the guilt after a hypersexual episode is so fucking gross like what do you mean I got off to THAT ?? How could I even fucking think about THAT ?? I feel so fucking disgusting you guys would hate me if you found out
hypersexual culture is getting so frustrated with your usual smut/porn/kinks not getting you off anymore so you have to keep finding more and more intense shit until suddenly you're jacking off to things you're actually repulsed by and feeling Doubly filthy and horrible afterwards
i greatly dislike when people tag hypersexual related posts as ‘mdni’.
teenagers are THE MOST SUSCEPTIBLE PEOPLE TO THIS DISORDER. THEY ARE GROOMED, EXPOSED TO PORN TOO YOUNG, ETC ETC. HYPERSEXUAL DISORDER IS NOT AN ADULT TOPIC.
just a reminder ; ur f/o still loves you even if u have intrusive thoughts or are hypersexual.
they would never blame u , they would never find u repulsive , ever.
u are their darling and if u are struggling with stuff like that , they are just ok with just being there as u calm down , whether that be while you hug them , or anything other than that such as just letting u be in their presence altogether — maybe comforted merely by just their words — if u don't like and / or don't want to be touched for any reason. and I mean ANY reason.
they love u and would never do something that'd hurt u , whether that be emotionally or physically.
they know and understand that u can't control it at all. they love u , and they'll say or show it to you one way or another regardless of if you were or weren't hypersexual , or if you didn't or do have intrusive thoughts.
pro / darkshippers , or anything adjacent ( including neutrals ) strictly dni.
TW: I'm talking about hypersexuality and the reality of it. If it bothers you DNI, and I'd rather my younger followers not interact either.
I keep seeing tiktoks of those "revealing my family's sexualities" and I've seen like 4 where the creator has a hypersexual flag in theirs.
HYPERSEXUALITY ISN'T A FUCKING SEXUALITY YOU CAN IDENTIFY AS.
IT'S A DISORDER. IT'S AN ADDICTION. IT ISN'T A PART OF YOUR "qUiRkY wEiRd cOrE" BULLSHIT.
IT IS A RESULT OF BEING SEXUALLY ABUSED/ASSAULTED, A RESULT OF EXPOSED TO SEXUAL MEDIA AT AN IMPRESSIONABLE AGE.
Hypersexuality has been turned into just another "trend". The moment people like me finally feel safe and comfortable to open up about it, suddenly, EVERYONES HYPERSEXUAL.
NO. YOU AREN'T.
MASTURBATING ONCE AND WHILE DOESN'T MAKE YOU HYPERSEXUAL. HAVING CRUSHES ON A LOT PEOPLE DOESN'T MAKE YOU HYPERSEXUAL. WEARING REVEALING CLOTHING DOESN'T MAKE YOU HYPERSEXUAL.
STOP TURNING DISORDERS/ADDICTIONS INTO TRENDS. IT'S NOT ANYTHING FUN. IT SUCKS.
Imagine being in school and you just can't fucking resist to look around you imagine what would happen if one of your classmates or a staff member, or hell, even about your own fucking family, decided they wanted to fuck you. And now imagine how you feel aroused, but also terrified, and disgusting into one giant emotional rollercoaster.
Yeah sounds fucking disgusting doesn't it? Now imagine having thoughts like that damn near 24/7.
people romanticize hypersexuality because the reality is so much harder to live with.
i have spent more money on new bedsheets and underwear, cleaning supplies, laundry, heat pads and painkillers than actual hobbies and school supplies.
fun fact: i got kicked out of uni for my hypersexuality and sh addiction.
i fell so far down the rabbit hole that the only way out was through not being alive anymore where i went into a week long medically induced coma.
the moment my phone was returned to me after regaining cognition and mobility, i went to check how much money i had left in my bank account so i could calculate how many months of subscription i could afford. i was stalking the creator's socials, refreshing his website and soundgasm multiple times in a single hour with ivs still in my body. i shit you not, the only thing that prevented me from relapsing was the fact i had a catheter in me.
the night i got discharged i relapsed which is surreal because i was literally brought back from the dead but still dealt with urges.
the people who pushed you to your limits will leave because your pain is no longer consumable. it's easy to romanticize and sexualize when it's not your life on the line.
