Louella Grace

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[louella-grace]

Welcome!

Welcome to my blog! Mobile friendly links to everything is at the bottom

I am Barb, a 30+ year old LGBTQ+ and Nationality friendly woman.

I am open to roleplaying with people 18 and over only.

I love to get to know people behind their muses despite being a ball of Social anxiety sometimes.

I draw, write and play games. Feel free to take a look around my blog and read my rules before following.

I recently had a big clean up, so I don’t have many rp posts, but if you require a example post, before deciding if you want to follow and rp together, don’t hesitate to ask.

My activity will be unpredictable and sporadic, as of December 2022 because of a health condition that may affect my activity.

I also have a feather baby named Tarzan that likes to either demand attention , give me attitude if he’s not getting his way or do the cutest, adorable things that distract me when he isn’t sleeping.

Sometimes I will be slow, other times I’ll be quick to respond.

It also depends on what muse I’m feeling or what rp I’m feeling at the time as well.

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After thinking about it I’ve decided to go on hiatus for the time being for health related reasons. I do not know how long for. if we have threads going and would like to drop them insted of waiting, let me know.

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PSA

Just to let everyone know, recently my motivation for some of my threads has been low, because of A medical condition affecting my energy levels. I've also recently recovered from covid. Still dealing with some after effects. I've been playing a little ESO (Elder Scrolls Online) as well.

Replies will be slow for awhile until further notice.

Thanks for all of your patience.

[strifeblade]

❝ this face oozes morning sunshine and cheer . . . can't you see it ? ❞

[louella-grace]

"PFFT Ahahahahaha!" She can't help it, the dead serious look on his face... "C-Cloud, the only thing your f-face is oozing , is Seriousness. "

[strifeblade]

he makes a mental note about that. maybe returning to help those kids wasn’t such a bad idea. he had been against the idea , but the kids did like him and now he knows that Aerith and Louella often come to help. if he comes back , he can meet them again. it’s worth looking into.

though he wonders why he’d want to. but he always recalled Tifa stressing that he needed to be nice and make friends … is this how that’s done ? he wondered.

❝ msybe I can tag along some time ? ❞ he says it and instantly feels like it’s a dumb idea. maybe she’ll even make fun of him. he doesn’t know why he thinks that but he does. maybe it’s the product of all those years of being isolated in Nibelheim …

❝ don’t have much experience with kids , but when I went with Aerith - I think they like me a little. might be good to come back and keep up the image. ❞

[louella-grace]

"Sure, you're more than welcome to, when you have the chance. You're also welcome to come by my place and hang with me if the chance arises if you'd like. No offence would be taken if you don't, though. "

"I didn't at first either. I thought most children were nasty vicious little demons with Angel faces at first because of being bullied a lot, but I learned eventually, that it isn't true. I didn't really know how to interact with them at first, I didn't have a mother so I did what I could remember my father doing. He was one of the school teachers so I saw how he interacted with them and just did my best to copy. So don't worry, you're not the only one. Just watch Aerith and I."

[louella-grace]

"Sure, you're more than welcome to, when you have the chance. You're also welcome to come by my place and hang with me if the chance arises if you'd like. No offence would be taken if you don't, though. "

"I didn't at first either. I thought most children were nasty vicious little demons with Angel faces at first because of being bullied a lot, but I learned eventually, that it isn't true. I didn't really know how to interact with them at first, I didn't have a mother so I did what I could remember my father doing. He was one of the school teachers so I saw how he interacted with them and just did my best to copy. So don't worry, you're not the only one. Just watch Aerith and I."

[louella-grace]

@strifeblade

If you snuck in my room I would:

[] Go back to sleep

[] Kick you out

[x] Cuddle with you (only if Cloud is okay with it)

[x] Be like wtf?

[x] Let you sleepover

[] Beat your ass

[] Sexy time

If you kissed me I would:

[x] Kiss you back

[] Smile & laugh

[x] Be shocked

[] Slap you

You are:

[] Cute

[X] Adorable

[X] Pretty

[] Beautiful

[] Okay

[x] Sexy

[x] Hotass Motherfucker

[] Ew

I Would:

[x] Smash (only if Cloud wants )

[] Pass

[furiouslyvacuuming]

Put an "UNF" in my ask and I'll answer these (:

If you snuck in my room I would:

[] Go back to sleep

[] Kick you out

[] Cuddle with you

[] Be like wtf?

[] Let you sleepover

[] Beat your ass

[] Sexy time

If you kissed me I would:

[] Kiss you back

[] Smile & laugh

[] Be shocked

[] Slap you

You are:

[] Cute

[] Adorable

[] Pretty

[] Beautiful

[] Okay

[] Sexy

[] Hotass Motherfucker

[] Ew

I Would:

[] Smash

[] Pass

Sonic: PLEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEASE.

Artemis: …sure. Why not?

[louella-grace]

"Hmph, That's what they want you to believe. Not everyone was given the choice. Both of my childhood friends' parents were shinra scientists. They used their own children. Or should I say they had them for this purpose."

