Luci

he/it/they | selfship with Jasper (Twilight), Felix (WMMP), and Castiel (SPN) <33

[luciinthereal]

I guess this is the part where I make an introduction post! Please read it if you can. 💜💜

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Hi! My name is Luci. Here’s a bit of basic info about me:

-I started selfshipping to cope with trauma then realized that I’m fictosexual!

-Despite this, I do have an irl boyfriend. I’ve been with him for just over a year (after five years of being hopelessly in love with him but too scared to ask him out because I thought he might’ve been straight or something LMAO) and I love him very much! I’ll just call him C on here. <3

-DO NOT imply that my fictosexuality isn’t valid because I have an irl bf.

-My relationships with Jasper and Cas feel just as real, intense, and serious as my relationship with C.

-Gender is weird but I think I’m comfortable with it/they pronouns in addition to he/him.

-My favourite colour is purple. 💜💜

-My relationships with my F/Os are mostly romantic in nature but very occasionally, I might post something…….. COUGH COUGH Anyways, I’ll make sure to tag these as “luci simps” if you want to go ahead and filter it out!!

-I’m pro-otherkin so please leave if you’re not okay with that. This include KFF.

-My S/I is literally just me irl with lil demon horns n a tail lol

umm if I think of anything, I’ll update it!

💜💜PLEASE NOTE: I have a few mental illnesses caused/influenced by childhood trauma that I won’t go into here, but I can have very intense delusions of grandeur, paranoid ideation, impulsivity, emotional detachment, and a lack of empathy. I also tend to mirror other people’s behaviour. I have ‘episodes’ where these symptoms get significantly worse. I’m not very fond of sharing my information online but I don’t want to accidentally surprise anybody lmao. Of course, don’t take the lack of empathy thing as me saying that I don’t care. That’s a common misconception. I love my friends, family, and boyfriend, just in a bit of a different way. Also — I’m not a bad person. I can do good things despite my illness. That being said, if you make fun of personality disorders (or any other disorders I guess), make jokes about people having a personality disorder (or other disorders), or anything else that can be perceived as offensive, stay the fuck away from me.💜💜

[luciinthereal]

my fictional bf is very cool and awesome and hot and also hes in love with me

[luciinthereal]

i have a new f/o. yall ready for the spam?

[luciinthereal]

havent posted in a while so~

love to selfshippers that:

-dont want an irl relationship

-want/are in an irl relationship

-are queer

-are mentally ill

-use selfshipping to cope

-have delusions

-kin/portray themself as a character from a different source than their f/o and make cool crossover art (i LOVE that shit)

-kin/portray themself as a character from the same source that isnt typically shipped with their f/o

-kin/portray themself as a character in a canon relationship with their f/o

-have an age gap with their f/o

-have f/os that are in a relationship in their source

-have a villainous or otherwise ‘problematic’ f/o

-have a “cringey” f/o

-have a f/o from an obscure source

-have a f/o from a very popular source

-hc their f/o as being different from their source

-have multiple f/os

-have one f/o

-selfship for fun

-seriously selfship

BECAUSE ALL SELFSHIPPERS ARE VALID AND AMAZING!!

[astralselfships]

🌸 Not to be that person, but your F/O(s) always look at you and smile exactly when your gaze is fixed somewhere else, competently smitten, eyes drowned in pure admiration and bliss.

They look at you and remember why they do this <3

[luciinthereal]

yall ever see ur f/o and just HOWLS SO FUCKING LOUDLY !!!!!!!!!!

[luciinthereal]

OMG

ok so my bestie’s f/o is spamton from deltarune (they r dating!!!! and very good for each other GOD their relationship is adorable) and we came up with the idea to have a double wedding with me with cas and them with spamton and OH MY GOD im so excited bc!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! we will literally be so cute CAN U IMAGINE.,.,.,!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! us marrying our f/os together is such a bestie movie fr

[thesingeseries-deactivated20230]

✨Fictosexual✨ and proud of it. My sexuality shouldn’t be something that ruins your life.

[luciinthereal]

reminder: your f/o loves you so much!

[luciinthereal]

source: this character is in a relationship with this character. :-)

me: no they arent

source: bbut they literally are they

me: they are dating me actually