LuFire.

thoughts & perspectives. lulu_lais 

[lovelysorrow]

[lovelysorrow]

it’s already mine.

[lovelysorrow]

h i g h

frequencies 

[lovelysorrow]

love, light

& the destruction of all the systems that fail human beings. 

[lovelysorrow]

it’s already your’s.

[lovelysorrow]

Feb 2021.

Everything has changed...

But nothings changed.

A few months feel like a few seconds..

Years feel like days.

Time is still.

And

Time is still flying. 

[twinflame88]

[twinflame88]

[littlepaper]

[lovelysorrow]

Separation 

[lovelysorrow]

hi. do people still tumble?

[lovelysorrow]

sad years of your life

the experience of being immensely sad in your preteen and teen years. 

sadness for no reason…well of course there was a reason, but it was subconscious, you were unaware why you were sad. and then you start to get older and this sadness starts to melt away, and life starts to become more mundane. and you wonder if anyone else has went through this experience. here you were thinking that the constant of life is sadness, but then suddenly you realize that actually, constant happiness is actually also a possible state of mind. which makes you wonder, are there people who have always just been mainly happy?…this is such a foreign concept to you; what a strange thing to be, mostly happy… and yet if you really think about it, outside yourself and on a wider scale, being sad at all times is what is looked at to be strange in society. but i swear for years we were all just sad? no? 

[lovelysorrow]

I dream of nightmares like you are still here. Feed me the night terrors,  act like it’s all fair

[lovelysorrow]

lulu lais, unhappy

[lovelysorrow]

UNHAPPY

Instrumental by Yusei: www.instagram.com/yuseiworld Melody and lyrics by Lulu Lais: www.instagram.com/lulu_lais Lyrics: What's wrong with me I feel so complacent I feel uninspired I feel so complac

Lyrics:

What's wrong with me I feel so complacent I feel uninspired I feel so complacent Dead on the inside Dead on the inside

I'm all wrapped up in myself/cell Dead inside and you can't tell I act so damn happy But you don't really know me

You think the truth is what shows in the light But life happens in what's out of your sight I feel the pain creeping in, I'm alright (I'm not alright) I live in my head, most of the time

You're so addicted to laughing (Everything sucks, everything sucks, everything fucken sucks) I aspire to nothing I should be dead Sweet dreams and drink lean and fall in line Call back and act whack and waste my time

I dream of nightmares like you are still here Feed me the night terrors Act like it's all fair

I act so damn happy PTSD But you don't really know me I hate the things I've seen

[lovelysorrow]

or maybe we were never the same.

[lovelysorrow]

u & i used to be the same person. but u & i let outside forces change us. & that’s the saddest thing.

[lovelysorrow]

:): happy or sad? or maybe both.