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𝐋𝐎𝐓𝐔𝐒𝐆𝐑𝐈𝐄𝐕𝐄𝐃 : an original adaptation of 𝐀𝐋𝐌𝐀 𝐊𝐀𝐑𝐌𝐀 from katsura hoshino's D.GRAY-MAN. independent, private, & highly selective. studying the descent into hell through sacrifice, suffering of humanity, grieving a god who isn't listening, and loving the other half of your soul through a million lifetimes. 𝙢𝙞𝙨𝙨𝙚𝙙 𝙗𝙮 𝙟𝙪𝙡𝙚𝙨 ( they/she ), 27, pst. ♡

𝙲𝙰𝚁𝚁𝙳. 𝙼𝙴𝙼𝙴𝚂. 𝙿𝙸𝙽𝚃𝙴𝚁𝙴𝚂𝚃. 𝙾𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁 𝙱𝙻𝙾𝙶.

CURRENT PRIMARY VERSES : exorcist / dgm au.

#PINNED !#do not interact pls

good morning!!!! it's kanda's birthday !!! 🎉🎂

#AKA ALMA'S FAVORITE DAY 🥺#I'm at ren fair today so I won't all the way be here #but it makes me want to write some feelsy almayu today 🥹🥹#rip my heart

they are alive and well ..... and in love with kanda... things are good

#my loves 😭😭😭#♡ — 𝐎𝐎𝐂 › jules break .

good morning. alma is perfect and i love them and miss them every day 😫💕

#♡ — 𝐎𝐎𝐂 › jules break .#i will post pics of their tomodachi life soon 💘

alma's birthday tomorrow !!!

#thank god it's a saturday !#i might be able to get some writing in #i do apologize for the absence <33 #i'm in hyperfixation mode and dragging thru the season #but !! it alma bday !!!!! 🎊🎊#♡ — 𝐎𝐎𝐂 › jules break .

lotusgrieved

like this for a very small starter 💕

#oki i'm workin more on these now #;)#a bit slow for the afternoon tho mwah

gloomglimmer

𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐎𝐓 𝐁𝐀𝐒𝐄𝐃 𝐒𝐂𝐄𝐍𝐄 𝐒𝐓𝐀𝐑𝐓𝐄𝐑𝐒 . . . ( 𝐦𝐚𝐣𝐨𝐫 𝐚𝐫𝐜𝐚𝐧𝐚 ) set the scene with these creative prompts. note: these can be used for starters. *themes: supernatural, high fantasy & adventure.

THE FOOL: A cobblestone bridge at dawn.

THE MAGICIAN: A bustling street market under twilight.

THE HIGH PRIESTESS: A midnight masquerade.

THE EMPRESS: A sprawling garden in full bloom.

THE EMPEROR: A high-rise office.

THE HIEROPHANT: A grand cathedral.

THE LOVERS: A secluded balcony overlooking a bustling city.

THE CHARIOT: A speeding train cutting through a desert

STRENGTH: A clearing in a dense forest

THE HERMIT: A small cabin atop a snowy mountain

WHEEL OF FORTUNE: A crowded casino with spinning wheels and flashing lights

JUSTICE: A dimly lit courtroom

THE HANGED MAN: A deserted pier at sunset

DEATH: An abandoned train station at dusk

TEMPERANCE: A quiet book shop

THE DEVIL: A lavish underground nightclub

THE TOWER: A crumbling lighthouse during a violent storm

THE STAR: A lake under a blanket of stars

THE MOON: A foggy forest path

THE SUN: A sunflower field at golden hour

JUDGEMENT: A forgotten battlefield at sunrise

THE WORLD: A bustling festival

#( prompts . )

okay well i'm suffering and super feeling reincarnation plots so like this for me to throw some ideas at you? :')

#i'll brb i just have to take care of this caffeine headache #then i'm lockin in #i'm defo posting a canon rant later but for now #i wanna recenter to my au world #♡ — 𝐎𝐎𝐂 › jules break .#( to be deleted . )

i really want him to come home. :(

#which is even worse #alma being at odds with himself #also the yearning to protect kanda #bc it was trauma #he really didn't have a choice #it wasn't his fault #and alma didn't want him realizing his true identity for that reason :')#tw suicide mention #( jules rereads dgm . )#dgm spoilers

i think a lot about the fact that alma was all alone in the world for the first six months of his life AND THIS IS WHAT HE DID TO GET BY....... ALMA MY SHAYLA

#HE TALKS AB NOTHING AND EVERYTHING <33 #my baby #( jules rereads dgm . )

bi-mirandalotto

#look at my #*sucks in breath*#BABIIIIIEEEEES #◜⋆ — 𝐀𝐄𝐒𝐓𝐇𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐂 › petals reaching for the sky .

cat-esper

"there's no platonic explanation for this" WRONG my characters are staving off the heat death of the universe through the power of friendship

#THIS #the way alma loves so tenderly #( and by extension hates so intensely )#( saved . )

STOMACH TWISTS. six eyes and amber blood, it's disorienting. like one of those predator bugs, right? the spiders with large eyespot markings to ward off unwanted attention. it's funny. in another life, maybe alma wouldn't mind telling him all about it. there's so much he'd like to know, after all. maybe why he looks the way he does.

alma has dispatched of plenty of demons, each uglier and nastier than the last. some really gave him a workout and some just spat out useless curses before the end. maybe over the centuries, muzan k.ibutsuji's standards had lowered.

because he has never seen anything like the demon before him.

even so, his smile only gives away a melancholy tinge— there's no use in wasting time when the result is the same. so long as he can last until sunrise. heels dig into the earth and eyes flutter shut only a moment as he breathes. energy ebbs and flows into bloodstream, a welcome haze against the black hole standing before him.

❝ of course i do. it's natural to want to live, isn't it? didn't you ? ❞ the lilt of his words bleed with something sweet, tangle of pity and grief and warmth just the same. ❝ tell me one thing first. don't you miss the sun ? ❞

WAIT ! a clarification should be made here. ❝ which, by the way, isn't gonna make me pull my punches ! if we're doing this, we're doing it for real ! ❞ and unspoken : I'M JUST CURIOUS.

#fallesto #POP OFF KING #( 𝓥 . hashira / kny. )#( queue . )

yoakkemae-archived

eyes remain closed even as alma's words poke through his concentration. he's well aware of what they did to "deserve" the extra scrutiny (spend an extra day outside instead of going back to headquarters right away with the innocence they had collected), but whenever resentment starts to well inside of him, he remembers alma's smile when they discovered the river, and it dies back down again. "they will whenever they're finally done with their bullshit." he doesn't tell alma that they need to be patient--alma already knows that, and it's not like kanda would ever refuse their valid feelings.

lotusgrieved

❝ nine years is a pretty long time for bullshit, ❞ he mutters. it's a quiet sentiment, and a cheeky slip he wouldn't usually be so bold as to make. the hostility dissipates ever so slightly as he fishes some paper out of his pocket— something to keep the hands busy while he sulks. huff , ❝ sorry. i hate the way they look at us. ❞ well. yuu, really. they could do whatever they wanted so long as his companion wasn't involved. ❝ hmm . . . paper crane or turtle ? ❞ because obviously whatever he makes is going to end up in kanda's pocket.

#yoakkemae #this is perfect !!!!!#you know it's bad when alma's swearing #i love thinking ab the role reversal #alma being a pouty little shit #whereas kanda's more chill #au where kanda's actually happy pls and thank