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24 Y/O ★ THEY/HE ★ ENFP-T 4w3 ★ TRANSMASCULINE NONBINARY ★ AUDHD ♾️ ★ DISABLED (MENTALLY & PHYSICALLY) ♿️ ★ BACHELOR’S IN CREATIVE WRITING GRADUATE

REQUESTS: OPEN (READ REQUESTING RULES SEGEMENT BELOW BEFORE REQUESTING) CURRENTLY WORKING ON: LURID CH. 2

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INTRODUCTION

Hello! My name is Lovesick and I am a fanfic writer (shocker, I know) and this post is to tell you a little bit about myself and what to expect on this account! I have been writing for the past 12 years and I have my Bachelor's of Art in Creative Writing as my secondary degree. While I am moving forward in my professional life into becoming an Artificial Intelligence Researcher, I would like to use this blog to post my various fanfics. I am currently really into Arcane and will be posting mostly that as well as other various fandoms listed in my masterlist linked above. My requests are currently open but understand that I work full-time and I am also a grad student, so writing fanfic isn't my top priority lol.

DISCLAIMER

I do not condone any of the actions done in my fanfics. I am also saying to not romanticize these actions in individuals in real life. I understand fully that yandere can be seen as a slur(?) to people with BPD (Borderline Personality Disorder) and it is not my intention to mock those with the disorder. This blog is strictly for fun and nothing more.

GENERIC ACCOUNT RULES

As most fanfic writers do, I have a list of rules you must follow:

I. NO PEOPLE UNDER 16

While this blog will not contain sexual content, I am still uncomfortable with people under 16 reading my content here. Sorry.

II. DO NOT RUSH MY WRITING

I have a life outside this blog. Working full time while being a graduate student is a lot of work. I will try to be consistent with uploads as I understand people want the next chapter asap but understand that I have a life.

III. I WRITE WHAT I WANT TO WRITE WHEN I WRITE IT

At the end of the day, this is my blog and I will post what I want when I want (not to be rude lol). Just understand that I will not do every request sent to me or immediately post chapter after chapter of a fic. Sometimes it could be weeks to months. Understand that please.

IV. DO NOT REPOST MY CONTENT WITHOUT PERMISSION

I do not mean like the reblog function, I mean copy-pasting my fics onto another site or using my art without permission. Just so you know, I am a witch and all my fanfics and art are protected with a protection spell, so I wouldn't test me if I were you. (damn that sounds mean, sorry lol)

V. DO NOT USE MY HEADERS, BANNERS, AND IMAGES FOR YOUR OWN USE

I don’t know if y’all know this, but I make all the headers, banners, and other images for my fics and account with ibisPaint. They take a lot of effort and I would appreciate if no one would reuse them for their own fics.

WHAT I DO/DON’T WRITE

This is a list of what I will write: (ignore the format I’m doing this on mobile rn I’ll fix it on my laptop later)

➼ Yandere x Reader Fanfics (One-Shot or Chaptered) ➼ Yandere Character Headcanons ➼ Yandere Character Alphabets ➼ *Yandere Oneshots w/ Prompts (LIST A) (LIST B) (LIST C) ➼ Non-Yandere Character x Reader ➼ Fluff/Angst Character X Reader

This is a list of what I don’t write:

➼ Platonic yanderes ➼ Teacher X Student Cliché

* you must list the list you pick the prompt from in your request so I know which list to use for each prompt (unless they are all from one list then just state the list) (I also won't do any of the prompts entailing physical or sexual abuse even if they are on the lists provided)

REQUESTING RULES

If you are interested in sending a request, please follow the rules below.

I. NO RUN-ON SENTENCES

I know this is a weird rule, but I am neurodivergent and run-on sentences make it hard for me to properly understand the request. Simple requests would be preferred such as: Character: [CHARACTER NAME] Fandom: [FANDOM NAME] Concept: [yada yada yada] This would help me a lot to better comprehend your request and I would be more likely to do it!

II. BE CONCISE AND CLEAR

Please don't ramble for a while about possibilities, just give me the basics of what you want the fic to be so I can at least get some creative liberty.

