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a life not titled

[luceeluuwho]

Wish I could capture every moment that surrounds me w sunshine and keep it safely in a box

[hype]

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[luceeluuwho]

why do they call it a broke horse, iv’e only witnessed one wild mustang being broke. I watched a man be very patient and gentle to earn her trust and she began to be trained w/out even knowing it, her curiosity and focus drove her to perform things he showed her. Then she’s allowing a saddle, then he gets on her back and he rides, it was raw beauty but i also wondered what her life was like before she was brought here, when she listened to no one and roamed the lands, it definitely made my eyes tear up. Breaking a horse sounds like she lost something but what I saw was her choosing to become unified as a horse and rider together to become a fierce powerful bond. Then I reflected upon when I lost my virginity.

[luceeluuwho]

racing thoughts-when I look into my very own future i cant like it’s blocked from me, i cant see past the moment im in this very second. No one really knows for sure what tomorrow’s day will bring bc every move we make can take us to a new path through this life, there’s endless opportunities, but i have been able to imagine what each choice will bring for my future but now it’s too much to think past this very second

[luceeluuwho]

something can devour you so deeply that it takes away everything you’ve ever known, sending it spiraling into an unpredictable force. the only thing that heals you is time to build courage to face it on your own terms. There’s no right or wrong during this, it’s you alone, surrounded by sky and land beginning to feel alive and breath in all that uniquely makes you an individual.

[polnekwiatki-deactivated2015020]

[alien]

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[hazymess]

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“This song is about a girl (friend) that I had. She was beautiful, absolutely beautiful. I loved her but she didn’t feel the same way. I don’t even think she knew I loved her. This song is about the times I had with her. As she and I became close friends, we had traditions. It was kinda like our thing, yah know? We’d somehow always coincidentally be out at exactly 1:02AM, so that was our thing. Now whenever I’m awake at 1:02AM, I think of her and I let her go.” - Matty Healy

[luceeluuwho]

random things-

in July I reached in a guys fish tank and pet his beta fish, the fish was surprised and like it

Today 2 dudes came into my work and said they had a note from a guy at a gas station, I looked at the note it said my work address, my work name, and the words pop giver, I asked them what they needed, the didn’t seem to know, I asked them what is a pop giver but they didn’t know, I asked them who they were but all they knew was the note they received at the gas station

Im in love w a guy I only dated for 2 months and 1 of those months I spent being weird waiting for him to leave, then he left and I never planned on seeing him again so i would send him random messages if I thought of him like a pen pal or something I dunno it’s weird but then I walked into my best friends house and went into the backyard and she came running outside saying he was in the kitchen so I freaked out and said i had to go to the bathroom but went in the room and went to sleep then a week later i hung out w my terrible ex and the next day my ex blocked me bc he has a girlfriend then I sent the guy im in love w a message professing my love to him on snap then went to work had extreme anxiety bc of my ex so I took a Xan went out w my coworkers and proceeded to get super drunk and I noticed he had messaged me back and so I told him to come there but I was so drunk i couldn’t even see his face or talk and he left, the next morning I thought maybe I dreamed it but then I saw the messages and now he doesn’t respond…. Why am I so weird after a 6 year relationship like i think I lost who I once was or am scared to be me bc my ex tore my sole apart

[sansgod]

“Two people who were once very close can without blame or grand betrayal become strangers. Perhaps this is the saddest thing in the world.”

— Warsan Shire (via ohteenscanrelate)

[alien]

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[luceeluuwho]

every time I begin again and this time it was easy and pure you call on me, you painted my heart black and blue just like you did my face, my neck, my wrists, my mouth. in my tears I prayed to fly far far away, I looked up at the stars, grasped the earth calling for help to make you leave. Everytime you pull me back it takes away a piece of my soul and sets in motion darkness, so i disconnect from reality embarrassed that I havnt the strength to say no…then you leave to be with someone who you haven’t destroyed yet and she knows what you did to me. I don’t want this to be who I am

[thewanderingmillennial]

I’ll always be waiting.

[thegoodvybe]