forever young

It’s boring. Nothing happens there and there’s literally nothing to do. Oh so you two are good friends?

#pizza is a cheating slut

So is London. Or the part I came from, anyways. That's one way of putting it.

I’m from Flagstaff, Arizona. So you’re from the same place as Harry, cool.

#if it were legal i'd marry pizza

Never been. What's it like? Yeah, I've known him since we were young.

Oh where are you from? Sounds like a cool program.

#same i need my computer like i need air lol

England. Where are you from?

It’s okay. It’s not like you caused the accident. So how long have you lived here?

#whipped by your computer

About a year. I came at the beginning of the last school year.

He died a few years ago in a car accident.

I'm sorry, Terri.

#show it who's boss

He was the smartest person I knew. If I needed advice I would go to him first.

#i'm gonna punch your computer

Was?

I do. but it kind of became my philosophy on life. Kind of learnt it all from my brother Paul.

Sounds like a smart bloke.

#ok :-)

Apparently not. You are going to change. I’ve changed, everyone here has changed from how they were when they first came. I honestly can agree with that. Sometimes I’m tempted to leave here for good and go join Santana in Puerto Rico. I honestly understand that. I’m still trying to find myself as well. Louis we’re only 18 years old. Most people find themselves in college not high school.

She's the one who needs to grow the fuck up, not you. Puerto Rico would be nice. Or Canada. We have a cabin there, in the middle of the woods with no people around. I used to like people, y'know? Now I'm not so sure. I can only take so much, everyone can only take so much. I'm not made of fucking titanium.

#nooooooo

Understandable. I’ll be kind to those who are kind to me. Always my way because you never know when’s your last day so live life to fullest and make sure you’re heard. Don’t let the haters get to either, If they have time to hate on you then they have no life at all.

#she made him smile a lil aw #but that's cute!!! maker feels

You sound like a corny fortune cookie.

No you can’t please everyone. And honestly I think Kennedy just sets out to hate on people sometimes. She doesn’t like me because according her I’m babyish and I will never grow up. And I understand wanting to keep to yourself honestly I do. But you can’t turn your humanity off, Louis. The only people who’s opinions count for in you and Harry’s relationship are yours and Harry’s. And if people judge well they need to look at their own lives.

Does she really have nothing better to do? Fuck. I dunno how she expects me not to be effected and not change after all the shit that happened. People are stupid everywhere but I swear they're even stupider here. I don't know who I am any more and it hurts and I want it to stop. Is that too much to ask?

Well if you need a person who is totally unbiased and doesn’t know what’s going on to vent to I’m your girl. Yeah I am, I’ve never been out of the country and I’ll have plenty of time to explore Mystic after we get back. Are you?

#ooooooooh tell me or is it a surprise

I dunno what I need any more to be quite honest with you. Being kind is going to get you nowhere in this town just so you know. Yes. May as well.

Nice to meet you Louis. I’m sorry you feel that way. If I knew you better I could help you better than I am able to now.

#omg samantha hahaha #people are really pulling out the welcome wagon for her #she must be like #so uncomfortable rn

Back at you. I doubt it but it's not your problem so don't worry about it. We can talk about something else. You going on that cruise thing?

We might drive each other insane then. Louis, from what I’m told people always turn it back on, no matter what. Now what’s got you wanting to turn it off? Is it what Kennedy was saying earlier?

I’m already insane but I’ll drive you insane. Maybe. You can never please everyone, you know? I come out and I get fucked over a million times and my friends fucking leave and everyone has a problem with my relationship and then they wonder why I keep to myself and bitch and complain about that. I dunno what I’m doing any more, I keep saying I’m okay but I’m not and I’ve had enough and this is bullshit.

Louis, I don’t sleep. Why? Louis trust me you don’t want that. You’ll feel even worse when you turn it back on.

Oh. Neither do I any more so that works out nice. What if I don't turn it back on? What if I just leave it off?

Understandable. What’s your name? I’m like a tumble weed and this is where I stopped for a bit. I’m guessing you don’t like it here.

#I DID TOO HAHAHAH omg nostalgia #i actually don't know he has like months worth of rage inside of him and now it's all coming out and i'm scared :((((#idk what's gonna happen #i dont like it

Louis. The town is fine, the people can go fuck themselves. Or each other, I don't mind.

Why do you say that? Louis, what’s wrong?