III. NO STRICTLY GENDERRED/PRONOUNED READER REQUESTS

Please do not ask the reader to be a specific gender, biological sex such as Male, Female, AFAB, AMAB, Transgender Male (FTM), Transgender Female (MTF), Nonbinary, he/him, she/her, etc... I want my fanfics to be enjoyed by all and grouping them into a subgroup like that makes it harder for others to enjoy.

IV. NO REQUESTING THE FANFICS WITH THE FOLLOWING TOPICS

➼ Non-Con/Dub-Con ➼ Forced Pregnancy ➼ Physical or Sexual Abuse ➼ Significant Age Gaps (unless its like a mythical character who is like 100+ like Malleus Draconia, Lilia Vanrouge, etc...) ➼ Suicide or Self Harm ➼ Incest/Psuedo Incest ➼ Questionable Kinks (Piss, Feet, etc.)

V. NO SMUT REQUESTS ON THIS ACCOUNT

My NSFW account is @lustsick-desires! You can request smut there ONCE I GET THE MASTER POST UP!

If you have any questions or concerns, feel free to comment on this post!

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trans women.. are women *walks into sunset* *pauses* and um- trans men are men- and also non binary people are valid, agender people too, and neogender and uh- uh- *stumbles into the sunset* trans people are whatever gender they want to be..! *sun consumes me*

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Tumblr Sexyman Contest 2026 Final Round

Senshi (Dungeon Meshi)

Ryland Grace (Project Hail Mary)

Mr. Ant Tenna (Deltarune)

Voting ended onJul 20

Tenna art by @9Aaaalt29 on twt

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If Tenna wins I’m gonna make the chapter 2 of Lurid 5k+ words long

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Okay people are taking this poll way too seriously. Please calm down LOL

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Tumblr Sexyman Contest 2026 Final Round

Senshi (Dungeon Meshi)

Ryland Grace (Project Hail Mary)

Mr. Ant Tenna (Deltarune)

Voting ended onJul 20

Tenna art by @9Aaaalt29 on twt

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If Tenna wins I’m gonna make the chapter 2 of Lurid 5k+ words long

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I L♥️ved your yandere Caitlyn fic! (Guilty pleasure, yep) And I was writing to ask if you would write one where the reader has a chronic illness, cardiac syncope, asthma, deaf/mute, depression, or wheelchair user? I don't see a lot of fics with disabled readers or reader with chronic illness.

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YANDERE!CAITLYN KIRAMMAN X DISABLED!READER — ONESHOT

ABSTRACT: As a highly-intelligent scientist working on Hextech alongside Viktor and Jayce, you are an asset to Piltover. However, where your mind succeeds, your body falls short with your physical ailments. However, with Caitlyn keeping a keen eye over your work, she is more than willing to assist you by any means necessary. Maybe, she has eyes for more than just your discoveries. AUTHOR'S NOTE: It makes me very happy to see people want disabled reader fics. As a disabled person, I am more than happy to oblige. Also I took the liberty to make this a Caitlyn fic since that's the one you liked. You didn't state which character so I hope this is right. Also, to anyone reading this feel free to submit disabled reader requests and if you have a specific disability you want reader to have let me know. CONTENT WARNINGS: yandere behavior, mentions of political corruption, manipulation, ableism, unintentional infantizing from Caitlyn (she corrects herself don't worry) TAGS: gender neutral reader, reader has a slew of disabilities (cardiac syncope, hard of hearing, asthma, and gait instability (trouble walking and balancing)), reader experiences ableism, Caitlyn is overprotective of reader, no use of y/n for reader, no physical descriptors for reader besides disability. (N)SFW?: SFW WORD COUNT: 1.3k+ CAITLYN’S YANDERE ARCHETYPE: manipulative, overprotective

A sniper's gaze never leaves its target.

Caitlyn always had her eyes on you. Even when you thought she didn't. Ever since she met you at one of the Piltover counselor meetings, she watched you carefully as if to mentally digest every facet of your being. The way you leaned into your cane when you stood for too long, how you secretly took your medications when you thought everyone was too hooked into debate to notice you in the shadows of Jayce, when you would leave the room discreetly when you felt the aura of a syncope coming.

