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Med student manoeuvring thru life, with big dreams, a possibly big heart, nd one fragile yet strong soul.

[lostsoulofabillionaire]

Hi honey! Get to know me 🥰🖤

I'm a 20 year old studying medicine, and I like exploring different areas of knowledge and trying out new hobbies (and food). My current hobbies are guitar, piano, reading, and exercise, and im hoping to take up tennis as a new hobby. I'm currently practising French and Portuguese as 3rd and 4th languages.

Now, in my field of choice, I am working on myself and on my knowledge and skills to bring the best quality care to people and possibly help in improving the medical education and work systems/enviroments even if slightly.

For the upcoming few months, I have the following goals set in mind:

1. Saving up about 2.5K to 3K in dollars. 💰

2. Starting a part-time job.

3. Getting high grades ... A+ student incoming! (not just memorising and pasting stuff onto my exam paper, but to understand each and every topic by heart 🫀).

4. Cleaning my social environment.

5. Working on myself to become more assertive, more socially picky, more straightforward, less nice but not mean. Basically to just improve the weakness points in my personality and work on my strengths 💪.

6. Gaining 6 - 9kg of muscle and fat.

7. Travelling somewhere. Anywhere. Although I have mainly France, Spain, Italy, Brazil and Greece in mind but I'm open to any other place to visit.

8. Possibly joining a social club, like tennis club, golf club, book club. Whatever I find interest in.

9. Becoming more religious and praying regularly. Last but MOST important part!

Now, the point of my blog page here is to spread good vibes and hope that anything can be achieved if you set your mind to it! As well as to share my progress as a med newbie + important or interesting events in addition to my thoughts and beliefs... also possibly some quotes.

Thank you for reading

Wishing you all good luck

Kisses xoxo 💋

[lostsoulofabillionaire]

Hiiii guys

I'm back after hibernating for quite a while... LOL

What's new here?

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selfless desires (and power of quality relationships) pt.1

If you had told me this 5 years ago, I would have laughed in your face.

..so most of us are focused on improving ourselves, which is great, and clearly very important. If we don't work on improving, and making use of our youthful years, then we risk falling behind and becoming miserable later on in life. the world we currently live in requires us to work our asses off probably harder than any generation before us.

▫️now, one thing that we sometimes forget is focusing on our ENVIRONMENT! 🫠

what do we mean by that?

we got different environments around us (and im not talking about the trees )

1- physical (trees, sun, and that stuff)

2- digital

3- cognitive

4- social (our focus today)

your social environment is made up of different components but our focus today will be on the social relationships component.

most of us fall into the trap of thinking that social relationships are not as important as working on ourselves and our futures😶‍🌫️, but in reality they could be just as important. some of us choose "bad" or "draining" friendships/relationships out of fear of being alone and sitting with the ugly hollowness of solitude (sounds dramatic, LOL)

and I don't think I've got to explain why that's bad. also, some of us tend to choose relationships patterns where we have to act as "saviours" or even worse, we gotta be the "victims"

▫️now, the point I wanted to deliver was

we have to focus on our social relationships by choosing carefully and doing BETTER for our friends and family...

how?

1. showing up (even when you're not needed)🌻

let me elaborate: check in on friends and family frequently, even if nothing is wrong. remember their birthdays. remember important dates for them (use the calendar app and set a reminder). buy them gifts. when needed, stay there for them.

2. staying honest no matter what🍋

3. not gossiping at all or very minimal gossip (and NEVER about family, friends or even old friends or old acquaintances)❗️

4. frequent shared experiences 🏖

5. active listening 😌

6. approach conflicts with a problem solving mindset, and never try to "win" fights. if they are the ones trying to "win", step back until they take a step back too and realise their mistake 🐥

7. be consistent and reliable🌴

8. never emotionally dump, and always read the room before sharing anything 😏

elaboration: if you wanted to share happy news abt urself but the person appears sad, read the room and keep it to urself until they are feeling OK to share it

9. support and encourage them 💛

wanting to improve ourselves is not necessarily selfish, but it is selfish when we forget to focus on the people who are supposed to be important to us.

I used to think that "relationships aren't important ", but now I know they are, and they totally affect your mental health and even your RATE of improving! 😬

I invite you all to find a balance between selfishness and selflessness

and 2 embrace the desire to care abt ppl ⭐️🌻🍵🐢

[l1amaani]

no energy for temporary shit

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#unrelated to my content

Each time I made a post about opening up and a life update, I probably always ended up mentioning feeling lost, whether directly or indirectly. That was due to the ongoing troubles in my life (family issues, self-esteem issues disguised as self-confidence).

Man that was such a crazy time and I was barely living.

I started going to a therapist as of recently and she's making me document my emotions and thoughts, and that's bringing me to realise that my family matters and self esteem as well as relationship with food were affecting me beyond what I thought. I wasn't even aware I had self-esteem issues, I thought I was confident. I thought I had fewer problems than I did. I would dismiss my emotions, saying that im the strong one, and i don't care much for feelings while absolutely caring, but I'm just not admitting it or naming it for what it is.

That has affected every aspect of my life, and I've drifted away from my purpose.

I'm sharing this so you guys know how important it is that you don't judge yourself or try to make yourself fit the beliefs you inflicted upon yourselves (like thinking you're too strong or better than to feel emotions)

Please look after yourselves.

[lostsoulofabillionaire]

#unrelated to my content

Each time I made a post about opening up and a life update, I probably always ended up mentioning feeling lost, whether directly or indirectly. That was due to the ongoing troubles in my life (family issues, self-esteem issues disguised as self-confidence).

Man that was such a crazy time and I was barely living.

I started going to a therapist as of recently and she's making me document my emotions and thoughts, and that's bringing me to realise that my family matters and self esteem as well as relationship with food were affecting me beyond what I thought. I wasn't even aware I had self-esteem issues, I thought I was confident. I thought I had fewer problems than I did. I would dismiss my emotions, saying that im the strong one, and i don't care much for feelings while absolutely caring, but I'm just not admitting it or naming it for what it is.

That has affected every aspect of my life, and I've drifted away from my purpose.

I'm sharing this so you guys know how important it is that you don't judge yourself or try to make yourself fit the beliefs you inflicted upon yourselves (like thinking you're too strong or better than to feel emotions)

Please look after yourselves.

[lostsoulofabillionaire]

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