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01.22.24

Dear God,

I'm so happy todayyyy! I got to model the Angels in Red Vest Merchandise in front of the whole agency. I'm also happy to have been able to complete my onboarding, despite the setbacks in our internet connection. Also grateful for Ranjet's and Atty. Jona's kindness today. Bless them more, Lord.

You have never failed me, Lord. Thank You very much!!!

01.21.24

Dear God,

Thank You, Lord for this beautiful day! Thank You for letting me pass the screening process for 51talk and for letting me complete the Pre-Service Orientation.

Also, thank You for orchestrating everything that happened on this day. I'm happy that Sheshe reached out to me to go to church with us. Also, I'm happy that she opened up with me about the things that have been draining her recently. I am also happy to have been sharing life updates with each other and sharing how You have been working in our lives. I'm so happy to have her by my side in my walk with You.

Also, thank You for the short catching up moment with Chai. It was sponty but I know it's all part of Your plan.

Thank You, Lord! My love for you keeps deeper and deeper everyday! ❤️

01.20.24

Dear God,

Thank You for the strength to cope up with the heart break from a lost friendship. It's too painful that all I could do is cry over it. Thank You also for the chance to explore other online opportunities.

Please bless me with every endeavour I will take. Help me provide for our needs and wants. Thank You, Lord! 🤍

01.19.24

Dear God,

There are lots of things that I'd like to thank You for this day:

1. Thank You for making me look and feel beautiful. I love it when other people compliment me with the way I look and dress. Please help me to become beautiful inside and out too. Hehe

2. Thank You for the lost friendships. Thank You for revealing to me my true friends. Thank You for giving me Chai and Kendra for keeping me sane. I hope I could invite more friends to our circle.

3. Thank You for Your provision. After how many years of working hard, I finally bought something for myself. Please help me and provide for my monthly payments.

4. Thank You for letting them choose me as one of the models for the Angels in Red Vest Merchandise.

I love You, Lord!!!

01.18.24

Dear God,

I thank You for this wonderful day! I am so grateful for the talents You have given me and I'm so happy that I can help my family and friends with my talents.

Also, thank You for blessing me with a wonderful and generous cousin. Please bless her heart, Lord. Keep her safe always.

Grateful for Knema's laptop reco as well as nicu and she's time and effort to find the lappy for me. 🙌

01.17.24

John 3:30

“He must increase, but I must decrease.”

Dear God,

Thank You for today! I thank You for the life of Yuj and Juliana. I also thank You for a very light yet productive work day.

I was also able to prepare the powerpoint for the word study and we were able to meet virtually. I'm so happy with the friendship and the safe space I have with Chai and Kendra.

Lord, thank You for your provision for my diet and our every day needs. Thank You also for planting in my heart the urge to buy a laptop and affirm it. Thank You for the home credit offer, Lord.

Life's good, so far. 🤍

01.16.24

John 15:5

[5] I am the vine, ye are the branches: He that abideth in me, and I in him, the same bringeth forth much fruit: for without me ye can do nothing.

Dear God,

Today was another productive day at work. Also, the good news is that some of the payrolls had already been taken to the bank. Indeed, our God is an on-time God. Thank You, Lord for not keeping us in the waiting.

Also, thank you for letting us pamper ourselves and for letting us go to the grocery. Thank You, Lord for always providing for us.

Please help me to be a big help for my workmates everyday so I can reflect Your light on them. ✨

01.15.24

‭Deuteronomy‬ ‭7:9‬ ‭NIV‬

[9] Know therefore that the Lord your God is God; he is the faithful God, keeping his covenant of love to a thousand generations of those who love him and keep his commandments.

Dear God,

Thank You for a good start for the new work week. I have been productive at work again and my boss included me in the llao llao treat. kilig hehe <3

Also, i'm grateful for all the thank yous i get from workmates because in my simple way I know I can reflect Your light on them. It feels so good to be nice and smiling all the time.

Use me for the advancement of Your kingdom, Lord. 🙌

01.14.24

‭Psalms‬ ‭34:14‬ ‭NIV‬

[14] Turn from evil and do good; seek peace and pursue it.

Dear God,

I'm so grateful for today! I felt so blessed with the preaching at New Life tonight.

