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*Future Green comes to see you, splitting his awareness again. We're at Four different places now. He looks exhausted because you don't need him to have it together he doesn't try to hide it. He can't decide if he's angry at you or not, probably depends on what you say.*

Hello Blackthorne. It's been a while.

*He sounds done — but who wouldn't be at this point?*

- future @luherooflegend

*It takes a moment, but i do reappear within the gardens. I look tired myself.*

*He sees you, then looks away towards something out of your eyeline before returning to look at you. Moving across the field and giving a small nod in greeting. It's not hard to figure out why you are here. Not really.*

Green, It is good to see you. Though I sense you are spreading yourself quite thin as of right now. Are you okay?

Not particularly. I'm a little better knowing Sky will continue to recover. Hopefully, you are too.

Am I allowed to see Tori's fate flower or are you still keeping secrets about her?

*He pauses, then sighs. That... was very unchariritable. And yeah you didn't tell him anything but you also aren't malicious to people... not really.*

I'm sorry. That... was out of line. Can I please see her flower?

It'll probably tell me more than she is. I don't know the last time you interacted with her but... well she's not very forth coming.

*He sighs softly.*

Yes... his fate was uncertain for a moment there... as if tilting on a knife edge. Half of a petal died, the other half stayed alive if not sickly. The efforts of those involved are the reason he lives. That much I know...

*I raise an eyebrow, crossing my arms. And i go to respond before... Ahh.*

Green we have spoken about this before. I can show you the flower but I cant divulge what it means.

*I fall silent for a moment, you can feel a split awareness somewhere...*

*I look down. pinching the bridge of my nose.*

I'm sorry Tori will not speak to you. Have you gotten Emerald perhaps to find out why?

I believe it... I've never seen someone take that much life magic without being complete healed before...

You always say that... thank you.

*He's stopped asking you anyway. Why bother when you can't or won't answer? It's just upsetting. He does it how he aways does, by the feel of magic.*

How many places are you in right?

*He shakes his head.*

No. Right now Rav is having... breakdown isn't the right word... Rav just found out and shared that Uranium was in Tori's head — planted memories of a secondary childhood where that — thing raised her instead. Rav is a bit preoccupied and I don't blame him.

I know it is not ideal. And I am sorry. But we are tied to laws just as much as the mortals are. I wish I could explain it all. But you are too closely related to her for me to tell you....

*I don't finish. But you can see it in my eye. The word i was going to say was Directly.*

Two others and here. I've a version of myself in... well you wouldnt know it was me if you looked at him. In Sky's time. To watch over the happenings there. And I am monitoring something....

*I raise an eyebrow.*

Then. You want to know if there are signs of a split memory on Tori's flower? Or perhaps you want to compare it to your own. To see how close she is to where we are.

So you say.

*He doesn't argue with you. He's aware of the trouble he faces for breaking laws anyway and he can't find it in him to ask you to break any law again after the first time.*

You don't say. Maybe Sky was right then... huh.

Is what your monitoring something you want help with?

*He really does despise all the secrets and hidden messages you have. He understands it's the best you can give and that you are actively trying but it's too much like being at court with Fable... You're probably sick of it too whispers a voice in his kind that sounds an awful lot like Audrah.)

I want to see how many changes have happened. You may not be able to tell me what they mean but I still know what her flower looked like before all of this. All magic leaves a mark, I guess I want to see how deep the marks are.

I know it can be difficult to believe.

*I raise an eyebrow.*

Is that right? What did he say? That he thought I was hanging around?

*I chuckle.*

I wish you could.

*I place a hand on my chin. There's something about the flower that... i really don't want you to see...*

Here. But only from where you are stood.

*I summon the flower to my palm, looking towards it first from the back you can see the silver tipped leaves slowly shifting to golden hues. There's clearly something in the flower i don't want you to see. As the petals shift and turn as i face the flower towards you. You can only see the front. Full of life, where I can now see the back. Dying... slowly...*

Yeah... It really can be.

*He snorts.*

He wondered if someone was a lookout for you — or me but I know I don't have a look out in his era. I can't decide of he was joking or not.

*He hums at that, not ever a fan of being unable to help.*

*Okay maybe he was right when he asked if you were still keeping secrets about Tori. Why is he always right in off hand statements? He just stares blankly, trying to decide if pushing here is worth it or not. He really wants to... like he really wants to.*

*He's been sending too much time with Emerald again because he swears he can hear Rav say this is the best deal he'll get — take it or leave it. Okay there're no such things as too much time with his husband but the point stands.*

Fine.

*He stays where he is — looking at the flower and taking note of everything he can see. The gold is expected, of course.*

How much can you tell me? Because I can feel the curse from here.

I am sorry.

*He chuckles softly, looking to the side for a moment. As if something has just caught his attention on the wind. But he turns himself back. There's something akin to a storm brewing far away from where you are stood. You see a collection of seeker flowers fly towards it.*

Sky is correct. But i wont tell him who it is. I've an agreement with the guardsmen you see. They are as real a person as can be.

*He wishes you could. But he cant place that on you. Not one so young. The deaths of thousands because some divine being has deemed it so...*

I cant tell you all that much. You've seen all the colour's on this flower before. In her's and your own.

*He debates. looking at the part of the flower you cant see. He cradles a petal softly out of your sight. And looks up to you. There's real pain in his eyes. But a carefully placed mask tells you nothing more.*

I can tell you... there is....

*He sighs.*

A week. At most.

*He watches the flowers go and is left wondering what exactly that mess is.*

That... sounds like a headache to think about too hard. But it tracks.

There's more than the colors and the curse, even I can see that...

A week?

*That is entirely too vague. And he absolutely hates it. He just sighs heavily.*

A week til what? Til there's another funeral? Til my daughter decides to raise the dead? A week til she's lost to the curse of some fucking entity?!

*His form flickers, agitated for understandable reasons. He gives a laugh that is very clearly his substituted for lashing out.*

There is much for me to learn still.

*I can feel your Ire....*

I cant say. But that is what the flower is telling me.

*You can see he's almost heartbroken. For what reason you cant figure out. He's always hated holding information away. He remains steadfast. Though it cracks at the edges.*

If i could tell you I would. You of all people should know that.

I hate this just as much as you do...

Isn't there always?

*He just crosses his arms because that seems easier than letting himself feel. It is only the time spent with Audrah learning to be better that keeps him from lashing out and reminding you that for reasons he doesn't understand right now you have always been Tori's favorite deity. Stupid knowing that he's supposed to be the bigger person. Stupid knowing his daughter would be so mad at him for throwing that in your face.*

*He just stares at the ground. Do you? Do you ever actually hate anything?*

When we decided to have children we were so sure nothing bad would happen. We were so fucking stupid. We should have stopped when we say that stupid fucking triangle on Tori.

Now she doesn't even get to die a mortal death and rest.

*He looks sad.*

I really am sorry...

*Your silence speaks louder than words do. Your anger would have been understandable.*

You want whats best for her. For all of them.

*He looks down.*

I wish I could do more...

Yeah... So the fuck am I.

*He just takes slow, measured breaths.*

Of course I do, but I should have known better. No one in my family gets to have an easy life and half of us don't even get to be happy.

*That is a painful truth for both his blood family and his chosen family. Royalty and heroes rarely get lives that are both easy and happy. Sometimes they get neither.*

You always say you don't get to control fate — you just watch it. What else can you even do? The fates have had it out for my daughter since birth they branded her with some stupid fucking destiny. It's not like they care what anyone wnats.

I shouldn't have listened to Audrah. Hope is bullshit.

*He looks away from you.*

Life has many ups and downs. Setbacks and forward leaps.

I make the transitions as gentle as possible. I nurture and care for the garden so that even in the darkest pits of dispear if they want to hear me they do. If they want a way out. They have it.

I may not have control over what they decide for someone. But I can soften the blow.

Audrah has always had the good way of it. She is much wiser than us I fear. Hope is always something to hold onto.

*I look at my hands.*

You... realise that sky was not supposed to survive the first time... when I met him.

*Green... doesn't always understand how your garden and existences work on his good days. He doesn't understand the things you say today. Softening the blow he understands but you talk to them? Maybe he can remember to ask later when he doesn't feel quite so much like tearing reality apart.*

Is it?

*He's not together enough for the whole 'we need hope' spiel. He's heard it plenty but things feel like hope is foolish just now.*

*Green just sighs.*

I know that. How you got away with what you did I'm not sure but I'm not stupid enough to think fate will let you do it again.

It is. Even if it seems so far away.

Its what your brothers did for you... and its what she needs too.

I didnt. Not really. Ive been working on appealing to them. Why do you think ive been-

*he pauses. Turning to the place he was looking before. A hand falls to my chest. I seem to be in pain...*

It... it will not let me do so again...

And I'm supposed to what, lie to her? If there were hope you wouldn't be talking to me like this and you know it.

*He... has no idea how you speak to the fates. That's not something he's been able to do himself — probably for the better.*

Don't hurt yourself over something that isn't going to change. It doesn't help anyone.

You are to be there for her. Ease her through the next phase so she is without fear.

There is always hope green. You know full well what gold means on a flower.

You should take your own advice.

That's a lot easier to do when they're little and don't understand fear.

*He just snorts.*

And you know how easily divinity drives minds to madness.

*He looks at you and his ears fall even further down. He now understands why Sky just nipped his hand a few times.*

You are infuriating sometimes. You know that?

*You seem to have at least made him stop his spiral enough to think for a second.*

I know it is not an easy ask. But knowing she has her father there. Will help. And, it wont be remiss to bring Audrah as well. I will also make myself available if you so want me.

*I give a soft chuckle.*

You make it sound like I am the one who has gone mad...

though, there was a point during the exile where speaking to the flowers started to get rather tempting.

*I smile softly, a chair appears behind you and myself as i sit down. A pot of tea, already steeped, sits on the table which you are sure was not there earlier.*

Considering the amount of times people curse me or the fates themselves. I know. I don't mean to be I promise.

*I wave a hand out.*

Why don't you sit for a moment.

Will it? Because she's angry with me for things I don't even know about... I'll asked Audrah, Song bird, and Trouble... if you have time when it happens... Tori would probably appreciate that, she has always liked you.

*He scoffs at that. As if Fate would be kind enough to let you escape and go mad.*

I'd probably talk to the damn flowers. Someone might as well.

*He would ask where the chair and table came from, but that's energy he doesn't have. You've always done this, so it's no different than Wild popping up with a new dish in the middle of a meal.*

I think the fates deserve the cursing. I'd curse them any day. I think I have today already.

... Fine.

*He sits, and he's definitely still upset but not quite so against hearing you.*

We just got her back.

She is family to me. Of course I will go.

*I laugh.*

You can if you want. Some of them curse me every few hours though. Including this Zinnia...

You curse them every day anyway.

*I lean against the table. Giving a gentle smile.*

I know Green. I know... its... its awful. And you want your family back.

Why dont you speak freely? Whatever is in your head. I dont mind.

... Thanks.

*He just shrugs.*

I curse you way less than before I died. And the fates know exactly what they did.

*He sighs, picking at his sleeve as he stares at the table. He is so having rabbit time later.*

Awful... is a nice word for it.

I... I don't recognize my daughter, Blackthorne. Even now that she's talking again she's... she's angry at me, and I don't know why. She's — so difficult to get to talk to me.

She's hiding things from everyone. She has a kid —

Blackthorne she used blood magic to knocking someone's out.

... When I heard Uranium had been in her memories — I thought maybe that explained things but that's awful too. I wanted him to be why Tori is so different except I don't.

... I may not have been her favorite person, but she was never this way with me before.

And now I may not even get the chance to fix things. A week isn't a lot of time, and it's not enough time to help her heal.

*I chuckle, pouring a cup of tea and holding it in my hands.*

See I know you curse them directly now. It is appreciated.

*I give a hum, letting you speak your mind. You clearly need it.*

In her time she has been gone from us for years. Had to rely on herself and only herself for that time until her son came along and now he is a huge part of her life. I cannot speak for all the heroes but I know the ones I've had experience with struggled for a while after with knowing they had others to speak too. To love. People who cared about them.

I think she's scared. Scared that opening herself up again will lead to more pain.

That... plague on this garden still disgusts me to this day. Memories, though false and that have no baring on a souls flower. Still impact a person deeply.

*I sigh.*

You know....

*I take a sip of my tea.*

Maybe you should ask Sky what he did. He was in the same position with you. And he was able to fix things.

And we both know where part of your consciousness is right now.

I can curse them for you too if you like.

*He does listen, and isn't that strange. He remembers a time when he probably would have flipped you off and run away. His head hurts.*

She's... I'm glad she found Gan, but that doesn't change that she's.... Blackthorne my daughter is a God Slayer, and there was a time she genuinely wouldn't hurt anyone including a fly. I understand the hero life — I know what it costs to save the world... but I'm left mourning my little girl while a volatile woman who can barely stand me sits in her place.

I see pieces of who she was, around everyone else... I think she hates me sometimes.

I just... It never gets easier, watching the heroes. I stick with them their whole lives, I try to help them heal... I don't know how to help her. She doesn't seem to want my help.

*He makes a low chittering sound, a hold over from his early days of being a deity.*

I don't even want to begin to imagine what that thing raising a child looks like. She remembers it though.

*He shrinks at your suggestion and the way you know so concretely where he is.*

I... yeah... yeah I guess he was....

I'm watching over him.

Honestly Green I would love that.

She is. But being a god slayer, doesn't mean that she will be like this forever.

And I know you are mourning your daughter for what she was before all this. Before the stupid triangles that like to mess with everything.

*I sigh.*

Its possible that it never did. Memories implanted might be simply knowledge that it happened. Not how.

And you've been doing a good job of it. I've backed off myself to give him space to heal. He feels, and dare I risk worrying you a moment. "Safe and warm." Whether you use your light or not.

He told me that he knows you will keep him safe, so he can truly rest while you are taking care of him.

I'll do that then.

... killing gods leaves a mark. She's killed three different gods.

Have you seen Tori since she got back? She... I don't even know... I just I'm grateful she has Fi.

*He shakes his head, giving Blackthorne a knowing look.*

I know she remembers it as well as she does her first childhood. I didn't get the prophetic dreams the family line has, but I still have premonition. I predicted a lot without knowing it.

*He gives a little huff, but he perks up just a little.*

He deserves to feel safe, I worry about him... I think we all do. I'd do anything to help him.

I'm glad he can rest. He needs it. He scared me... he scared everyone... I don't know how we got him stable... Tori did a lot.

... That's another thing, when did my baby get so mature and good at healing? She's always had the knack... learned from everyone she could but... I've never seen anyone do what she did. Did... you know she could do that?

I'm glad she did. I'm glad Sky is alive and aware... but... still....

Yes... it does. It leaves marks that sometimes cannot be seen.

I have not. My... duties have kept me here for quite some time now.

*I nod towards you.*

Pesky things those prophetic dreams.

*He chuckles. Taking a sip of his tea and now offering a cup to you. When did he pour that?*

Sky is one of those people who gives so much of himself to others all the time that he is one who is deserving of the care he gets now. He scares us all on a regular basis.

You know how many times I told him to slow down with the paperwork he was doing before this meeting? But he simply kept saying that he was doing it so Zelda didnt have too.

She got so good at healing because her life deemed it necessary.

I... wonder if its some kind of bleed over from the Triforce wishes. A wish to return to her family by any means necessary meaning that she's been granted these abilities by someone or another to do so.

*I sit silently for a moment.*

I did not.

*I smile.*

You and me both.

*I give a knowing hum*

But. You still watched your little girl give her everything to save him. And you are worried that its one or the other now? That her fate is sealed, which is why you came to me. To find out?

I know.

Duties is a nice way to say the fates are being shitty again.

*He snorts.*

You're telling me. I'm not jealous of Sky and Fable there.

*He takes the tea, more than used to you just... having it.*

Thanks...

Nightengale could do with more breaks, but he's getting better. I'm sure it was at least twenty times you told him.

...

I hate that answer. That sucks so fucking much. She was supposed to have a good, calm life where she didn't have to get good at life saving.

... Maybe so. The triforce... is hard to understand even now.

*He sighs, he had hoped maybe you did because at least then someone was able to watch over Tori.*

Yeah...

*His face falls as he takes a sip of his tea to cover the urge to scream or cry.*

Yeah... I just — I've only seen magic poisoning as bad as hers once, and that took Firecracker stepping in to help heal... I shouldn't have let her make it worse but... how was I supposed to tell her not to save Sky?

*He gives a tired laughs.*

If I'm honest I think I actually came here to yell at you and be angry... but it's not your fault.

Just one of them. But yes. Our dear... counterpart the fate of Future is... trying my patience.

*He chuckles.*

No. I will never be jealous of such foresight.

*I give a nod.*

Thirty seven. To be exact. The man just does not like resting.

She did use the triforce... what three times? An artefact that kills most with a second use.

*I move and hold a hand out open on the table. You can hold it if you want too.*

Its An impossible decision. Espically if she wanted to save him.

You know. Of everything thats happened over the last few days. That would have made the most sense.

The easiest to blame when theres noone to blame. I wish I could... do more. I...

*I nod.*

Do you still wish to yell at me?

Fucking Future. I'm sorry she sucks so bad.

*He smiles weakly.*

Fable swears it's worth it.

*He isn't surprised.*

Only thirty seven?

... Three times. I can't quite hate it — I know it's why she survived Uranium, and it did eventually bring her home but look what it cost.

*He's quiet, staring at your open hand for a minute. He takes it — of course he does. He's a tactile person and you... You're part of this weird family Green is slowly amassing.*

I'm not sure I made the right choice... but I don't think either of us could have forgiven me for not letting her try either.

*He snorts. He's not sure what the last few days have been like — or that he's partially to blame, but he knows everyone has had a busy few days.*

I guess it would have made sense. That's basically what happened back then isn't it? My memory of before is... not great always, I remembered meeting you while I was a cloud more clearly.

You do a lot more than you're supposed to, and you usually have some pretty awesome advice and shit.

*He shakes his head with a sigh.*

No. If I'm going to yell, it should be at whoever is responding for this. And maybe whoever the hell Maj is, but that isn't you.

She can be rather Trying thats for sure...

The cost was high yes. But her determination to return to you all at any cost when she could have stayed wherever she wished. It shows her love for us all.

*I move my thumb across the back of your hand.*

I can tell you this with certainty. If Tori had not done what she did that day. We would have lost him. That much I am sure off. Sora might have been able to hold onto his heart for a time but. The sky we know now. Would have been lost to us.

Ahh the baby cloud. That was an interesting discussion. Do you remember meeting me in Audrahs realm also?

Do I now? Im not all cryptic and mysterious and speak in riddles?

*He chuckles.*

Then maybe you should go and yell at her.

*he waves a hand out towards the storm in the distance.*

#lu rp #the gardener patron of fate #future green #evil linked universe #future Blackthorne

I believe that.

... I know. I know it says a lot that it didn't kill her for asking... but still.

*He sighs, looking to you again.*

I know. I'm really fucking proud of her for that, I'm glad Sky is here. She did everything she could... I just... I worry. For both of them.

*He gives a little half shrug.*

I do, actually. You said there were two bird boys, and I borrowed the ability to summon your flowers.

You're cryptic too, but if that was a problem I'd have made a lousy hero.

*He turns to the storm and you can watch him consider it. He looks back to you.*

How much trouble will it cause you if I do go yell at her?

*Future Green is asleep in rabbit form, flopped over Future Sky's arm the next time you wake. He seems... as calm as can be hoped for. He's done is very best not to cause problems. Sun would probably say he's been a hindrance to the doctor but he tried to be good.*

*Chances are you're stilling the nest Crimson made.*

*When you stir, Green bolts awake, looking to you. Even though he was asleep you can feel wards around you.*

Wha- oh! Shit- hey, Bird Boy. Feeling any better? Worse?

Doctor says you need lots of water...

Tori... isn't answering me but last she said you would do well to eat and drink as much actual stuff as you can. She said the salve would help but isn't a long term solutions....

I'm rambling again huh?

... Sorry.

- future @luherooflegend

*Its the following evening when I stir for the next time. The doctors came in periodically throughout the day. But I didnt give them anything close to consciousness. The nest was moved inside and onto the bed.*

*My other arm is draped across your back gently. Scratching you behind an ear gently. Fairly easy considering the nest wraps around like it does.*

Mmmm?

*I jump a little at you startling awake. I try to sit up but dont quite make it.*

... hi. Green... give... give me a second...

*The questions take a while to catch up. And I check.*

Hard to tell how...

I ache a little...

Looks... late out

Are... you. Okay?

*He relaxes when he realizes why he's awake, seeing that you're awake. He nudges his head against your arm in greeting. He's not inclined to move, instead settling back down.*

Hi.

