My veins connected to the root of the tree as my body sat above it. My clawed hands into the tree's flesh, like a mother in labor. The contractions are visible, sending magnetic pulses throughout my body. Electricity in the within, seeing that strek of beautiful yellow light rise in a line from the tips of my fingers, slithering to my hands quickly as possible to my arm, elbow, shoulder, neck, jaw line, face, my ears, entering the swimish-like corpuscles of my brain, and finally... It stops. The bolt of energy pauses, looking simply at the insides of me. As if to decide whether to attack or not. It's a piece of string, dangling around as it breathes in the atmosphere. Silence overcomes us. My nails are still central with the hard core branch of life and the brown/ black dirt smeared in my finger nails. But the cause, the purpose of my body swimming a way out is now condensed and contained. The line of electricity feels the wreath of my departure. Abruptly, it rises all the depths of its color, stringing from its nuclear ablazed power and fire, making the string as it looks, turn invisibly gray and hollow as the rich color of gold is risen all up to where it is now, all at once, and throws itself into my brain. A spark of interior light inside, almost cracking it by complete. From the surface, my brain toasted like a glow-in-the-dark night star displayed gently in a childhood room, a childhood life. These thoughts, the glimpse of a scent from innocence moved in a fast played movie clip, as then did I realize. The ocean wave of effect, that line of electricity, had in the exterior of my being. The agony and torment of a resolved childhood found an exit through my mouth. Opening it wide to release the pit of fire that it was. Remembering the sweetness I felt, and the reality of the cause. The Screaming in yelling was vocaly from me, but in the rings of that fire, it was everyone else. It was a singing orchestra of disaster, playing all too at once, making the sound of my screaming irreversible. Like spilling red wine on the white innocent carpet. Nothing will be the same. My head is going to explode like a mistakable grenade, only set for cosmic destruction. When will this fucken pain end from inside my head that I can't seem to get ahead of. Stop it right now, this is all wrong in diverse directions. My pleading and begging is more than the pain, more invisible than the electricity eating my brain away, more bigger than the coward who dare not tell humans of the galaxy of explosion of whatever is up there, because, I am going down on my tainted brown knees on the taserized carpet floor with my hands glued together in retrospect of the cross that God himself died for our cause. Why won't it just stop?! And as those words were made out, I saw my hands detached like a fearless bird, as to stop the rooms from liquifying me. My hands were strong, having the power to stop this menacing force. The sign of my hands like a stop sign, halted it all. At that specific moment, nothing mattered but that of my freedom. The pain was no longer felt or entangled in me, and honestly I didn't care to know what I had done or if it had placed one in harms way. Until the unexpected urge to close my eyes washed over me, overwhelming my exhausted body. I had no control. A line in which the energy reserection was only passing by, going right through me. And in the blink of an eye, gone, as was I because when I felt the atmosphere as it should, with my own proper power and strength in me and limitations enact, I saw that green and white stripped home, and not imaginably but visually with tangibility. My body was asserted in the same disposition from the beginning: Head leaned against the tree with my hands still in the dirt and roots in case I fall again. I looked over just slightly to my left and saw the two completed trees. The one I was leaning in and the other besides us. Within the middle, the small - medium sized disposition of the broad white, sunlight sidewalk, it rendered the feeling of love that I once knew about, possessing the good and bad.
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