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Tristan, 29, Spain/ Germany - this is my art blog, I no longer accept donuts as payment

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so. ive seen mcr live yesterday-

the madrid show was rly good!!!! I'm not a big concert goer but I had a rly nice time!!

bonus under the cut

clerk go SPLAT

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After thinking this through for a bit I decide to also post my artfight stuff on here!!

did i accidentally post this to the wrong blog first? nooooo i know how tumblr workssss i would neverrr....

they belong to, in order (artfight user names since most dont have a tumblr)

Maera

@dragoplay and XXXkosmos

@denndrawings

@poibeansart

@affinnos

@nautcious

Shinebitez

@tiny-tulluk

HAPPY ARTFIIIGHT!!

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AFTER A LOT OF THINKING i will join artfight after alllll!!

i hope this year im more active than last year!

also i kicked out all characters except for the guy I am obsessed with (and his boyfriend, as a cop out lol)

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ya llegaron las pizzas

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i just remembered why I never do fanart

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Apollo tops

While playing Venator on a lane with Apollo I had a prophetic vision today. It was as if God himself spoke to me through Gabriel's voice. My third eye is open

is this a thing yet??? idk i havent seen any ships yet but im willing to present my findings, I cant keep this gospel to myself

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I've went to see Zenith- Nameless Ritual (theyre a Ghost tribute band) in Madrid last night!!! They were fantastic, I had a great time, so obv I commemorated it with some pepis

Special mention for when spanish pepi came out in full regalia holding a sodycan in his claws with a long straw in it. The whole thing was just genuinely biblically accurate

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horns for hell fanart !!!!

there are two wolves inside of me. one loves how nuanced they are and the struggles they depict and their flaws. id read about them a million times and be here for them every single time the other one wants to pull asmodeus apart like my sisters barbie and yeet his head into a canyon

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to be made of flesh is humiliation

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A couple of month ago I accidentally wrote two novelas after re-reading Die Verwirrungen des Zöglings Törleß by Robert Musil

rough plot:

its about a literature professor who still holds trauma from going through gay conversion therapy finding himself backed into a corner by a very dominant and possessive student, who abuses his weakness and his yearning to make him bend to his will. the whole idea here is that I wanted to layer power dynamics to the point where you cant help but conclude that they're both awful people and aren't sure if you wish them the worst or just need them to stop

it also handles transmasculinity in the early 20th century which I found very fun to research. I also felt the NEED to write a dominant transmasc character in a rather aggressive role who will not play a feminine role for even a second, as most queer literature about transmen seems to love putting them into feminine archetypal positions.

the title (Schundroman- roughly: disgrace novel. basically the german word for porn with a plot) is a bit tongue in cheek because it does have heavy sexual theming bc its about identity etc, its not entirely slop but also wouldn't qualify as high art bc of how I went about it lol. I also think Schundroman sounds nice and archaic, so it fit well with a set of stories taking place in 1906.

the plan is to do a proper nice ebook export of these to wrap up the project so if u wanna check that out tell me hahah

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Your Rage, Your Anger, It Is Sacred

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couldnt fight the urge to give him a sweet treat after he didnt get to sing a whole song

Abel, patron saint of monster energy JUICED monarch

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I drew some horsies today

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I love my decomposing boy

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he'd bark on command if u promised him another pack of malboro gold

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I've been working on a very toxic OC AU for over a week now and I feel genuinely insane about them

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