*He just listens, trying his best to stop from more worried questions yet.*

Aches? Well that... is expected.

It is late, but you need the rest.

*He's quiet for a moment at your question, weighing the options he has against eachother. He could be honest, or say he doesn't want to talk about himself, or lie... no lying.*

I'm... stressed. A lot has happened. It will be okay though, eventually.

Are you okay?

*He doesn't want to burden you, you're recovering. He is worried about you.*

*I scratch behind your ear again. Moving my arm towards my chest and hugging you with the other arm.*

Do i need more rest? Ive been asleep... well im not outside now so either its been a few hours and you moved me inside. Or. Its the next day and some doctor pulled me away from crimson?

Stressed is to be expected I imagine. But they caught the guy right? Hes not going anywhere. I'll be okay. But I probably had you really scared huh?

*I debate your question.*

I think so.

*I pause. Rolling my shoulders slightly.*

I'm still tired. But I can move everything I think.

*I move my legs slightly.*

Yeah. Yeah I can.

*I can feel your hesitation.*

Why dont you ask me those questions swimming around in your head? Pretty sure im awake enough to answer them now.

*He can't exactly hug you like this but he leans into you before melting.*

Crim helped move you inside actually. He's gone to eat I'm sure he'll be back.

*He looks up at your face, mostly to make sure he isn't missing something.*

He isn't escaping, that much I know... It wasn't your fault, but I — I've definitely been worried. You scared us all pretty good...

*He relaxes further when your legs move, tension he hasn't realized he was still holding falls away. The progress is reassuring.*

That's good. I'm glad you can move everything. I know the doctors and Tor said you'd be able to... but still. I'm glad.

*He sighs, ears falling back.*

Are you dizzy? Nauseous? Cold? Too hot? Can you think okay.

Do you remember anything from after drinking the tea? You said some things...... Tor said some things... did you see anyone you shouldn't have during that time?

He did? Hes a good loftwing...

*I hold you to my chest. Giving you a small smile as you look up.*

Its no ones fault. But I hate worrying people.

*I chuckle. Letting you list off your questions.*

Not dizzy or nauseous.

And i think the fuzzy feeling is just from where im waking up. But it is clearing.

After drinking the tea... uhh...

I remember talking but not what it was... I dont even remember the barons face.

See anyone? Like... ghosts? i dont-

*I pause.*

I... im not sure...

He is. He is... Probably one of the most okay birds.

*He just sighs, nodding.*

I know. We all hate worrying people... but you're okay and that's what counts.

*He seems to relax a little more with each answer.*

Okay. Okay that's good.

That's okay, you don't have to know. I just... I was curious. Tor was talking to... someone. But I don't know who... it could have been anyone honestly, she's a mystery these days and she's not exactly talkative with me... they weren't malicious, I'm sure of that.

Do you want anything to drink? Eat?

The most okay bird? Oh you love him really.

*Sitting up a little, i stretch one of my arms.*

I will be okay. We all will.

Talking to someone? There.... I think i saw Sora? Riku Maybe? I'm not sure... they are friends of mine. They wouldnt hurt me.

*I chuckle again.*

Maybe something small?

*He just thumps his back leg lightly. Rude.*

He's the most okay bird.

I hope so.

No I — it wasn't Sora and Riku. It's not important if you didn't see them. I'm sure it's fine.

*He perks up a little. You didn't want to eat last time.*

Yeah? How about toast and some tea or water? Or I actually have something else you might like... want a good surprise?

Dont get grumpy with me I am right and you know it

*I give a nod.*

Okay... we can always ask Tori. Maybe itll jog my memory if I did?

I noticed the flowers. Are they from her?

I do like surprises. As long as they dont almost kill me. Those surprises suck.

*I laugh.*

I feel like ive not eaten in days... water would probably be good too...

*He just rolls his eyes.*

Maybe so. You can ask if you want, she'll probably answer.

Flowers? What- oh. Yeah, they've from her. She says she's sorry she isn't here, she's at home recovering.

Fair. You'll like this one. Hang on.

Water too.

*A small portal opens to what is definitely Green's kitchen, and a plate of pumpkin chips floats out, carried by Green's magic with a glass of water. They hover beside you.*

Here... I found the recipie in one of the books Tori brought back. Sun says you like these?

Shes been sick. The fact that she even came to help when she was still recovering herself...

*I chuckle.*

Reminds me of you.

*I smile gently.*

Ooh. Okay.

*I look a little confused. Before my face softens.*

Are those pumpkin chips? I...

*I hesitate to grab one.*

Green... these look amazing...

*I look like i could cry.*

Yeah... Sometimes, I think she's a little too much like me for her own good, but she did a lot to help. She's learned a lot — it definitely came in handy.

*He almost panics because you sound upset — but he can tell it's not bad. He nudges his head against you again.*

I hope these are okay?

I'm still working on getting the recipes, right but this one seems to be close. I saved the seeds for Crimson of course....

Tell me if something is off with them?

She's had a few good role models to show her the way. Hell even a pink cloud. Who'd have guessed she'd learn so much from a pink cloud.

*I cradle you as i sit up more.*

You are too good to me you know that?

*I look over the Pumpkin chip. Its... near on identical to one that sits in the back of my memory.*

They look it.

*As i take a bite and think about it. Its...*

Its... just like maman used to make.... how did... you....

Not me. Kids learn a lot more than we realized. Someone should have warned that pink cloud not to curse where toddlers can hear. The week my kid screeching nothing but 'fuck' was a bit much.

*He's just happy like this, trying to help make it easier for you. He doesn't want to stop being a rabbit yet, feelings suck so much worse outside rabbit form.*

Nah, I don't think I am. I think you have a skewed take on what you deserve, Bird boy.

*He looks up at you with ears that stand up, glad you seem to like them.*

We can give you the book I found the recipe in if you want? It... well, I think it was supposed to be yours anyway.

... are you okay? Should I have not made them?

I'm pretty sure someone did warn that pink cloud....

My skewed take is my opinion, it may not be the truth but come on I'm the first hero of Courage not the first hero of confidence.

*I think for a moment.*

Is the book blue? I lost her cookbook in Skyloft's fall... and i... I'd like to. see it at least. At some point...

*I wipe my eyes.*

No. no its... its. its perfect really its...

*I wipe my eyes.*

I... never thought I'd have these again.

*I have a few more, the tears in my eyes now, its eaiser to tell now they are tears of happiness.*

Don't you dare not make these again. I will set the kids on you.

*He huffs.*

Too bad the pink cloud is a bad listener.

Yeah well be nice to yourself. You deserve good things.

*He's quiet, then he nods slowly.*

Yeah, the blue book. It's your's, Sky. Tor made a copy of the recipies anyway. You should have the blue book.

*He gives a little laugh, nudging the water.*

Okay. I'll make them again then, whenever you want. Promise.

Were there any other recipes in it you want to eat today?

Pretty sure that pink cloud kept me sane for a bit of my life so I think I'll have to get its credentials checked. Bad listener isnt what id put on there.

*I dont give you a response.*

I would. If I could get it that would be great.

*I see the water nudged towards me.*

Right...

*I take it. Drinking slowly alongside a few more chips.*

Are you going home?

*I look sad but then look confused.*

Oh... oh right. Two places at once right? Just make sure you do see your kids and husband.

Uhh... I. Its difficult to remember now... I. I know one of them uses some extinct plants that we cant get but the cooking premise is the same.

It was a vegetable but we never got it to grow on the surface so it died out. Like. It was.... a root vegetable? I think. But soup. With potatoes. And vegetables.

*I chuckle.*

Used to call it my sick day soup.

We'll see. The pink cloud is a selective listener if nothing else.

*He nods.*

Of course. We'll get the book to you.

*He just melts against you.*

I'm home now, Sky. Two places at once. I... Tori doesn't want to see me but I am seeing the kids and Rav. Zel came over last night.

*He just nods.*

I thought the plants were extinct... We'll see what we can do. Trouble has a way with plants when he tries.

Sick day soup? Hmm... I can make that one if you want?

You think the pink cloud can selectively hear the fact that its loved.

*I nudge against your head.*

Two places at once. I... did you want me to come and speak to tori? I dont min-

*I try to stand up and get some of the way there before falling back.*

Oh... oh maybe not... dont quite have... not yet...

*I think for a moment.*

I cant quite remember but I think they were like... the... carrot but not carrot. Uhh- parsley? No. No thats not right...

*I give a small nod.*

That would be amazing. Thank you.

Just make sure your family gets some too... id feel bad if you just cooked for me and not for them as well.

Maybe. Love you too, Nightengale.

*He sighs, ears falling back.*

You don't have to...

Hey, be careful... I don't know what's going on with Tori, but I know she wants you to focus on recovery. She's not alone. She's talking to Alfie a lot, Sunshine is still brooding over her, and Gan is still making her smile every day. Fi is keeping watch still, too...

*He nods, trying to figure out what plant you're talking about... Beets? Radishes? Leeks? Turnips? Hmmm....*

We'll just have to go through trial and error then.

*He snorts at that, bumping his head against you playfully.*

I'll make some in a bit. For you and the mini army I have. Maybe I'll ask the kids to help, they're all worried about you.

... I haven't told them too much, but they know you're recovering and are glad about it. I'm supposed to bring you a batch of pumpkin hand pies later, Lettie has been busy.

... Are there any other books you lost in the fall?

You are amazing. Dont forget that.

*I nod.*

She came back from an adventure got severely sick with magic sickness from overuse of the triforce. Found out at some point that her deity powers are now strong enough to put me under sway which is concerning.

Then I selfishly went and got poisoned and almost died. So I imagine shes trying to... process it all.

I can send crim to bother her for a few hours? I know hes worried about me and all but he needs the flight time. You know. Once hes rested-

Parsnips! It was parsnips. The carrot looking ones!

*I look pleased. And then try to remember what I was thinking about. But the thought seems to have gone.*

Your army are wonderful. Ive missed them all greatly. Once this is...

*I pinch my nose.*

I... dont know when this will all be dealth with. Or even how. But... once it is. You should all come over. I doubt I'll be able to leave for a while. Though I might be able to slip away...

I may drop in unannounced.

Hand pies? Oh I love the hand pies.

I lost alot in the fall really. If tori managed to grab more things id love to have a look.

*I take a few more chips. Eating them one by one.*

I'll decide.

*As you speak his ears pin back further. He knows that, but still... he'll never say it where his kids can hear it... but he barely recognizes his daughter, she's so different — more defiant than before, angry at him for reasons he can't begin to name, more grown up because that's what time does...*

I know...

Don't say that, you didn't choose to get poisoned.

... If Crimson is up for it I think she'd like that. So much has changed about her, but she'll always be happy to see Crimson. And he does need the flight time.

Parsnips? I have those in the garden. I can get those for you.

*He laughs a little.*

They are pretty great.

Hey, you don't have to know everything or anything about how this ends right now. We'll visit when it's over, and you know you're always welcome to come by.

Good, Lettie made the hand pies with you in mind.

She grabbed a lot — took copies of everything they were willing to give her. I'm sure she'll be happy to let you look at all of them. I've heard her reading some old Skyloftian children's stories to Ben and Gan.

*He rubs at his face with his paws before melting again.*

You're warm.

Good.

*I sigh. Streching a little before curling up again.*

Someone will say i did. They always do...

I'll send him over later on. Tori could use the friend and she and him get along so well.

Yeah. Yeah they were pretty close to those. I think. We use that to substitute.

She knows me too well...

She managed to get children's books? I wonder if shes got... oh I'll have to find my copy. Its really good but my copy is a little... worn...

*I chuckle. Running a hand through your fur.*

Thats probably because I'm running a temperature. You are rather nice to hug though. I hope im not holding you too tightly.

*I'm a little warm. But nothing compared to before. My grip is around you atleast, my arms do most of the work. I give a soft hum. As if im thinking about something.*

*Im getting better by the hour.*

*He grumbles at that, barely keeping himself from thumping his back leg again.*

Anyone who says that is wrong and either stupid or callous. I know you, you didn't choose this.

I think they could both use it honestly.

We'll get parsnips then. Easy enough.

She does.... I'm sure she'll be happy to compare copies with you.

*He flops against you as best he can, pleased to see you moving easier.*

Your temperature is coming down though.

You're not holding me too tight, I'm fine.

I'm just... I'm really glad you're feeling stronger. I know you hate being unable to move when you want to.

*I chuckle.*

They'll both love that I'm sure...

Sounds great.

*I adjust my arms so you flop into the blankets as I roll onto my side. Keeping you in my arms.*

Yeah... im honestly im glad I wasnt really lucid. I think I would have fallen into... well...

*I shiver. And grip you tighter. A fear response.*

I dont want to. Be... held down...

*I move my legs as best I can. Almost as if im checking i can.*

They probably will. They can be menaces together or something.

I'm glad.

*He's happy on the blankets too, stretching out as he melts against your arms.*

I am too. You were safe but you wouldn't have liked it. Crimson wasn't happy...

You're okay, you're free to move. I promise.

They really are menaces aren't they?

*as you strech out i tuck a blanket behind you for some extra support. I give a soft trill. Its not quite back. But its close.*

And when Crimson's upset its a bad sign.

*I keep fidgeting for a moment.*

I dont like not being able to move...

I can't stand, I cant run... its not. Its not fair.

Do...

*I pause. My voice sounds small. Vulnerable.*

Do you think I'll be able to do what I was doing before? Am. Am I going to feel like this forever?

They really are.

*His ears perk up a little at the trill. You're sounding better! That's a good thing.*

Usually.

I know it sucks and I'm sorry it happened.

*He would love to fix this, but he has no idea how. He just watches you as you ask the last couple questions, trying to take them in and find an answer.*

I...

I don't know. Everyone is always changing, you'll be different than before... but I think you're going to keep getting stronger too. It hasn't been a week since the incident, recovery tales time...

We'll figure it out, Nightengale. You're already leaps and bounds better than when you were first declared clean of poison.

*I see your ears move and move and arm to scratch you behind the ear.*

I know... I know...

I know its not been a week... im just. Worried. What if i. What if i cant.

*I look away. The feeling of old insecurities bubbling away under the surface. You can feel how my confidence has been shattered...*

I'm supposed to be the strong one. The one to lead people and if I cant just... bounce back from something like this then.

*A flicker of something youve not seen for a while. A my hand moves. And I scratch the back of my left hand. Scratch marks line the back of my hand immediately.*

*He leans into your hand, enjoying the scratching.*

Sky...

*He gives a sad sigh before he pokes your side with a paw.*

Strength isn't always how much you can physically lift, sometimes it's how you keep trying.

You... Sky, I hate to say this, but you should be dead right now. The poison in that finally took you out — because Baron Asshat poisoned you at least three times — should have killed you. It went after your body, your mind, and your soul.

You are so incredibly strong, and no one expects you to be all better instantly. You're already doing so well.

... besides, the best rulers I've ever known lead with their heart and not with fear. All of the parts of monarchy that became a problem come well after you and your child.

*I give a noise of complaint as you poke me.*

Hey...

Three times? I was... poisoned three times?

Can poison even do that? How can a poison go after....

Oh... is that why I.... I think i need to talk to Sora and Riku... they must have. Kept my heart... sorry. My soul. Intact. That explains why I remember seeing them...

*I listen to you carefully. Trying to commit your words to memory. I sit up a little more. My voice holds a conviction.*

I dont ever want my people to be scared. Its... its why I want to get back to them so quickly. I want to show them that I'm okay.

My... child? I. Did Zelda tell you? When did...

*I try to think back.*

I'm sorry for not telling you sooner...

At least. I didn't get a confirmation on if there was more.

I'm not sure how it worked, but Sora did help. Between him, Tori, and your own work, we were able to help you thankfully.

*He just nods.*

I know. And you won't scare them. If you want — and only if you want — you can make appearances still, just take breaks okay? You have time.

*He chuckles, nudging his head against you.*

You told me, actually. You don't need to apologize, I get it.

I'm happy for you, and Sun. You'll be a good dad, Sky.

He... really wanted me dead. I. I just wish I knew what I did to. To make him want to do that.

*I nudge you gently.*

Sora's a powerful guy. Save me explaining hes got power over the essences of people. So what makes a person them. He probably used some of his light to keep mine together.

You left someone of that list. You've been pretty vital in this too. Keeping me warm. Safe. Fed and watered. Night watch is just as important and I am grateful that you would do so.

*I give a small nod.*

I dont know whats been said to the kingdom. If zeldas standing in my place or if Wren is speaking for us for now... I think. Well, wishful thinking. Not hearing news from me after hearing of me being poisoned would scare some people.

I should get Wren to say something in the morning...

*I return the nudge.*

I told you? Ah... I. If it helps. You are... I suppose the third person who knows? Atleast from myself.

Honestly? I'm terrified. And I wish I'd had the courage to talk to someone before because ive been juggling a lot and I know experts and just didnt speak to any of them...

Mind if I speak to you and Emerald about a few things?

Yeah... well you changed things, and people like him don't like things changing in ways they can't control.

*He huffs at you.*

I know he is. I'm... glad helped.

I guess. I didn't do much for the whole saving you thing, but I think you know I'll always be here to look out for you. I will be, by the way. I'm not about to let the fates pull any more shit where I can't find and help you guys.

*He just shrugs.*

I'm not sure either... Sun's been in here watching you as much as she can... If you want to speak to them we can make it happen but don't push yourself. I can go with Wren if you decide to ask him? Discourage any stupid questions or rude comments?

*He nods firmly.*

You did. Tor put it together for me but you told us.

I... I get that. It's scary to have kids. There's a lot that can go wrong... but someone much smarter than me says it's important to remember There's A Lot that can go Right, too.

You can always talk to us. We'll help as much as we can, and we aren't exactly experts, but if you have questions, we'll answer as best we can.

But why go after the one kingdom that can organise help for his people out of what is effectively the breakdown of their infrastructure from sandstorms.

If they even survived... I. Im basically protected by a pantheon. Someone would have already done something in anger...

I know you haven't.

*I raise an eyebrow.*

You are telling me the magical cloud purring isnt healing me? Isn't keeping me safe and warm?

Luckily we are pretty good friends with one who works with Fate now. I need to talk with him actually. For guidance mainly...

*I look saddened.*

I hope she's okay... I cant imagine the stress shes under. All stress we tried to avoid.

*I look at you.*

They need their rest. And im not exactly waking at... reasonable hours. But. If you could tell them. Then I can speak to them...

Would that discourage that? I feel as soon as the baron is mentioned you would angrly vibrate or i dont know something that gods do when they are angry.

*I chuckle.*

Well... thats good in a way. We were just. Scared and we didnt want anything to happen cause its the first one thats gotten this far. Zels been afraid of a miscarriage and ive been scared and we... we...

*the subject upsets me. My heart rate increases a little. But I try to keep myself together.*

Your kids are turning out to be wonderful people. I... I wont lie i cant wait to see the kids faces when they meets her.

I suppose the big question is how on earth do I do this?

Because he'd rather be in control than help is people I guess.

*He falls silent then he gives a sad, bitter laigh.*

Believe it or not, someone went out of their way to make sure nothing happened out of anger. Blackthorne has more patience than me and... well, that can be a story for a different time. Let's just say Tori learned a lot from you, thankfully.

*He looks away. It doesn't feel like a big deal. He'd do it any time. No matter what.*

I don't know, I'm just doing what I can.

I'm sure Blackthorne will be glad to talk. He... is infuriatingly good with advice.

Scared makes sense.

Hey — it's okay. Sun is safe, I've got all sorts of wards on her right now and we're making sure she rests as much as possible.

*He softens, nodding.*

Yeah, they're pretty good kids. We'll get pictures of the faces, they'll love her I'm sure.

*He moves to stand, climbing up to sit on your chest. He isn't heavy enough to hold you down.*

You do this the way everyone worth their salt does; you do it scared and as best you can because you love your kid.

No one is ready to have kids, Sky, because every kid is different and they don't come with a guide book tailored specifically for them.

But you already know the two most important things. You love your kid, and nothing will change that and you know you will do whatever you can for them because family is important.

*I hum saddly.*

I just... hope his people are okay.

I think hes more patience cause he had to learn it the hard way. You know he told me the fates made him watch a singular flower for what a year? To teach him time?

You will be telling me that story.

Tori learned a lot from all of us. And from her own experiences too. Journeys teach us lots of things and hers... well hers sounds like. Something else entirely...

And what you are doing helps. I know it does.

Thank you for watching her.

*I turn so im lying on my back. I look at you. And listen.*

I will. I will love her more than anything...

I... yeah I hope so too. A terrible leader can really mess things up.

The more I learn about the fates the more I want to find and fight them. What a terrible things to do, Lolia below.

