Is This How You Felt...When I Was Lost?

"My dreams are the worst I've ever had. Images of the Winter Soldier fold in on each other... I see things I forgot happened... Like a door unlocking in my mind... Torture... Slaughter... And training others in their use... So much horror... I wake up vomiting. And don't feel much better afterwards. My bad dreams linger...but I wouldn't expect anything else..." Ind. 616!Bucky Barnes RP blog. || Relies primarily on Brubaker's background. || MCU 'verse optional upon request only. || Willing to RP with anyone from any fandom, OCs included. || Please read the different links before interacting. Mun and Muse are 21+ Tracked Tag: losttothewinter & quiettheghosts Current M!A: None

[navar-notch]

All that we have, all that we had.

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[plotsforall]

Plot # 10: Fairy-tales & Fatigues

[plotsforall]

When a soldier returns home from active duty, he shares a joyful reunion with his significant other. Romance rekindles the moment the pair sets eyes on each other; for a time, it’s as if they never spent a minute apart, though it’s been several years since they’ve had more than a video chat to hold them over. The lovers are finally able to start building a life together and plan their fairy-tale wedding. Only, it doesn’t take but a few weeks for the soldier’s experiences abroad to start impeding their efforts. Gradually, he becomes listless and quiet. Sometimes, he’s eerily distant and angry without provocation. Saying that the adjustment to civilian living is more challenging then he first assumed it would be is an understatement.

But the couple’s love is strong and neither is willing to give up just because there’s a few demons to fight. At their breaking point, the soldier’s love takes him to the spot where they first met. Then and there, they make a pact to stand together and never fall apart.  

[thehookerhatter]

Happy Hallmark Day Hatters!

[malibularry]

I didn’t fall in love with you. I walked into love with you, with my eyes wide open, choosing to take every step along the way. I do believe in fate and destiny, but I also believe we are only fated to do the things that we’d choose anyway. And I’d choose you; in a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, I’d find you and I’d choose you.

The Chaos Of Stars (via horanywithharry)

[ratifythesilence]

do you know what it’s like to be unmade?

[teethxforxaxgift]

                       Don’t forget

                        who I was

                     before I turned

                            into a

                      m o n s t e r

[stay-impure-deactivated20180721]

Fall in love with someone who wants you, who waits for you. Who understands you even in the madness; someone who helps you, and guides you, someone who is your support, your hope. Fall in love with someone who talks with you after a fight. Fall in love with someone who misses you and wants to be with you. Do not fall in love only with a body or with a face; or with the idea of being in love.

Unknown (via hiddlesluscious)

[historymiss]

there’s a ghost in my lungs (that falls at your feet)- a buckynat fanmix

(graphic made by the wonderful hollysocks)

At once she slipped away – and down. His arms stretched out convulsively to clasp and to be clasped in turn, but there was nothing but the unresisting air. 

(How could she have faulted him except to say that he loved her indeed?)

1. In Another Life- Vienna Teng

You and I, side by side/ we are each other’s next time round

2. Tesselate- Ellie Goulding

they’ll nosh you up Yes, they’ll nosh the love away but it’s fair to say

You will still haunt me

3. Не Покидай Меня- Regina Spektor

And I love, I love, I love Paris in the rain

4. Little Talks- Of Monsters and Men

You’re gone, gone, gone away, I watched you disappear/ All that’s left is the ghost of you

5. The Age of the Understatement- The Last Shadow Puppets

Kiss me properly and pull me apart

6. You Were A Kindness- The National

You were a kindness when I was a stranger

7. The Fire and the Thud- Arctic Monkeys

But if it’s true you’re gonna run away/ tell me where, I’ll meet you there

8. Can’t Pretend- Tom Odell

Love, I have wounds/ only you can mend

9. Run- Daughter

The fire is coming. We’d better run.

10. Salt Skin- Ellie Goulding

You’re as bright as the sun and as bold as the moon I don’t know when you’ll break but it’s gonna be soon

11. Future Starts Slow- The Kills

You can blow what’s left of my right mind/ I won’t care

12. 505- Arctic Monkeys

I’d probably still adore you with your hands around my neck/ or I did last time I checked

13. I am Disappeared- Frank Turner

And come morning/ I am disappeared/ Just an imprint on the bedsheets

14. I’m Not Calling you a Liar- Florence and the Machine

And when you kiss me I am happy enough to die

15. Blue Caravan- Vienna Teng

My true love is a man/ who never existed at all

16. Mind Eraser- The Black Keys

Oh, don’t let it be over

[wx-ish]

What a great dancer!

[sebastianstansource]

[findingwordsforthoughts]

With you, I don’t feel butterflies in my stomach, no, I feel a thousand stars exploding in my chest at the same time.

m.v., We are supernova (via findingwordsforthoughts)

[nukesakus]

You have an entire sentence to make my muse angry at you. Go.

[jameskirke]

[stuckyonyou]

imsebastianstan: Yep

[readytocomply]

[historymaker-inprocessofmoving]

Marvel Comics Meme: Characters [7/10] ↳ Natasha Romanova/Black Widow

[nonipsa-blog]

[losttothewinter-blog]

#homeboy was literally busting out of that shirt