[strifeblade]

❝ supposedly that's what happened to Sephiroth. he was created from an experiment. finding out the truth hit him hard. ❞ Cloud never confirmed if it was true , but Sephiroth himself had said as much. ❝ some of us traded our lives for power and got more than we bargained for. sometimes what started as a willing sacrifice turned into much more. ❞

[louella-grace]

" Yeah Sephiroth was good friends with my Childhood friends. I think personally loosing them contributed to him snapping as well. They were his first friends. Taught him things like friendship among other stuff. He liked my cookies and brownies and like to eat them with his tea apparently. Honestly it's hard to accept he isn't the sephiroth I'm familiar with anymore. Unfortunately, this is the reality of things.

But you're right. when you make sacrifices for strength you open yourself up to things you never asked for, because no one ever gives a full list of risks or anything like that, because they wouldn't get so many signing up otherwise. "

[louella-grace]

“ugh, yeah I don’t like ranch on pizza either. That’s a dressing for salads not a sauce for pizza.”

“Oh I Already gave Tifa a bunch for her and everyone else. I gave Aerith some too. I made a variety. ” She reaches into the basket she’s carrying and pulled out chocolate chip cookies and brownies , both wrapped in clear plastic wrap and a blue ribbon.

“ You can have these for yourself. if you want them. The rest I’m dropping off to the orphanage for the kids and caretakers. I visit and play with them in my spare time. ”

[strifeblade]

❝ you sure you want me to have all these ? ❞ there’s a moment of hesitation before he takes the containers. it seemed like a lot. Cloud like to think he didn’t care , but he did. he cared a lot and he didn’t want to take all of them , even if the others did get some. even if the orphans were getting some … it felt like a lot. ❝ thanks. ❞

❝ you talking about the kids at the leaf house ? Aerith helps there a lot too. met some of the kids there. they’re good kids. ❞

[strifeblade]

❝ you sure you want me to have all these ? ❞ there’s a moment of hesitation before he takes the containers. it seemed like a lot. Cloud like to think he didn’t care , but he did. he cared a lot and he didn’t want to take all of them , even if the others did get some. even if the orphans were getting some … it felt like a lot. ❝ thanks. ❞

❝ you talking about the kids at the leaf house ? Aerith helps there a lot too. met some of the kids there. they’re good kids. ❞

[louella-grace]

" Of course. If you're not comfortable with this many, I'll put in less for you next time. Actually, how about you tell me how many you'd be comfortable with and I'll just put that many in for you next time? I'm sorry about giving you so many. "

She makes a mental note to remember Cloud seems uncomfortable with so many. Honestly she put more in his because she'd been thinking about the past and Zack.

"Yep! Sometimes Aerith and I play with them together as well. Since with my job being so dangerous I can't have my own, so giving the caretakers a bit of a hand is close enough for me. " She can't be a mercenary and have kids, because if something happened to her , they'd get left behind. Besides that, the one she had been thinking about eventually giving it up for to settle and have a family with, is gone.

[louella-grace]

" yeah, my childhood friends were two of the first Soldiers to come into existence. One friend had degraded so bad his hair turned white and he grew a black wing. My other friend didn't get it as bad. They never got any bad headaches though."

[strifeblade]

❝ I think cellular degredation trumps a headache or two. either way , we all traded our lives for power and now we're living with the consequences. ❞

[louella-grace]

"Hmph, That's what they want you to believe. Not everyone was given the choice. Both of my childhood friends' parents were shinra scientists. They used their own children. Or should I say they had them for this purpose."

[louella-grace]

“Hmm, I suppose you’re right. Louella does sometimes take dangerous bounty jobs that sometimes that takes her out of Midgar, so I worry about her.”

“ Of course. When I find a good one I’ll come find you. ” Honestly, why not? there’s not need to be at competition with one another. At the mention of how she knows Aerith, She looks at Aerith and when she receives a reassuring smile she explains,

“ Oh uh, We know each other through my late EX boyfriend. He was a soldier and he was friends with Aerith. I’d be with him sometimes when he visited Aerith. We weren’t that close then, but we grew Closer after his death.” She leaves out the ugly details, he doesn’t need to know about all that. it wasn’t just that they weren’t close, Lou was jealous and thought Aerith was trying to steal him from her.

❝ ditto. if I find something good , I’ll come find you too. I bet we’ll make a pretty good team. maybe I can even introduce you to Tifa. I bet you and her would get along. ❞

❝ oh ? who was he ? maybe I met him while I was in soldier. wasn’t in there for very long since I quit. ❞

[strifeblade]

❝ ditto. if I find something good , I’ll come find you too. I bet we’ll make a pretty good team. maybe I can even introduce you to Tifa. I bet you and her would get along. ❞

❝ oh ? who was he ? maybe I met him while I was in soldier. wasn’t in there for very long since I quit. ❞

[louella-grace]

"Oh yes, you two would make a great team! " a plan starts to form in her mind. Maybe if these two become friends, it'll help Louella move on more.

" Aerith, I know that look on your face, what are you planning?" Oh boy, she hopes it's not something she doesn't want to get mied up in..