I can if you want later.

*He drags his paws down his face, trying to keep from screaming in frustration.*

That journey — what good is being the God of heroes if I can't help my daughter who is a hero? Honezty I — nevermind. Not your problem. I'm just glad she's safe now... and that she takes after you, Fable, and Rav. Thank everything she got some self preservation to go with the danger magnet gene.

*He is very agitated about everything to do with Tori lately, especially the quests. It's not a surprise. He's never had the best control over his face or ears so it's hard to hide. He sets aside that mess of feelings to deal with later. He sets it beside the confusion abound why Tori seems so mad at him.*

*He just sighs, relaxing a little.*

I hope it helps.

Any time. I'll always look out for you, Sun, and your family.

*He lowers to be on all fours, still on you. He nods, nose twitching a little.*

Good. That's all you need, because you lead with your heart. As long as you love your daughter and make sure she knows that, you'll do great.

Honestly I'd be pretty impressed if you could. They are quite illusive from memory.

*I see your fustration. Youve never been good at hiding it. I reach out and gently run a hand along your back.*

Maybe because you raised her. And the universes was of letting you help her. Was by letting her learn by herself. Look at how much she learned and can do now that shes come back to you.

Thank you for looking out for me. Really.

I try my best.

*I lift myself up slightly so I can rub my face against yours. Before I reach down besides the bed.*

Hold on....

*Its a bit of a struggle. But I manage to pull up a singular boot from a box under the bed.*

Here... I know how much you like them. It might make you feel better.

They'd have it coming.

*He sighs as you run a hand along his back, but he doesn’t move away.*

The universe can bite me. I told myself I went through everything — all of it — so no one else would. Tori was supposed to get to have a good, normal life. She was supposed to live her whole life far away from fights evil.

I always will. You know that. I hope.

You'll do well. I know it.

*He tilts his head, trying to figure out what you're doing.*

Okay?

*His eyes hone in on the boot immediately. He can try to pretend he's over boots a little but he isn't. The moment the boot is set down he is climbing into it.*

Thank you.

*after shifts around he has his face and front paws sticking out of the boot and nothing else.*

Can I ask what names you were considering for your daughter?

If you are fighting the universe. Please keep my part of it intact? I quite enjoy existing.

We. Just have to hope that the others wont have to do so. Toris always been strong.

Yeah. Yeah I know that now. Its... nice to be remembered.

You'll like it i promise.

*I chuckle as you move towards the boot.*

*I give a soft smile as I move the boot besides me. Holding it steady with one hand as I wait for you to get comftorable before I scratch you behind the ear again.*

Ive... stressed you out. Its the least I can do. You are welcome to add it to your collection.

*I give a soft smile.*

Celine. We've decided on Celine.

Well when you put it like that...

I... yeah. Still... I... Sky, I don't recognize my daughter. She's... angry. She deserves better than what happened — you all do.

*Angry is... well Tori isn't an angry person. Or she didn't used to be. Anger for Tori is like silence, it doesn't fit her most of the time.*

I'm glad. You'll be remembered a very long time.

Okay.

*He seems a little calmer once settled in the boot. It doesn't actually make him any safer, but it helps.*

You haven't done anything wrong. At least half of my stress is over other things. I am keeping this though. Thank you.

*Those things would be the fact his daughter used enough magic to drain her reserves to a dangerous level on her best day and then used even more — all while suffering from magic poisoning. But he won't just drop that on you. You can stay ignorant for a bit. You don't need the stress. He knows Alfie, Fi, and maybe Crimzon later have and will remind her not to.*

Celine is a pretty name. I'm excited to meet her.

*I give a sigh.*

She does. Reminds me of me in a few ways. After fighting and well. You know how it ended by now.

*I give a smile.*

I hope so. Even if its just. The first King of Hyrule was a nice guy. I dont want to be remembered for the pain. I want to be remembered for the changes we made for the better.

*As you settle in i look at you.*

What is sitting in a boot like anyway? Is it comftorable or is it just because its a boot?

It might not be the main cause. But its certainly not helped. And for that I am sorry. She must be recovered from the magic exhaustion by now... anyone under that would be... well.

*With no questioning I make the assumption that is most obvious.*

I'm glad to see shes doing better. Even if I wasnt really aware. Its coming back to me in peices I think... but im really not sure.

We are too. I'll make sure to send Crimson over to get you once we are settled.

I know...

*He snorts.*

You have more titles than that, Bird Boy. Before meeting you I thought they were blown out of proportion.

*He rolls his eyes at you.*

It's... safe. Surrounds you? It's also a boot.

*He sighs, ears lowering again.*

Recovered is.... optimistic.

*He perks up a little.*

You better.

Titles Id rather not have. I didnt choose to kill the god. I had to. For the good of the world.

Though I do pull out Godslayer when I need to throw my weight around. Not as much now since Fi went to rest. But. We all know your fave was bird boy.

Sky - Certified bird boy.

*I place a hand on my chin.*

So a boot is like a cloud hug? And you collect them?

It is infact. A boot.

Ahh... so a hero special right? The 'Im fine but actually need to stay in bed for another week' excuse right?

*I give a laugh.*

Of course I will. I dont think Id be forgiven if I didnt. Can you imagine the kids? I fear them more than you when it comes to enforcing self care.

Oh no, that one didn't stick around into my time. You're the First King, the Good King, the King of the Gilded age. It's a long list, but the entire thing is more fitting than I realized.

You deserve to be able to use Godslayer.

What can I say? I'm a creature of habit.

*He nods along.*

I think so. If this is what cloud hugs feel like for you guys I get it. I know why I enjoy giving them though.

*He sighs.*

Sort of. She at least was honest about needing a nap after. I don't know, she's not talking to me but the kids are keeping her company.

*He laughs a little.*

That's fair. They're very enthusiastic about self care and being told things. They'll set Ben on you, he has the most devastating puppy eyes I've ever seen.

Oh wow... does hero of hylia stick around at all? Or is it more my kingly stuff that does.

King of the gilded age... It sounds like good things are ahead...

Honestly im surprised I dont have that on like a medal. Make it all official looking and wear it on the royal outfit. Noone can read it and it looks important. But it just says certified bird boy on it.

*I chuckle.*

An important title. The most important one really.

Cloud hugs... are. They remind me of younger days above the clouds. Warm and safe. Enclosed on all sides but protected. Its the one place I dont feel like I need to be on guard.

*I give a nod.*

I am protected. And warm. And safe.

*I raise an eyebrow.*

Thats something atleast...

Ben's puppy dog eyes are almost as bad as those sad rabbit eyes you do. You know how hard it is to say no to?

Sort of. Some stories say you're the hero and some don't, that's a hot topic of debate between historians.

Lots of good things, Sky. Promise.

*He nods at that.*

We can make you the medal for Official Bird Boy if you want.

*He considers the way you explain cloud hugs.*

Huh. Sounds nice. I'm glad you feel safe in them. You'd probably like giving them too...

*He just sighs that tired sigh people have for when they're at a loss.*

It is.

*He laughs at that.*

I know! Ben is a menace whenever loose with a mission. I'm glad he uses them for good.

I know how the sad bunny eyes work, there's a reason I don't use them often. That would make me too powerful you know.

Its probably debated because zelda is debated to be hylia herself right? And why would Hylia and her hero start a kingdom together?

*I laugh. Nudging you a little.*

Oh absolutely. I can wear it to the trial and scare the poor guy...

I give great hugs. Though if I do end up a spirit or whatever maybe I can ask the guys to let me do that. As a little treat. Thats probably something that could be arranged right?

He uses them for gain as well. You just dont realise it. If self care occurs that means people are feeling better enough to do stuff with him.

Honestly you could ask me to go to war for the bunny eyes and I would have an awful time saying no.

For i am unable to resist.

I didn't believe Sun was Hylia for a long time you know. But that is ome of the arguments against you being a Hero.

*He snickers.*

You should. Get Sun and Crimson matching medals too, really drive the point home.

You do give great hugs. I enjoy them.

Maybe so... you can ask.

*He shakes his head playfully.*

I blame Lettie for teaching him that.

Now I know how to get permission to do anything. Look what you've done Bird Boy.

*He's slowly melting further and further into the boot. He goes still — unnaturally frozen for a heart beat as even his breathing stops. After a moment he blinks before turning back to you. Something happened in a different place he's in, but that happens sometimes so it's not exactly concerning.*

You know, you have a look that's hard to say no to, right?

Ahh see now I have to know if you believed the first King was the first hero before you met me. And what you thought of the guy.

Oh now that... I dont know if sun... actually she might wear it around her hip... me and crim definitely. I can have a red ribbon and he can have a blue one. We can match.

Hugs. Are good.

*I laugh.*

Come now. You and I both know you could do that anyway! And thats not even under sway. You cant use that god magic on me it dosent work.

*It does. It just takes longer.*

*I watch as you sink into the boot. And fall still. I move the boot closer towards me just incase.*

I do? Which ones that?

I didn't think so. As a child... I wished you were the current king, you sounded better than what we had. As I got older — I figured you were just a tall tale told to make chili feel better. I was angry for a long time with the monarchy... No one knows when the Hylia's bastards thing started, I thought it was with you beforehand we met... Fable always said it wasn't. She was right of course, she usually is.

We can try. Crimson's can say 'Wings' or maybe 'Big Red'. Sun's can be whatever she likes most.

*He nods.*

Hugs are good.

I know. But I'll be kind and not do that.

*He leans back against the boot as he returns to this place. He doesn't mention the cause because he isn't even sure what he'd say. So he focuses on you.*

Hmm... you look a little like an upset fledgling with the most sad bird eyes ever. Or when you're excited about something.

*Honestly, Green has a hard time telling you now ever for any reason.*

I can understand that in a way. Its so far away from reality that it seems like a fairy tale...

I would love and cherish a son just as much as a daughter. The idea that one day it happens saddens me.

Crimsons says best wings on it.

*I chuckle. And bow my head slightly. My tone is lighthearted.*

Oh almighty god of heroes treating me with such high respect you truely are all powerful. I shall be sure to gift you many treats. In my next. "Ritual."

*Ahh yes. The rituals he tells his people are him communicating with Hylia. When its simply getting away for five minutes to talk with you or Blackthorne. I give a laugh.*

Is that right?

*I give the sad fledgling eyes. I know i dont have too. That you'd help me anyway. I do give a chuckle.*

Think you can help me walk? I want to look outside. Get some air on my face? Then maybe have some soup...

It is...

I know you would. And... while it happens and it's awful, it's reversed. Fable worked very hard for that and I stole Hylia's identity to help.

Best wings? Sure. Hedge problem love that.

*He snorts, rollicking his eyes.*

Important sure you will.

You're doing that right now.

*He hums.*

Yeah, I can do that. Do you want me to help you as a cloud or a hylian?

I seem to remember you telling me about this... im glad its working.

He'd love it.

I dont know what you mean.

*I give a smile.*

As a hylian. I realise ive not actually seen you for a while. Its either bunny or cloud. And while I love bunny. And I love cloud. I love my brother too.

*It seems I dont quite remember the day itself still...*

It helps that the people are on board, the nobles have more reasons to suck it up if the don't like it.

He would.

*He just huffs at you. You know exactly what you're doing. Probably.*

I'm always me, but I can be hylian.

Hang on.

*for a moment he be becomes a cloud, floating out of the boat and to beside the bed. Then his form shifts again, becoming hylian. His colors are inverted for a moment, but quickly flicker and become the right colors, blond and tan.*

*He smiles, holding a hand out to help you up.*

Let's get you some air, yeah?

I know you are. But I cant ruffle your hair while you are a cloud. And I cant sleep jail the bunny in quite the same way. You know?

That would be great...

*I take your hand. Pulling myself up... trying to steady myself.*

Okay I... I can...

*my legs give a little. And I fall on you.*

Sorry....

Hmm... yeah okay that's true.

*He helps you up, catching ypu when you fall. He just shakes his head.*

Don't be sorry, you're doing much better than earlier. Besides I'll always be willing to help catch you.

Hang on...

*He adjusts the way he's supporting you, pulling one of your arms over his shoulder and wrapping his free arm around your torso. This allows you to hopefully walk while Green himself takes on more of your weight to make it easier.*

There, does that hurt? Is this okay?

*I chuckle.*

Metaphorically and physically. I just... hope i dont...

*Break down... he hopes he dosent break down over this...*

My legs hurt a little... But I... think I'll be okay. Can we. Go out to the balcony? I want to look at the stars.... please.

*I shuffle a little. Giving a grimace.*

I know...

*He doesn't need ypu to finish the sentence, he knows...*

I'm sorry you hurt, Nightengale. We can go look at the stars but if it hurt too much to walk let me know okay? I can carry ypu if it helps.

*He starts leading you carefully, taking as much of your weight as he can, cheating and using magic to take more. He leads you to the balcony.*

After this, I think Sun made soup earlier, and there should still be some if you want it.

I want to be sure I can walk. I dont... I want to get back to looking after my people...

*Every step is a struggle even as you pull the weight from my feet. Its... difficult. My legs having not had use for several days and the poison having wrecked havoc through my nervous system.... its not easy. You can see it in my face, every ounce of stregnth i have being used to help me walk.*

*once we make it outside I lean a hand on the balcony edge. Looking up at my namesake. Just seeing the sky makes me relax a little.*

Its... funny how different they look... Than what I remember.

I... do like soup. We can. Go down to the kitchens to get it...

Okay. Just remember to listen to your body, apparently pain has a meaning sometimes.

*That is something that if you haven't told him you've probably heard others tell him.*

*He doesn't ask if you want him to carry you. You know the option is there and that he will at the drop of a hat — Green knows you need this though, you need to walk even if it hurts because you need to know you won't be trapped forever.*

*He smiles a little as you speak, looking to the stars.*

They are different on the surface, aren't they?

We can definitely do that. Wren will be glad to see you if we pass him. I'll leave a note in case Sun comes looking.

Reflecting my own words against me. So cruel.

*I laugh a little. But grimace again as a shooting pain streches up my leg.*

*I look over the stars and then down. Across the gardens that sit in the darkness at the back of the courtyard. A few guards men spot us and send a small salute up to the balcony. Two of them talk between themselfs.*

Well. If they didnt know I was alive before they do now...

*My eyes turn upwards again.*

I miss looking at the stars from above the clouds. On really dark nights you could see the star band. A big line of stars that stretched across the sky.

I'm sure he will. But he might question why im walking myself over someone bringing it too me. But he worries so I get it.

I think it's fair but okay.

... Do you want a pain relief potion? It might help a little.

*He snorts at that looking to you with eyes that only glow a little thanks to the siren stuff.*

They know now and word will spread.

*He hums.*

If you want to see that... we can make it happen. I can at least cast an illusion if nothing else? It sounds beautiful.

*He snorts.*

Wren has to have known you long enough to know why you'd be walking. And he will probably always worry.

If its not too much trouble that would be great.

*The glow in your eyes always fascinated me. Strange how the small things in magic change appearances. This i would know. The pink segment in my eye ever present amongst the blues.*

*The knights chat some more before one of them runs towards the castle.*

I guess so.

Would it change the sky for everyone? Or just a... localised one? I dont want to scare people...

And honestly If I didnt know anybetter I'd think he was some sort of lookout for you or blackthorne.

*we both know Wren would rat me out if needed.*

Of course. Hang on.

*He pulls a pain relief potion from his pocket, opening the cork and passing it to you.*

Here.

I can do either? Illusion magic is like that... your people would probably feel better if the sky didn't change right after you almost died huh?

*He only thinks of this after your question.*

Blackthorne doesn't need a look out those fate flowers tell on you as is... remind me to talk to him later action because I have a lot of questions.

I listen when Wren tells me things but if anything he's Sun's lookout.

Thanks

*He gives a smile. As he takes it. Drinking it slowly. It does make it a little eaiser but im still keeping most of my weight against you.*

Dont be too harsh if you end up doing so. Remember hes bound by rules just as much as the rest of us.

Hes a good man. And if it meant keeping the family safe hed do what it took. I hope he's alright in all this. He could be under a lot of fire. Kings right hand and I end up almost dead...

Any time.

*He doesn't mind taking on the weight for you he just wants you to feel better.*

I don't particularly care about those rules just now but yes I know. Always with the rules. Can't do anything because of them.

*He hums, softening.*

He is a good man. I can check on him if you want? Or you can in a bit?

You do remember the rules. I know ive not spoken with him myself for a while but he is around. Hes probably got the fate of the barons people on his mind at the moment.

That i would appreciate. Maybe you can just hop into a dream with crimson and make sure its not nightmares.

After you get some rest of course.

I remember I like breaking the rules too. Part of what got me far enough to meet you... I'll talk to Blackthorne later, I have other things that need handled before any conversations anyway.

*He's trying very hard to stay present for you. He's currently trying to help soothe Emerald back home... split consciousness gives him a headache sometimes.*

I can do that for Wren. The nightmares are for others.

I did rest. Took a nap and everything. What else am I supposed to do?

Rulebreaking was always a good pass time. Shame we actually make those rules now. We have to listen to them more...

Im sure he'd be happy for the company.

*I spot you struggling a little bit.*

Is. Something wrong? Do you need to switch forms? Would that help?

*I nod.*

Thats a good plan.

Take another nap? Make sure youve gotten some energy back however you prefer to get it back. Just. Look after yourself because I dont want to be the reason something happens to you...

*You can see the 'not again.' In my eyes.*

You have to listen to them, but it's weird to be the one making them.

Maybe so...

*He just gives a tight smile.*

It's... just some new developments back home. I'm okay in this form, really. Just need to work through the stuff, it's okay.

*He softens, giving your side a slight reassuring squeeze.*

I just want to make sure you're okay. I'll make sure I rest when I need to. All of me, not just one part. You're not going to be why I get hurt, all of my upcoming plans involve spending time around family and maybe giving the Baron nightmares.

Tell me about it!

Now I have to make sure there is a rule about throwable weapons in the throne room. So many laws...

*I lean my head against your shoulder. My eyes blink tiredly. You can feel a shift of my weight as i lean into you a little more.*

Developments? Can I help? As a third party?

*I give a soft hum as you do.*

You need to be okay too. You've a tendency to overwork yourself.

*I reach up and ruffle your hair softly.*

Don't overdo it on the nightmares...

You have so many rules to make. That sucks.

*He just watches you move, cataloging every bit of it.*

*He's quiet for a moment then he sighs.*

I don't know. Tori is mad at me and I don't know why, but that's not the biggest issue... just... can you tell me Uranium is gone? Please? He... did more than I realized to Tori.

*He snorts at youm*

Just a tendency? Not a habit? Score

I'll let Crimson decide on the nightmares front.

They take so long to make...

*I give a hum.*

Maybe Emerald can tell you. If she wont talk to you she might talk to him. Or if not I can swing by and speak to her. See what's going on? It could be as simple as the stress of the adventure and well... everything that's happened here has finally caught up with her and unfortunately you are the target of her aggression.

*I look at my leg.*

Maybe i'll give it a few days...

Uranium? Oh he's gone. I killed the coward myself. Years ago now. But he died for what he did. To Everyone. He died for what he did to Red, He died for hurting Hyrule, and Ravio. He died for hurting my family.

Don't make me change my mind.

I'm sure he'd love that.

They really, really do.

*He just shakes his head.*

Maybe. If you want to talk to her she'd like that in general... I just... I can't make things better if I don't know what I did wrong.

A few days might be good.

*He listens, and he is unnaturally silent as he does. He tries very hard not to be a violent creature, but he does not play when it comes to those who hurt his family. The Baron is intact because Sky wants him that way, and that is the only reason. Uranium... well, Uranium had a limp for a reason.*

Thank you... I just... very much need him to not show up every again.

*He trusts you. Of course he trusts you. He knows you handled Uranium and he knows you wouldn't lie about that. It helps, a little, takes one thing to eorry about off his plate. Uranium canteen come back.*

I won't make you change your mind.

*He just smiles.*

Crimson does love it. He's got plans. Lots of windows.

When I'm feeling better then I'll come over. Give her something to look forward too I can even send a letter.

*The silence worries me and i tighten my arms around you.*

He wont. And if he tried Ive got a very angry loftwing who'd like words. But we both know you have the power to just portal him out of existance so...

Thats good. Or I'd have to do this.

*I ruffle your hair. Again. Giving a soft trill as I do before I start picking at it. In a faux preening.*

Windows? What are you two planning....

She'd like that, you know she's always happy to see you.

*He softens as you tighten your hold, reminded of here and now.*

I'm sure Crimson has a few words. I think you know as well as I do that I'd do far worse than portal him out of existence. Especially now.

*He snorts, but he leans into your hands and the preening. He gives a little trill back.*

Nothing against the law, don't worry.

