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andrewxblakeney:
“Ok, I do get your point, but long story short my phone is currently at the bottom of the ocean” he replied to the other person with a shrug. Ok so admittedly it was his own fault, but that wasn’t really something he was in a hurry to admit. Stress had taken over, and unfortunately the phone had paid the price. It was just very difficult to explain when people asked.
“Oh? What happened to it?” Lucy’s question flowed naturally out of her lips. The blonde was curious by nature, always wondering and asking how things worked even if she didn’t really care how they did. But now she knew why the man wouldn’t use his own phone. “Alright, then... You could use mine if you really need to.” She stuck her hand into her pocket and pulled out the pink cased phone, offering it to the man. “Here you go. Or would you like me to dial the number for you?”
Playing the lottery wasn’t Olivia’s thing, not really, seeing as she considered herself one of the most unlucky girls in the entire world, but buying a ticket that day had seen like the right thing to do, and now she was really glad she had done it. “Look!” An excited look on her face as she spoke. “It’s not much but I can at least buy five more tickets with this, or an ice cream. It’s really ace don’t you think?” It was nothing, really, some others wouldn’t even count it as a win, but it was a first for Olivia and she couldn’t help but feel happy about it.
oliviaxkim:
The excited tone of the girl on her right made Lucy’s head turn in her direction, both happy and excited for her, even though she had no idea what made the cute brunette so excited... Until she did what the other had instructed her to, and looked. A lottery ticket, oh dear, was she sitting next to a millionaire? Observing more than just looking, she managed to spot the price she had won. It wasn’t much, but it was still something! “Well look at you! One step closer to wealth and power!” She grinned in the girl’s direction. “I say you buy more of those, and eventually you’ll be able to buy multiple ice cream cones, maybe even waffle cones.”
We’re The Only Ones Who Know | Haris & Lucy
harisnoureddine:
Whenever he started feeling like a fraud of a Tunisian (his blurry Arabic, his old Catholicism, his skin light like a summer tan), wind would come up off the coast and remind him how much he hated even the hint of cold. Haris had been trying to adjust, lately. This afternoon, suspicious of the difference in weather outside and weather on his phone, he’d grabbed a sweatshirt on his way out the door – and sure enough, the wind on the bike ride over had him wishing he’d put it on, instead of shoving it in his backpack for later.
He slid into it once he parked, working an arm through a sleeve while he locked his bike up at the rack. There probably wasn’t a lot of overlap between people who steal bikes and people who go to tea-rooms. Still. The suicide brakes and bright yellow frame were the closest he had to a car, right down to the sense of careful pride. Haris was early yet. He waited in the lobby, where drafty air conditioning drew his sweatshirt zipper higher as he swiped through a game of Bejeweled, leaning silently against the wall next to the front door. If the receptionist was trying to get his attention, he couldn’t tell; as soon as he pulled up to the Tea Room, he’d turned off his CIs. That was the whole point of this, right? Teaching (sharing) (learning) for real, without the watered-down safeties of the nursery school?
Haris couldn’t remember who had suggested it. He’d been at the nursery for over a year now, on a sort of once-monthly basis – they had DVDs and notecards for the rest, baby sign language the new fad among anxious, over-doting parents. Lucy was bright and kind, good with kids, not afraid to ask questions. And they’d got on well, and she–
Oh, hey, here she was. He slid his phone in his back pocket, raising a hand in hello as she strode over with her skirt chasing her knees. She was already signing when she reached him, and Haris had to press his lips together so he didn’t break out in a grin: her hesitation, her impatience with herself, her smile like she was already in too deep. “Outside, I think,” he said. He didn’t slow his own hands too much, even if it meant he’d have to repeat himself later. Authenticity. No safety net for her, either (though hell if this didn’t feel like an audition for something, the way they were standing and jumping right into it). “The wind’ll get messy,” and he put the word up by his hair, so she knew what sort of mess he was talking about, “but the sun’s so much better than these lights. Too much time inside.” Haris’s eyes flicked over to the hostess, whom he gave a quick head-shake (no thanks, don’t seat us, we won’t be inside) before looking back at Lucy. “I turned them off,” he added, pointing to his ears, “but I can read your lips if I have to. No pressure.” His grin was all there, now. Some stuff won’t stay stifled.
