Tale as old as time

I am Isabelle Beatty Belle if you prefer. “I have no control over what I look like, so when people tell me I’m beautiful it doesn’t mean anything to me. It’s not something I earned or deserved. I’d rather be appreciated for my heart or my mind.”

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Hospital//Isabelle&Mal

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Hearing her name she rolled over to see a disheveled Belle standing there,”Belle?” she asked looking a little confused. The girl tried sitting up though it took her a while she sat up with the pillows propped up against the bed behind her back. Looking at Malissa you could tell she had been crying her eyes where blood shot and puffy and her previous make-up was completely gone and on the pillow behind her. The older girl held the pink blankey close to her trying not to cry because she knew that Belle was having a difficult time as well. “H-how… I miss you” was all she could say when she finally could form words.

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Slowly, Belle walked in closing the door and rushed over to her side. "Have you been crying?" There was worry in her eyes as she looked at her best friend who looked so fragile at this point. "What happened? What's going on?" Carefully she wrapped an arm around the latina in a comforting manner. Belle pushed her depression to the side and began to focus what's going on with her best friend. The look on Mal's face showed she was worried about Belle. "Mal, don't worry about me. My depression is nothing right now. I'm worried about you."

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Hospital//Open para

Malissa hadn’t moved from her bed in the hospital since the other day. The girl had given birth to her baby and then had to undergo heart surgery because one of her walls of her heart had a hole in it. After her surgery her girlfriend Merilyn had broken the news to her that her first and only child didn’t make it after birth. Their little girl’s airway’s were blocked and her lungs weren’t fully developed but due to Malissa’s heart complication the baby had to come out otherwise the older girl wouldn’t had survive. Tony had brought Marilyn in so the couple could hold her and ever since the nurse took the child away from her Malissa hadn’t moved from her fetal position she had been in. Merilyn and Tony had left the room and never came back and the girl couldn’t exactly leave the room. So, the depressed senior stared at the wall and the pink blankey in the crib that sat there with a stuffed animal pig. Taking a breath she pulled her knees in tighter towards her chest not wanting to move and tried to close her eyes to forget about the past 48 hours.  

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Belle's dad has been getting better, but Belle hasn't. She was still depressed and her dad has been begging her to take the depression pills, but she kept refusing. She'd rather be depressed and help others than pay attention to herself. Malissa texted her then letting her know she's in the hospital. Immediately she drove to the hospital to make sure she was ok. She was still in her sweats and her black hair was in a messy bun. She had bags under her eyes and her face was a little pale. She asked for Malissa then ran to the room where she was in. Gently she knocked and opened the door quietly and said in a hushed tone. "Mal?"

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Belle??

Hey hun, how are you?

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(Kisses her dad’s head and walks out of the room to where the door is seeing Mal) Hey. (Sniffles, hair is now darker and her face isn’t bright like it used to be)

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*walks up to Belle and pulls her into a hug* Come here...

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(Rubbing her eyes and sits on the couch)

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Visit

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(Kisses her dad’s head and walks out of the room to where the door is seeing Mal) Hey. (Sniffles, hair is now darker and her face isn’t bright like it used to be)

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*walks up to Belle and pulls her into a hug* Come here babe

[lovelyisabellebeatty]

(Hugs back tightly and sniffles) I feel like shit.

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Visit

*walks in door holding stomach and closes door behind her* Hello? Belle are you there?

[lovelyisabellebeatty]

(Kisses her dad's head and walks out of the room to where the door is seeing Mal) Hey. (Sniffles, hair is now darker and her face isn't bright like it used to be)

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ooc;; court

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Damn! She was finally forgiving her -.- ill try to send it again.

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Forgiving? || Belle & Mal

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The latina fidgeted keeping her distance sitting at the table,”Oh it’s fine but that’s not what we are hear for. Plus I know it’s a touchy subject for you so I’d rather not talk about it unless you feel comfortable.” Looking at her hands she moved them around trying to find the right words to say,”I..I’m sorry and I don’t know what else to do to get your trust back but I do know that both you and I are going through hell right now. You are depressed and morbid which is saying something because you were the light in our friendship.” Malissa reached out grabbing the younger girls hands,”Please talk to me. Let it all out and tell me what you are thinking.”

