I went from 2 months of no sex, to taking 3 dicks in one day.
The last sexual encounter was with Gorilla, and that was in early May. He’s been deleted, blocked, and erased from my life, like many of my ex hookups lately, because I’m tired of bullshit. Gorilla told me he was single when we fucked, though I knew he had an on/off boyfriend before. But I was pissed he started acitng distant right after we fucked, and I saw there were still pics of his boyfriend on his IG, and then I asked his relationship status and he said they were back together.
Fuck you! I was in an on off relationship and did have to reject guys every time I got back with my ex, even though we had just started talking to each other, but i don’t like that shit done to me.
I felt like he used me. Plus I like Gorilla, and we’d been talking since I moved back to PA, but he kept doing fuckboy shit. Like wanting to sext, send nudes, send videos, but then when I tried to get together he’d say he has a boyfriend and that he never said he was trying to hookup. WTF. You just wasted my time. I’m just over it. Like go cheat on your boyfriend or waste someone else’s time. I don’t need that negativty in my life.
So many of my past hookups have been blocked or blocked me in the past 6 months including Left Tackle, New Castle, Gorilla, Acting Aquarius, Cabana Banker, Church Boy, and more. Whatever. I’m about to end my 20s and enter my 30s. I don’t need to be fucking the same niggas, or hoding on to the past. There’s plenty of other men out there, and I don’t need men that ignore me, use me, waste my time, or disrespect me in my life. I’m ready for new storylines, new lovers, and new love in my life.
2 months without sex was starting to drive me crazy. As a Scorpio my soul thrives on sex. Going to long without sex makes me miserable and depressed, and those negative feelings were starting to consume me. July just started, so I knew that I need dick now. So I was determined to get dick this week.
Gasolina, hit me up on Grindr. He’s older, black, and lives not far. He’s not normally my type, but I was desperate for dick. He definitely had a big one. I guess he’s just not my type since he’s older than what I usually go for. He says he’s 38, but I still think he’s lying about that. He seems and looks older. Probably since he’s balding and his beard is grey. Though I can’t judge gray hair since mine has been going gray since high school. Just so many men lie about everything, and he even lied abou this name and admitted that, so I don’t know what to believe.
I also was skeptical about Gasolina because he has a roommate, but it’s his roommate’s appartment and he can’t host if the roommate is there. So I had to come over when the “roommate” was at work, and Gasolina uses the guy’s car too. WTF! That sounds like you’re a fuck nigga living off this guy, and you must be a couple. Gasolina said he and the roommate used to fool around, but it all seems fishy to me.
Oh well. I just wanted dick anyway, so I drove over. Got fucked. I was a little messy, which made me uncomfortable. Ugh. I douched 4 times, and only ate yogurt and cantelope that morning, but oh well. Sometimes you can douche and douche and douche some more, and a big dick will still reach the part your douche water couldn’t reach.
It was still fine though. I was just happy to be getting fucked again for the first time in months. We jerked off to completion and he wants to see me again. He even sent me money after for gas money, which was sweet of him. So I’d be down to hookup again, especially since dick is so hard to come by around here.
I’d also started talking to Panty Man on Tinder again. Panty Man is 37, from New York but staying in Delaware with family, he can’t host and doesn’t drive, so our only option to hookup was to get a hotel room. We talked months earlier on Grindr, but then I lost interest and stopped talking to him. I think I was just turned off that I thought we were getting to know each other, but then he started getting sexual, and I felt like I’d need to meet him in person before knowing if I wanted to fuck him. But since I was going through a dry spell and desperate for dick, I decided to swipe right on Panty Man when I saw him on Tinder.
So we started talking again, and arranged to hookup. He got a hotel in New Castle, off of the freeway. I couldn’t help but thinking of my ex hookup New Castle, since the only other reason I drove out there was to hookup with him. He and I hadn’t talked in months since we fell out over dumb shit. Well we did talk again since he makes a new profile every week, but he blocked me when we were talking about hooking up again.
So Panty Man was annoying. I just didn’t like his personality, and I was honest about how I didn’t like it to him. He just was weird in how he was trying to have a conversation. Like it was very judgemental and antagonizing. LIke he’d say judgemental things like I’m too cute to go to bathhouses, and he could never have anonymous sex. Dude you’re 37, let loose. I used to be anti-bathhouses and anonymous sex but I got over that in ATL. I guess it’s a North vs South thing too. I only got into bathhouses and anonymous hookups in ATL, but they were more taboo in the north, and I never had any interest in them when I lived in the north.
I also was annoyed with Panty Man since he was saying he had to force himself to come hookup with me, even though it was his idea to get a hotel room. He said he’s been super paranoid about covid-19 and hasn’t hooked up in months, and I also felt like he was judging me when I said I had hooked up during quarantine. Like if we’re here to hookup, why are you judging.
I also had the idea like if we have a hotel room, might as well make the most of it. Have a threesome. Then New Castle ended up messaging me on Grindr, and I invited him over. I’m glad he came over. I did miss him, and his lisp haha.
The guys couldn’t handle the alcohol, weed, and poppers combo. That’s a normal night out for me, but they were lightweights. New Castle fucked me, while Panty Man acted too scared to join in, and then kept saying he wanted to watch. I sucked his dick a little at first, but it was mostly me and New Castle hooking up. New Castle doesn’t like kissing, but I blew him, got fucked by him, ate his ass, cuddled, it was cute.
New Castle couldn’t stay hard or cum though. He blamed it on the weed, alcohol, and poppers, and said he’d already cum twice that day from jerking off. Whatever. 2 dicks in me and no one flooded my hole, which made me sad. I love getting bred.
Then Panty Man fucked me after New Castle went home. His nickname is Panty Man since he kept saying he wanted to see me wearing panties. It’s still so new to me and strange how many gay men are into guys wearing women’s underwear. I thought that’s something guys into crossdressers and tranny chasers were into, but apparently gay men are into it too.
Panty Man does have a thick dick. I took 3 fat cocks in one day, and now my hole is so sore. Panty man came on my hole, not in me, so I still didn’t get bred at all. Oh well. I’m just happy to be done my dry spell, and getting dicked down. It was a fun day over all.
It is just funny to go from no dick at all for 2 months, then manage to take 3 dicks in one day.
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