the liar

ind pri sel lord felwinter of destiny 2. by shiloh.

[lrdfel]

hi in the good year of the lord 2023 i’m alive over at @altaisms <3 i plan on writing felwinter again as well, he’s on the muse list kings

[lrdfel]

        “  i don’t need to be a hero , but perhaps i’ll learn to be heroic .  ”  

@acehuntd​ .

[lrdfel]

officiallly announcing my return !! excited to be back, gonna fuck around and rewrite some things, rebuild, maybe recode a bit 

[walkingwolff]

[martyrsuggestion]

define me by three things; the agony I have endured, the agony I have seen, and the agony I have given.

[lrdfel]

@gaemblr​      /     unprompted .

The happy ending to this night: you tug my hair and lightly brush your hand across my lap. Don’t forget how resilient I am and how I would bend for you.

      ace was of saccharine words , sweet and full of a love he’s never previously known , it scared him . everything scared him , yet nothing scared him . he , who has been struck down time and time again , he who watches his back at all times , he who would kill his own to save his secrets        ——       only with this ace would his heart burst forth and tumble from its cavity . only him , previous warlord who would never bend to lord felwinter , could make him weak . 

       and he did not know fear when it came to the gentle touch of his love , of sweetened words and embrace of honey and fluff . so he rests his head . and he feels okay . 

[lrdfel]

kiantrev·:

Little Nala was crying in his arms. The berries they were collecting in the woods were spilled out of their basket the moment a Fallen came out of the bushes, brandishing a spear. Kieran was ready to sacrifice himself, to shield Nala from the deadly weapon, but they were saved at the very last minute.

Lord Felwinter didn’t seem to realize that he’s saved them- and Nala, in her adrenaline rush and fit, throws the soft toy she had on her at the War Lord’s feet as though trying to express her panic and frustration. “We’re okay, just.. a little shaken,” the caregiver said quickly, trying to calm the girl down.

      beneath his helm do orange eyes fall to the child , and movements pause for a moment of time before he straightens himself out and stands tall . the mask dematerializes and sleek black head swivels to the dreg’s body behind him   ;    he kicks it back to the undergrowth , far away from where she could see the carnage . 

      “    i understand .    “ he slots his shotgun to his back . “    is there a settlement you belong to ? it’s not safe for lightless to be so far in the wilds .    “ < you could try being just a little nicer . > he blinks in response to the buzz of felspring in his head , slight twitch of fingers . “    i’ll help you pick these up and escort you home .    “

[lrdfel]

@herbounty​     /    accepting . 

❝ should we feel guilty? ❞

     “    guilt is an emotion i’ve long ago buried .    “ he picks a petal off of the withering flower, laying it next to the place he’s foregone humanity . “    guilt is a potent emotion , i suggest you relish in feeling it .    “

[lrdfel]

cybled​:

orin watches the void gilding his palm, his fingertips, feels the cold tug of it. she’d used it once, channeling it without meaning to to form a ward. a moment of panic that saved a few lives. it has not come to her since. she stares at her own bared palm, lets the solar heat soak upwards to form a flame that shivers in the wind. the silence stretches again, comfortably so. this one does not feel the need to fill the air with empty chatter. thoughtfully, her glowing eyes lift to the space of his helm where his eyes should be, and she smiles softly.   “ did you lose any friends at six fronts? ”

      the familiar glow of solar light brings his attention away from his own palm , an ease to his gaze that wasn’t there previously  ;  anything that brought his thoughts away from the warsats and fire was always welcome . there was just something about her presence that brought a sense of slight comfort . even with her smile going unmet with just a tilt downwards of his helm , he closes his hand into a fist and opens it again to the white vapor trailing off fingertips , and a staccato hum . 

      “    i was never one for friends . many who died were good people , i believe , and it’s a tragedy . you ? did you lose yourself ?   “

[lrdfel]

like this for a small starter !

[unkindlysuggestion-deactivated2]

i want you to love me the way a god fearing worshipper does; knees shaking, praying for forgiveness

i want you to respect me out of fear of what i can do and what i am; my control and my identity

i want you to acknowledge me for what i am; powerful beyond reasonable doubt

i want you to remember me for what i was; a presence that left a burn on your timeline

[lrdfel]

synthmama​:

📱: Most I’ve seen don’t have quite the same stylization as yours. Then again, you’re the expert, not me.  📱: Hah. Do people usually only text you when drunk? 

conversation ; nora .

txt ; Hm, maybe. My face is odd compared to other Exos, which is why I don’t usually remove my helm. txt ; You’d be surprised. 

