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First thing I heard in morning, well second my aunt got mad first, ‘Why is she still alive?’ While they’re still attacking my head / crown chakra, also all night while sleeping too

I literally posted yesterday they’re building my strength, while they just ‘lets try harder’ 🤦🏼‍♀️

Oh the writing went from school bullies, to other groups people, to now half siblings which just no, all 3 of them nothing good, all those scenes resurface 🫣

My posts are mainly to light out what they’re capable of. They are way too experienced, they most definitely tried this on other people, they are way too confident that it will work.

There’s only 1 of the 4 siblings overweight, I wouldn’t be surprised that that’s a fat spell. They tried it on me too, why do you think my aunt is so focused on my food, I made frangipane few months ago she expected me to eat the whole pie in one sitting 🤨 eum no. She always had an overload of pie’s when I visited her in the past..

I don’t eat sugar anymore since a month or 2 so it’s not working on me. You don’t need it, eat fruit instead.

I know at beginning my posts were more like a cry for help, which I didn’t know yet those things happened to me, to build my strength and to light out their behaviour. To lean on God and faith instead of expecting people to help. Lately if something happens and I don’t know how to handle it, I read the bible.

Puppet near my home again

*me puts up a screen against the sun at window*

Puppet instantly ‘oh no

Nephew screaming I need to take it down now!

That you find it normal to take photos of people inside their home?

art nephew for weeks now keeps this ‘don’t be suspicious’

it’s like an elephant in a porcelain thing, trying to deceive a spiritual person

Even trying to go around his puppet master to get some extra money on his own

Taking over the puppet master’s task? setting people waiting in turns at that box package thing, there’s a reason I am not there and you won’t see me either

But thank you I guess, I didn’t want to go

I do wonder what’s with that place that you’re so protective of it, that I can’t go near

Each time I type out some text they confuse my intuition and mess things up. Or urge me to say stuff I would never.

They’ve been trying to block my intuition all day

You still ask my grandfather what he’s doing? still haven’t puzzled it together yet? I’ve bumped into my mom’s niece last week and few days later her nephew. So I keep bumping into my grandmother’s family. And now I need to go near the place she died?

I was not at home because of her, she urged me to get something, I hadn’t been in years. Even passed the academy I used to go which I hadn’t walked by in years either

And you still want to figure out when I’m going? to stop it? It’s not about me, it’s about my grandmother, she wants justice

I rarely get overwhelmed with this many signs towards a specific person..

*starts to literally downpour rain as I posted it*

*Misses a package*, which of all places it could’ve been delivered to pick up. The thing chooses a box thing right next to the nursing home where my grandmother died.

Really tho? I haven’t been there since, I would’ve liked to keep it that way 🙄

The stalker that read that and was like ‘oh! I can reach out?!’ for the last time ‘No’

There were a lot of old memories of you too. The way you twirl yourself as a supposedly sheep and than when you got your way flip in seconds to manipulation and the sheep mask dropped

Just ‘no’ stay right where you are

You invited me a lot to things to than ignore my complete existence when we got there and not 1 time, a lot of times during childhood too

*It probably felt safe because my half siblings had the same behaviour towards me, which I now know is not good at all*

You are still blocked on everything, if I would know what you’re using to see this in minutes, that would be blocked too

People wondering why this writing.. Idk either tbh sometimes you just need to take the first step, not knowing where it will lead you to. I had the urge to write it all down, so that’s what I’m doing

Wanting to go to sleep early to just overwhelmed with past memories I need to write down until 2am when I stopped it 🫣 I need sleep too, all family things who treated me poorly

I needed a second notebook, it’s a5 tho

That aunt, with any person that’s inspiring ‘she’s not good for you’

No You are not good for me at all, I was gaslit out of so many things I liked because of them

*writing out all old memories of being bullied during high school*

The group enjoying that a bit too much

Half brother in law ‘That’s what you deserve’

While my aunt trying to block my writing and voice

half brother suddenly focused on finding old classmates of that 1 year I studied there

Which triggered me with old memories of that period that I’m writing down

Aunt mad at me, your puppet started this tho

‘Oh that’s why psalms aren’t working for me’

I’ve been reading psalms out loud daily for months, patience is key

Is guided to a thing, can’t find it anywhere

First tiktok I open is holding one up ‘oh’ 🫣

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