fucking superb you funky little sex fiend

Make A Bitch Cum So Hard It's A Syntax Error. Hypersexual 20 something.

[d00m-cisco]

[lovecorelust]

If you've ever had to beg, or plead, for the most basic level of love or validation, or even just acknowledgement, I am so sorry. You shouldn't have had to. You should not have to beg for acknowledgement, you shouldn't had to plead with others to get validation or care. I know it's all "validation should come from within" and yeah, that's true. But when you do need it from those it should come from automatically, without question, and it's denied...

It's so very painful. My heart hurts. My chest hurts like it's breaking and crumbling inside.

So to anyone's who's felt that way, or is right now, I am so sorry, and you are so loved. You're doing your best, and that's enough. Just because it's not enough for others, doesn't mean it isn't your absolute best, and I'm so proud of you.

[ravag3d]

bro just pull my panties to the side and use me already

[lovecorelust]

Feel surprisingly sexy in a strap who'd of thought

[lovecorelust]

Being able to get so wet and cum so much is not a blessing it's a burden I soaked through my TOWEL on my bed and got my sheets wet >>:[

[altboyf]

some people are afraid of being possessive but PLEASE be possessive of me. please. call me yours. say i belong to you. add “my” to every petname you call me

[satosuguslut-deactivated2021110]

I can’t cum, a TED talk

I have been on multiple different antidepressants/antipsychotics since I was thirteen (yea I got issues, tell me something I don’t know) and have now been on the same meds for ab 3 years

however

I have literally never been able to give myself an orgasm bc of my meds

I read an article recently that really hit the nail on the head: click here

it is literally the fucking worst, like if we’re playing an edging game I will win, my whole life has been an edging game

I will also go through MONTHS where I find sex to be the most disturbing thing, and I almost start to question if I’m asexual, but know it’s just because of how hard depression and my meds stunt my sex drive

like the way I write NSFW is with a straight face, no emotion, and I am not aroused, not even in the slightest

if anything I get excited by an idea I have, but not excited in the sexual sense

anyway, my point being is, I still love to write smut, as it is something that I take such therapeutic response from 

so whenever you guys spam me telling me how many orgasms you had or that you ruined your sheets and vice versa bc of my works, it GENUINELY makes me happy

not in a perverted sense, I just feel like I’m vicariously living through you all and it just makes me feel at peace sometimes

that being said, obviously it is not IMPOSSIBLE for me to have an orgasm, and I had written here previously that my bf is proof of that but that was a lie, I think I told all of my friends that my now ex was great at sex to protect him and also myself from a depressing reality that I was never satisfied in that relationship for many reasons but—

whatever, yeah, it’s still not impossible, but it feels that way

sigh if you made it this far into my post, I’m sorry I dragged you through all that, just been feeling extremely drained and on the verge of relapse (into a depressive phase) and wanted to give an explanation before it happens so you know if all of a sudden I disappear (would never but, I am pretty impulsive and sometimes feel like deactivating my account out of nowhere) or stop writing NSFW for a time being its bc of that

okay I’ll leave you all alone now

sometimes I just feel like my blog is my diary and I just have so much to share.

[satosuguslut-deactivated2021110]

every so often I go back to this post and wish I had anything positive to update it with but I don’t

but I needed to change that false info ab my ex, because… it just wasn’t true

I lied to you guys and everyone ab that, and also my ex read my blog so I wasn’t exactly in the mood to confess that I’d been faking it for a whole year

sometimes I wonder if he still stalks my blog but I try not to because it gives me paranoia, ugh

whatever

this just feels very relevant to me right about now, feeling very hopeless and in that “you might as well just die alone” sort of mind set

mwah

[lovecorelust]

Also sorry to everyone who followed me bc I posted sexy things and found out I vent here a lot lol

[lovecorelust]

Cycling between I wanna fuck anything that'll fuck me and yelling at myself that I'm only attracted to women so I shouldn't do that 👌👌👌

[lovecorelust]

Being hypersexual when I was a young teenager (obviously not knowing at the time) made me do things for what I thought was love and validation from men, but it was actually grooming. I don't talk about it like I should. I don't acknowledge it like I should. I just wish I would've known better, but really it's them that should've known and did better. They were the adults.

It wasn't my fault. And if it happened to you it wasn't your fault either.

[brattybottombunny]

i just want to cuddle. with your strap inside of me. y’know. just girly things

[lovecorelust]

Ladies and lingeriiiiieeee

[lovecorelust]

I really like Lingerie. And girls.

[thebootydiaries]

me: im adorable like im literally the cutest person in every room i walk into

me 4 seconds later: behold the trash lord

[mushroom-dyke]

hello late night friends 💤🌙💕 she/her 💖 minors, terfs, cishet men: stay away!

[lovecorelust]

I just really like drawing ladies with thier tits out I guess ¯\_(ツ)_/¯

[lovecorelust]

Wanted a big tiddy goth gf so bad I made one ¯\_(ツ)_/¯