the best part of believe is the lie

Lucy Sterling-Duval. Daughter of those two Warbler guys. Currently a sophomore at Crawford Country Day. Twin to Nathan Sterling-Duval.

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Ugh…

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…I dont want to start tomorrow.

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I know ...

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Gabe nodded. “…we’ll go to the hospital in the morning…”

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"Okay," Lucy murmured, getting settled. "Night."

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Gabe kissed back for a moment. “I’m tired…”

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"So let's sleep," she murmured.

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Gabe nodded, pulling her closer. “Thanks for telling me…”

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Lucy nodded, kissing him lightly.

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"Oh…" Gabe said, not quite sure what else to say.

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Lucy bit her lip. "I got drunk at a party and some other shit happened ... but that was the primary thing."

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"…really?" Gabe asked.

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Lucy just nodded.

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"Okay?" Gabe asked with a raised eyebrow.

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"I was pregnant last year," she whispered. "Before I moved to Ohio."

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"I love you too.." Gabe sighed.

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Lucy kissed him lightly. "Because you're doing this .. I'm going to tell you something. Okay?"

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Gabe sighed but nodded.

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"I love you," she whispered.

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"I’m just letting you know that if it’s the same as last time I react badly to the chemo.." Gabe said quietly. "They probably wont let me leave the hospital…"

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"I won't either, then," she murmured.

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"I’m going to," Gabe said simply.

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"Okay," she whispered, closing her eyes.

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"Yes…" Gabe said quietly.

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"You don't want to," she said, shaking her head.

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Gabe sighed. “…I’ll do it…”

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"No, Gabe," she said, shaking her head. 

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Gabe nodded, turning to bury his face in a pillow.

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"Like I said," she murmured. "Do what's right for you."

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"Just tell me what you want, okay?"Gabe asked.

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"I want you to do the chemo, for fuck's sake," she said, shaking her head. "But I can't make up your mind for you. Do what you have to do."