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Nephew got really mad when I said to keep that person alive, they want people not to mention it and keep poking it

I have a lot of creative people following me

Maybe we should just all create something for Sanda Dia

It can be anything creative. Writing, poetry, painting, drawing, knitting, bracelets, songs, .. there’s so much more.

Share it with the world ☺️

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*setting photos of my parent’s in place* to aunt ‘you should toss those’

Well I don’t have any photos of the group anymore. Mainly of those that passed away. To half brother ‘Your priorities are set wrong’

Half brother in law urging me to ‘toss your Harry Potter books’ lol

While I literally lately have been thinking when to start reading them and what other books I still want to read before the series.

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*struggling with reading a book* to just realise, I can probably listen to it instead of reading

The courage to be disliked is on Spotify too

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Nephew ‘See! That it worked! I send you death and you’re attracting flies!’

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*chair dropped out of my hands, which made me stumble*

To half brother in law screaming ‘So you know your place! You won’t tell me what I can or cannot do!’

>That last post was not about them at all

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When I see something for what it is, but I can’t be like ‘there’s a lesson for you in it’.

They keep pointing at me to fix it, knowing all too well I can’t. It keeps being dragged for this long for them just to see and change the pattern..

It was fixed tho, but each time I saw one of them it was the first thing they asked about even a year later like can you stop manifesting a fixed problem and they got their way, it’s a problem again.

And they again like last time point at me for it, knowing how many people are in between to fix it, nope full on blame me. It’s also asking for a lot of patience which they lack.

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Brother of art nephew ‘Make sure you’re dead by my birthday I need your money’ it’s in few days 🙃 well they do love disappointment

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thank you for the tag @jordanshenessy for 10 people you want to get to know better 🌸

last song: I think we’re alone now by Tiffany, going through stranger things songs

currently reading: you’d be home now, by Kathleen Glasgow

current obsession: palm pals

currently working on: an embroidery project

currently wearing: a dress

last google search: the meaning of an angel number

favourite flower: sunflower

Tagging @boysrunaway @cinnamonrollin @noraklaricselem @ayellowcurtain @himbo-harrington and whoever wants to, if you want no pressure! 🌸

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Aunt urging me to continue book series knowing those books trigger me.

The beginnings are kinda shocking each time yes. But this one isn’t really recognisable, until the

‘Picked him up after rehab, to dress him up and drop at high school, acting like nothing happened. That’s how we do it in our house’

acting like nothing happened part. (not the addict thing)

Also the other sibling, that’s suffering needs to act like she’s fine, while she’s continuously in pain..

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Half brother in law each time I plate up a lentil dinner ‘that looks disgusting’

Well it’s not for you is it, I’m not going to be bullied out off my favourite lentil lasagna

I mealprep tho, I didn’t make lasagna from scratch with this weather. But I love making things ahead that I can just warm up with heatwaves

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*gives you a notebook and pen* you really need to let those old things go, it’s been years. Forgive yourself and the other, everything you shuffled through in last hour or so, those old photos don’t just let go, it will set you free

Write it out and rip the paper, or burn it, be careful with that part tho. It releases a bunch of things

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That blonde one and idk the song girl suddenly both screaming to me ‘I hate you!’ because of a thing I reposted of thanking rejection

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Something happened to someone around nephew because they towards me ‘that was not necessary!’ I have no idea what

That’s the disadvantage when he sacrificed an animal and burned some weird things last night. Whatever that was for did not hit me, but it flew to something or someone tho

As I typed this, nephew ‘I wasn’t burning weird things, it were papers’ yeah that’s less suspicious, what does he have to hide

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People still know my granddad, after he passed years ago

Me walking by people ‘Isn’t that the grandchild of ..?’

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Nephew scolding that I now set the tone that they misinterpret things

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Aunt getting mad at me for something I bought in a dream, not real life, in a dream. Than ruined my next dream with threats, acting like it’s real. Maybe don’t read along when I’m writing out my dreams and get mad at me for it.

They keep assuming things completely wrong and then get mad at me for it.

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‘Don’t underestimate their silence, they’re up to no good’

Oh I know, they’re slipping here and there, but instantly get shut by nephew to ‘safe up their energy’