Here are some of my key takeaways:

1. Focus on my God-given talents instead of comparing it with others'

2. Salvation is free but following Jesus comes with a cost.

3. Deny yourself and your comforts everyday for the Lord.

4. The things you are complaining about now are the very same things you once prayed for years ago.

5. God does not just want to maintain and sustain you, He wants to multiply you.

6. The heart of God is to give, reward and multiply.

7. Our God is our provider, He is an on-time God.

8. You get frustrated with your plans because You want to force your will to happen.

9. The grace that gives is also the grace that multiplies.

01.13.24

‭Isaiah‬ ‭12:2‬ ‭NIV‬

[2] Surely God is my salvation; I will trust and not be afraid. The Lord, the Lord himself, is my strength and my defense; he has become my salvation.”

Dear God,

Thank you for the rest day. Thank you for the sales and generous maxim customers. Thank you for providing us with bookings. Thank you for the rescheduled interview. More time for me to prepare.

Please continue to guide us and to provide for us.

01.12.24

‭Psalms‬ ‭46:1‬ ‭NIV‬

[1] God is our refuge and strength, an ever-present help in trouble.

Dear God,

Thank You for the wonderful day today! Thank You for the beautiful 53 months Nicu and I shared together. Thank You for providing so we can celebrate.

Lord, thank You for a very good work week. Thank You for the accomplished tasks, the happy bosses, the grateful co-workers.

Lord, I surrender my fears to you. I surrender everything that makes me anxious.

Lord, please take control of the following:

1. My being qualified despite the lacking documents in my Deped application and the chance to submit to-follow requirements.

2. My new script for next week's interview for the Administrative Assistant II Permanent in Accounting.

3. My last salary for December 2023.

4. NEDA's feedback on my application.

01.11.24

Luke 6:27-28

27 “But to you who are listening I say: Love your enemies, do good to those who hate you,

28 bless those who curse you, pray for those who mistreat you.

Dear God,

Lord, I am so amazed with how You are working in my life. The fast download of funds, the higher credit limit and the fast tracked signing of my contract, I knew those were all You. Thank You Lord for always providing.

Lord, help me make a script for my interview next week over the weekend. Bless my plans and my applications. Lay extra favor on me, Lord. I need You. 😭

01.10.24

‭2 Corinthians‬ ‭4:16‬ ‭

[16] Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day.

Dear God,

Thank You for a wonderful day full of opportunities and good news. Thank You, Lord for always providing for us. I'm so happy to have learned about the downloading of funds which were made very early this year compared to the previous years.

Indeed, all I need is to trust You and everything will just fall into its rightful place. I do not need to worry about tomorrow because You are the one who holds it.

01.09.24

Matthew 6:9-10

9 “This, then, is how you should pray:

“‘Our Father in heaven,

hallowed be your name,

10 your kingdom come,

your will be done,

on earth as it is in heaven.

Dear God,

Today is a very memorable day for me. Though we fought really bad today, you pulled us back together.

I'm so happy that we had our first movie date last night. I'm so proud to say that the first movie we ever watched together at the cinema was 'Rewind'. It was so worth it and very eye-opening.

It helped me realize many things:

1. To live better.

2. To love better.

3. To cherish every moment with my loved ones and to never take them for granted.

4. To not let my emotions consume me.

5. To value time.

6. To live each day as if it's my last.

7. To Trust You even more.

01.08.24

‭‭Ephesians‬ ‭5:15‭-‬16‬ ‭NIV‬‬

[15] Be very careful, then, how you live—not as unwise but as wise, [16] making the most of every opportunity, because the days are evil.

Dear God,

Thank You for today! Thank You for a wonderful day at work. It was very smooth and it was not stressful at all. 🥹 I'm looking forward for more days like this.

Lord, I'm happy to have been able to share my weight loss journey with Chai. May we be able to succeed and be consistent with this endeavor. This is my first time to join the prayer and fasting. Thank you, Lord for the opportunity.

Lord, I still pray for a breakthrough. Your will be done. 🤍

01.07.24

Hebrews 10:24-25

[24] And let us consider how we may spur one another on toward love and good deeds, [25] not giving up meeting together, as some are in the habit of doing, but encouraging one another—and all the more as you see the Day approaching.

Dear God,

Thank You for the lives of the people You placed in my life. I treasure those who stayed with me through the years. Please bring us all closer to You.

Lord, today was just another rest day. I feel guilty for not being productive, but I'll make sure to make up for it next week.

Prayer requests for next week:

1. Our families' safety and good health

2. Consistent No Rice Diet for me and Chai

3. 100% Duty of PACD Officers Scheduled for the week.

4. 100% Submission of ZBL on or before the set deadline.

5. Provision for daily needs and bills.

6. Celebration of 53rd Monthsary as planned

7. Consistent study for backlogs in review.

8. More sales in Maxim and Yourstacloban.

9. Good weather for the whole week.

10. Well-established routine and body clocks.