[lowpressuredaze]

Light is most appreciated by those in the dark.

[lowpressuredaze]

I know god ain't far at all I only get closer when I stumble

[lowpressuredaze]

Absurd

I still exist when I'm not being observed

[lowpressuredaze]

Detachment

Is it not liberating?

[cannibalings]

why are all the actual real human jobs like baker and florist and childcare worker barely paying livable wages but the fake jobs like ai specialist boot licker or marketing campaign dick sucker making six figures

[lowpressuredaze]

I'd like to cry because I am ok not because I am not

[lowpressuredaze]

parts of me try to heal but I tend to pick at the scabs

[lowpressuredaze]

Seeing you in the face of others is both terrible and terrific .

[lowpressuredaze]

You dont have to understand. I'm asking you to care anyway.

[lowpressuredaze]

And I’m doing so well without you…so i wonder why i miss you so much

[lowpressuredaze]

Just texting to say if I were a horse Id do this for you

[lowpressuredaze]

It hurts to remember comforts I lost and ones I never had

[lowpressuredaze]

I wish I could find that same sense of Security I seem to provide.

[lowpressuredaze]

Lord ,

what cruel trickery is this

That i awake to a call for money I’ve worked hard to avoid

That i still get little to no sleep that I’ve worked so very hard to find

That i’m still oh so anxious

?

i’m tired ,

please

[lowpressuredaze]

I cannot seem to answer what's wrong without breaking myself down more

[lowpressuredaze]

I wish my heart was full

Of all the love I am around

Instead of all the love I am not