She saw you, she always saw you.

You were quiet enough to hide in shadows without much notice, sometimes the only sound being the clicking of your cane or when your soft breathing up-ticked in speed before you took a puff of your inhaler.

A majority of the counselors paid you no mind, some didn't even bat an eye at your direction as if you were lesser than them. Yet, you didn't mind. Sadly, it had been something you had grown accustomed to.

However, Caitlyn wasn't.

She knew you were fine with the little appreciation you got for working on Hextech; but, she wasn't.

One late night, you were slaving away at your desk long after Jayce and even Viktor went to bed. You were hunched over the blueprints, shaky hands dusting over the intricate white depictions of the Hexcore. The lantern light flickered and made the shadows on your face ebb and flow. You reached for your coffee, the brew long since gone cold as you brought it to your lips and let the fluid slip between them.

You were close, you knew you were.

"Ahem," A voice clearing their throat caught your attention, making you nearly choke on your coffee. Your gaze slipped back to see Kiramman standing there, arms crossed as she leaned against the doorway of the lab.

"Kiramman? Shouldn't you be sleeping by now?" You asked, placing your mug back down on the desk. Her footfalls clicked against the tiled flooring as she approached.

"I should be asking you the same question, it's nearly daybreak," She began, looking out the windows of the lab to the overview of Piltover's cityscape. "I just got here; but, I presume that is not the same for you." She remarked, gesturing to the cold coffee and the wide spread of blueprints and scrabbled notes sprawled across the desk.

"Ah, it's already morning?" You questioned, reached into your bag beside your chair, retrieving your container of medications for the day.

"Yes, 4:57 A.M. to be exact, which means you should have gone to bed hours ago." She muttered as she watched you pour the medications into your palm before putting them in your mouth, washing them down with cold coffee.

"Mm, sorry, sometimes I get carried away with work." You muttered into the mug before placing it back down.

As you went to hunch back over the blueprints again, you felt her hand pull you back against your chair. Her grip was tight but not painful, like she was trying to hold back. Her eyes bore into yours, her gaze icy but held some concern in it.

"You are pushing yourself. Again. This is not okay." She declared, her grip on your shoulder tightening just a smidge

"I can handle myself just fine, Kiramman-"

"Don't give me that, you and I both know I'm right here." She snapped, running her free hand's fingers through her sapphirine strands. "How many nights have you done this?"

"It doesn't matter-"

"Yes, it does. With all your conditions, you're going to push yourself to an early grave! Now, tell me, how many nights have you stayed up until dawn and you didn't say a word?" She demanded, her nails boring into your shoulder as her frown deepened.

"... I've lost count-"

"Lost count?! Seriously, you can't keep doing this! What if all that caffeine makes your heart worse?"

"Why do you care so much anyways? My research is none of your business. You get all the numbers and details from Jayce anyways."

"You don't get it, you're my business. I care about you! You can't keep pushing yourself to the brink and end up hospitalized or even worse!" She pleaded, a desperate gleam in her eyes before they darkened into a stormy sky. "Who's making you do all this extra work? Are they extorting you?" She pried, pushing you firmer against the chair.

"What are you on about? No one is making me do this! I choose to do this."

"Why then? Why do you push yourself so hard when you know your body has these limitations? What can I do to stop you from doing this to yourself?"

"You don't have to do anything, I never asked for your help-"

"Well, it's obvious you need it. Look at what you are doing to yourself! Open your eyes!"

"I don't need your pity just because you think I can't carry myself."

"I am not pitying you! I care for you!" She begged as you felt that familiar dryness in your throat as your chest got tight.

You began to cough and scramble for your bag but her hand kept you pinned. She reached into your bag as you began to wheeze and squirm.

"Open your mouth." She demanded as she fished out your inhaler. You instinctively open your mouth as you wheezed and whimpered while she popped off the cap over the mouth piece. She smirked softly down at you like she was enjoying this moment of control and placed the mouthpiece between your lips and pressed down. "Breathe deeply for me, okay?" She prompted, watching you inhale and deflate from the tension.

