Made from Scratch

rediscovering something lost

[wnq-writers]

I just have this happy personality and a sad soul in one body. It feels weird sometimes.

janivstheworld  (via wnq-writers)

[hereislight]

DEPRESSION Do you remember how empty you felt the day someone you loved left? Doesn’t matter who it was, doesn’t matter how they left. Just feel that feeling inside your chest, the emptiness, the aching, the numbness, the sad, the cold. It feels so empty that you can physically feel it, right? You don’t want to get out of bed because there’s nothing worth waking up for. You consider suicide. Now imagine being that way since you were little. Imagine that depression is decades long of the same heartbreak. Imagine that you feel this way when you wake up, sometimes for no reason at all. ANXIETY Do you remember the last time you faced one of your fears? Doesn’t matter what fear. One that most people can relate to is public speaking. Do you remember how scared you were? Do you remember feeling everybody’s eyes on you? Do you remember shaking? Imagine feeling that all the time. Imagine that every second of your life is a presentation and the whole world is an audience. Do you understand it now?

2:46 p.m. (Maybe if I explain it this way, more people will understand)

My two biggest demons...

Bc I smile...you would never know

[gosh]

[lubanger2206-blog]

I want this... It looks like me

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Ruthless cycle

I was okay…

Then you asked if I was okay…

Now the thoughts I locked away, resurfaced.

I’m not sad or angry…

Just disappointed that my reaction to these thoughts and feelings make me throw myself to avoid that loneliness I despise.

To feel loved, together yet apart, if even for a moment so we can both be happy…not just you.

My remedy for preventing regrets… My paper planes…spliff…jay...a flight

Although, in my higher state, my thoughts fill with you but its easier to manage.

I got high on flowers, and went to sleep.

No more thoughts of you…no chance to make choices I’ll regret…temporary lapse in loneliness.

[lubanger2206-blog]

#whenyourdaytakesadayfortheworst #overwhelmed #whenlifegetshard #thestruggleisreal

[adailydoseofmotivation]

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Painfully true

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Hopeful

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Misunderstood

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I hope it isn't true...it felt real

[melisica]

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Sweet

[rzonance]

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All the time...called "what if..."

[peptalkgirls]

“Life Goes On.” January 2015. The Pep Talk Girls.

“Will I Get Over It? Mmm… No. But Life Goes On” -“Training Day.“ The Office. NBC. Dwight Schrute. (2011) Television.

[lubanger2206-blog]

Life goes on

[psych-facts]

What is the difference? I asked him. Between the love of your life, and your soulmate? One is a choice, and one is not.

Tarryn Fisher (in Mud Vein) I thought I was the latter, I thought wrong

[colorgrl]

[lubanger2206-blog]

Sigh