What should I do next?
Hello! It's been a long time. I've been thinking what should I do? Why? Because It's been a month since I don't have a job. And badly need to have a new job. But you know I don't want to work in the corporate world. Reason? There's a lot.
Transportation, virus, people, salary.. yeah you read it. I can't deal with everyday transpo. Especially if super traffic when getting home. It drains me. Virus, because you know what happen before 2019. Where the pandemic starts. Then I can't socialize with many people. It is just people have different vibes and aura. Some can suck my energy and some can help to lift me up. Then the salary. I know that here in PH everything starts at entry-level and depends on what your courses are and what knowledge you have.
I'm just thinking that for some people their normal salary is around 40k-60k. And that's a lot for me. I can buy anything that I need. But that amount is something people deserve as well.
Thinking if I pursue what I really want but at the same time there's what if. I don't want to doubt myself. I know what I'm capable of. It's just there are priorities and responsibilities. That I need some support as well.
But if I pursue what I really want. I need a lot of time.
It is just who will replace my position? Who will help me for the bills, foods, necessities?
I want to provide for them. I really do. It's just I want to be me first.
When am I'm gonna next to be rich.. hahaha
Hopefully, I can do what I want.