Truth be told, Lucy was somewhat scared of the casual conversation prior to the dinner and tea –– and the studying, sort of. It was more a practice session, more than anything else... Or so she hoped. The blonde was internally praying she would not screw up and embarrass herself , although a part of her also knew Haris would not tease her about it forever if she did... She was overreacting. The way his lips twisted at her actions made her eyes find the floor, not offended, but suddenly feeling very shy; however, the smile never left her face, not even when she looked back at him –– dark brown eyes meeting his exotic... Was that green? That did not matter anyway, most of her attention would be directed towards his hands, for at least most of the evening. So instead of getting all personal there, Lucy’s eyes went to his hands, nodding slowly at what she understood. She couldn’t help but chuckle when he mentioned how their hair would end up like, shaking her head a little. Her hands raised again, and after a brief second, she began moving her fingers again. “Now imagine how mine will look. But I totally agree, sunlight won’t do any harm.” She attempted to sign. She was both surprised and proud of herself, she remembered more than she imagined she would. And what she didn’t precisely catch she could infer from the context of his phrases. She understood that his hearing aid was off but that he’d still be able to read her lips if necessary. And his smile welcomed her like a motherly hug would, easily taking half of that odd feeling weight on her shoulders off her. It was impossible not to return it. “Thank you,” she said, smile on her lips still. Her head turned to meet a somewhat confused hostess, so she’d make it her job to make the situation clear for her. “Oh, we’re going to sit outside, thank you very much.” The blonde offered the young woman a polite nod as she followed her friend to the tea room’s back exit, that led to a little terrace with the most beautiful view to the ocean and a little bit of the Seven Sisters cliffs. Once they found themselves a table to share, Lucy satin front of him, handing her purse from the holder a waiter had brought over to her. “Do you know what you’ll have?” she asked, focused, but still somehow smiling, imagining how the people around them would be wondering what they were doing.
veronicaburke:
Veronica watched a frown crease Lucy’s face. She forced a smile, embarrassed. As a stranger in a strange land she was used to keeping it together. New acquaintances didn’t like to hear all about your issues. Although Veronica did. But that was just because if it was her only interaction with someone she wanted them to remember her well. She wasn’t most people though. Although Lucy looked like she wanted to say something supportive or give Veronica a hug or something. It was reassuring at least. “That would be lovely,” she replied, smile becoming a little more real. “And I’m alright thank you,” she added, wishing it were more true.
With a wide smile on her features, Lucy nodded before sticking her hand into her bag, pulling the box filled with a dozen perfect macarons. Perhaps, pushing the issue on her would do no good, and she did not know how she’d react, but food always made Lucy feel better –– desserts did the trick half as fast as normal food, too. Distracting her gaze from the brunette for a moment as she held the box in place on her lap and untied the ribbon that held it together, she wondered if she was allowed to speak more about those tears she saw a few moments earlier, now that she claimed she was alright. However, wasn’t that what women did? Lucy did it too, say nothing was bothering her when in reality everything was, perhaps the one lie that did not sound like a lie, a lie she had mastered. Without a word, she extended the box filled with colorful pastries. “Grab as many as you like,” Lucy mumbled. “And... if you feel like talking, I’m here to listen.”
Something Good | Nathan & Lucy
nathankxndell:
Everything had been so fast-paced the night before that the silence in the cab felt like the calm before the storm. He knew fully well that it could only last for so long before they were forced to talk. And if she didn’t know they were married yet…he’d have to be the one to tell her. Telling her now would be the most reasonable thing to do. Knowing himself, the longer he put it off, the harder it would become for him to tell her. It would come with more confrontation; more questions being asked. If he didn’t do it sometime soon, he’d be in the same place six months down the road. If their…relationship? Could it be called that after one date and a boatload of alcohol? Whatever it was, if it didn’t pan out, she could end up engaged to the love of her life down the road, having no idea it was legally impermissible to do so because he’d been too cowardly to take the bull by the horns from the start. He was pretty sure there was a movie like that, as well, but he hadn’t seen it to know how it had turned out. Probably not well. The best thing was to tell her now so she didn’t hate him later; and maybe they could laugh about it later – their twenty-four hour marriage.