Slowly, she pulled the mouthpiece from your mouth, looking down at you with intense eyes.

"Good job," She cooed, putting the inhaler back in your bag.

"The... The hell was that for?" You questioned, still catching your breathe from your attack.

"Because you need me, as I need you. You are my business and I intend to keep it that way," She declared, her eye contact eerily unwavering. "You are going to go to your chambers and rest, even if I have to drag you there myself, understand?" She continued before finally letting go of your shoulder.

"But, we have that meeting today, I can not miss that-"

"Yes you can, as Commander, I dismiss you from the meeting today. Now, would you rather walk up there with your cane or should I get your wheelchair?" Caitlyn demanded, standing up straighter to cross her arms.

"I told you, I'll be fine."

"Wheelchair it is."

"Kiramman! Enough!" You declared, rising from your chair after grabbing your desk to stabilize yourself. "I will rest after the meeting and I will not let you boss me around like this!"

Silence stretched between you two for much longer than you were comfortable with, but Kiramman's gaze never wavered.

"You're right. I'm sorry," Caitlyn resigned, taking a step back. "This is not about you being disabled, this is about you needing rest."

"Kiramman-"

"You need rest, come on." She pleaded, gesturing to your wheelchair she pulled over from the side of your desk.

You looked down at the wheelchair, feeling your legs tremble ever so slightly.

"Fine," You relented, walking over and taking a seat onto the lightly-padded seat. In silence, Caitlyn began to wheel you down the halls past Piltover hierarchs and onlookers whispering, a sight you were used to. However, once you two were alone, she pushed the wheelchair right past your room. You went to stop her but she grabbed your shoulder once more and kept walking.

"You will be staying in my chambers for the day, just so I can keep an eye on you." She muttered, walking briskly. "Also, call me Caitlyn."

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New header layout concept! What do y’all think? 👀

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And the cycle repeats…

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Could you please do either an alphabet or just general hcs for yandere!Bob Velseb? I just feel like they'd be interesting :)

BOB VELSEB YANDERE HEADCANONS

AUTHOR'S NOTE: I am writing this at work so I will clean it up later lol. CONTENT WARNINGS: yandere behavior, kidnapping, stalking, nonconsenual photo taking, implied cannibalism TAGS: gender neutral reader, first time doing general hcs in years, might be bad, ooc Bob probably but I tried my best. (N)SFW?: SFW BOB’S YANDERE ARCHETYPE: possessive, delusional, sadistic

🔪 You’re so screwed.

🔪 I'm sorry but Bob would be a personal nightmare if you catch his eye.

🔪 He’s not gonna mellow out for you, he’s going to become much, much worse.

🔪 I could see him seeing you for the first time and he’s just smitten from the jump.

🔪 The second you cross his line of sight, he's hooked.

🔪 He can not get enough.

🔪 He will never get enough.

🔪 He could just eat you up.

🔪 Your little mannerisms in every single thing you do is so fascinating to him.

🔪 He wishes he could dissect you down to your very core just to see what makes you so damn interesting.

🔪 Expect to be stalked by the way, this man will always have his eyes on you.

🔪 You may not notice him at first, but you'll see glimpses of red out of the corners of your eyes.

🔪 It makes you wonder if you're going crazy even though he already did long before you were even in the picture.

🔪 He definitely also takes photos of you when you aren't aware.

🔪 He has a folder of them in his phone under the nickname he gave you.

🔪 He will scroll through it at odd hours: while working, while laying in bed, and many other times throughout his daily routine.

🔪 Also, he loves how you smell.

🔪 Whether its your natural body smell or that shampoo you use.

🔪 If you get too close and he smells you, he might start salivating.

🔪 He will try to hide it, of course. He doesn't want to scare you off.

🔪 However, sometimes he just can't help it.

🔪 I don't really see him playing the long game to win you over.

🔪 That man can be impatient at times, especially when it comes to you.

🔪 He might just whisk you away in the dead of the night and tear down missing posters of you in public when no one is looking.

🔪 Besides, it's not like you'll need anyone else.

