Scrap that I'm unwell

deadass yapping shitpost and sentimental writing

[lovelyunspokenthings]

visually interesting but linguistically confusing

[lovelyunspokenthings]

What are dreams even for anymore?

The United States used to be a place where people came to dream. Where anyone can become anything, dream bigger than they ever could. Now I wake up every morning realizing we're being stripped of our futures. What about me and my generation, what happen to the promise of job, security, FREEDOM. All I can do is watch through my phone as people and laws are mercilessly massacred. It is not fair. I do not want to be a part of a dystopian revolution. I do not want to fight in a war I was told would never happen again. I don't want to repeat the sacrifices of the past nor become a martyr. I just want to join the world of the adults that promised me a future. A future that is being snatched away before my eyes, before I even have a chance to form a part of it. 

am I even free to dream anymore? is a better future out there?

[lovelyunspokenthings]

To Kill a Lover

I choke on that blasphemous air

With every breath it's so unfair

How can you breath just fine 

When I'm still dying inside

My heart's embarrassed for the things it spilled 

And full of grief for the things it killed 

Oh how I hope for you to fail

And for you to watch how i prevail

Cause when the universe died inside me  

With nothing else for you to deprive me

I began to hate your smile 

Auful, twisting, hostile 

I began to hate your voice 

Leading, empty, devoid

I'm tired of being all torn appart

At this point just do what you want 

Act, ignore, or try to forget

Leave, disappear, or even pretend

You can talk to me like i didn't love you 

But I'll talk to you like I didn't know you.

Even if you're feelings are not all gone

It's all on you, you broke the bond

If I could erase you from my mind I would

I'm starting to think that maybe I Should 

Go ahead, stare into my eyes 

There's nothing there, this was goodbye

—by C.S