kasey holds off cradling ian’s face closer to his neck , deciding to let all of it sink in first —— though , they’re having a hard time doing so being so close to him. his heart is racing , like it’s about to beat out of their chest and their breathing is becoming a little rapid. so this is really happening. ‘’ idiot , ’’ kasey mumbles , tears on the brim of falling down their cheeks as they swat at ian’s shoulder , looking down where the man has his face hidden in their shoulder. ‘’ why didn’t you say ? why let me date asshole after jerk ? why leave me to go on long tours without me knowing that you left while liking me ? ’’ kasey feels bad , most of all , for ian to witness and watch kasey get his heart broken time and time again. they sniffle softly , looking down before slowly wrapping their arms around the other. ‘’ you’re an idiot , you’re an idiot. ’’
wind begins to swat at cheeks once again , turning them crimson red ---- prior to embracing the warmth of their arms wrapping around tense body . shamed by the fact that every point they'd made was factual , though ian knew he'd been selfish . based on the reality that he'd been too scared to admit he'd been falling in love with them , all the while cherishing every second that they'd spent with one another while discovering different aspects of them altogether . “ you know , i .. i don't wanna see myself become one of those assholes . the idea of losing you at all petrifies me , i don't know what the fuck i'd do with myself . you're my bestfriend , kase . bestfriends don't tell eachother about how one has these weird unrequited feelings .. it's embarrassing . and i -- i tried to ghost this infatuation , but i can't . i'm in love with you , kasey . and ... i'm not sorry for it . ”
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