The Thoughts Of A Troubled Soul

All I want is to be heard. To be acknowledged and loved. It seems that every time I turn around something has flustered me yet again. From life to love I want to share my experiences. Maybe someone can relate.

[loveisabattlefield977]

You’ve made commitment a term that my brains can’t even begin to understand.

[onlinecounsellingcollege]

What to do when you're Stuck in a Rut

1. Remind yourself that, in time, things will change and we all get bogged down at different periods in life.

2. Try to make sure that you do some exercise – as that brightens our mood and boosts our mental energy.

3. Be aware of the tendency to isolate yourself. Being around other people can give you more support, and can help you to keep going when you feel like giving up.

4. Try changing your routine. Just changing a few things can help you feel more in control, and less at the whim of external circumstances.

5. Set some small goals for yourself and take some steps to make them happen – again, you’ll feel less trapped as you will feel that you have options.

6. Make sure you treat yourself well so you know that you have value … Buy some clothes … or take time out … or do whatever makes you happy.

7. Pay attention to your thoughts, and keep your mind on what inspires you. Look for hope – create some vision – and remember: things WILL change!

[loveisabattlefield977]

I have been pondering the idea of going back to school.  With everything going on and all the confusion I have had I think I need to sink my teeth into something new.  The boyfriend obviously has no other ambitions in life than to be a mill worker in the city.  Hey!! If that's what you want to do more power to you.  But I am not from this small town of small dreams.  I was always given challenges to overcome and have always exceeded when I give it 100%.  I have just been so bored with life.  I feel as if I have nothing going for me.  I work at Walmart as a caked decorator which is fun don't get me wrong but come on.  Its the same shit different day in there.  and so many small minded people that just want to bitch about insignificant things.  That's not who I am or what I want to be apart of.  Further more.  I have allowed myself to depend on the ball and chain to much.  I don't make that much money, but there are people out there who make even less and don't have the amenities I have and they still survive. All around I guess I just want to better myself.  in every aspect of my life.  And sitting around never helps things. 

[g-ayyee]

Date someone who will

wake up at 4am just to listen to you talk about a bad dream you just had

tease you for little things just to apologize six million times when you act upset

be nervous to kiss you for the first time because they don’t want to fuck up 

touch your butt 

offer to buy you a book that you absolutely love, and insist when you tell them no

watch your favorite movies with you even if they don’t like them

let you give them too much information and just listen to you talk for hours 

stay up until you fall asleep just because they want to talk to you

share your love for dogs

talk about animals with you for hours 

make you laugh even if it’s 2:30am and you’re laying in bed crying because you sat there and over thought

reassure you that they care and will always be there for you

tell you that they think you’re cute when you get angry at a video game 

laugh with you 

claim to not know what you’re talking about just so they can watch as you struggle to explain it just to tell you they already know and just think you’re adorable 

Most importantly, date someone who makes you happy. 

[wordsnquotes]

I’m not fascinated by people who smile all the time. What I find interesting is the way people look when they are lost in thought, when their face becomes angry or serious, when they bite their lip, the way they glance, the way they look down when they walk, when they are alone and smoking a cigarette, when they smirk, the way they half smile, the way they try and hold back tears, the way when their face says they want to say something but can’t, the way they look at someone they want or love… I love the way people look when they do these things. It’s… beautiful.

Unknown  (via courage)

[putonahappyface808-blog]

Hey ladies,

Hey ladies why is it that men can go do us wrong ? Why is it that we just decide to keep holdin’ on ? Why is it that we never seem to just have the strength to leave ? But he’s got to go, he’s got to go !

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The fact that people think simply saying “no” without apologizing or offering an explanation is rude and bitchy is actually really terrifying to me.

[difficult]

Maybe we feel empty because we leave pieces of ourselves in everything we used to love.

R. M. drake (via courage)

[hidden-disaster-deactivated2014]

1. Do not say “I love you” if you do not mean it. 2. Do not date someone just to make another person jealous. 3. Do not cheat. 4. Do not lie, not even about little insignificant things. 5. Do not date someone just because someone else is unavailable at the moment. 6. Do not play with someone’s emotions. 7. Just be a decent fucking person.

Preach it! (via heartbreakers-cheaters-fakers)

Yes!!

[loveisabattlefield977]

Well I am mind fucked..

Finding out that your boyfriend of 3 years might be gay? Not exactly the situation I pictured myself being in. How the fuck do you even date someone for 3 years knowing your attracted to the same sex. Sad part is I saw things in the past that probably should have been a red flag! But let me tell you that is nothing compared to the things I have found out that he has done a year ago. Now mind you at this time a year ago we were on a small break. But it's not even the fact we weren't together. I mean this is your sexuality dude! What are you?!?! At this point I have no idea what to even think.

[loveisabattlefield977]

R.I.P Daddy

God saw you getting tired and a cure was not to be so he put his arms around you and whispered, "Come to Me" With tearful eyes we watched you and saw you pass away and although we love you dearly we could not make you stay. A Golden heart stopped beating hard working hands at rest. God broke our hearts to prove to us He only takes the best