🔪 You have him, now isn't that swell?

🔪 However, he understands you're scared at first when he takes you home.

🔪 It's an unfamiliar place but don't worry, he'll protect you.

🔪 He would never let anything bad happen to you unless he caused it.

🔪 Not on his watch.

🔪 However, I do not think he would be outright abusive.

🔪 He is in love in his own fucked up way.

🔪 He can understand to an extent.

🔪 He believes you will eventually come around to him.

🔪 I mean, you don't really have any other choice.

🔪 Don't worry, he'll keep you happy and well taken care off.

🔪 Oh, and well fed, he's a great cook.

If you are interested in my take on Bob Velseb, feel free to read my x reader fic: The Diner.

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Just a heads up I’m muting this app until I complete Deltarune chapter 5 to avoid spoilers! I’ll be back lol

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WHAT THE FUCK WAS THAT

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Just a heads up I’m muting this app until I complete Deltarune chapter 5 to avoid spoilers! I’ll be back lol

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Hi lovelies! Will be dropping a multi part Date Everything masterlist due to the cast being so extensive! I am still playing through the game fully so I won’t know everyone fully so fics may take longer so I can play through their routes!

Since there is a box limit on tumblr posts: it will cut up into 3 parts so everyone has adequate space for fics and such.

The parts will be:

GROUP A: A-D (Abel-Dunk)

GROUP B: E-M (Eddie & Volt - Monique)

GROUP C: N-Z (Nightmare - Zoey)

Please be patient as I set these up! Thank you!

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[LONG POST] My Personal Opinion on The Amazing Digital Circus Episode 9

SPOILERS ARE BELOW THIS POINT, DO NOT CLICK IF YOU DON’T WANT TO BE SPOILED!

CW: Internalized Transphobia, Transphobia, Violence, Sexism, Misogyny, Abuse

Notes: I tried to not pronoun Jax as much as possible as I am not 100% sure which set Jax would use so I do the basic he/she, his/hers, etc. also I’m exhuasted, running on M&M’s and blue raspberry icee at 1 in the morning while writing this. No proofreading we die like Bubble. Please don’t be mad at me or harass me for posting this, it’s my opinion and takeaway. You are allowed to disagree with me, just don’t get pissy with me please.

Okay, I want to start out with saying right out the gate that I think it was a great way to end the series. While reading other people’s opinions on this makes me nervous to post this but let me explain how I see it.

Jax

First off, the rabbit in the room, Jax.

I understand why people aren’t happy with the trans woman representation we get from Jax. Jax is violent, aggressive, arrogant, and just a straight up asshole. It is not the representation that puts trans women in a good light. However, as a writer, I see where Gooseworx was going with this.

Jax’s Transfeminine Representation

While I am not MTF trans and can not speak for that demographic, as someone in the trans umbrella, it shows to me the ugly truth. Being forced into a hyper masculine mindset by Jax’s father, Jax was already set up to fail by making his/her emotions repressed. Jax was never properly taught how to manage such emotions, especially with how the separation of his/her parents and how that affected Jax’s mother. Jax seemingly came out to his/her mother, only to be laughed at for bringing down those thick walls that had been hardened over the years of hyper-masculinity and being told to toughen up. Even after Jax’s mother hugged him/her, Jax shoved her away and ran, which is something we have seen Jax do time and time again: immediately shut down, put the walls back up, and retreat. Jax did it with not only his/her mother, but also everyone who tried to get close to Jax being namely Ribbit and Pomni.

Ribbit sees through Jax and tries to show that she is supportive of who Jax really is. However, Jax immediately puts those walls back up and shoves her away by telling Ribbit he/she will “never talk to her again” if she tells anyone about what happened. Ribbit keeps trying to get close to Jax again but Jax walls her off completely to avoid talking about the things Jax is not ready to admit to himself/herself (being Jax’s transgenderism).

However, Jax isolating away from Ribbit leads to her abstraction which Jax feels immense guilt for causing. He doesn’t say this out right but we can tell by how Jax acts about the subject of Ribbit even being brought up. Yet, Jax does not learn his/her lesson from what happened to Ribbit when it comes to Pomni. Jax seems to be resigned to the fact that it matters anyways since everyone would leave him/her anyways just like Ribbit and Kaufmo did.