“It just takes practice, but I don’t think it’s the kind you want. You don’t seem to like alcohol much.” His eyes traveled past the edge of the seat to where her hand rested on his knee. He had the initial urge to lace it with his own, but the friendly pat that followed kept him from reaching out to touch her. He was about to suggest an annulment in a moment, anyway. Why make things more confusing over something that had hardly even been meant? He did like her – a lot, from what he’d seen so far – but all of that could be saved for a contrastingly normal second date. Or, at least, he hoped there would be one. When her hand moved from his leg, his eyes traveled up to meet hers once more and he swallowed. “Uh, well…” Oh, god, she looked horrified. His brows knit together as he sought the words that might alleviate the panic. “It’s really not that bad. I’m pretty sure we can qualify for an annulment. If you want, we can even go straight after the wedding. Then we can go back home, and…everything should be back to normal.”
A soft chuckle fell from her lips as she shook her head a bit slowly; suddenly the laughing didn’t hurt as much as it first had. “Oh no, I like alcohol quite alright... I’m not very used to it, though, much less in bigger quantities, as in, any number larger than one...” Another soft chuckle as her cheek finally left the window, after the blonde decided she was sober enough to readjust on her seat, her knees now pointing towards him. She had been very wrong, though, as her head still hurt more than ever before, but it was too late to go back to the window, specially now, after what she sensed to be a mood change. Sure, the ambiance between the two had not been light or relaxed since the moment they left the hotel, but now, in this moment, it felt even heavier, yet lighter at the same time; and truth be told, that did worry Lucy a little bit. Dear God, what had she said the night before? What could she have done? And how on Earth could he remember all of it? Her eyebrows formed a prominent V on her face, making a few muscles pop out. The words she heard were absolutely not what she was expecting to hear, yet she didn’t understand them completely. Was he... Was he saying her dream had actually happened and she was nothing less than his wife? His rightful wife, too, since she remembered scribbling her signature into some pretty legal looking papers, although it was Elvis she remembered the most. The rest has a blur, but it was still there –– perhaps, if she was lucky, they’d come back to her as some sort of memory, she certainly hoped they did. “What?” She exclaimed, utterly concerned for a moment there, another wave of pain hitting her right between the eyebrows and on her temples. “No!” Despite the pain the talking brought, Lucy couldn’t get herself to stop, something that happened when she was nervous. “I mean... Uh. If you’re saying what I think you’re saying and my dream was not a dream... I mean, if we really did it, even drunk, it must’ve been because we... kind of wanted to? You could’ve just pat my shoulder and tell me someone else would come, but...” A light shrug followed, but the truth was that she didn’t really want to give up what had taken her so long to achieve. Everything happens for a reason, and if they found themselves in this weird situation, there had to be some little magic behind it. “Do you think we could make it work?”
Lucy ✆ Nathan
Nathan: What the hell do you want? I'm done talking to you.
Lucy: [long pause] ... Oh, God, I... Uh. I'm sorry, I did not... I didn't mean to bother you? Just... wanted to say goodnight...
“Uh – I must’ve forgotten my card at home. I think I have a twenty in here somewhere…” Isaiah frowned, clumsily attempting to find the amount of currency he owed, much to the dismay of the people waiting in line behind him. All he wanted was a bloody bottle of water.
Countless times had she found herself in the same situation, but in her case, it had been in London, where people were half as patient as people in Eastbourne, but still, Lucy couldn’t help but frown at the subtle sound of panic in the redhead’s voice. Immediately, her hand stuck inside her bag, pulling out a tenner from her wallet, not closing it without making sure her credit card was safely kept in there. A light tap on his shoulder, offering him the bill. “Is this enough?” She asked, without really looking at what he was buying, an understanding gaze and a smile on her face.