And i always love seeing all of your children. Any excuse really to go and be an uncle.

I do... But i we move him out of existence he can get the extended version of revenge?

*I give a smile. Redistributing my weight slightly as I do. I'm, mostly standing but I don't think I'll make the trip back. But you don't need to know that. I can be strong.*

There you go... its okay...

*It seems I've gone into care mode again.*

Is... it just not against the law because its dreams?

Sounds nice, the kids are pretty cool too. I may be a little biased though.

*He hums thoughtfully.*

Okay. That's... fair.

*He purrs a little, turning to check your face for how you're doing. Care mode isn't the best or the worst... it just is.*

Pretty much. But if anyone besides you deserves to get revenge Crimson does.

... you know... I think you might be healthy enough for some Bird time if you eat something too. Might be easier on you too, let you see things without everyone around you fussing.

Maybe just a little bit.

*Looking at my face you can see a little bit of discomfort. You can feel though the bonds as well, that my legs are still giving me trouble. My face is screwed up in concentration as i work on your hair...*

I'm sure he appreciates that.

You think so? But I cant walk properly... Are you sure?

*I sound so hopeful...*

Maybe so.

*He just waits for you to decide. He knows you hurt, he just also knows better than to call you on it bluntly.*

*He smiles a little.*

I wouldn't say that if I wasn't sure. You don't have to be able to walk for Bird time, you have people who you can ride on their shoulders or heads.

You'll be able to walk again soon though. I promise. It may just take a little longer as your body recovers.

No but it would help. If you are sure then... I'd like that.

*I chuckle.*

You make it sound like i wont be immediately sitting in your hair. So... bird time, and then soup?

I hope so... Makes me feel stuck. Not being able to walk.

Then bird time it is. Do you want your ring to do it or do you want me to do it?

*He just shrugs.*

I like to make sure you know you have options. Bird time and soup sounds great though.

*He just nods.*

I know. But I also know you, and you set a goal, and then you meet it... you'll figure it up. worst casanario, you get some cool hand-made mobility aides.

Can you do it? I love the ring but its easier when you do it.

*I give a smile.*

I do love the idea of bird time and soup.

Honestly I'm surprised you didn't say a crazy goal.

I'm going to create the first hyrulian royal family... I'm going to take all of the work of two people to make sure my wife can rest. I'm going to try to run before i can walk...

I mean... I guess?

Of course. Deep breath okay?

*His magic wraps around you, changing your form temporarily into your bird form. It's as painless as possible, and once you're a bird he catches you in both hands — cradling you.*

I'd say you should let Sun do some work too but I took over plenty of Fable's work in the past so she could rest...

Trust yourself, you are a lost stronger than you realize. Talk to what's doctor you trust most. Let Sun tell you that you've not been awake even three days put together yet and to rest.

*I do as instructed and take a deep inhale. Feeling my form shift as I settle into feathers over form. My legs and talons are weak as to be expected. And I flop into your hands.*

Oh... feels. Sorry... one second.

*I readjust myself puffing outwards into a small ball.*

Feels safe here...

*I give a small nod.*

She just needs to rest. Dont want to hurt her or the baby. Feel bad enough as it is for stressing everyone out...

*I nod again.*

Three days is long enough to be away for...

It's okay take your time.

*He brings his hands up so you are face to face with him even as he holds you.*

I'm glad it feels safe.

*Green just smiles a little.*

I know, and I understand the worry around Sun and the baby but you didn't do anything on purpose and the fact that you're recovering is helping a lot.

*He snorts.*

Sky, if our positions were reversed, you'd be telling me off right now. In fact, I'm pretty sure you have.

*I give a nod.*

thanks...

I just want her to be okay. I just want them both to be okay.

*I give a little grumble, and snap my beak once.*

Yeah... well. Thats.

*I pause... i know you are right.*

Thats different!

Any time, Bird boy.

I know you do, but Sun is able to decide for herself too. Just remember you need rest sometimes.

*He snorts at the grumble.*

You're right it is different.

I'm a god I shouldn't need to take time to recover. Or I'm a prince. Or I'm the hero. Take your pick of reasons. Oh! I'm a father, that's a good one.

*I coo softly.*

I do rest! Its just. Weve been so busy with everything and I was... I was going to see everyone after the meeting concluded but now ive got to try someone for crimes against my state...

*I puff my feathers out more. Nibbling at your hand a little bit.*

No. Noono dont start this im right you know I am. You are a god. You have so many responsibilities and how can you be expected to do them properly if you are not rested!

I get that, I just worry. You should rest when you have the chance let the Baron sit in custody a little longer. Who cares?

*He just rolls his eyes at you.*

Right. Sure.

And if I was king I'd stop needing rest to fulfill my duties?

Im sure the people care. Or the families of those we lost. They'll be calling for justice. They'll want to know why he gets to live while they're family members dont.

*I give a sqwak and hide my head under my wings. Nibbling at your hand again.*

No... no i was going to rest. I was! I had a whole travel plan ready. Its... different...

I understand that, and frankly, I'd be more than happy to deal justice right now. However, you are recovering from all but dying, and if they can't understand that, they can bite me. You are not sitting here and ignoring his crimes. You are recovering, so you are able to go into the trial without having to take a surprise nap in the middle.

*He just huffs at that.*

Biting as communication only works when both parties agree to it as a form of communication.

*He says that a lot, it comes out on auto pilot. He loves Puck and he loves Lettie but he hates that fae taught his daughter biting as communication.*

How is it different? How exactly does my brother need and deserve rest less than I do?

I still don't know what Justice looks like. How do I keep to my values, when he has done something so evil... I don't even care what he did to me. But i know it has to be thought about when dealing punishment.

But I like surprise naps...

I beg to differ. Its getting your attention isn't it? I can give you sad bird eyes.

*I give you sad bird eyes.*

I... it is! I was going to drop in on you guys, cause i know the kids love to be surprised and I was going to a party. Supposed. To be going to a party... I. I missed that.

Because... I... I...

*I shrink into myself. Curling up in your hands as I stay silent. you hear a sad coo.*

You don't have to know right now. You could ask Blackthorne, he's full of wisdom and shit.

Okay well surprise naps are great until you pass out mid noble interaction. Ask me how I know.

*He snorts.*

I know. Let's skip the sad bird eyes. Please.

*He hates the sad bird eyes they make him want to cave immediately.*

We'd still love to have you, always and forever at anytime okay?

... As far as the birthday party goes I'm sure you can make it up to them if you explain ypu got sick.

... hey, no one is mad at you here except maybe yourself and the Baron and we definitely don't care what the Baron thinks.

*His voice is softer now.*

Do you understand just how much of a fucking Hylia blessed miracle it is that you're still here? Please don't start blaming yourself for needing to recover when that poisoning would take down anyone.

Blackthorne is probably busy... I'll speak to him later on.

Oh dont worry. I know too. Oh that was a lot of worried faces.

*I know you cant handle the bird eyes. So I stop soon after. Giving a sigh.*

I... I still cant believe i let myself be tricked like that. Wren tried to... stop me i think. But the barron was so sure. He was so insistent...

*A memory? Of the incident?*

*I look out between my wings. If I could Id be crying you think...*

We both know that was the combined work of you, tori, sora, riku and... jun and Wren.

*You can hear the guilt in my voice.*

All I did was fall over.

... If you say so. I know you don't see Fable often but she'd help too. She's faced similar dilemmas.... but Blackthorne will make time for you.

I believe it.

*He softens. He doesn't know if it's a memory but he doesn't have to.*

Hey, it's not your fault. Wren may have tried to stop you but the Baron still made his choice. He still chose deceit.

*He makes a soft cooing sound when you peak out. His entire face has gone gentle.*

Sky, listen to me. You can't save people who don't want to be saved. Yes, we worked hard to help you, but you fought too. You chose not to give up.

You fought to stay awake and to stay with us. Even if you don't remember.

Maybe I should invite her over? you think she would? I know Blackthorne would maybe i should... have him over for Tea and we can talk about some things.

*The cooing sound stops my own spiral and i lean myself into you looking up at you.*

I guess... I always said I'd come back to you guys didn't I? Cant go around breaking my promises can I?

I think it's coming back to me slowly.

Of course, Zel would. She's always liked you, and she has that big heart of yours. And... you know twin stuff means she has some of my bleed over memories and stuff.

You should invite Blackthorne, though... it'd do him good to see you. He's been worried.

*He smiles a little, grateful to have stopped the spiral a little.*

Exactly. You've always fought very hard to come back, no one has forgotten that. I'm glad you're here.

I... hope it's good things coming back. Crimson can probably shed more light if you want.

So she's probably stressed out of her mind right now because you are?

How do you know that? Have you been splitting your consciousness more than two ways again? You know that gives you headaches.

*I sigh.*

I hope he's okay. The fates have been on him recently for trying to prevent the complete collapse of a civilisation. I'm not sure when in the timeline it is but from what he tells me its pretty close to here.

*I nudge my beak against your hand.*

I'll always come back. Even if it takes a thousand years. I'll find my way back eventually.

I... I'm not sure. Maybe I should leave it burried... im sure crimson can remember for me.

Not... exactly. We have things in place to help lessen the stress that bleeds over. Right now she should be doing boring paper work before dinner because she's spending the weekend with us.

*He just shrugs.*

I can deal with a headache. It's fine until we get to more than six and we're only at four.

*He frowns. That explains a lot, and gives him a more clear reason to curse the fates.*

I see... I'll try to get him to rest later then... maybe send Firecracker...

*He smiles a little, not sure he believes you but sure you mean it. But that's not something he's going to bring up.*

I know. Maybe if you find me after a thousand years you can have your boots back.

*He just nods.*

You don't have to remember or decide right now. Either way we're right here for you.

Thats exciting! Feel free to you know. Nap for a while if you need too. We both know you want to curl up as the bunny again. Oh... sailcloth nest. Wait....

Do the doctors... yeah... but not for a few hours...

Sailcloth nest?

Honestly I'd appreciate that. He doesn't speak much about his own struggles because he is kind of responsible for a lot of stuff. Doesn't like burdening others you know?

Audrah might actually be able to get him to get outside. Well. Outside of his own realm for a bit.

*I giggle. It comes out a a string of little tweets.*

Is that a promise? Cause I will hold you to that. I want those boots back. Its been twenty years.

I appreciate that. I do...

*He snorts again.*

I'll nap later. Probably spend some time as a rabbit too.... I do like a sailcloth nest.

... What about the doctors?

A sailcloth nest sounds great.

*He just nods.*

He really is... Audrah would probably be happy to go spend time with him and try to get him to take a walk or something. He needs the break anyway.

*He smiles.*

Sure, fine me in a thousand years from now and you can have your boots back. I promise.

*He just waits. You appreciate it... but it sounds like there's more to the thought.*

... but?

Sailcloth nests are cosy...

The doctors will want to be checking in. And I dont think theyll be prepared for a bird in my place.

Yeah... he really does.

*I give a nod.*

I Will hold you to that.

*My smile is soft. But its unsure.*

But i... just want to know if i missed something. Or if I... I dont like not remembering.

They are...

How about we set up a nest and I tell you when they're on the way? The wards tell me when people get close.

*He snorts.*

I'm sure you will.

*He hums softly in understanding.*

I get that... I don't have answers, unfortunately, but I do understand. I wish I knew how to help with that.

*I coo softly at the suggestion.*

That sounds like a great idea. Best if we... sleep on a pillow. And then you can have bunny time.

How many wards do you have on us right now?

*I lean into your hand.*

Do you need me to help...

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I like that plan. Let's do that.

*He takes a moment to count.*

Five?

*He shakes his head.*

Not right now. I... have a question for later but it can wait. For now let's go have creature time.

Hello Blackthorne. It's been a while.

*He sounds done — but who wouldn't be at this point?*

- future @luherooflegend

*It takes a moment, but i do reappear within the gardens. I look tired myself.*

Green, It is good to see you. Though I sense you are spreading yourself quite thin as of right now. Are you okay?

Not particularly. I'm a little better knowing Sky will continue to recover. Hopefully, you are too.

Am I allowed to see Tori's fate flower or are you still keeping secrets about her?

*He pauses, then sighs. That... was very unchariritable. And yeah you didn't tell him anything but you also aren't malicious to people... not really.*

I'm sorry. That... was out of line. Can I please see her flower?

It'll probably tell me more than she is. I don't know the last time you interacted with her but... well she's not very forth coming.

*He sighs softly.*

*I raise an eyebrow, crossing my arms. And i go to respond before... Ahh.*

Green we have spoken about this before. I can show you the flower but I cant divulge what it means.

*I fall silent for a moment, you can feel a split awareness somewhere...*

*I look down. pinching the bridge of my nose.*

I'm sorry Tori will not speak to you. Have you gotten Emerald perhaps to find out why?

I believe it... I've never seen someone take that much life magic without being complete healed before...

You always say that... thank you.

*He's stopped asking you anyway. Why bother when you can't or won't answer? It's just upsetting. He does it how he aways does, by the feel of magic.*

How many places are you in right?

*He shakes his head.*

I know it is not ideal. And I am sorry. But we are tied to laws just as much as the mortals are. I wish I could explain it all. But you are too closely related to her for me to tell you....

*I don't finish. But you can see it in my eye. The word i was going to say was Directly.*

Two others and here. I've a version of myself in... well you wouldnt know it was me if you looked at him. In Sky's time. To watch over the happenings there. And I am monitoring something....

*I raise an eyebrow.*

Then. You want to know if there are signs of a split memory on Tori's flower? Or perhaps you want to compare it to your own. To see how close she is to where we are.

So you say.

*He doesn't argue with you. He's aware of the trouble he faces for breaking laws anyway and he can't find it in him to ask you to break any law again after the first time.*

You don't say. Maybe Sky was right then... huh.

Is what your monitoring something you want help with?

I know it can be difficult to believe.

*I raise an eyebrow.*

Is that right? What did he say? That he thought I was hanging around?

*I chuckle.*

I wish you could.

*I place a hand on my chin. There's something about the flower that... i really don't want you to see...*

Here. But only from where you are stood.

Yeah... It really can be.

*He snorts.*

He wondered if someone was a lookout for you — or me but I know I don't have a look out in his era. I can't decide of he was joking or not.

*He hums at that, not ever a fan of being unable to help.*

Fine.

*He stays where he is — looking at the flower and taking note of everything he can see. The gold is expected, of course.*

How much can you tell me? Because I can feel the curse from here.

I am sorry.

Sky is correct. But i wont tell him who it is. I've an agreement with the guardsmen you see. They are as real a person as can be.

*He wishes you could. But he cant place that on you. Not one so young. The deaths of thousands because some divine being has deemed it so...*

I cant tell you all that much. You've seen all the colour's on this flower before. In her's and your own.

I can tell you... there is....

*He sighs.*

A week. At most.

*He watches the flowers go and is left wondering what exactly that mess is.*

That... sounds like a headache to think about too hard. But it tracks.

There's more than the colors and the curse, even I can see that...

A week?

*That is entirely too vague. And he absolutely hates it. He just sighs heavily.*

A week til what? Til there's another funeral? Til my daughter decides to raise the dead? A week til she's lost to the curse of some fucking entity?!

*His form flickers, agitated for understandable reasons. He gives a laugh that is very clearly his substituted for lashing out.*

There is much for me to learn still.

*I can feel your Ire....*

I cant say. But that is what the flower is telling me.

*You can see he's almost heartbroken. For what reason you cant figure out. He's always hated holding information away. He remains steadfast. Though it cracks at the edges.*

If i could tell you I would. You of all people should know that.

I hate this just as much as you do...

Isn't there always?

*He just stares at the ground. Do you? Do you ever actually hate anything?*

When we decided to have children we were so sure nothing bad would happen. We were so fucking stupid. We should have stopped when we say that stupid fucking triangle on Tori.

Now she doesn't even get to die a mortal death and rest.

*He looks sad.*

I really am sorry...

*Your silence speaks louder than words do. Your anger would have been understandable.*

You want whats best for her. For all of them.

*He looks down.*

I wish I could do more...

Yeah... So the fuck am I.

*He just takes slow, measured breaths.*

Of course I do, but I should have known better. No one in my family gets to have an easy life and half of us don't even get to be happy.

*That is a painful truth for both his blood family and his chosen family. Royalty and heroes rarely get lives that are both easy and happy. Sometimes they get neither.*

I shouldn't have listened to Audrah. Hope is bullshit.

*He looks away from you.*

Life has many ups and downs. Setbacks and forward leaps.

I make the transitions as gentle as possible. I nurture and care for the garden so that even in the darkest pits of dispear if they want to hear me they do. If they want a way out. They have it.

I may not have control over what they decide for someone. But I can soften the blow.

Audrah has always had the good way of it. She is much wiser than us I fear. Hope is always something to hold onto.

*I look at my hands.*

You... realise that sky was not supposed to survive the first time... when I met him.

Is it?

*He's not together enough for the whole 'we need hope' spiel. He's heard it plenty but things feel like hope is foolish just now.*

*Green just sighs.*

I know that. How you got away with what you did I'm not sure but I'm not stupid enough to think fate will let you do it again.

It is. Even if it seems so far away.

Its what your brothers did for you... and its what she needs too.

I didnt. Not really. Ive been working on appealing to them. Why do you think ive been-

*he pauses. Turning to the place he was looking before. A hand falls to my chest. I seem to be in pain...*

It... it will not let me do so again...

And I'm supposed to what, lie to her? If there were hope you wouldn't be talking to me like this and you know it.

*He... has no idea how you speak to the fates. That's not something he's been able to do himself — probably for the better.*

Don't hurt yourself over something that isn't going to change. It doesn't help anyone.

You are to be there for her. Ease her through the next phase so she is without fear.

There is always hope green. You know full well what gold means on a flower.

You should take your own advice.

That's a lot easier to do when they're little and don't understand fear.

*He just snorts.*

And you know how easily divinity drives minds to madness.

*He looks at you and his ears fall even further down. He now understands why Sky just nipped his hand a few times.*

You are infuriating sometimes. You know that?

*You seem to have at least made him stop his spiral enough to think for a second.*

I know it is not an easy ask. But knowing she has her father there. Will help. And, it wont be remiss to bring Audrah as well. I will also make myself available if you so want me.

*I give a soft chuckle.*

You make it sound like I am the one who has gone mad...

though, there was a point during the exile where speaking to the flowers started to get rather tempting.

*I smile softly, a chair appears behind you and myself as i sit down. A pot of tea, already steeped, sits on the table which you are sure was not there earlier.*

Considering the amount of times people curse me or the fates themselves. I know. I don't mean to be I promise.

*I wave a hand out.*

Why don't you sit for a moment.

*He scoffs at that. As if Fate would be kind enough to let you escape and go mad.*

I'd probably talk to the damn flowers. Someone might as well.

*He would ask where the chair and table came from, but that's energy he doesn't have. You've always done this, so it's no different than Wild popping up with a new dish in the middle of a meal.*

I think the fates deserve the cursing. I'd curse them any day. I think I have today already.

... Fine.

*He sits, and he's definitely still upset but not quite so against hearing you.*

We just got her back.

She is family to me. Of course I will go.

*I laugh.*

You can if you want. Some of them curse me every few hours though. Including this Zinnia...

You curse them every day anyway.

*I lean against the table. Giving a gentle smile.*

I know Green. I know... its... its awful. And you want your family back.

Why dont you speak freely? Whatever is in your head. I dont mind.

... Thanks.

*He just shrugs.*

I curse you way less than before I died. And the fates know exactly what they did.

*He sighs, picking at his sleeve as he stares at the table. He is so having rabbit time later.*

Awful... is a nice word for it.

I... I don't recognize my daughter, Blackthorne. Even now that she's talking again she's... she's angry at me, and I don't know why. She's — so difficult to get to talk to me.

She's hiding things from everyone. She has a kid —

Blackthorne she used blood magic to knocking someone's out.

... When I heard Uranium had been in her memories — I thought maybe that explained things but that's awful too. I wanted him to be why Tori is so different except I don't.

... I may not have been her favorite person, but she was never this way with me before.

And now I may not even get the chance to fix things. A week isn't a lot of time, and it's not enough time to help her heal.

*I chuckle, pouring a cup of tea and holding it in my hands.*

See I know you curse them directly now. It is appreciated.

*I give a hum, letting you speak your mind. You clearly need it.*

I think she's scared. Scared that opening herself up again will lead to more pain.

That... plague on this garden still disgusts me to this day. Memories, though false and that have no baring on a souls flower. Still impact a person deeply.

*I sigh.*

You know....

*I take a sip of my tea.*

Maybe you should ask Sky what he did. He was in the same position with you. And he was able to fix things.