When Pomni tries to do the same thing as Ribbit by getting close to Jax, Jax immediately shuts down and pretends like all the times they had together meant nothing at all when that couldn’t be farther from the truth. Jax is just too afraid to let anyone see who he/she truly is only for them to leave anyways.

While Jax is not the transfem representation people wanted, I want to make sure this is out straight: Jax is not a good person and he/she never was.

Jax is abusive, aggressive, and downright awful to the other members of the circus. Jax has been this way all the previous 8 episodes, why do people expect for Jax to change after all this time and suddenly realize he/she is a trans woman? I’m sure deep down Jax knows but refuses to admit it for blatant internalized transphobia and misogyny. Jax has been taught over and over again by his/her father to be manly and masculine and that anything feminine was weak and unsightly.

In addition to this, I can speak from personal experience in saying discovering you’re trans isn’t easy. It’s a long winded process with discovering yourself and what identity makes you happy. Jax is obviously miserable and insecure about his/her masculinity and that isn’t going to easily change. It’s deeply rooted into Jax that it’s best to man up and bury any feminine identities or emotions: this is why I believe Jax picks on the women of the cast the most.

Jax’s Violent/Abusive Tendencies Towards Gangle

As we have seen throughout the past 8 episodes before the finale, Jax is outright abusive to the women on the set of the Circus.

This is especially true in regard to Jax’s relationship with Gangle. Jax has broken her comedy mask purposefully on many occasions and frankly just treated her like shit. I believe this is because Gangle is comfortable with her femininity. In Jax’s mind, Gangle is the exact portrayal of the ‘soft, dainty, and feminine woman’* that Jax has been grown to resent. Gangle is seen mostly as soft-spoken, submissive (not in a weird way). She is a constant reminder of the femininity that Jax has been trying so desperately to suppress. So, with having these emotions, he lashes out at her because he doesn’t know what else to do with them. Besides, he’s convinced himself that Gangle actually enjoys being made fun off in the stargazing adventure:

*This is not my personal opinion on Gangle, just trying to show it from Jax’s POV

Jax’s Abstraction & Its Layers

Okay the real meat and potatoes of the episode. Jax abstracting was a total shock to me and many others due to his/her prevalence in the trailer and movie poster. I didn’t believe it for a few minutes after it was revealed since it was so jarring. I understand why some people don’t like the fact he suddenly abstracted because I didn’t either in my initial reaction to it in theaters today. Yeah I feel like it could have been handled better but the jarring nature of abstractions has always been sudden with Kaufmo for example. It’s not something that can be predicted or expected. It was spontaneous when you don’t pay enough attention to it.

I do wanna tie in his “daydreams/alternate realities” a little bit. Since this episode literally came out today, there isn’t much talk on what they are yet but I am presuming they are daydreams in his/her subconscious abstracted state. I do believe these daydreams show how Jax really feels about the characters in the circus, namely Ragatha, Pomni, Zooble, and Gangle.

With the Ragatha abstracting daydream, Jax choking the shit out of Pomni was jarring especially since she was just asking if he needed anything he/she could talk to her. However, this is most likely how Ragatha talked to him/her when Ribbit abstracted, which sent him/her off the rails and caused Jax to attack her. It shows he’s/she’s tired of being told empty words of consolation and that it drives Jax nuts.

In the Zooble abstracting daydream, it baffled me at first because of Jax’s behavior. However, I remembered (as I stated previously) Jax genuinely thinks Gangle likes being harassed by him/her. It’s obvious the Spudsy’s adventure still holds some precedence over Jax since Gangle was not “the sad one” for once and actually held the power and not him. With those who have hyper masculinity, they hate when a woman who they have talked down to and harassed actually has the upper hand for once. It makes Jax feel weak and he hates it. However, he takes the advantage to wear the maid dress to mock Zooble’s “gender fuckery” which is hypocritical of him due to his usual disdain for femininity.