We’re The Only Ones Who Know | Haris & Lucy
harisnoureddine
Having lived for such a short period of time with a man she barely knew, yet called her husband, excusing herself out of the brick house with the short explanation –– or excuse –– that she was going to meet up with a co-worker for dinner at the Victorian Tea Room on the Pier, in case he’d like to join in. She knew her husband very little, but she did know he would not go. Which was good, it worked wonders, even when she managed to miss his presence ten seconds after walking out of the house. Lucy knew how to drive, but decided against it each time the opportunity came to her, for it scared her more than anything else in life. More than horror movies, more than serial killers, more than being abused. This time, with the bus schedule tattooed on her brain as it was her main way of transportation, not to mention how much room she actually had to dance a little bit while she go to her destination, was no exception, and sooner than later she found herself inside the blue bus, holding onto a pole as her hips rocked from side to side, entertaining whoever was behind her, probably. Her purse, however, was heavier than usual. What felt like an eternity away, when she attended University in London, Lucy had been taught the British Sign Language, BSL for short, and she had practically mastered it, all thanks to the book that weighted about three stone in her purse. Once she was out of the bus and after she had let go of her skirt to keep it from blowing in the most embarrassing Marilyn Monroe like scene, but without the iconic ventilation system. Thankfully, she was still on time, so she didn’t have to hurry over to the restaurant. Once she arrived, it was not too hard to spot Haris. He was the literal, textbook definition of tall, dark and handsome. She approached him, waving hello as she walked with a big grin. “Do you want to sit here, or.....” she signed, painfully slow. When she had said she was rusty with it, she hadn’t been joking. ‘..Or would you prefer to sit outside?’ was what she wanted to say, but dear God, she could not remember how to do it without messing up. “....maybe outside?” She finished her sentence with fewer signs, supposing her point would remain the same.
nadiablack:
FIRST DAY || lucykindell
If someone had told Nadia three months ago that she’d be working at a nursery in the future, she would have laughed. Quite hard, in fact. Children weren’t her ideal company, especially given that she was prone to swearing without thought and didn’t exactly have a motherly appearance, but a job was a job. Her resume was a mess of careers; from bar tender to shop assistant, pet groomer to florist, she’d tried them all. Experience in childcare stemmed from various babysitting experiences and a month as an au pair in France. Truth be told, it had surprised her when she’d been offered an interview and it had shocked her to find that she’d got the job.
Dressed in the smartest clothes she owned (or at least the ones that didn’t look like she’d just be hauled out of the gutter), Nadia had been welcomed into the nursery by a happy young male who directed her towards the classroom of a Ms Lily Kindell. She wandered in, met by a burst of bright colours and paintings stuck to the wall of various stick-people and sunshines. “Hey,” she smiled, catching the pretty blonde’s attention. “I’m Nadia – the new assistant. You’re Lily, right? Or do I call you Ms Kindell?” A stray curl of hair was tucked behind one ear, slowly settling into her surroundings. If she was good at anything, it was making herself comfortable in foreign environments. “I’m going to admit, this is my first time setting foot inside a nursery since leaving one as a toddler.“
A big grin was plastered on the blonde’s face as she went through that morning’s work, which consisted purely on having the kids paste different types of paper on white sheets, filling in different shapes: butterflies, clouds, little people, etcetera. Her students were currently under the watch of somebody else, a slightly grouchy old woman who insisted on teaching them the correct way of eating lunch before letting them go out to play, Lucy stayed inside the classroom, sipping on her tea from a thermo while her quiche remained wrapped inside napkins and foil sheets, until the door to her classroom opened, which was strange, since it wasn’t time for the kids to return yet. Dark eyes directed towards the person, offering her a wide smile before she spoke. “Hello,” the blonde greeted back, chuckling a little when the brunette messed up her name. She stood up from her desk, deciding that the approach would help her feel more welcome, just as the person who had welcomed her into the school during her first day had. That morning, a slightly superior staff member had told Lucy of the new girl, who would work as her assistant. It was that kind of person she did not know she’d need until the opportunity of having her came up. Help would be very much appreciated, and perhaps they would end up being friends in the end. Her right hand extended towards the brunette, aiming to formally introduce herself. “I’m... Lucy, actually, not Lily. It’s also Mrs. Kindell, I am... married, believe it or not! But please, call me Lucy. It’s very nice to meet you, Nadia, you have no idea!”