" Ah , yeah I know of her. I've helped her out and she's helped me out too. She runs 7th Heaven right? Sometimes the bar when it's open to the public, it gets busy so she's asked me to help cook. " At the mention of the possibility of him knowing her boyfriend, Lou felt a wave of sadness. Aerith had mentioned Cloud doesn't remember Zack...

"Oh oh you probably won't know him if you weren't there long. His name's Zack. Zack Fair."

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[louella-grace]

"Pfft. Zack that's not going to make him like you more silly. Just let him adjust to having you around. He was mean and cold to me too when we were children. He just doesn't like to share Angeal and it takes time for him to accept you."

[legacyfair]

❝ I don't have time for that. I need him to like me now so he can teach me cool techniques. the more I made friends with firsts , the more I learn. then they'll recognize my potential and make me a hero. then I can be a big time hero like Sephiroth. ❞ that and maybe Genesis will stop being cold. Sheesh. why's he so rude anyway ? Angeal's just his mentor.

❝ maybe you can put in a good word to him for me. smooth things over. ❞

[mischievousredhead]

"Don't tell me what? What mischief are you two up to?" Oh he heard them loud and clear, but he can't help but tease them.

[louella-grace]

"Zack that's not going to work-"

"Ugh, Gen, we're not up to anything mischievous, if anyone here is up to no good it's you, you overgrown brat. "

[legacyfair]

❝ so how do I sign up for the Genesis fan club so that he likes me more ? no one tell him I am doing this. ❞

[louella-grace]

"Pfft. Zack that's not going to make him like you more silly. Just let him adjust to having you around. He was mean and cold to me too when we were children. He just doesn't like to share Angeal and it takes time for him to accept you."

[louella-grace]

"Gaia I hope not. Shinra has already taken my childhood friends and boyfriend from me, all three of them Soldiers. "

[strifeblade]

❝ it is common knowledge among soldiers that the high exposure to mako causes side effects including cellular degradation among other things. that's why soldier pushes recruitment so hard. it's all experimental. ❞

[louella-grace]

" yeah, my childhood friends were two of the first Soldiers to come into existence. One friend had degraded so bad his hair turned white and he grew a black wing. My other friend didn't get it as bad. They never got any bad headaches though."

[louella-grace]

“Hmm, of course, I could never say anything bad about a person unless they’re evil, but I don’t think Louella needs a body Guard Cloud… She’s a Merc like you.”

“ If I need someone to back me up on a job or drive away the annoying guys that want to try pick me up, that I don’t want to deal with myself, I’ll definitely come find you to see if you’re available. ” Saves her the hassle of having to deal with it herself. Cloud is intimidating enough to others without him having to open his mouth. No that She’s in the least bit intimidated by him. She doesn’t judge others by their cover. That doesn’t mean she’d let her guard down though. She still doesn’t know him.

❝ don’t mean she won’t ever need a body guard. merc or not , if she ends up unconscious in a hospital bed then having a body guard on stand by is a good deal. ❞ okay so he was exaggerating a little , but his point still stands.

❝ keep me in mind if you find any lucrative jobs and we can split the profits. ❞ and he’ll do the same to her too. might as well work together. finding good paying jobs was hard in the slums. at least the monster slaying gigs were the most lucrative jobs and currently he has the highest record among all the mercs in sector 7.

but he’s getting off topic. ❝ so how do you and Aerith know each other ? ❞

[strifeblade]

❝ don’t mean she won’t ever need a body guard. merc or not , if she ends up unconscious in a hospital bed then having a body guard on stand by is a good deal. ❞ okay so he was exaggerating a little , but his point still stands.

❝ keep me in mind if you find any lucrative jobs and we can split the profits. ❞ and he’ll do the same to her too. might as well work together. finding good paying jobs was hard in the slums. at least the monster slaying gigs were the most lucrative jobs and currently he has the highest record among all the mercs in sector 7.

but he’s getting off topic. ❝ so how do you and Aerith know each other ? ❞

[louella-grace]

"Hmm, I suppose you're right. Louella does sometimes take dangerous bounty jobs that sometimes that takes her out of Midgar, so I worry about her."

" Of course. When I find a good one I'll come find you. " Honestly, why not? there's not need to be at competition with one another. At the mention of how she knows Aerith, She looks at Aerith and when she receives a reassuring smile she explains,

" Oh uh, We know each other through my late EX boyfriend. He was a soldier and he was friends with Aerith. I'd be with him sometimes when he visited Aerith. We weren't that close then, but we grew Closer after his death." She leaves out the ugly details, he doesn't need to know about all that. it wasn't just that they weren't close, Lou was jealous and thought Aerith was trying to steal him from her.

[louella-grace]

" What? Cloud, how long have you been getting them?!" She flinches when she realises she said that rather loudly.

"Sorry I didn't meant to be loud."

[strifeblade]

❝ I don't have one right now. I do get them pretty frequently. I wonder if it's a side effect of my time in soldier ? ❞

[louella-grace]

"Gaia I hope not. Shinra has already taken my childhood friends and boyfriend from me, all three of them Soldiers. "