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Why did you get so mad at me?

Why do I have to feel like this everyday

#just girly thoughts #tw depressing thoughts #depressing shit

I'm so tired of you telling me to just get over it, move on, and let go. I'm always going to be this way. Why can't you try to understand?

Why can't you love me for all that I am?

#just girly thoughts #depressing shit #tw depressing thoughts

What is wrong with me

My boyfriend’s roommate was caught watching porn by his girlfriend. I can’t help but think that my boyfriend is doing the same.

I don't want to exist anymore.

I fucking trusted you

I am caught in a landslide.

I can no longer cope with this life. I am so ever-longingly bored, no matter what I partake in. I need change, I need freedom.

Why can't I be good enough for anyone? Why must everyone lust over someone else? Why does it seem that I am the only one that does not? I trusted you so much, and this is how you repay me?

What is wrong with everyone around me?

I love how I don’t have to question the sweet things you say.

I like the way you grab my hips and hold my stomach, the way you scratch my back and rub my arms. I love the ways in which you grab my things and brush my calves, the way you pet my hair and hold me tight.

I truly do love you. I find you to be the most interesting person in my past, present and future. I’m grateful for that. I love having someone so filled with interest in my presence.

Although I feel as if you do not understand me sometimes, you are the first to try as hard as you do. You actually believed me, which is something not a lot of people did. I’m forever glad that you are here.

I’m so thankful that all the roads have led us to each other, as I don’t believe I could have a better match.

I feel as if I creep you out sometimes. I really hope I don’t. I fear that we may not be the most compatible, yet you always assure me that it is all in my head.

I like that I frustrate you. That it is even a possibility. Knowing you care some much I can frustrate you is something I never thought anyone would be capable of.

You make me feel like I am truly worth wild.

I think back to other times and to other apologies. I don’t know if I would apologize to you ever. I know some of the things I said were harsh, yet, you had hurt me in unimaginable ways.

I think some of the things I said were harsh, however not to the extreme. I know we had not liked each other for a long time, yet it was still upsetting you left how you did.

As I look back, I’m extremely glad you did. Not only to it open my eyes to better opportunities but may me realize that I am worth much more then you had ever offered.

I believe I would apologize if I was also met with one.

I sometimes think to whether I would apologize for the things I had said or done to you. I really do still believe and mean everything I had said, we simply were not compatible. Yet, you are such a good person. I feel bad for not being able to appreciate you, however, I never would have as you were not what I was looking for. I find it interesting that someone could be so textbook correct, yet still fall short in your own eyes.

I believe that if I had ran into you one day, I would apologize for the harshness of my words but not the meaning. I still do believe we were good experiences for each other, and that is something that should never be regretted.

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