a heart so full with love and hurt

where else should the heart be freed than on an tumblr blog every heart is capable of love every heart deserves love

[lovethepoetry]

I wanna be the reason

that you started smiling

out of nowhere

because you thought of me

[lovethepoetry]

who told you

that you are not capable of loving yourself

for how you are

that you are not enough

just like you are

who told you that you are not beautiful

you are unique 

who told you

[lovethepoetry]

It was easy for some time

and then it got bad again

now it’s somewhat in-between

I cannot lose hope now

[lovethepoetry]

the way you cared for me

kissed my wounds

always had my back

you showed me what real love looks like

[lovethepoetry]

I am on the verge of tears every night

standing in my bathroom alone

brushing my teeth without you

lying down in bed

without your arms around my body

I can’t hold back the tears anymore

[lovethepoetry]

Don’t you know this feeling

of emptiness in your chest

and feeling like you’re not enough

I don't think you do

because if you would

you would have treated me differently

[lovethepoetry]

You came in my life like a wrecking ball

unexpected and fast

for a moment I thought

you could be the one

but you were a wrecking ball

destroying the building

that was my life

and the furniture inside

that were my heart and feelings

[lovethepoetry]

And somehow it’s sad

how much I still want you

even though you keep

pushing me away

[lovethepoetry]

I can smell your scent

wherever I go

but when I think about you

I can’t even remember how your hand felt in mine 

[lovethepoetry]

I will be there for you

[lovethepoetry]

I should have realized it sooner

from the start I should have known

that it was all just a game to you

[lovethepoetry]

Oh how my soul is aching

for a lover 

that will understand the pain

I carry around in my heart

the fear I have in my head

I need someone to understand

[lovethepoetry]

Hold my hand

and tell me you care for me

put a smile on my face

and tell me I’m beautiful

make me laugh

and make our time together magical

[lovethepoetry]

Why did it take so long

for me to realize

that everything that happened

ruined me

[lovethepoetry]

When I look in your eyes

I see a bright future

I see a happy life

a life that I spend next to you

[lovethepoetry]

I still remember our first meeting

I was so nervous to sit next to you

I think I forgot how to talk

and then you started the conversation

and suddenly everything was fine

[lovethepoetry]

I would do everything

just to have you next to me

all the time

every night