Variety Is The Spice Of Life

I am a firm believer in instant gratification.

[lovelybrethegee]

How

How did my life become this monumentally fucked ? I mean I always have some sort of problems here or there but I’m so stressed it’s not even funny . I’ve dug myself into a hole. My life is becoming more and more fucked up by the second . I don’t know how to fix it . And I mean nothing is easy but I’m trying to make things better . I have a new man in my life and I’m starting to think he’s part of the problem . My friends aren’t really being friends and my work life is draining me . I need help in so many ways that I keep wondering if it’s even worth it. Is anything even worth it . I’m not sure . I’m sinking back into a state I don’t wanna be in. I can’t even smoke weed to feel better . I’m drowning.

[wordsnquotes]

When you love someone, you say their name different. Like it’s safe inside your mouth.

Jodi Picoult, Handle With Care (via wordsnquotes)

[smushee]

There’s this girl at my school and she’s really nice and I remember sometime last year at one point she would carry a clicker around and click it everytime she had a happy thought/something good happened/she laughed etc. It was always kind of cute how you’d just hear the little click every once in a while throughout class it always made me smile knowing that it was bc something made her feel happy idk

[lifeinpoetry]

i am crowded by your absence.

Mallory Pearson, from “The Heaviest Rain We Ever Had,” published in Kingdoms in the Wild (via lifeinpoetry)

[love-personal]

[straightwhiteboystexting]

[lovelybrethegee]

luxbae:

All I asked was how he was doing smh

[0912199]

[morethanagoddess]

i alwways would see these and wonder how it happens … 

[prettyboyshyflizzy]

When you say swear to god and he bring his ear close to listen to the lie you bout to tell

[lovelybrethegee]

my 18 year old brother while standing in the ocean: there's so much water

[aha-itsme]

I don't think suicidal people get enough credit for not acting on their suicidal thoughts.

This post is for all of you who have survived the urge to end your life, either coming out the other side or still fighting to stay alive. 

I noticed how when someone has a physical illness such as cancer, and they come out the other side or even remission, they are able to celebrate surviving. I think all of the survivors of being suicidal should too.

Congratulations, and keep on fighting.

[fr0fection]

socially awkward but I'll ride the fuck out ya dick

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[darkroomdungeon]

I die every time I read this

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[bunlly]

He says ‘I don’t get it, why are you still a virgin at 24?’ He says ‘I don’t believe you, I’ve seen you walk, virgins don’t walk like that’ He says, ‘That ain’t natural, people are supposed to fuck.’ Asks ‘Why though? No offense though.’ I ask ‘When was your first time?’ He says ‘I was 12’ He says ‘I know what you’re thinking, that’s too young.’ I look at his knuckles, he has two good hands. He says ‘She was older than me.’ I ask ‘How old?’ And he says ‘It’s better that the girl is older, that’s how I learnt all things I know’ He licks his lips. I ask again ‘How old?’ He says ‘I could use one finger to make you sob’ I think of my brother in prison and I can’t remember his face. I ask again ‘How old?’ He says ‘Boys become men in the laps of women, you know?’ I think of my mother’s face lined with her bad choices in men. He says ‘If you were mine you wouldn’t get away with this shit, I’d eat you for hours, I’d gut you like fruit.’ I think of my cousin’s circumcision, how she feels like a mermaid, not human from the waist down. He says ‘I’d look after you, you know?’ I laugh, I ask for the last time ‘How old?’ He says ’34.’ He says ‘She was beautiful though and I know what you’re thinking but it’s not like that, I’m a man, I’m a man, I’m a man. No one could ever hurt me.

“Crude Conversations with Boys Who Fake Laughter Often" by Warsan Shire (via lazypacific)

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[lavenderspeckles]

indie/check out my blog

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who made this

[stillbutterfly]

Hello, followers.  It is time to hibernate.  Please join me in sleeping for the next few months.  If we all hibernate together, none of us can be held individually responsible.  Society will just have to adjust.

[mcnuggetclub]

[minatochondria-deactivated20140]

the most emotional post on tumblr

[ruinedchildhood]

the struggle is real