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I can’t believe that I still can’t comprehend it. And for some reason I keep thinking about boybands and groups that have split before but all their members are still alive so they still have a chance at a reunion. And I can’t comprehend that One Direction, a band so young and so recent, now no longer has that option.

#idk why I keep thinking of 90s or 2000s groups #groups that are older than 1d #and yet somehow 1d was the first group to lose someone #how is that even possible?#he was so young #they’re all so young

pop-punklouis

vile actions have been done. words have been said that can never be taken back. victims have been abused. lives have been altered due to toxic behaviors and addiction. so much hurt has been spread.

but no one should die young. no one should grow up fatherless. no parent should have to bury their own child. no one should be searching for peace for so long after growing up in a system designed for them to fail only to have their life end so tragically in pursuit of that peace. no one.

cantquitu

Harrystyles 🖤

#my lovely friend #god I fucking hate this all #it’s truly the worst

blamestyles

#to see a post from 2014 #and know that at that time it was just a cute pic from 3 years before #and now it has a whole new meaning #a much more painful meaning

dailyniallnews

niallhoran: 🖤

#they were all gonna be awful to read right?#but I just knew niall’s was gonna be the worst thing in the world #especially because he had just fucking seen liam #I can’t imagine how painful it was to say goodbye not even 2 weeks ago and not know that was the final goodbye

kiwikiwiandkiwi

boooksandcleverness

I can’t wait until I’m 45 and singing Midnight Memories drunk at a karaoke bar by myself because I never learned to love anything more than I love one direction

#it was never an exaggeration back then #but it IS amazing that it’s been over a decade #and I’ve still never loved anything more than 1d

halien

one direction + childhood friends

high school musical 2008 script

this is us 2013

jennifer's body 2009

we're not really strangers

xfactor 2010

us against you (fredrik backman)

am (one direction)

xfactor video diaries 2010

#a lot of these posts hurt when they’re not new #when they’re from before this year #and the only thing being grieved is 1d breaking up

icanseeyourholo

this is the only place I knew I could come where people would know how this feels without having to explain

umthatsliam

#I shouldn’t be going through my old likes #ugh he loved them so much

louisarmpits

“I’ll always be your big brother” I am sobbing

#that part killed me #louis was a big brother to all of them #and now he’s lost one of his baby brothers #it shouldn’t have ever happened #not now #not so soon

fuckyeahxfactor-blog

New 'Bootcamp' boyband.

According to sources a new boyband has been formed at Bootcamp with 5 solo contestants thought to be more promising as a group.

The boyband made up of auditionees: Louis Tomlinson, Harry Styles, Liam Payne, Niall Horan and Zayn Malik

(Liam being one of this years re-auditonee’s) The boyband are yet unamed.

Previous groups formed at Bootcamp have usually been doomed from the start and although usually making it through to the live shows don’t go much further. Futureproof, Hope and Miss Frank to name the most well known,

#oh god here it is #the VERY FIRST post ever made about one direction #the first picture every taken #they didn’t even have a name yet #my heart hurts for them #for their childhood #what was robbed from them #what they’ve suffered #how millions upon millions around the world are grieving now #but I’m also so grateful #they gave me some of the happiest moments of my life #they found friendships and fans who love them and they each got four more families in their lives

fuckyeahxfactor-blog

Coming in 3rd place on The X Factor 2010 is….

ONE DIRECTION!

#bad news everyone #I’m finding the old posts I’ve saved in my likes #god they were just little babies fucking look at them #I can’t believe they were teenagers and became so famous #get ready cause the next one I’m looking for is the original post about them being formed

Here’s the thing. I have been a fan of One Direction since July 23, 2012. And since then, for a little over 12 years, I have thought about them EVERY. SINGLE. DAY. Without fail. Whether it’s the group, one of their songs, just one of the members, a meme, anything. But I have thought about 1D every single day of my life since 2012. It is going to be so impossible to ever get over this.

#I don’t believe there is anything else I’ve thought of every day of my life #except for my own damn family #I was not dedicated to any other fandom as much as I was to them #there was no other obsession to that level