And we both know where part of your consciousness is right now.

I can curse them for you too if you like.

*He does listen, and isn't that strange. He remembers a time when he probably would have flipped you off and run away. His head hurts.*

I see pieces of who she was, around everyone else... I think she hates me sometimes.

I just... It never gets easier, watching the heroes. I stick with them their whole lives, I try to help them heal... I don't know how to help her. She doesn't seem to want my help.

*He makes a low chittering sound, a hold over from his early days of being a deity.*

I don't even want to begin to imagine what that thing raising a child looks like. She remembers it though.

*He shrinks at your suggestion and the way you know so concretely where he is.*

I... yeah... yeah I guess he was....

I'm watching over him.

Honestly Green I would love that.

She is. But being a god slayer, doesn't mean that she will be like this forever.

And I know you are mourning your daughter for what she was before all this. Before the stupid triangles that like to mess with everything.

*I sigh.*

Its possible that it never did. Memories implanted might be simply knowledge that it happened. Not how.

And you've been doing a good job of it. I've backed off myself to give him space to heal. He feels, and dare I risk worrying you a moment. "Safe and warm." Whether you use your light or not.

He told me that he knows you will keep him safe, so he can truly rest while you are taking care of him.

I'll do that then.

... killing gods leaves a mark. She's killed three different gods.

Have you seen Tori since she got back? She... I don't even know... I just I'm grateful she has Fi.

*He shakes his head, giving Blackthorne a knowing look.*

I know she remembers it as well as she does her first childhood. I didn't get the prophetic dreams the family line has, but I still have premonition. I predicted a lot without knowing it.

*He gives a little huff, but he perks up just a little.*

He deserves to feel safe, I worry about him... I think we all do. I'd do anything to help him.

I'm glad he can rest. He needs it. He scared me... he scared everyone... I don't know how we got him stable... Tori did a lot.

I'm glad she did. I'm glad Sky is alive and aware... but... still....

Yes... it does. It leaves marks that sometimes cannot be seen.

I have not. My... duties have kept me here for quite some time now.

*I nod towards you.*

Pesky things those prophetic dreams.

*He chuckles. Taking a sip of his tea and now offering a cup to you. When did he pour that?*

Sky is one of those people who gives so much of himself to others all the time that he is one who is deserving of the care he gets now. He scares us all on a regular basis.

You know how many times I told him to slow down with the paperwork he was doing before this meeting? But he simply kept saying that he was doing it so Zelda didnt have too.

She got so good at healing because her life deemed it necessary.

*I sit silently for a moment.*

I did not.

*I smile.*

You and me both.

*I give a knowing hum*

But. You still watched your little girl give her everything to save him. And you are worried that its one or the other now? That her fate is sealed, which is why you came to me. To find out?

I know.

Duties is a nice way to say the fates are being shitty again.

*He snorts.*

You're telling me. I'm not jealous of Sky and Fable there.

*He takes the tea, more than used to you just... having it.*

Thanks...

Nightengale could do with more breaks, but he's getting better. I'm sure it was at least twenty times you told him.

...

I hate that answer. That sucks so fucking much. She was supposed to have a good, calm life where she didn't have to get good at life saving.

... Maybe so. The triforce... is hard to understand even now.

*He sighs, he had hoped maybe you did because at least then someone was able to watch over Tori.*

Yeah...

*His face falls as he takes a sip of his tea to cover the urge to scream or cry.*

*He gives a tired laughs.*

If I'm honest I think I actually came here to yell at you and be angry... but it's not your fault.

Just one of them. But yes. Our dear... counterpart the fate of Future is... trying my patience.

*He chuckles.*

No. I will never be jealous of such foresight.

*I give a nod.*

Thirty seven. To be exact. The man just does not like resting.

She did use the triforce... what three times? An artefact that kills most with a second use.

*I move and hold a hand out open on the table. You can hold it if you want too.*

Its An impossible decision. Espically if she wanted to save him.

You know. Of everything thats happened over the last few days. That would have made the most sense.

The easiest to blame when theres noone to blame. I wish I could... do more. I...

*I nod.*

Do you still wish to yell at me?

#lu rp #the gardener patron of fate #future green #evil linked universe #future Blackthorne

Fucking Future. I'm sorry she sucks so bad.

*He smiles weakly.*

Fable swears it's worth it.

*He isn't surprised.*

Only thirty seven?

... Three times. I can't quite hate it — I know it's why she survived Uranium, and it did eventually bring her home but look what it cost.

*He's quiet, staring at your open hand for a minute. He takes it — of course he does. He's a tactile person and you... You're part of this weird family Green is slowly amassing.*

I'm not sure I made the right choice... but I don't think either of us could have forgiven me for not letting her try either.

*He snorts. He's not sure what the last few days have been like — or that he's partially to blame, but he knows everyone has had a busy few days.*

I guess it would have made sense. That's basically what happened back then isn't it? My memory of before is... not great always, I remembered meeting you while I was a cloud more clearly.

You do a lot more than you're supposed to, and you usually have some pretty awesome advice and shit.

*He shakes his head with a sigh.*

No. If I'm going to yell, it should be at whoever is responding for this. And maybe whoever the hell Maj is, but that isn't you.

*Chances are you're stilling the nest Crimson made.*

*When you stir, Green bolts awake, looking to you. Even though he was asleep you can feel wards around you.*

Wha- oh! Shit- hey, Bird Boy. Feeling any better? Worse?

Doctor says you need lots of water...

Tori... isn't answering me but last she said you would do well to eat and drink as much actual stuff as you can. She said the salve would help but isn't a long term solutions....

I'm rambling again huh?

... Sorry.

- future @luherooflegend

*My other arm is draped across your back gently. Scratching you behind an ear gently. Fairly easy considering the nest wraps around like it does.*

Mmmm?

*I jump a little at you startling awake. I try to sit up but dont quite make it.*

... hi. Green... give... give me a second...

*The questions take a while to catch up. And I check.*

Hard to tell how...

I ache a little...

Looks... late out

Are... you. Okay?

*He relaxes when he realizes why he's awake, seeing that you're awake. He nudges his head against your arm in greeting. He's not inclined to move, instead settling back down.*

Hi.

*He just listens, trying his best to stop from more worried questions yet.*

Aches? Well that... is expected.

It is late, but you need the rest.

*He's quiet for a moment at your question, weighing the options he has against eachother. He could be honest, or say he doesn't want to talk about himself, or lie... no lying.*

I'm... stressed. A lot has happened. It will be okay though, eventually.

Are you okay?

*He doesn't want to burden you, you're recovering. He is worried about you.*

*I scratch behind your ear again. Moving my arm towards my chest and hugging you with the other arm.*

Do i need more rest? Ive been asleep... well im not outside now so either its been a few hours and you moved me inside. Or. Its the next day and some doctor pulled me away from crimson?

Stressed is to be expected I imagine. But they caught the guy right? Hes not going anywhere. I'll be okay. But I probably had you really scared huh?

*I debate your question.*

I think so.

*I pause. Rolling my shoulders slightly.*

I'm still tired. But I can move everything I think.

*I move my legs slightly.*

Yeah. Yeah I can.

*I can feel your hesitation.*

Why dont you ask me those questions swimming around in your head? Pretty sure im awake enough to answer them now.

*He can't exactly hug you like this but he leans into you before melting.*

Crim helped move you inside actually. He's gone to eat I'm sure he'll be back.

*He looks up at your face, mostly to make sure he isn't missing something.*

He isn't escaping, that much I know... It wasn't your fault, but I — I've definitely been worried. You scared us all pretty good...

*He relaxes further when your legs move, tension he hasn't realized he was still holding falls away. The progress is reassuring.*

That's good. I'm glad you can move everything. I know the doctors and Tor said you'd be able to... but still. I'm glad.

*He sighs, ears falling back.*

Are you dizzy? Nauseous? Cold? Too hot? Can you think okay.

Do you remember anything from after drinking the tea? You said some things...... Tor said some things... did you see anyone you shouldn't have during that time?

He did? Hes a good loftwing...

*I hold you to my chest. Giving you a small smile as you look up.*

Its no ones fault. But I hate worrying people.

*I chuckle. Letting you list off your questions.*

Not dizzy or nauseous.

And i think the fuzzy feeling is just from where im waking up. But it is clearing.

After drinking the tea... uhh...

I remember talking but not what it was... I dont even remember the barons face.

See anyone? Like... ghosts? i dont-

*I pause.*

I... im not sure...

He is. He is... Probably one of the most okay birds.

*He just sighs, nodding.*

I know. We all hate worrying people... but you're okay and that's what counts.

*He seems to relax a little more with each answer.*

Okay. Okay that's good.

Do you want anything to drink? Eat?

The most okay bird? Oh you love him really.

*Sitting up a little, i stretch one of my arms.*

I will be okay. We all will.

Talking to someone? There.... I think i saw Sora? Riku Maybe? I'm not sure... they are friends of mine. They wouldnt hurt me.

*I chuckle again.*

Maybe something small?

*He just thumps his back leg lightly. Rude.*

He's the most okay bird.

I hope so.

No I — it wasn't Sora and Riku. It's not important if you didn't see them. I'm sure it's fine.

*He perks up a little. You didn't want to eat last time.*

Yeah? How about toast and some tea or water? Or I actually have something else you might like... want a good surprise?

Dont get grumpy with me I am right and you know it

*I give a nod.*

Okay... we can always ask Tori. Maybe itll jog my memory if I did?

I noticed the flowers. Are they from her?

I do like surprises. As long as they dont almost kill me. Those surprises suck.

*I laugh.*

I feel like ive not eaten in days... water would probably be good too...

*He just rolls his eyes.*

Maybe so. You can ask if you want, she'll probably answer.

Flowers? What- oh. Yeah, they've from her. She says she's sorry she isn't here, she's at home recovering.

Fair. You'll like this one. Hang on.

Water too.

*A small portal opens to what is definitely Green's kitchen, and a plate of pumpkin chips floats out, carried by Green's magic with a glass of water. They hover beside you.*

Here... I found the recipie in one of the books Tori brought back. Sun says you like these?

Shes been sick. The fact that she even came to help when she was still recovering herself...

*I chuckle.*

Reminds me of you.

*I smile gently.*

Ooh. Okay.

*I look a little confused. Before my face softens.*

Are those pumpkin chips? I...

*I hesitate to grab one.*

Green... these look amazing...

*I look like i could cry.*

Yeah... Sometimes, I think she's a little too much like me for her own good, but she did a lot to help. She's learned a lot — it definitely came in handy.

*He almost panics because you sound upset — but he can tell it's not bad. He nudges his head against you again.*

I hope these are okay?

I'm still working on getting the recipes, right but this one seems to be close. I saved the seeds for Crimson of course....

Tell me if something is off with them?

She's had a few good role models to show her the way. Hell even a pink cloud. Who'd have guessed she'd learn so much from a pink cloud.

*I cradle you as i sit up more.*

You are too good to me you know that?

*I look over the Pumpkin chip. Its... near on identical to one that sits in the back of my memory.*

They look it.

*As i take a bite and think about it. Its...*

Its... just like maman used to make.... how did... you....

Not me. Kids learn a lot more than we realized. Someone should have warned that pink cloud not to curse where toddlers can hear. The week my kid screeching nothing but 'fuck' was a bit much.

*He's just happy like this, trying to help make it easier for you. He doesn't want to stop being a rabbit yet, feelings suck so much worse outside rabbit form.*

Nah, I don't think I am. I think you have a skewed take on what you deserve, Bird boy.

*He looks up at you with ears that stand up, glad you seem to like them.*

We can give you the book I found the recipe in if you want? It... well, I think it was supposed to be yours anyway.

... are you okay? Should I have not made them?

I'm pretty sure someone did warn that pink cloud....

My skewed take is my opinion, it may not be the truth but come on I'm the first hero of Courage not the first hero of confidence.

*I think for a moment.*

Is the book blue? I lost her cookbook in Skyloft's fall... and i... I'd like to. see it at least. At some point...

*I wipe my eyes.*

No. no its... its. its perfect really its...

*I wipe my eyes.*

I... never thought I'd have these again.

*I have a few more, the tears in my eyes now, its eaiser to tell now they are tears of happiness.*

Don't you dare not make these again. I will set the kids on you.

*He huffs.*

Too bad the pink cloud is a bad listener.

Yeah well be nice to yourself. You deserve good things.

*He's quiet, then he nods slowly.*

Yeah, the blue book. It's your's, Sky. Tor made a copy of the recipies anyway. You should have the blue book.

*He gives a little laugh, nudging the water.*

Okay. I'll make them again then, whenever you want. Promise.

Were there any other recipes in it you want to eat today?

Pretty sure that pink cloud kept me sane for a bit of my life so I think I'll have to get its credentials checked. Bad listener isnt what id put on there.

*I dont give you a response.*

I would. If I could get it that would be great.

*I see the water nudged towards me.*

Right...

*I take it. Drinking slowly alongside a few more chips.*

Are you going home?

*I look sad but then look confused.*

Oh... oh right. Two places at once right? Just make sure you do see your kids and husband.

Uhh... I. Its difficult to remember now... I. I know one of them uses some extinct plants that we cant get but the cooking premise is the same.

It was a vegetable but we never got it to grow on the surface so it died out. Like. It was.... a root vegetable? I think. But soup. With potatoes. And vegetables.

*I chuckle.*

Used to call it my sick day soup.

We'll see. The pink cloud is a selective listener if nothing else.

*He nods.*

Of course. We'll get the book to you.

*He just melts against you.*

I'm home now, Sky. Two places at once. I... Tori doesn't want to see me but I am seeing the kids and Rav. Zel came over last night.

*He just nods.*

I thought the plants were extinct... We'll see what we can do. Trouble has a way with plants when he tries.

Sick day soup? Hmm... I can make that one if you want?

You think the pink cloud can selectively hear the fact that its loved.

*I nudge against your head.*

Two places at once. I... did you want me to come and speak to tori? I dont min-

*I try to stand up and get some of the way there before falling back.*

Oh... oh maybe not... dont quite have... not yet...

*I think for a moment.*

I cant quite remember but I think they were like... the... carrot but not carrot. Uhh- parsley? No. No thats not right...

*I give a small nod.*

That would be amazing. Thank you.

Just make sure your family gets some too... id feel bad if you just cooked for me and not for them as well.

Maybe. Love you too, Nightengale.

*He sighs, ears falling back.*

You don't have to...

*He nods, trying to figure out what plant you're talking about... Beets? Radishes? Leeks? Turnips? Hmmm....*

We'll just have to go through trial and error then.

*He snorts at that, bumping his head against you playfully.*

I'll make some in a bit. For you and the mini army I have. Maybe I'll ask the kids to help, they're all worried about you.

... I haven't told them too much, but they know you're recovering and are glad about it. I'm supposed to bring you a batch of pumpkin hand pies later, Lettie has been busy.

... Are there any other books you lost in the fall?

You are amazing. Dont forget that.

*I nod.*

Then I selfishly went and got poisoned and almost died. So I imagine shes trying to... process it all.

I can send crim to bother her for a few hours? I know hes worried about me and all but he needs the flight time. You know. Once hes rested-

Parsnips! It was parsnips. The carrot looking ones!

*I look pleased. And then try to remember what I was thinking about. But the thought seems to have gone.*

Your army are wonderful. Ive missed them all greatly. Once this is...

*I pinch my nose.*

I... dont know when this will all be dealth with. Or even how. But... once it is. You should all come over. I doubt I'll be able to leave for a while. Though I might be able to slip away...

I may drop in unannounced.

Hand pies? Oh I love the hand pies.

I lost alot in the fall really. If tori managed to grab more things id love to have a look.

*I take a few more chips. Eating them one by one.*

I'll decide.

I know...

Don't say that, you didn't choose to get poisoned.

... If Crimson is up for it I think she'd like that. So much has changed about her, but she'll always be happy to see Crimson. And he does need the flight time.

Parsnips? I have those in the garden. I can get those for you.

*He laughs a little.*

They are pretty great.

Hey, you don't have to know everything or anything about how this ends right now. We'll visit when it's over, and you know you're always welcome to come by.

Good, Lettie made the hand pies with you in mind.

*He rubs at his face with his paws before melting again.*

You're warm.

Good.

*I sigh. Streching a little before curling up again.*

Someone will say i did. They always do...

I'll send him over later on. Tori could use the friend and she and him get along so well.

Yeah. Yeah they were pretty close to those. I think. We use that to substitute.

She knows me too well...

She managed to get children's books? I wonder if shes got... oh I'll have to find my copy. Its really good but my copy is a little... worn...

*I chuckle. Running a hand through your fur.*

Thats probably because I'm running a temperature. You are rather nice to hug though. I hope im not holding you too tightly.

*I'm a little warm. But nothing compared to before. My grip is around you atleast, my arms do most of the work. I give a soft hum. As if im thinking about something.*

*Im getting better by the hour.*

*He grumbles at that, barely keeping himself from thumping his back leg again.*

Anyone who says that is wrong and either stupid or callous. I know you, you didn't choose this.

I think they could both use it honestly.

We'll get parsnips then. Easy enough.

She does.... I'm sure she'll be happy to compare copies with you.

*He flops against you as best he can, pleased to see you moving easier.*

Your temperature is coming down though.

You're not holding me too tight, I'm fine.

I'm just... I'm really glad you're feeling stronger. I know you hate being unable to move when you want to.

*I chuckle.*

They'll both love that I'm sure...

Sounds great.

*I adjust my arms so you flop into the blankets as I roll onto my side. Keeping you in my arms.*

Yeah... im honestly im glad I wasnt really lucid. I think I would have fallen into... well...

*I shiver. And grip you tighter. A fear response.*

I dont want to. Be... held down...

*I move my legs as best I can. Almost as if im checking i can.*

They probably will. They can be menaces together or something.

I'm glad.

*He's happy on the blankets too, stretching out as he melts against your arms.*

I am too. You were safe but you wouldn't have liked it. Crimson wasn't happy...

You're okay, you're free to move. I promise.

They really are menaces aren't they?

*as you strech out i tuck a blanket behind you for some extra support. I give a soft trill. Its not quite back. But its close.*

And when Crimson's upset its a bad sign.

*I keep fidgeting for a moment.*

I dont like not being able to move...

I can't stand, I cant run... its not. Its not fair.

Do...

*I pause. My voice sounds small. Vulnerable.*

Do you think I'll be able to do what I was doing before? Am. Am I going to feel like this forever?

They really are.

*His ears perk up a little at the trill. You're sounding better! That's a good thing.*

Usually.

I know it sucks and I'm sorry it happened.

*He would love to fix this, but he has no idea how. He just watches you as you ask the last couple questions, trying to take them in and find an answer.*

I...

I don't know. Everyone is always changing, you'll be different than before... but I think you're going to keep getting stronger too. It hasn't been a week since the incident, recovery tales time...

We'll figure it out, Nightengale. You're already leaps and bounds better than when you were first declared clean of poison.

*I see your ears move and move and arm to scratch you behind the ear.*

I know... I know...

I know its not been a week... im just. Worried. What if i. What if i cant.

*I look away. The feeling of old insecurities bubbling away under the surface. You can feel how my confidence has been shattered...*

I'm supposed to be the strong one. The one to lead people and if I cant just... bounce back from something like this then.

*A flicker of something youve not seen for a while. A my hand moves. And I scratch the back of my left hand. Scratch marks line the back of my hand immediately.*

*He leans into your hand, enjoying the scratching.*

Sky...

*He gives a sad sigh before he pokes your side with a paw.*

Strength isn't always how much you can physically lift, sometimes it's how you keep trying.

You are so incredibly strong, and no one expects you to be all better instantly. You're already doing so well.

... besides, the best rulers I've ever known lead with their heart and not with fear. All of the parts of monarchy that became a problem come well after you and your child.

*I give a noise of complaint as you poke me.*

Hey...

Three times? I was... poisoned three times?

Can poison even do that? How can a poison go after....

Oh... is that why I.... I think i need to talk to Sora and Riku... they must have. Kept my heart... sorry. My soul. Intact. That explains why I remember seeing them...

*I listen to you carefully. Trying to commit your words to memory. I sit up a little more. My voice holds a conviction.*

I dont ever want my people to be scared. Its... its why I want to get back to them so quickly. I want to show them that I'm okay.

My... child? I. Did Zelda tell you? When did...

*I try to think back.*

I'm sorry for not telling you sooner...

At least. I didn't get a confirmation on if there was more.

I'm not sure how it worked, but Sora did help. Between him, Tori, and your own work, we were able to help you thankfully.

*He just nods.*

I know. And you won't scare them. If you want — and only if you want — you can make appearances still, just take breaks okay? You have time.