With the Gangle abstracting daydream, it shows that Jax doesn’t take Zooble very seriously, depicting them as a cartoony villain type schtick like in the Looney Tunes. It’s almost like Jax sees Zooble as someone to not take seriously or care for.

Jax’s Dynamic Character

When Pomni finally makes it to the very core of Jax’s abstraction, it shows that now that Pomni has seen everything that Jax is left bare without his walls. Jax is vulnerable and weak and he/she hates it. However, Pomni still refuses to leave Jax in his weakest state which baffles him to the point Jax even says he/she hates her for it. With Pomni accepting Jax in his/her lowest moments, it makes Jax finally break down and drop the masculine act that he/she had put on for so long.

Of course, this doesn’t suddenly make Jax a good person and right all his/her wrongs but it’s a step in the right direction.

Caine

Caine’s Reappearance & Redemption

Holy shit. I was not expecting him to come back. The way the whole theater gasped when he showed up was insane. I thought he was a goner for good. I feel like his reappearance was amazing, the lengths he went through to get back to the circus and help the circus cast was amazing. Shattering barriers and even removing part of himself (the blue AI) to better himself for the circus folks. I had my hand over my mouth the whole time lol. I know some people don’t like that he came back and that it was unnecessary which I can see to a degree but personally I think it was a good way to end his character off in a less abrupt manner unlike episode 8.

Abstradegy Being Canonized

I was surprised that this actually happened. But I’m not complaining the lesbians got fed today. Just thought it was good to note that this ship was seen coming from a mile away.

The Ending

Personally, I think the ending was perfect, it ties up the loose ends and stuff like that and gives us a sweet ending to a series we thought was going to emotionally scar us even more. You can disagree with this take but hey it’s my take.

My Grievances

Jax’s Redemption

Personally I feel like Jax’s redemptions were kinda rushed. It felt kind of unsatisfying even though we had seen it coming. It was nice to see Jax and Pomni hug it out but I just personally felt it was rushed.

The Pacing

I feel like the big reveal of them being mind scans in the first 3 minutes of the episode was a bit wild. I mean, to be fair this theory was common knowledge especially after episode 8. I just feel like the pacing was wacky especially towards the beginning but I get they had to cram that information somewhere.

Unanswered Questions

I feel like some questions were left unanswered but they were kinda trivial such as how each person got into the circus like how did Gangle get in there after getting in that accident? Who was Ragatha with when she put on the headset?

Stop Harassing Gooseworx & Glitch

This isn’t a grievance with the film but moreso the community. Gooseworx made this show for us to enjoy. It’s obviously the ending won’t make everyone happy and may even make some upset as it didn’t end the way they wanted it to end. However, she is human like the rest of us, give her and Glitch grace.

My Final Thoughts

Personally, I loved it. I know people are shitting on it but I think it’s great.

Please respect my personal opinion but you are free to disagree with my analysis and opinions. Do what you want. I’m tired and going to bed.

- Lovesick

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Someone just asked me for Father Gregor. Never thought I’d see the day.

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Also PUHLEASEEEEE DOnt be afraid to send me requests. I yearn for them, it’s like ooo a new request! A treat for me! Yippee!

Also popping into DMs is also an option. Love talking to you guys

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Someone just asked me for Father Gregor. Never thought I’d see the day.

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Removing Pressure from my Fandom List

Just wanna state I will never do a Pressure fanfiction. As much as I adored the game and Sebastian Solace, I have removed the fandom from my masterlist due to the controversy. I refuse to give the game more engagement. Justice for NoLongerNull.

Just wanted to give a brief post about this in case anyone who has requested a Pressure fic is aware I will no longer write for that fandom.

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What do yall think of me opening YCH drawing commissions for my fics so I can draw yall in certain scenes of my fics?

Yeah, do it even if it makes chapters take longer to come out

No, stick to just writing so chapters come out faster

Voting ended onMay 17

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After most of my current fics: which fandoms would yall like to see more of?

Deltarune

Arcane

Twisted Wonderland

Spooky Month

Honkai Star Rail

Genshin Impact

Pokemon

Other (Comment)

Voting ended onMay 16