef. <- they’ve spoken about the big fight and what was said and why, but never why they didn’t like each other in the first place. (At least I don’t remember them saying it).

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Ugh i hate how much jype cuts off content, Seungchan 2kr was so ambiguous

They seem to be trying something new but sm crying meant that their episode was just that basically.

Last time we had member commentary, this time it was photos and props (school blazer).

I think we need to see this round to know how these episodes are meant to go. They also didn’t have captions in English until like 30mins after it was uploaded.

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ooooh you're right we did get *some* content... yeah they have a looot of jpn content but also it's different "divisions" (idk how to say this) between sk and jpn so i wasn't considering that but forgot to specify. i wonder if one of the reasons is because chn + chnlx are very popular in jpn and overseas but not on that same level in korea :/ also side note i just remembered how fun it was watching chns room and coming right to your tumblr to see everyone theorizing together lol i miss that

Well someone was ALWAYS messaging fans towards the end of those lives.

Japan is actually a different label all together. It’s JYP japan but it’s all released/under Sony.

They seem to be ramping up to give us a comeback (there are meant to be 2 albums this year). We’re also getting the new 2krs which look emotional.

I will say we won’t get a c&f live or at least not them alone because the last one we got had butt smacking, moans and one trying to bite the other. So yeah…. We aren’t seeing those 2 alone live for a while.

The popular pairings seem to change a lot but there is a BIG difference between koreas popular ships and international ones. Example: Minsung aren’t popular in Korea but 2min is.

It’s hard to tell F’s popular ship at the moment because he is becoming better known in Korea due to all his ambassadorships/campaigns so that may change a few times.