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Tears began to sting in her eyes as she tried the hold them back. It hurts to open up again, but what choice does she have? She'll end up hurt as always. She felt the older female hold onto her hand and Belle just began letting out a shaky breath. "I-I'm alone. Yes I have Adam, but emotionally I'm alone. I hate this town and I can't get away cause I have to use the payment for my dad's medicine and he's sick and I can't lose him like I lost my mom. I'm just tired and alone and hurt and depressed. I'm not even getting anti depressants cause I just want to focus on getting my dad healthier before I think of myself." Then right there Belle broke down crying. Her body shook with sobs as she felt her head getting darker. "Adam offered to pay, but I told him I wanted to pay on my own."

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Forgiving? || Belle & Mal

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The last time Malissa had seen Belle was at the hospital when she went to visit Sam. The older girl didn’t think it was going to be so difficult for them to be in the same room but it was. Both girls felt uncomfortable and their kinship seemed to be slowly fading away since Malissa had told the younger girl one of her dark secrets. In reality Malissa only had Mer and she was her girlfriend and lately she had grown close to Sam but she really needed and missed her best friend. She understood where the girl was coming from and she wished that she could find away to help the girl forgive her. Wearing a long red sun dress she grabbed her car keys and drove over to the park. When she pulled up she noticed that the park was empty except for her friend, Belle. The girl was sitting on the park bench with her hair blowing softly in the wind when Malissa started to walk up. Sitting down across from the girl she hesitantly smiled,”Hey” she said unsure of what subject were deemed acceptable.

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Belle looked up to see Malissa sitting in front of her, "Hi." Her voice was hoarse from all the crying and silence she has done. Just by one glance everyone would be able to tell that her glow was gone. She hasn't contacted anyone to talk to, but her fiance. People keep telling her to open up, but once the point when she's always the one getting hurt? The town just gets worse by the second. "How's the baby?" Belle asked in a soft voice trying to think of a conversation. Even though the word 'baby' hurts Belle more than anything, it would be rude not to ask.

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Forgiving? || Belle & Mal

Belle has been in deep depression for who knows how long. She has so much going on, but hasn't spoken about it only to Adam. She fears of getting hurt again since that's all she knows in this hell hole. A few days ago she was talking about moving away from this town with Adam and she is still sticking to it. She doesn't want to spend another year here when all they do is hate, murder, and kill. This is not a normal high school and she hated this place with a burning passion. Later, Belle was sitting at the park bench wearing her black jeggings, black boots, a white loose top with a black leather jacket. Her hair wasn't brown anymore, she dyed it black cause she always wanted to dye her hair before. Her dark locks blew with the wind as she waited for Malissa ready to talk. She doesn't know if she'll forgive her today or not, but at least they will be able to talk about it.

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text @ Belle

Mal: Park sounds great

Mal: see you in 5

Belle: K

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text @ Belle

Mal: Okay

Mal: I am free now

Mal: Where do you want to meet

Belle: Um

Belle: Park?

Belle: No one's there right now.

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text @ Belle

Mal: I..I'm sorry

Mal: Yea we can

Mal: When do you want to talk about this

Belle: I have nothing better to do.

Belle: Whenever you have time.

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text @ Belle

Mal: Belle you are my person. The person besides Mer that I tell everything the person that I would trust my life with. You are my best friend and from this moment on I will never hurt you. You can have my word...I love you Belle

Belle: Fuck you're making me cry.

Belle: Can we talk about this in person please?

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text @ Belle

Mal: Belle, I know you are upset with me and going through a hard time and I'm sorry. I know that its mainly my fault but I miss you. I miss my best friend and the person I tell everything too. I have great news and happy things happen and I turn to see if you are there. I'm not here to make you feel bad I'm just I'm really sorry and I hope some day you'll be able to forgive me for all the horrible things I have done

Belle: How will I know you won't hurt me again?

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TEXT @ BELLE

Sam: please...I miss you.

Sam: you could never make me worse.

Sam: you're my best friend...please.

Belle: Idk Sam... miss you too...

Belle: I don't want to drag you in my problems when you have some of your own.

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I miss you mom...

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  Clark just knows that I live with my aunt and uncle, not that my parents died. Uh I got into a really big fight with my uncle so I’m staying with Clark right now.

Yours matter more to me.

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If you ever need to, you can always live with me.

I... I can't Meg... It seems like everyone's problem is bigger than mine so there's no use of opening up. I'm just depressed that's all.