gretalyon:
Greta felt the blush of red creep up her cheeks as she watched the pretty girl take the rude woman’s place. She looked so…proper, and not necessarily in her manner of dress, but just in the fact that she seemed to belong here. The girl was beautiful and blonde, fitting in perfectly with all the other ladies who had stepped through the doors of the Ocean Suite since its opening earlier this morning. Still, she had proved different from them - clearly, now that she actually cared about Greta’s vocal wish for a pet. Excitedly, she conceded, “I so want a dog, to be honest. I’m allergic to cats, so that’s totally out of the question, but I –” Her words were cut short by the older, currently grunting, man in the queue. “Sorry. Yes, of course. Reservation for two at what time? Oh, and may I know the type of event? There are different menus based on the type of event, it’s all quite…exact.”
And suddenly she was very confused. Alright, in her defense, Lucy hadn’t been living in Eastbourne for as long as many others, the big building at the very end of the pier had never been more than an equivalent to decoration, like a centerpiece on your grandmother’s coffee table that you never really stop to look at but you’ll always notice it, and stop to ask where it went if it’s ever not there on the table when you visit. This was the first time Lucy decided to enter the building, mistakenly assuming it was some kind of huge, fancy restaurant. “Oh my... This is embarrassing,” she muttered, her cheeks feeling a bit hotter than usual. She could almost feel the man behind rolling his eyes at her, but she did not care –– the blonde had no time for rude people. With a little laugh, she looked at the brunette, an apology written all over her face. “This is not a restaurant, is it? Oh dear, I’m sorry.” Another pause. “But yes! Dogs are incredible. I suggest you stop by the shelter, I think they’re having adoption week or something. You won’t regret it, they have the cutest pups in there.”
Nature vs Nurture| Mora & Lucy
morafrank
Lucy knew the names, ages and birthdays of each and every single child in her class, even if there really weren’t as many as primary school had, let alone secondary or college year. Or University! She supposed that by the point the kids got to University, their professors didn’t even bother to attempt to learn their names in the first place. Nursery school however, was different. Children were barely five years old, some slightly younger, and they all needed special and personalized care and attention. And the thing with little Sofia was that she refused to take it, the love she was so ready to give out to her. Rejected it, chewed it up then spat it all out, which most definitely wasn’t the normal behaviour of a five year old girl, as pretty as could be. The young teacher usually tried to stay away from the children’s parents, but Sofi’s way of doing things and reacting to many other things, specifically with her, worried her to no end. It could’ve meant there was something deeper bothering her tiny soul.
So, while still a bit reluctant, Lucy wrote Sofia’s mother a little note, asking her to please meet her after class, not really stating the reason why, for she knew there was nothing wrong with the little girl –– at least not something that would really bother a parent. She just needed to ask some questions and hopefully find out if there was something happening at home that could make the girl’s personality take such a defensive turn, in order to help her and help the rest of the class, too, as well as helping herself as a teacher. Lucy waited in the classroom, most of the children were on their ways back to their homes, most of them but Sofia, who waited anxiously, sitting in her desk. “There’s nothing to be worried about,” Lucy assured her, and the girl decided to act like she wasn’t listening. As courtesy, the blonde brought an extra cup of tea in case Sofi’s mother would want it, and her attention was pulled by the sound of the door opening, revealing a woman she couldn’t recall meeting before, but she should have. “Thank you for coming, m’am. My name is Lucy Car...Kindell, I don’t think we met before?”
