I have been through a lot in my life. I feel extremely lonely. You can talk to me about anything you like. My mental state is very disturbed, and I am in a lot of pain. I tried to gain people's attention, but I failed. Everyone who paid attention to me exploited me and my talents, so I no longer draw with passion, and everything exhausts me...
I see myself as inferior to others, especially since I've been bullied and have faced family conflicts. I don't like eye contact or physical contact. When I was a young girl, I was s*xually assaulted. I've experienced a lot of trauma. My country doesn't provide any free treatment, everything is expensive, and I'm poor, so I bury my dreams and goals aside just to survive. I won't deny that I tried to commit s*icide, but I don't want to hurt or sadden others because of this. Just maybe if someone interacts with me, it might make me feel better, so ask me anything..