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We all walk alone. Let me carry something

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Once u get ur dream things get muckier and muckier u lose up from down

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My family grew apart

Divorced from my childhood

My friends went abroad

I moved to a cold institution

I’m so ashamed of how my mind works

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My sister stepped out on me

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Katsuya Kamo

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T and I were raised to be a bit narcissistic we get it from our big personality selfish father and throw in some unresolved at times rampant insecurity it will shoot back out as I’m right ur wrong I’m life ur death

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My life is a mess I can’t unpack and I got my hair cut but the the girl who shampooed me was the current gf of the only man I’ve ever loved so that was crazy my first time being face to face with her and she was all up on my scalp

It was a punch to my brain and also ego but then I walk around my neighborhood and think at least I’m alone which means I’m FREE

My friend laughed and said some people might think of that as a power trip but I said no it felt like the opposite and she was the one in control getting ur hair washed is a vulnerable thing I was sitting looking at ceiling she was standing inspecting me…

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A never-again pet

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Kabooom

[altcomics]

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I can't connect to boys but they are beautiful and mysterious like they slip thru the cracks of knowing so its only snippets of themselves that are being offered girls put it all on the line boys walk the line skillfully and are both caged and more free bc they are obsessed with image and ego but conditioned to flail around spread their legs say and do whatever