Lucy ✆ Nathan
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A voice pulled Veronica out of her thoughts. “Sorry what?” Veronica asked. She hadn’t noticed the blonde, Lucy if she remembered correctly, sit down. As she regained sense of the world around her Veronica felt the tears on her cheeks. She blushed, “Oh how embarrassing.” She wiped them away with a shake of her head. Pulling a compact Veronica assessed the damage to her make up. Being back in town meant listening to her mother go on and on about how appearances were always to be kept in mind. That and she was still a bit too proud for crying in public. “Sorry, you said something?” she asked as she wiped away the mascara from under her eyes.
It was too easy to forget people were not as open as expressing their feelings as Lucy was. Truth was, the blonde could easily sit down in the exact same bench she was at the moment and cry until her eyes went dry. But not everybody was like that, yet she found it pretty upsetting, that they refused to let it all out. A pronounced frown invaded her features as the brunette re-applied her make up, her lips parting as she intended to tell her it was alright, but nothing came out. Not until a few moments later, when she was being asked a question... For a long moment she thought about hugging this woman, but again, not everybody reacted to such displays from affection in public like she did, specially from a stranger. “I... um, I asked if you were alright. But ––– would you like a macaron?” The box she had bought on her way over to the park remained untouched in the bottom of her bag. Oh. Before going to the grocery store, she had been to the bakery, still avoiding her new home... That’s where the pen had ended up in.
“More and more, I’m thinking about adopting a pet. It’d just be nice to have something…animated to come home to.” Greta mused, replying to the customer who asked her how she was - although, by the time she’d responded, the other woman had already walked away, leaving Greta alone at the hostess’ podium. The people of Eastbourne proved to be an interesting sort so far; this patron in particular had seemed very interested in her day until the exact moment she spotted her friend. Still, that was better than most of the business big wigs who’d approach her only to ask for the table with the best view, so as to impress their new potential clientele. “Sorry, I wasn’t talking to myself, I was just talking to that… You know, never mind that,” she cut herself short from ranting about the trivial with a light laugh. “Do you have a reservation or would you care to make one?
gretalyon:
“Now, that was a tad rude...” Lucy mumbled under her breath as she observed the woman in front of her in queue walk away from the hostess, leaving her mid-speech. Holding onto her purse, ready to open it, grab her wallet and hand over her credit card, the blonde walked forwards, ready to take the older woman’s place. Once in front of the brunette, a wide smile appeared on Lucy’s features, before she shook her head. “Oh no, don’t apologise. I heard it all! How rude of her to just walk away. What kind of pet would you like to own? I love dogs!” Her mind quickly reminded her she wasn’t there to make friends, not precisely. But the displeased grunt from the man behind her was also a good reminder, so, after clearing her throat, Lucy pulled the best serious face she had –– which wasn’t the best. “I’d like to make a reservation, actually. For two.”
Clara’s voice surprised him, forgetting for a second her presence. He felt like a bad friend for simply ignoring her for a few seconds but her words made him laugh so he forgot all about it “You’re a mate” He insisted, not wanting to acknowledge Lucy’s gender more than he wanted to admit he had a sister who could have a sexual life, ugh. Just the thought made him shiver. “You’re my mate and we are going to drink because we hate women” He continued “You’re not Lucinda anymore, now you’re Lucius, the mate”
Lucy should have felt offended, she should have. But she didn’t, there was no way she could be; if anything, she was surprised by Brad’s strength. How he managed to still be himself when he was so obviously hurt, too tangibly sad to be normal. Though not offended by her new gender and name, Lucy (or Lucius) still rolled her eyes at him. “I’m missing something quite important between my legs to be a mate, but I’m your...” A sigh, well, there were not many words for it after all. “Oh well, I’ll be your mate. Only because I love you, Bradley.” She nodded, decided to put the fact that she was drinking a Piña Colada –– one of the girliest drinks in the meny –– aside, since apparently they hated women. Lucy wrapped an arm on his shoulders, her torso glued to his, since he was broader than her normal arm length, and she rubbed his arm gently. “You’re too good, Brad, you know that, yeah?”