[cybled-a]

𝚆𝙴 𝙰𝚁𝙴 𝙾𝙽 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙸𝙲𝙴. 𝚃𝙷𝙸𝚂 𝙸𝚂 𝙴𝙻𝚂𝙴𝚆𝙷𝙴𝚁𝙴 𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝙴𝙻𝚂𝙴𝚆𝙷𝙴𝙽. 𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁𝙴 𝙸𝚂 𝙰 𝙼𝙸𝙶𝙷𝚃𝚈 𝙰𝚄𝚁𝙾𝚁𝙰 𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝙸𝚃 𝙸𝚂 𝚁𝙴𝙵𝙻𝙴𝙲𝚃𝙴𝙳 𝙸𝙽 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙸𝙲𝙴 𝚂𝙾 𝙸 𝚆𝙰𝙻𝙺 𝙱𝙴𝚃𝚆𝙴𝙴𝙽 𝚃𝚆𝙾 𝙵𝙸𝚁𝙴𝚂 𝙰𝙻𝚃𝙷𝙾𝚄𝙶𝙷 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙾𝙽𝙴 𝙱𝙴𝙻𝙾𝚆 𝙸𝚂 𝙲𝚁𝙰𝙲𝙺𝙴𝙳 𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝙵𝚄𝙻𝙻 𝙾𝙵 𝙲𝙾𝚁𝙿𝚂𝙴𝚂. 𝙸 𝙷𝙰𝚅𝙴 𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝙰𝙼 𝙰 𝚆𝙴𝙰𝙿𝙾𝙽. 𝚄𝙿 𝙸𝙽 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝚂𝙺𝚈 𝚃𝙷𝙴𝚁𝙴 𝙸𝚂 𝙰 𝙷𝙾𝙻𝙴 𝙸𝙽 𝙹𝚄𝙿𝙸𝚃𝙴𝚁 𝙰𝙽𝙳 𝙸𝚃 𝚃𝙴𝙰𝚁𝚂 𝙰𝚃 𝙼𝙴 𝚆𝙷𝙴𝙽 𝙸 𝙻𝙾𝙾𝙺 𝙰𝚃 𝙸𝚃. 𝙸𝚃 𝚃𝙴𝙰𝚁𝚂 𝙰𝚃 𝙼𝙴. 𝙸𝚃 𝙸𝚂 𝙷𝚄𝙽𝙶𝚁𝚈. 𝙼𝙰𝚈𝙱𝙴 𝚃𝙷𝙴 𝙷𝙾𝙻𝙴 𝙸𝚂 𝙽𝙾𝚃 𝙸𝙽 𝙹𝚄𝙿𝙸𝚃𝙴𝚁 𝙱𝚄𝚃 𝙸𝙽 𝙼𝙴. @cybled   /  multimuse ft. destiny, mmfr, asoiaf, and more !

[morebird]

an excuse to draw felwinter’s helm pt.1

[lrdfel]

     -    welcome ! we’re a discord server meant to form a non-toxic, supportive community for content creators and also have some fun in the realm of destiny 2 ! we’re open to other games , as well as providing fireteams to those who need one , and just an overall positive environment for writers and artists to share their work . 

      we look forward to seeing you !

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[lrdfel]

synthmama​:

📱: Something about the horns. Not sure.  📱: Assume whatever you’d like. But if I were, you’d know. 📱: That’s a loaded question. Are you alright? 

conversation ; nora .

txt ; The horn is a more common feature on Exos, I’ve noticed?  txt ;  Perhaps. txt ; It’s a loaded question if you interpret it to be one, I was merely asking under another assumption it was intoxication that made you text me -- But yes, I’m quite alright. 

[lrdfel]

synthmama​:

@lrdfel sent: 🧦 a half-asleep text :eyes: [meme]

📱[01:24]: Your helmet seems familiar.  📱[01:24]: Just the helmet. Haven’t seen the rest of yuo. 📱[01:25]: *you 📱[01:25]: We should change that. 📱[07:16]: Please disregard all previous messages from last night. They were poorly worded – I was talking about your face. Thank you. 

conversation : nora . 07 : 17 .

txt ; Does it? txt ; If I didn’t know any better , I would assume that was flirting .  txt ; Perhaps I’m wrong . Don’t worry about it , I rarely receive messages anyway . Anything is welcome more or less .  txt ; Are you alright ?