*He chuckles, nudging his head against you.*

You told me, actually. You don't need to apologize, I get it.

I'm happy for you, and Sun. You'll be a good dad, Sky.

He... really wanted me dead. I. I just wish I knew what I did to. To make him want to do that.

*I nudge you gently.*

Sora's a powerful guy. Save me explaining hes got power over the essences of people. So what makes a person them. He probably used some of his light to keep mine together.

You left someone of that list. You've been pretty vital in this too. Keeping me warm. Safe. Fed and watered. Night watch is just as important and I am grateful that you would do so.

*I give a small nod.*

I should get Wren to say something in the morning...

*I return the nudge.*

I told you? Ah... I. If it helps. You are... I suppose the third person who knows? Atleast from myself.

Honestly? I'm terrified. And I wish I'd had the courage to talk to someone before because ive been juggling a lot and I know experts and just didnt speak to any of them...

Mind if I speak to you and Emerald about a few things?

Yeah... well you changed things, and people like him don't like things changing in ways they can't control.

*He huffs at you.*

I know he is. I'm... glad helped.

*He just shrugs.*

*He nods firmly.*

You did. Tor put it together for me but you told us.

I... I get that. It's scary to have kids. There's a lot that can go wrong... but someone much smarter than me says it's important to remember There's A Lot that can go Right, too.

You can always talk to us. We'll help as much as we can, and we aren't exactly experts, but if you have questions, we'll answer as best we can.

But why go after the one kingdom that can organise help for his people out of what is effectively the breakdown of their infrastructure from sandstorms.

If they even survived... I. Im basically protected by a pantheon. Someone would have already done something in anger...

I know you haven't.

*I raise an eyebrow.*

You are telling me the magical cloud purring isnt healing me? Isn't keeping me safe and warm?

Luckily we are pretty good friends with one who works with Fate now. I need to talk with him actually. For guidance mainly...

*I look saddened.*

I hope she's okay... I cant imagine the stress shes under. All stress we tried to avoid.

*I look at you.*

They need their rest. And im not exactly waking at... reasonable hours. But. If you could tell them. Then I can speak to them...

Would that discourage that? I feel as soon as the baron is mentioned you would angrly vibrate or i dont know something that gods do when they are angry.

*I chuckle.*

*the subject upsets me. My heart rate increases a little. But I try to keep myself together.*

Your kids are turning out to be wonderful people. I... I wont lie i cant wait to see the kids faces when they meets her.

I suppose the big question is how on earth do I do this?

Because he'd rather be in control than help is people I guess.

*He falls silent then he gives a sad, bitter laigh.*

*He looks away. It doesn't feel like a big deal. He'd do it any time. No matter what.*

I don't know, I'm just doing what I can.

I'm sure Blackthorne will be glad to talk. He... is infuriatingly good with advice.

Scared makes sense.

Hey — it's okay. Sun is safe, I've got all sorts of wards on her right now and we're making sure she rests as much as possible.

*He softens, nodding.*

Yeah, they're pretty good kids. We'll get pictures of the faces, they'll love her I'm sure.

*He moves to stand, climbing up to sit on your chest. He isn't heavy enough to hold you down.*

You do this the way everyone worth their salt does; you do it scared and as best you can because you love your kid.

No one is ready to have kids, Sky, because every kid is different and they don't come with a guide book tailored specifically for them.

But you already know the two most important things. You love your kid, and nothing will change that and you know you will do whatever you can for them because family is important.

*I hum saddly.*

I just... hope his people are okay.

I think hes more patience cause he had to learn it the hard way. You know he told me the fates made him watch a singular flower for what a year? To teach him time?

You will be telling me that story.

Tori learned a lot from all of us. And from her own experiences too. Journeys teach us lots of things and hers... well hers sounds like. Something else entirely...

And what you are doing helps. I know it does.

Thank you for watching her.

*I turn so im lying on my back. I look at you. And listen.*

I will. I will love her more than anything...

I... yeah I hope so too. A terrible leader can really mess things up.

The more I learn about the fates the more I want to find and fight them. What a terrible things to do, Lolia below.

I can if you want later.

*He drags his paws down his face, trying to keep from screaming in frustration.*

*He just sighs, relaxing a little.*

I hope it helps.

Any time. I'll always look out for you, Sun, and your family.

*He lowers to be on all fours, still on you. He nods, nose twitching a little.*

Good. That's all you need, because you lead with your heart. As long as you love your daughter and make sure she knows that, you'll do great.

Honestly I'd be pretty impressed if you could. They are quite illusive from memory.

*I see your fustration. Youve never been good at hiding it. I reach out and gently run a hand along your back.*

Maybe because you raised her. And the universes was of letting you help her. Was by letting her learn by herself. Look at how much she learned and can do now that shes come back to you.

Thank you for looking out for me. Really.

I try my best.

*I lift myself up slightly so I can rub my face against yours. Before I reach down besides the bed.*

Hold on....

*Its a bit of a struggle. But I manage to pull up a singular boot from a box under the bed.*

Here... I know how much you like them. It might make you feel better.

They'd have it coming.

*He sighs as you run a hand along his back, but he doesn’t move away.*

I always will. You know that. I hope.

You'll do well. I know it.

*He tilts his head, trying to figure out what you're doing.*

Okay?

*His eyes hone in on the boot immediately. He can try to pretend he's over boots a little but he isn't. The moment the boot is set down he is climbing into it.*

Thank you.

*after shifts around he has his face and front paws sticking out of the boot and nothing else.*

Can I ask what names you were considering for your daughter?

If you are fighting the universe. Please keep my part of it intact? I quite enjoy existing.

We. Just have to hope that the others wont have to do so. Toris always been strong.

Yeah. Yeah I know that now. Its... nice to be remembered.

You'll like it i promise.

*I chuckle as you move towards the boot.*

*I give a soft smile as I move the boot besides me. Holding it steady with one hand as I wait for you to get comftorable before I scratch you behind the ear again.*

Ive... stressed you out. Its the least I can do. You are welcome to add it to your collection.

*I give a soft smile.*

Celine. We've decided on Celine.

Well when you put it like that...

I... yeah. Still... I... Sky, I don't recognize my daughter. She's... angry. She deserves better than what happened — you all do.

*Angry is... well Tori isn't an angry person. Or she didn't used to be. Anger for Tori is like silence, it doesn't fit her most of the time.*

I'm glad. You'll be remembered a very long time.

Okay.

*He seems a little calmer once settled in the boot. It doesn't actually make him any safer, but it helps.*

You haven't done anything wrong. At least half of my stress is over other things. I am keeping this though. Thank you.

Celine is a pretty name. I'm excited to meet her.

*I give a sigh.*

She does. Reminds me of me in a few ways. After fighting and well. You know how it ended by now.

*I give a smile.*

I hope so. Even if its just. The first King of Hyrule was a nice guy. I dont want to be remembered for the pain. I want to be remembered for the changes we made for the better.

*As you settle in i look at you.*

What is sitting in a boot like anyway? Is it comftorable or is it just because its a boot?

It might not be the main cause. But its certainly not helped. And for that I am sorry. She must be recovered from the magic exhaustion by now... anyone under that would be... well.

*With no questioning I make the assumption that is most obvious.*

I'm glad to see shes doing better. Even if I wasnt really aware. Its coming back to me in peices I think... but im really not sure.

We are too. I'll make sure to send Crimson over to get you once we are settled.

I know...

*He snorts.*

You have more titles than that, Bird Boy. Before meeting you I thought they were blown out of proportion.

*He rolls his eyes at you.*

It's... safe. Surrounds you? It's also a boot.

*He sighs, ears lowering again.*

Recovered is.... optimistic.

*He perks up a little.*

You better.

Titles Id rather not have. I didnt choose to kill the god. I had to. For the good of the world.

Though I do pull out Godslayer when I need to throw my weight around. Not as much now since Fi went to rest. But. We all know your fave was bird boy.

Sky - Certified bird boy.

*I place a hand on my chin.*

So a boot is like a cloud hug? And you collect them?

It is infact. A boot.

Ahh... so a hero special right? The 'Im fine but actually need to stay in bed for another week' excuse right?

*I give a laugh.*

Of course I will. I dont think Id be forgiven if I didnt. Can you imagine the kids? I fear them more than you when it comes to enforcing self care.

Oh no, that one didn't stick around into my time. You're the First King, the Good King, the King of the Gilded age. It's a long list, but the entire thing is more fitting than I realized.

You deserve to be able to use Godslayer.

What can I say? I'm a creature of habit.

*He nods along.*

I think so. If this is what cloud hugs feel like for you guys I get it. I know why I enjoy giving them though.

*He sighs.*

Sort of. She at least was honest about needing a nap after. I don't know, she's not talking to me but the kids are keeping her company.

*He laughs a little.*

That's fair. They're very enthusiastic about self care and being told things. They'll set Ben on you, he has the most devastating puppy eyes I've ever seen.

Oh wow... does hero of hylia stick around at all? Or is it more my kingly stuff that does.

King of the gilded age... It sounds like good things are ahead...

*I chuckle.*

An important title. The most important one really.

Cloud hugs... are. They remind me of younger days above the clouds. Warm and safe. Enclosed on all sides but protected. Its the one place I dont feel like I need to be on guard.

*I give a nod.*

I am protected. And warm. And safe.

*I raise an eyebrow.*

Thats something atleast...

Ben's puppy dog eyes are almost as bad as those sad rabbit eyes you do. You know how hard it is to say no to?

Sort of. Some stories say you're the hero and some don't, that's a hot topic of debate between historians.

Lots of good things, Sky. Promise.

*He nods at that.*

We can make you the medal for Official Bird Boy if you want.

*He considers the way you explain cloud hugs.*

Huh. Sounds nice. I'm glad you feel safe in them. You'd probably like giving them too...

*He just sighs that tired sigh people have for when they're at a loss.*

It is.

*He laughs at that.*

I know! Ben is a menace whenever loose with a mission. I'm glad he uses them for good.

I know how the sad bunny eyes work, there's a reason I don't use them often. That would make me too powerful you know.

Its probably debated because zelda is debated to be hylia herself right? And why would Hylia and her hero start a kingdom together?

*I laugh. Nudging you a little.*

Oh absolutely. I can wear it to the trial and scare the poor guy...

I give great hugs. Though if I do end up a spirit or whatever maybe I can ask the guys to let me do that. As a little treat. Thats probably something that could be arranged right?

He uses them for gain as well. You just dont realise it. If self care occurs that means people are feeling better enough to do stuff with him.

Honestly you could ask me to go to war for the bunny eyes and I would have an awful time saying no.

For i am unable to resist.

I didn't believe Sun was Hylia for a long time you know. But that is ome of the arguments against you being a Hero.

*He snickers.*

You should. Get Sun and Crimson matching medals too, really drive the point home.

You do give great hugs. I enjoy them.

Maybe so... you can ask.

*He shakes his head playfully.*

I blame Lettie for teaching him that.

Now I know how to get permission to do anything. Look what you've done Bird Boy.

You know, you have a look that's hard to say no to, right?

Ahh see now I have to know if you believed the first King was the first hero before you met me. And what you thought of the guy.

Oh now that... I dont know if sun... actually she might wear it around her hip... me and crim definitely. I can have a red ribbon and he can have a blue one. We can match.

Hugs. Are good.

*I laugh.*

Come now. You and I both know you could do that anyway! And thats not even under sway. You cant use that god magic on me it dosent work.

*It does. It just takes longer.*

*I watch as you sink into the boot. And fall still. I move the boot closer towards me just incase.*

I do? Which ones that?

We can try. Crimson's can say 'Wings' or maybe 'Big Red'. Sun's can be whatever she likes most.

*He nods.*

Hugs are good.

I know. But I'll be kind and not do that.

*He leans back against the boot as he returns to this place. He doesn't mention the cause because he isn't even sure what he'd say. So he focuses on you.*

Hmm... you look a little like an upset fledgling with the most sad bird eyes ever. Or when you're excited about something.

*Honestly, Green has a hard time telling you now ever for any reason.*

I can understand that in a way. Its so far away from reality that it seems like a fairy tale...

I would love and cherish a son just as much as a daughter. The idea that one day it happens saddens me.

Crimsons says best wings on it.

*I chuckle. And bow my head slightly. My tone is lighthearted.*

Oh almighty god of heroes treating me with such high respect you truely are all powerful. I shall be sure to gift you many treats. In my next. "Ritual."

*Ahh yes. The rituals he tells his people are him communicating with Hylia. When its simply getting away for five minutes to talk with you or Blackthorne. I give a laugh.*

Is that right?

*I give the sad fledgling eyes. I know i dont have too. That you'd help me anyway. I do give a chuckle.*

Think you can help me walk? I want to look outside. Get some air on my face? Then maybe have some soup...

It is...

I know you would. And... while it happens and it's awful, it's reversed. Fable worked very hard for that and I stole Hylia's identity to help.

Best wings? Sure. Hedge problem love that.

*He snorts, rollicking his eyes.*

Important sure you will.

You're doing that right now.

*He hums.*

Yeah, I can do that. Do you want me to help you as a cloud or a hylian?

I seem to remember you telling me about this... im glad its working.

He'd love it.

I dont know what you mean.

*I give a smile.*

As a hylian. I realise ive not actually seen you for a while. Its either bunny or cloud. And while I love bunny. And I love cloud. I love my brother too.

*It seems I dont quite remember the day itself still...*

It helps that the people are on board, the nobles have more reasons to suck it up if the don't like it.

He would.

*He just huffs at you. You know exactly what you're doing. Probably.*

I'm always me, but I can be hylian.

Hang on.

*He smiles, holding a hand out to help you up.*

Let's get you some air, yeah?

I know you are. But I cant ruffle your hair while you are a cloud. And I cant sleep jail the bunny in quite the same way. You know?

That would be great...

*I take your hand. Pulling myself up... trying to steady myself.*

Okay I... I can...

*my legs give a little. And I fall on you.*

Sorry....

Hmm... yeah okay that's true.

*He helps you up, catching ypu when you fall. He just shakes his head.*

Don't be sorry, you're doing much better than earlier. Besides I'll always be willing to help catch you.

Hang on...

There, does that hurt? Is this okay?

*I chuckle.*

Metaphorically and physically. I just... hope i dont...

*Break down... he hopes he dosent break down over this...*

My legs hurt a little... But I... think I'll be okay. Can we. Go out to the balcony? I want to look at the stars.... please.

*I shuffle a little. Giving a grimace.*

I know...

*He doesn't need ypu to finish the sentence, he knows...*

I'm sorry you hurt, Nightengale. We can go look at the stars but if it hurt too much to walk let me know okay? I can carry ypu if it helps.

*He starts leading you carefully, taking as much of your weight as he can, cheating and using magic to take more. He leads you to the balcony.*

After this, I think Sun made soup earlier, and there should still be some if you want it.

I want to be sure I can walk. I dont... I want to get back to looking after my people...

*once we make it outside I lean a hand on the balcony edge. Looking up at my namesake. Just seeing the sky makes me relax a little.*

Its... funny how different they look... Than what I remember.

I... do like soup. We can. Go down to the kitchens to get it...

Okay. Just remember to listen to your body, apparently pain has a meaning sometimes.

*That is something that if you haven't told him you've probably heard others tell him.*

*He smiles a little as you speak, looking to the stars.*

They are different on the surface, aren't they?

We can definitely do that. Wren will be glad to see you if we pass him. I'll leave a note in case Sun comes looking.

Reflecting my own words against me. So cruel.

*I laugh a little. But grimace again as a shooting pain streches up my leg.*

Well. If they didnt know I was alive before they do now...

*My eyes turn upwards again.*

I miss looking at the stars from above the clouds. On really dark nights you could see the star band. A big line of stars that stretched across the sky.

I'm sure he will. But he might question why im walking myself over someone bringing it too me. But he worries so I get it.

I think it's fair but okay.

... Do you want a pain relief potion? It might help a little.

*He snorts at that looking to you with eyes that only glow a little thanks to the siren stuff.*

They know now and word will spread.

*He hums.*

If you want to see that... we can make it happen. I can at least cast an illusion if nothing else? It sounds beautiful.

*He snorts.*

Wren has to have known you long enough to know why you'd be walking. And he will probably always worry.

If its not too much trouble that would be great.

*The glow in your eyes always fascinated me. Strange how the small things in magic change appearances. This i would know. The pink segment in my eye ever present amongst the blues.*

*The knights chat some more before one of them runs towards the castle.*

I guess so.

Would it change the sky for everyone? Or just a... localised one? I dont want to scare people...

And honestly If I didnt know anybetter I'd think he was some sort of lookout for you or blackthorne.

*we both know Wren would rat me out if needed.*

Of course. Hang on.

*He pulls a pain relief potion from his pocket, opening the cork and passing it to you.*

Here.

I can do either? Illusion magic is like that... your people would probably feel better if the sky didn't change right after you almost died huh?

*He only thinks of this after your question.*

Blackthorne doesn't need a look out those fate flowers tell on you as is... remind me to talk to him later action because I have a lot of questions.

I listen when Wren tells me things but if anything he's Sun's lookout.

Thanks

*He gives a smile. As he takes it. Drinking it slowly. It does make it a little eaiser but im still keeping most of my weight against you.*

Dont be too harsh if you end up doing so. Remember hes bound by rules just as much as the rest of us.

Hes a good man. And if it meant keeping the family safe hed do what it took. I hope he's alright in all this. He could be under a lot of fire. Kings right hand and I end up almost dead...

Any time.

*He doesn't mind taking on the weight for you he just wants you to feel better.*

I don't particularly care about those rules just now but yes I know. Always with the rules. Can't do anything because of them.

*He hums, softening.*

He is a good man. I can check on him if you want? Or you can in a bit?

You do remember the rules. I know ive not spoken with him myself for a while but he is around. Hes probably got the fate of the barons people on his mind at the moment.

That i would appreciate. Maybe you can just hop into a dream with crimson and make sure its not nightmares.

After you get some rest of course.

I remember I like breaking the rules too. Part of what got me far enough to meet you... I'll talk to Blackthorne later, I have other things that need handled before any conversations anyway.

*He's trying very hard to stay present for you. He's currently trying to help soothe Emerald back home... split consciousness gives him a headache sometimes.*

I can do that for Wren. The nightmares are for others.

I did rest. Took a nap and everything. What else am I supposed to do?

Rulebreaking was always a good pass time. Shame we actually make those rules now. We have to listen to them more...

Im sure he'd be happy for the company.

*I spot you struggling a little bit.*

Is. Something wrong? Do you need to switch forms? Would that help?

*I nod.*

Thats a good plan.

Take another nap? Make sure youve gotten some energy back however you prefer to get it back. Just. Look after yourself because I dont want to be the reason something happens to you...

*You can see the 'not again.' In my eyes.*

You have to listen to them, but it's weird to be the one making them.

Maybe so...

*He just gives a tight smile.*

It's... just some new developments back home. I'm okay in this form, really. Just need to work through the stuff, it's okay.

*He softens, giving your side a slight reassuring squeeze.*

Tell me about it!

Now I have to make sure there is a rule about throwable weapons in the throne room. So many laws...

*I lean my head against your shoulder. My eyes blink tiredly. You can feel a shift of my weight as i lean into you a little more.*

Developments? Can I help? As a third party?

*I give a soft hum as you do.*

You need to be okay too. You've a tendency to overwork yourself.

*I reach up and ruffle your hair softly.*

Don't overdo it on the nightmares...

You have so many rules to make. That sucks.

*He just watches you move, cataloging every bit of it.*

*He's quiet for a moment then he sighs.*

I don't know. Tori is mad at me and I don't know why, but that's not the biggest issue... just... can you tell me Uranium is gone? Please? He... did more than I realized to Tori.

*He snorts at youm*

Just a tendency? Not a habit? Score

I'll let Crimson decide on the nightmares front.

They take so long to make...

*I give a hum.*

*I look at my leg.*

Maybe i'll give it a few days...

Don't make me change my mind.

I'm sure he'd love that.

They really, really do.

*He just shakes his head.*

Maybe. If you want to talk to her she'd like that in general... I just... I can't make things better if I don't know what I did wrong.

A few days might be good.

Thank you... I just... very much need him to not show up every again.

I won't make you change your mind.

*He just smiles.*

Crimson does love it. He's got plans. Lots of windows.

When I'm feeling better then I'll come over. Give her something to look forward too I can even send a letter.

*The silence worries me and i tighten my arms around you.*

He wont. And if he tried Ive got a very angry loftwing who'd like words. But we both know you have the power to just portal him out of existance so...

Thats good. Or I'd have to do this.

*I ruffle your hair. Again. Giving a soft trill as I do before I start picking at it. In a faux preening.*

Windows? What are you two planning....

She'd like that, you know she's always happy to see you.

*He softens as you tighten your hold, reminded of here and now.*

I'm sure Crimson has a few words. I think you know as well as I do that I'd do far worse than portal him out of existence. Especially now.

*He snorts, but he leans into your hands and the preening. He gives a little trill back.*

Nothing against the law, don't worry.

And i always love seeing all of your children. Any excuse really to go and be an uncle.

I do... But i we move him out of existence he can get the extended version of revenge?

*I give a smile. Redistributing my weight slightly as I do. I'm, mostly standing but I don't think I'll make the trip back. But you don't need to know that. I can be strong.*

There you go... its okay...

*It seems I've gone into care mode again.*

Is... it just not against the law because its dreams?

Sounds nice, the kids are pretty cool too. I may be a little biased though.

*He hums thoughtfully.*

Okay. That's... fair.

*He purrs a little, turning to check your face for how you're doing. Care mode isn't the best or the worst... it just is.*

Pretty much. But if anyone besides you deserves to get revenge Crimson does.

... you know... I think you might be healthy enough for some Bird time if you eat something too. Might be easier on you too, let you see things without everyone around you fussing.

Maybe just a little bit.

I'm sure he appreciates that.

You think so? But I cant walk properly... Are you sure?

*I sound so hopeful...*

Maybe so.

*He just waits for you to decide. He knows you hurt, he just also knows better than to call you on it bluntly.*

*He smiles a little.*

I wouldn't say that if I wasn't sure. You don't have to be able to walk for Bird time, you have people who you can ride on their shoulders or heads.

You'll be able to walk again soon though. I promise. It may just take a little longer as your body recovers.

No but it would help. If you are sure then... I'd like that.

*I chuckle.*

You make it sound like i wont be immediately sitting in your hair. So... bird time, and then soup?

I hope so... Makes me feel stuck. Not being able to walk.

Then bird time it is. Do you want your ring to do it or do you want me to do it?

*He just shrugs.*

I like to make sure you know you have options. Bird time and soup sounds great though.

*He just nods.*

I know. But I also know you, and you set a goal, and then you meet it... you'll figure it up. worst casanario, you get some cool hand-made mobility aides.

Can you do it? I love the ring but its easier when you do it.

*I give a smile.*

I do love the idea of bird time and soup.

Honestly I'm surprised you didn't say a crazy goal.

I'm going to create the first hyrulian royal family... I'm going to take all of the work of two people to make sure my wife can rest. I'm going to try to run before i can walk...

I mean... I guess?

Of course. Deep breath okay?

*His magic wraps around you, changing your form temporarily into your bird form. It's as painless as possible, and once you're a bird he catches you in both hands — cradling you.*

I'd say you should let Sun do some work too but I took over plenty of Fable's work in the past so she could rest...

Trust yourself, you are a lost stronger than you realize. Talk to what's doctor you trust most. Let Sun tell you that you've not been awake even three days put together yet and to rest.

*I do as instructed and take a deep inhale. Feeling my form shift as I settle into feathers over form. My legs and talons are weak as to be expected. And I flop into your hands.*

Oh... feels. Sorry... one second.

*I readjust myself puffing outwards into a small ball.*

Feels safe here...

*I give a small nod.*

She just needs to rest. Dont want to hurt her or the baby. Feel bad enough as it is for stressing everyone out...

*I nod again.*

Three days is long enough to be away for...

It's okay take your time.

*He brings his hands up so you are face to face with him even as he holds you.*

I'm glad it feels safe.

*Green just smiles a little.*

I know, and I understand the worry around Sun and the baby but you didn't do anything on purpose and the fact that you're recovering is helping a lot.

*He snorts.*

Sky, if our positions were reversed, you'd be telling me off right now. In fact, I'm pretty sure you have.

*I give a nod.*

thanks...

I just want her to be okay. I just want them both to be okay.

*I give a little grumble, and snap my beak once.*

Yeah... well. Thats.

*I pause... i know you are right.*

Thats different!

Any time, Bird boy.

I know you do, but Sun is able to decide for herself too. Just remember you need rest sometimes.

*He snorts at the grumble.*

You're right it is different.

I'm a god I shouldn't need to take time to recover. Or I'm a prince. Or I'm the hero. Take your pick of reasons. Oh! I'm a father, that's a good one.

*I coo softly.*

I do rest! Its just. Weve been so busy with everything and I was... I was going to see everyone after the meeting concluded but now ive got to try someone for crimes against my state...

*I puff my feathers out more. Nibbling at your hand a little bit.*

No. Noono dont start this im right you know I am. You are a god. You have so many responsibilities and how can you be expected to do them properly if you are not rested!

I get that, I just worry. You should rest when you have the chance let the Baron sit in custody a little longer. Who cares?

*He just rolls his eyes at you.*

Right. Sure.

And if I was king I'd stop needing rest to fulfill my duties?

Im sure the people care. Or the families of those we lost. They'll be calling for justice. They'll want to know why he gets to live while they're family members dont.

*I give a sqwak and hide my head under my wings. Nibbling at your hand again.*

No... no i was going to rest. I was! I had a whole travel plan ready. Its... different...

*He just huffs at that.*

Biting as communication only works when both parties agree to it as a form of communication.

*He says that a lot, it comes out on auto pilot. He loves Puck and he loves Lettie but he hates that fae taught his daughter biting as communication.*

How is it different? How exactly does my brother need and deserve rest less than I do?

But I like surprise naps...

I beg to differ. Its getting your attention isn't it? I can give you sad bird eyes.

*I give you sad bird eyes.*

I... it is! I was going to drop in on you guys, cause i know the kids love to be surprised and I was going to a party. Supposed. To be going to a party... I. I missed that.

Because... I... I...

*I shrink into myself. Curling up in your hands as I stay silent. you hear a sad coo.*

You don't have to know right now. You could ask Blackthorne, he's full of wisdom and shit.

Okay well surprise naps are great until you pass out mid noble interaction. Ask me how I know.

*He snorts.*

I know. Let's skip the sad bird eyes. Please.

*He hates the sad bird eyes they make him want to cave immediately.*

We'd still love to have you, always and forever at anytime okay?

... As far as the birthday party goes I'm sure you can make it up to them if you explain ypu got sick.

... hey, no one is mad at you here except maybe yourself and the Baron and we definitely don't care what the Baron thinks.

*His voice is softer now.*

Do you understand just how much of a fucking Hylia blessed miracle it is that you're still here? Please don't start blaming yourself for needing to recover when that poisoning would take down anyone.

Blackthorne is probably busy... I'll speak to him later on.

Oh dont worry. I know too. Oh that was a lot of worried faces.

*I know you cant handle the bird eyes. So I stop soon after. Giving a sigh.*

I... I still cant believe i let myself be tricked like that. Wren tried to... stop me i think. But the barron was so sure. He was so insistent...

*A memory? Of the incident?*

*I look out between my wings. If I could Id be crying you think...*

We both know that was the combined work of you, tori, sora, riku and... jun and Wren.

*You can hear the guilt in my voice.*

All I did was fall over.

... If you say so. I know you don't see Fable often but she'd help too. She's faced similar dilemmas.... but Blackthorne will make time for you.

I believe it.

*He softens. He doesn't know if it's a memory but he doesn't have to.*

Hey, it's not your fault. Wren may have tried to stop you but the Baron still made his choice. He still chose deceit.

*He makes a soft cooing sound when you peak out. His entire face has gone gentle.*

Sky, listen to me. You can't save people who don't want to be saved. Yes, we worked hard to help you, but you fought too. You chose not to give up.

You fought to stay awake and to stay with us. Even if you don't remember.

Maybe I should invite her over? you think she would? I know Blackthorne would maybe i should... have him over for Tea and we can talk about some things.

*The cooing sound stops my own spiral and i lean myself into you looking up at you.*

I guess... I always said I'd come back to you guys didn't I? Cant go around breaking my promises can I?

I think it's coming back to me slowly.

Of course, Zel would. She's always liked you, and she has that big heart of yours. And... you know twin stuff means she has some of my bleed over memories and stuff.

You should invite Blackthorne, though... it'd do him good to see you. He's been worried.

*He smiles a little, grateful to have stopped the spiral a little.*

Exactly. You've always fought very hard to come back, no one has forgotten that. I'm glad you're here.

I... hope it's good things coming back. Crimson can probably shed more light if you want.

So she's probably stressed out of her mind right now because you are?

How do you know that? Have you been splitting your consciousness more than two ways again? You know that gives you headaches.

*I sigh.*

*I nudge my beak against your hand.*

I'll always come back. Even if it takes a thousand years. I'll find my way back eventually.

I... I'm not sure. Maybe I should leave it burried... im sure crimson can remember for me.

Not... exactly. We have things in place to help lessen the stress that bleeds over. Right now she should be doing boring paper work before dinner because she's spending the weekend with us.

*He just shrugs.*

I can deal with a headache. It's fine until we get to more than six and we're only at four.

*He frowns. That explains a lot, and gives him a more clear reason to curse the fates.*

I see... I'll try to get him to rest later then... maybe send Firecracker...

*He smiles a little, not sure he believes you but sure you mean it. But that's not something he's going to bring up.*

I know. Maybe if you find me after a thousand years you can have your boots back.

*He just nods.*

You don't have to remember or decide right now. Either way we're right here for you.

Thats exciting! Feel free to you know. Nap for a while if you need too. We both know you want to curl up as the bunny again. Oh... sailcloth nest. Wait....

Do the doctors... yeah... but not for a few hours...

Sailcloth nest?

Honestly I'd appreciate that. He doesn't speak much about his own struggles because he is kind of responsible for a lot of stuff. Doesn't like burdening others you know?

Audrah might actually be able to get him to get outside. Well. Outside of his own realm for a bit.

*I giggle. It comes out a a string of little tweets.*

Is that a promise? Cause I will hold you to that. I want those boots back. Its been twenty years.

I appreciate that. I do...

*He snorts again.*

I'll nap later. Probably spend some time as a rabbit too.... I do like a sailcloth nest.

... What about the doctors?

A sailcloth nest sounds great.

*He just nods.*

He really is... Audrah would probably be happy to go spend time with him and try to get him to take a walk or something. He needs the break anyway.

*He smiles.*

Sure, fine me in a thousand years from now and you can have your boots back. I promise.

*He just waits. You appreciate it... but it sounds like there's more to the thought.*

... but?

Sailcloth nests are cosy...

The doctors will want to be checking in. And I dont think theyll be prepared for a bird in my place.

Yeah... he really does.

*I give a nod.*

I Will hold you to that.

*My smile is soft. But its unsure.*

But i... just want to know if i missed something. Or if I... I dont like not remembering.

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They are...

How about we set up a nest and I tell you when they're on the way? The wards tell me when people get close.

*He snorts.*

I'm sure you will.

*He hums softly in understanding.*

I get that... I don't have answers, unfortunately, but I do understand. I wish I knew how to help with that.

*Chances are you're stilling the nest Crimson made.*

*When you stir, Green bolts awake, looking to you. Even though he was asleep you can feel wards around you.*

Wha- oh! Shit- hey, Bird Boy. Feeling any better? Worse?

Doctor says you need lots of water...

Tori... isn't answering me but last she said you would do well to eat and drink as much actual stuff as you can. She said the salve would help but isn't a long term solutions....

I'm rambling again huh?

... Sorry.

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*My other arm is draped across your back gently. Scratching you behind an ear gently. Fairly easy considering the nest wraps around like it does.*

Mmmm?

*I jump a little at you startling awake. I try to sit up but dont quite make it.*

... hi. Green... give... give me a second...

*The questions take a while to catch up. And I check.*

Hard to tell how...

I ache a little...

Looks... late out

Are... you. Okay?

*He relaxes when he realizes why he's awake, seeing that you're awake. He nudges his head against your arm in greeting. He's not inclined to move, instead settling back down.*

Hi.

*He just listens, trying his best to stop from more worried questions yet.*

Aches? Well that... is expected.

It is late, but you need the rest.

*He's quiet for a moment at your question, weighing the options he has against eachother. He could be honest, or say he doesn't want to talk about himself, or lie... no lying.*

I'm... stressed. A lot has happened. It will be okay though, eventually.

Are you okay?

*He doesn't want to burden you, you're recovering. He is worried about you.*

*I scratch behind your ear again. Moving my arm towards my chest and hugging you with the other arm.*

Do i need more rest? Ive been asleep... well im not outside now so either its been a few hours and you moved me inside. Or. Its the next day and some doctor pulled me away from crimson?

Stressed is to be expected I imagine. But they caught the guy right? Hes not going anywhere. I'll be okay. But I probably had you really scared huh?

*I debate your question.*

I think so.

*I pause. Rolling my shoulders slightly.*

I'm still tired. But I can move everything I think.

*I move my legs slightly.*

Yeah. Yeah I can.

*I can feel your hesitation.*

Why dont you ask me those questions swimming around in your head? Pretty sure im awake enough to answer them now.

*He can't exactly hug you like this but he leans into you before melting.*

Crim helped move you inside actually. He's gone to eat I'm sure he'll be back.

*He looks up at your face, mostly to make sure he isn't missing something.*

He isn't escaping, that much I know... It wasn't your fault, but I — I've definitely been worried. You scared us all pretty good...

*He relaxes further when your legs move, tension he hasn't realized he was still holding falls away. The progress is reassuring.*

That's good. I'm glad you can move everything. I know the doctors and Tor said you'd be able to... but still. I'm glad.

*He sighs, ears falling back.*

Are you dizzy? Nauseous? Cold? Too hot? Can you think okay.

Do you remember anything from after drinking the tea? You said some things...... Tor said some things... did you see anyone you shouldn't have during that time?

He did? Hes a good loftwing...

*I hold you to my chest. Giving you a small smile as you look up.*

Its no ones fault. But I hate worrying people.

*I chuckle. Letting you list off your questions.*

Not dizzy or nauseous.

And i think the fuzzy feeling is just from where im waking up. But it is clearing.

After drinking the tea... uhh...

I remember talking but not what it was... I dont even remember the barons face.

See anyone? Like... ghosts? i dont-

*I pause.*

I... im not sure...

He is. He is... Probably one of the most okay birds.

*He just sighs, nodding.*

I know. We all hate worrying people... but you're okay and that's what counts.

*He seems to relax a little more with each answer.*

Okay. Okay that's good.

Do you want anything to drink? Eat?

The most okay bird? Oh you love him really.

*Sitting up a little, i stretch one of my arms.*

I will be okay. We all will.

Talking to someone? There.... I think i saw Sora? Riku Maybe? I'm not sure... they are friends of mine. They wouldnt hurt me.

*I chuckle again.*

Maybe something small?

*He just thumps his back leg lightly. Rude.*

He's the most okay bird.

I hope so.

No I — it wasn't Sora and Riku. It's not important if you didn't see them. I'm sure it's fine.

*He perks up a little. You didn't want to eat last time.*

Yeah? How about toast and some tea or water? Or I actually have something else you might like... want a good surprise?

Dont get grumpy with me I am right and you know it

*I give a nod.*

Okay... we can always ask Tori. Maybe itll jog my memory if I did?

I noticed the flowers. Are they from her?

I do like surprises. As long as they dont almost kill me. Those surprises suck.

*I laugh.*

I feel like ive not eaten in days... water would probably be good too...

*He just rolls his eyes.*

Maybe so. You can ask if you want, she'll probably answer.

Flowers? What- oh. Yeah, they've from her. She says she's sorry she isn't here, she's at home recovering.

Fair. You'll like this one. Hang on.

Water too.

*A small portal opens to what is definitely Green's kitchen, and a plate of pumpkin chips floats out, carried by Green's magic with a glass of water. They hover beside you.*

Here... I found the recipie in one of the books Tori brought back. Sun says you like these?

Shes been sick. The fact that she even came to help when she was still recovering herself...

*I chuckle.*

Reminds me of you.

*I smile gently.*

Ooh. Okay.

*I look a little confused. Before my face softens.*

Are those pumpkin chips? I...

*I hesitate to grab one.*

Green... these look amazing...

*I look like i could cry.*

Yeah... Sometimes, I think she's a little too much like me for her own good, but she did a lot to help. She's learned a lot — it definitely came in handy.

*He almost panics because you sound upset — but he can tell it's not bad. He nudges his head against you again.*

I hope these are okay?

I'm still working on getting the recipes, right but this one seems to be close. I saved the seeds for Crimson of course....

Tell me if something is off with them?

She's had a few good role models to show her the way. Hell even a pink cloud. Who'd have guessed she'd learn so much from a pink cloud.

*I cradle you as i sit up more.*

You are too good to me you know that?

*I look over the Pumpkin chip. Its... near on identical to one that sits in the back of my memory.*

They look it.

*As i take a bite and think about it. Its...*

Its... just like maman used to make.... how did... you....

Not me. Kids learn a lot more than we realized. Someone should have warned that pink cloud not to curse where toddlers can hear. The week my kid screeching nothing but 'fuck' was a bit much.

*He's just happy like this, trying to help make it easier for you. He doesn't want to stop being a rabbit yet, feelings suck so much worse outside rabbit form.*

Nah, I don't think I am. I think you have a skewed take on what you deserve, Bird boy.

*He looks up at you with ears that stand up, glad you seem to like them.*

We can give you the book I found the recipe in if you want? It... well, I think it was supposed to be yours anyway.

... are you okay? Should I have not made them?

I'm pretty sure someone did warn that pink cloud....

My skewed take is my opinion, it may not be the truth but come on I'm the first hero of Courage not the first hero of confidence.

*I think for a moment.*

Is the book blue? I lost her cookbook in Skyloft's fall... and i... I'd like to. see it at least. At some point...

*I wipe my eyes.*

No. no its... its. its perfect really its...

*I wipe my eyes.*

I... never thought I'd have these again.

*I have a few more, the tears in my eyes now, its eaiser to tell now they are tears of happiness.*

Don't you dare not make these again. I will set the kids on you.

*He huffs.*

Too bad the pink cloud is a bad listener.

Yeah well be nice to yourself. You deserve good things.

*He's quiet, then he nods slowly.*

Yeah, the blue book. It's your's, Sky. Tor made a copy of the recipies anyway. You should have the blue book.

*He gives a little laugh, nudging the water.*

Okay. I'll make them again then, whenever you want. Promise.

Were there any other recipes in it you want to eat today?

Pretty sure that pink cloud kept me sane for a bit of my life so I think I'll have to get its credentials checked. Bad listener isnt what id put on there.

*I dont give you a response.*

I would. If I could get it that would be great.

*I see the water nudged towards me.*

Right...

*I take it. Drinking slowly alongside a few more chips.*

Are you going home?

*I look sad but then look confused.*

Oh... oh right. Two places at once right? Just make sure you do see your kids and husband.

Uhh... I. Its difficult to remember now... I. I know one of them uses some extinct plants that we cant get but the cooking premise is the same.

It was a vegetable but we never got it to grow on the surface so it died out. Like. It was.... a root vegetable? I think. But soup. With potatoes. And vegetables.

*I chuckle.*

Used to call it my sick day soup.

We'll see. The pink cloud is a selective listener if nothing else.

*He nods.*

Of course. We'll get the book to you.

*He just melts against you.*

I'm home now, Sky. Two places at once. I... Tori doesn't want to see me but I am seeing the kids and Rav. Zel came over last night.

*He just nods.*

I thought the plants were extinct... We'll see what we can do. Trouble has a way with plants when he tries.

Sick day soup? Hmm... I can make that one if you want?

You think the pink cloud can selectively hear the fact that its loved.

*I nudge against your head.*

Two places at once. I... did you want me to come and speak to tori? I dont min-

*I try to stand up and get some of the way there before falling back.*

Oh... oh maybe not... dont quite have... not yet...

*I think for a moment.*

I cant quite remember but I think they were like... the... carrot but not carrot. Uhh- parsley? No. No thats not right...

*I give a small nod.*

That would be amazing. Thank you.

Just make sure your family gets some too... id feel bad if you just cooked for me and not for them as well.

Maybe. Love you too, Nightengale.

*He sighs, ears falling back.*

You don't have to...

*He nods, trying to figure out what plant you're talking about... Beets? Radishes? Leeks? Turnips? Hmmm....*

We'll just have to go through trial and error then.

*He snorts at that, bumping his head against you playfully.*

I'll make some in a bit. For you and the mini army I have. Maybe I'll ask the kids to help, they're all worried about you.

... I haven't told them too much, but they know you're recovering and are glad about it. I'm supposed to bring you a batch of pumpkin hand pies later, Lettie has been busy.

... Are there any other books you lost in the fall?

You are amazing. Dont forget that.

*I nod.*

Then I selfishly went and got poisoned and almost died. So I imagine shes trying to... process it all.

I can send crim to bother her for a few hours? I know hes worried about me and all but he needs the flight time. You know. Once hes rested-

Parsnips! It was parsnips. The carrot looking ones!

*I look pleased. And then try to remember what I was thinking about. But the thought seems to have gone.*

Your army are wonderful. Ive missed them all greatly. Once this is...

*I pinch my nose.*

I... dont know when this will all be dealth with. Or even how. But... once it is. You should all come over. I doubt I'll be able to leave for a while. Though I might be able to slip away...

I may drop in unannounced.

Hand pies? Oh I love the hand pies.

I lost alot in the fall really. If tori managed to grab more things id love to have a look.

*I take a few more chips. Eating them one by one.*

I'll decide.

I know...

Don't say that, you didn't choose to get poisoned.

... If Crimson is up for it I think she'd like that. So much has changed about her, but she'll always be happy to see Crimson. And he does need the flight time.

Parsnips? I have those in the garden. I can get those for you.

*He laughs a little.*

They are pretty great.

Hey, you don't have to know everything or anything about how this ends right now. We'll visit when it's over, and you know you're always welcome to come by.

Good, Lettie made the hand pies with you in mind.

*He rubs at his face with his paws before melting again.*

You're warm.

Good.

*I sigh. Streching a little before curling up again.*

Someone will say i did. They always do...

I'll send him over later on. Tori could use the friend and she and him get along so well.

Yeah. Yeah they were pretty close to those. I think. We use that to substitute.

She knows me too well...

She managed to get children's books? I wonder if shes got... oh I'll have to find my copy. Its really good but my copy is a little... worn...

*I chuckle. Running a hand through your fur.*

Thats probably because I'm running a temperature. You are rather nice to hug though. I hope im not holding you too tightly.

*I'm a little warm. But nothing compared to before. My grip is around you atleast, my arms do most of the work. I give a soft hum. As if im thinking about something.*

*Im getting better by the hour.*

*He grumbles at that, barely keeping himself from thumping his back leg again.*

Anyone who says that is wrong and either stupid or callous. I know you, you didn't choose this.

I think they could both use it honestly.

We'll get parsnips then. Easy enough.

She does.... I'm sure she'll be happy to compare copies with you.

*He flops against you as best he can, pleased to see you moving easier.*

Your temperature is coming down though.

You're not holding me too tight, I'm fine.

I'm just... I'm really glad you're feeling stronger. I know you hate being unable to move when you want to.

*I chuckle.*

They'll both love that I'm sure...

Sounds great.

*I adjust my arms so you flop into the blankets as I roll onto my side. Keeping you in my arms.*

Yeah... im honestly im glad I wasnt really lucid. I think I would have fallen into... well...

*I shiver. And grip you tighter. A fear response.*

I dont want to. Be... held down...

*I move my legs as best I can. Almost as if im checking i can.*

They probably will. They can be menaces together or something.

I'm glad.

*He's happy on the blankets too, stretching out as he melts against your arms.*

I am too. You were safe but you wouldn't have liked it. Crimson wasn't happy...

You're okay, you're free to move. I promise.

They really are menaces aren't they?

*as you strech out i tuck a blanket behind you for some extra support. I give a soft trill. Its not quite back. But its close.*

And when Crimson's upset its a bad sign.

*I keep fidgeting for a moment.*

I dont like not being able to move...

I can't stand, I cant run... its not. Its not fair.

Do...

*I pause. My voice sounds small. Vulnerable.*

Do you think I'll be able to do what I was doing before? Am. Am I going to feel like this forever?

They really are.

*His ears perk up a little at the trill. You're sounding better! That's a good thing.*

Usually.

I know it sucks and I'm sorry it happened.

*He would love to fix this, but he has no idea how. He just watches you as you ask the last couple questions, trying to take them in and find an answer.*

I...

I don't know. Everyone is always changing, you'll be different than before... but I think you're going to keep getting stronger too. It hasn't been a week since the incident, recovery tales time...

We'll figure it out, Nightengale. You're already leaps and bounds better than when you were first declared clean of poison.

*I see your ears move and move and arm to scratch you behind the ear.*

I know... I know...

I know its not been a week... im just. Worried. What if i. What if i cant.

*I look away. The feeling of old insecurities bubbling away under the surface. You can feel how my confidence has been shattered...*

I'm supposed to be the strong one. The one to lead people and if I cant just... bounce back from something like this then.

*A flicker of something youve not seen for a while. A my hand moves. And I scratch the back of my left hand. Scratch marks line the back of my hand immediately.*

*He leans into your hand, enjoying the scratching.*

Sky...

*He gives a sad sigh before he pokes your side with a paw.*

Strength isn't always how much you can physically lift, sometimes it's how you keep trying.

You are so incredibly strong, and no one expects you to be all better instantly. You're already doing so well.

... besides, the best rulers I've ever known lead with their heart and not with fear. All of the parts of monarchy that became a problem come well after you and your child.

*I give a noise of complaint as you poke me.*

Hey...

Three times? I was... poisoned three times?

Can poison even do that? How can a poison go after....

Oh... is that why I.... I think i need to talk to Sora and Riku... they must have. Kept my heart... sorry. My soul. Intact. That explains why I remember seeing them...

*I listen to you carefully. Trying to commit your words to memory. I sit up a little more. My voice holds a conviction.*

I dont ever want my people to be scared. Its... its why I want to get back to them so quickly. I want to show them that I'm okay.

My... child? I. Did Zelda tell you? When did...

*I try to think back.*

I'm sorry for not telling you sooner...

At least. I didn't get a confirmation on if there was more.

I'm not sure how it worked, but Sora did help. Between him, Tori, and your own work, we were able to help you thankfully.

*He just nods.*

I know. And you won't scare them. If you want — and only if you want — you can make appearances still, just take breaks okay? You have time.

*He chuckles, nudging his head against you.*

You told me, actually. You don't need to apologize, I get it.

I'm happy for you, and Sun. You'll be a good dad, Sky.

He... really wanted me dead. I. I just wish I knew what I did to. To make him want to do that.

*I nudge you gently.*

Sora's a powerful guy. Save me explaining hes got power over the essences of people. So what makes a person them. He probably used some of his light to keep mine together.

You left someone of that list. You've been pretty vital in this too. Keeping me warm. Safe. Fed and watered. Night watch is just as important and I am grateful that you would do so.

*I give a small nod.*

I should get Wren to say something in the morning...

*I return the nudge.*

I told you? Ah... I. If it helps. You are... I suppose the third person who knows? Atleast from myself.

Honestly? I'm terrified. And I wish I'd had the courage to talk to someone before because ive been juggling a lot and I know experts and just didnt speak to any of them...

Mind if I speak to you and Emerald about a few things?

Yeah... well you changed things, and people like him don't like things changing in ways they can't control.

*He huffs at you.*

I know he is. I'm... glad helped.

*He just shrugs.*

*He nods firmly.*

You did. Tor put it together for me but you told us.

I... I get that. It's scary to have kids. There's a lot that can go wrong... but someone much smarter than me says it's important to remember There's A Lot that can go Right, too.

You can always talk to us. We'll help as much as we can, and we aren't exactly experts, but if you have questions, we'll answer as best we can.

But why go after the one kingdom that can organise help for his people out of what is effectively the breakdown of their infrastructure from sandstorms.

If they even survived... I. Im basically protected by a pantheon. Someone would have already done something in anger...

I know you haven't.

*I raise an eyebrow.*

You are telling me the magical cloud purring isnt healing me? Isn't keeping me safe and warm?

Luckily we are pretty good friends with one who works with Fate now. I need to talk with him actually. For guidance mainly...

*I look saddened.*

I hope she's okay... I cant imagine the stress shes under. All stress we tried to avoid.

*I look at you.*

They need their rest. And im not exactly waking at... reasonable hours. But. If you could tell them. Then I can speak to them...

Would that discourage that? I feel as soon as the baron is mentioned you would angrly vibrate or i dont know something that gods do when they are angry.

*I chuckle.*

*the subject upsets me. My heart rate increases a little. But I try to keep myself together.*

Your kids are turning out to be wonderful people. I... I wont lie i cant wait to see the kids faces when they meets her.

I suppose the big question is how on earth do I do this?

Because he'd rather be in control than help is people I guess.

*He falls silent then he gives a sad, bitter laigh.*

*He looks away. It doesn't feel like a big deal. He'd do it any time. No matter what.*

I don't know, I'm just doing what I can.

I'm sure Blackthorne will be glad to talk. He... is infuriatingly good with advice.

Scared makes sense.

Hey — it's okay. Sun is safe, I've got all sorts of wards on her right now and we're making sure she rests as much as possible.

*He softens, nodding.*

Yeah, they're pretty good kids. We'll get pictures of the faces, they'll love her I'm sure.

*He moves to stand, climbing up to sit on your chest. He isn't heavy enough to hold you down.*

You do this the way everyone worth their salt does; you do it scared and as best you can because you love your kid.

No one is ready to have kids, Sky, because every kid is different and they don't come with a guide book tailored specifically for them.

But you already know the two most important things. You love your kid, and nothing will change that and you know you will do whatever you can for them because family is important.

*I hum saddly.*

I just... hope his people are okay.

I think hes more patience cause he had to learn it the hard way. You know he told me the fates made him watch a singular flower for what a year? To teach him time?

You will be telling me that story.

Tori learned a lot from all of us. And from her own experiences too. Journeys teach us lots of things and hers... well hers sounds like. Something else entirely...

And what you are doing helps. I know it does.

Thank you for watching her.

*I turn so im lying on my back. I look at you. And listen.*

I will. I will love her more than anything...

I... yeah I hope so too. A terrible leader can really mess things up.

The more I learn about the fates the more I want to find and fight them. What a terrible things to do, Lolia below.

I can if you want later.

*He drags his paws down his face, trying to keep from screaming in frustration.*

*He just sighs, relaxing a little.*

I hope it helps.

Any time. I'll always look out for you, Sun, and your family.

*He lowers to be on all fours, still on you. He nods, nose twitching a little.*

Good. That's all you need, because you lead with your heart. As long as you love your daughter and make sure she knows that, you'll do great.

Honestly I'd be pretty impressed if you could. They are quite illusive from memory.

*I see your fustration. Youve never been good at hiding it. I reach out and gently run a hand along your back.*

Maybe because you raised her. And the universes was of letting you help her. Was by letting her learn by herself. Look at how much she learned and can do now that shes come back to you.

Thank you for looking out for me. Really.

I try my best.

*I lift myself up slightly so I can rub my face against yours. Before I reach down besides the bed.*

Hold on....

*Its a bit of a struggle. But I manage to pull up a singular boot from a box under the bed.*

Here... I know how much you like them. It might make you feel better.

They'd have it coming.

*He sighs as you run a hand along his back, but he doesn’t move away.*

I always will. You know that. I hope.

You'll do well. I know it.

*He tilts his head, trying to figure out what you're doing.*

Okay?

*His eyes hone in on the boot immediately. He can try to pretend he's over boots a little but he isn't. The moment the boot is set down he is climbing into it.*

Thank you.

*after shifts around he has his face and front paws sticking out of the boot and nothing else.*

Can I ask what names you were considering for your daughter?

If you are fighting the universe. Please keep my part of it intact? I quite enjoy existing.

We. Just have to hope that the others wont have to do so. Toris always been strong.

Yeah. Yeah I know that now. Its... nice to be remembered.

You'll like it i promise.

*I chuckle as you move towards the boot.*

*I give a soft smile as I move the boot besides me. Holding it steady with one hand as I wait for you to get comftorable before I scratch you behind the ear again.*

Ive... stressed you out. Its the least I can do. You are welcome to add it to your collection.

*I give a soft smile.*

Celine. We've decided on Celine.

Well when you put it like that...

I... yeah. Still... I... Sky, I don't recognize my daughter. She's... angry. She deserves better than what happened — you all do.

*Angry is... well Tori isn't an angry person. Or she didn't used to be. Anger for Tori is like silence, it doesn't fit her most of the time.*

I'm glad. You'll be remembered a very long time.

Okay.

*He seems a little calmer once settled in the boot. It doesn't actually make him any safer, but it helps.*

You haven't done anything wrong. At least half of my stress is over other things. I am keeping this though. Thank you.

Celine is a pretty name. I'm excited to meet her.

*I give a sigh.*

She does. Reminds me of me in a few ways. After fighting and well. You know how it ended by now.

*I give a smile.*

I hope so. Even if its just. The first King of Hyrule was a nice guy. I dont want to be remembered for the pain. I want to be remembered for the changes we made for the better.

*As you settle in i look at you.*

What is sitting in a boot like anyway? Is it comftorable or is it just because its a boot?

It might not be the main cause. But its certainly not helped. And for that I am sorry. She must be recovered from the magic exhaustion by now... anyone under that would be... well.

*With no questioning I make the assumption that is most obvious.*

I'm glad to see shes doing better. Even if I wasnt really aware. Its coming back to me in peices I think... but im really not sure.

We are too. I'll make sure to send Crimson over to get you once we are settled.

I know...

*He snorts.*

You have more titles than that, Bird Boy. Before meeting you I thought they were blown out of proportion.

*He rolls his eyes at you.*

It's... safe. Surrounds you? It's also a boot.

*He sighs, ears lowering again.*

Recovered is.... optimistic.

*He perks up a little.*

You better.

Titles Id rather not have. I didnt choose to kill the god. I had to. For the good of the world.

Though I do pull out Godslayer when I need to throw my weight around. Not as much now since Fi went to rest. But. We all know your fave was bird boy.

Sky - Certified bird boy.

*I place a hand on my chin.*

So a boot is like a cloud hug? And you collect them?

It is infact. A boot.

Ahh... so a hero special right? The 'Im fine but actually need to stay in bed for another week' excuse right?

*I give a laugh.*

Of course I will. I dont think Id be forgiven if I didnt. Can you imagine the kids? I fear them more than you when it comes to enforcing self care.

Oh no, that one didn't stick around into my time. You're the First King, the Good King, the King of the Gilded age. It's a long list, but the entire thing is more fitting than I realized.

You deserve to be able to use Godslayer.

What can I say? I'm a creature of habit.

*He nods along.*

I think so. If this is what cloud hugs feel like for you guys I get it. I know why I enjoy giving them though.

*He sighs.*

Sort of. She at least was honest about needing a nap after. I don't know, she's not talking to me but the kids are keeping her company.

*He laughs a little.*

That's fair. They're very enthusiastic about self care and being told things. They'll set Ben on you, he has the most devastating puppy eyes I've ever seen.

Oh wow... does hero of hylia stick around at all? Or is it more my kingly stuff that does.

King of the gilded age... It sounds like good things are ahead...

*I chuckle.*

An important title. The most important one really.

Cloud hugs... are. They remind me of younger days above the clouds. Warm and safe. Enclosed on all sides but protected. Its the one place I dont feel like I need to be on guard.

*I give a nod.*

I am protected. And warm. And safe.

*I raise an eyebrow.*

Thats something atleast...

Ben's puppy dog eyes are almost as bad as those sad rabbit eyes you do. You know how hard it is to say no to?

Sort of. Some stories say you're the hero and some don't, that's a hot topic of debate between historians.

Lots of good things, Sky. Promise.

*He nods at that.*

We can make you the medal for Official Bird Boy if you want.

*He considers the way you explain cloud hugs.*

Huh. Sounds nice. I'm glad you feel safe in them. You'd probably like giving them too...

*He just sighs that tired sigh people have for when they're at a loss.*

It is.

*He laughs at that.*

I know! Ben is a menace whenever loose with a mission. I'm glad he uses them for good.

I know how the sad bunny eyes work, there's a reason I don't use them often. That would make me too powerful you know.

Its probably debated because zelda is debated to be hylia herself right? And why would Hylia and her hero start a kingdom together?

*I laugh. Nudging you a little.*

Oh absolutely. I can wear it to the trial and scare the poor guy...

I give great hugs. Though if I do end up a spirit or whatever maybe I can ask the guys to let me do that. As a little treat. Thats probably something that could be arranged right?

He uses them for gain as well. You just dont realise it. If self care occurs that means people are feeling better enough to do stuff with him.

Honestly you could ask me to go to war for the bunny eyes and I would have an awful time saying no.

For i am unable to resist.

I didn't believe Sun was Hylia for a long time you know. But that is ome of the arguments against you being a Hero.

*He snickers.*

You should. Get Sun and Crimson matching medals too, really drive the point home.

You do give great hugs. I enjoy them.

Maybe so... you can ask.

*He shakes his head playfully.*

I blame Lettie for teaching him that.

Now I know how to get permission to do anything. Look what you've done Bird Boy.

You know, you have a look that's hard to say no to, right?

Ahh see now I have to know if you believed the first King was the first hero before you met me. And what you thought of the guy.

Oh now that... I dont know if sun... actually she might wear it around her hip... me and crim definitely. I can have a red ribbon and he can have a blue one. We can match.

Hugs. Are good.

*I laugh.*

Come now. You and I both know you could do that anyway! And thats not even under sway. You cant use that god magic on me it dosent work.

*It does. It just takes longer.*

*I watch as you sink into the boot. And fall still. I move the boot closer towards me just incase.*

I do? Which ones that?

We can try. Crimson's can say 'Wings' or maybe 'Big Red'. Sun's can be whatever she likes most.

*He nods.*

Hugs are good.

I know. But I'll be kind and not do that.

*He leans back against the boot as he returns to this place. He doesn't mention the cause because he isn't even sure what he'd say. So he focuses on you.*

Hmm... you look a little like an upset fledgling with the most sad bird eyes ever. Or when you're excited about something.

*Honestly, Green has a hard time telling you now ever for any reason.*

I can understand that in a way. Its so far away from reality that it seems like a fairy tale...

I would love and cherish a son just as much as a daughter. The idea that one day it happens saddens me.

Crimsons says best wings on it.

*I chuckle. And bow my head slightly. My tone is lighthearted.*

Oh almighty god of heroes treating me with such high respect you truely are all powerful. I shall be sure to gift you many treats. In my next. "Ritual."

*Ahh yes. The rituals he tells his people are him communicating with Hylia. When its simply getting away for five minutes to talk with you or Blackthorne. I give a laugh.*

Is that right?

*I give the sad fledgling eyes. I know i dont have too. That you'd help me anyway. I do give a chuckle.*

Think you can help me walk? I want to look outside. Get some air on my face? Then maybe have some soup...

It is...

I know you would. And... while it happens and it's awful, it's reversed. Fable worked very hard for that and I stole Hylia's identity to help.

Best wings? Sure. Hedge problem love that.

*He snorts, rollicking his eyes.*

Important sure you will.

You're doing that right now.

*He hums.*

Yeah, I can do that. Do you want me to help you as a cloud or a hylian?

I seem to remember you telling me about this... im glad its working.

He'd love it.

I dont know what you mean.

*I give a smile.*

As a hylian. I realise ive not actually seen you for a while. Its either bunny or cloud. And while I love bunny. And I love cloud. I love my brother too.

*It seems I dont quite remember the day itself still...*

It helps that the people are on board, the nobles have more reasons to suck it up if the don't like it.

He would.

*He just huffs at you. You know exactly what you're doing. Probably.*

I'm always me, but I can be hylian.

Hang on.

*He smiles, holding a hand out to help you up.*

Let's get you some air, yeah?

I know you are. But I cant ruffle your hair while you are a cloud. And I cant sleep jail the bunny in quite the same way. You know?

That would be great...

*I take your hand. Pulling myself up... trying to steady myself.*

Okay I... I can...

*my legs give a little. And I fall on you.*

Sorry....

Hmm... yeah okay that's true.

*He helps you up, catching ypu when you fall. He just shakes his head.*

Don't be sorry, you're doing much better than earlier. Besides I'll always be willing to help catch you.

Hang on...

There, does that hurt? Is this okay?

*I chuckle.*

Metaphorically and physically. I just... hope i dont...

*Break down... he hopes he dosent break down over this...*

My legs hurt a little... But I... think I'll be okay. Can we. Go out to the balcony? I want to look at the stars.... please.

*I shuffle a little. Giving a grimace.*

I know...

*He doesn't need ypu to finish the sentence, he knows...*

I'm sorry you hurt, Nightengale. We can go look at the stars but if it hurt too much to walk let me know okay? I can carry ypu if it helps.

*He starts leading you carefully, taking as much of your weight as he can, cheating and using magic to take more. He leads you to the balcony.*

After this, I think Sun made soup earlier, and there should still be some if you want it.

I want to be sure I can walk. I dont... I want to get back to looking after my people...

*once we make it outside I lean a hand on the balcony edge. Looking up at my namesake. Just seeing the sky makes me relax a little.*

Its... funny how different they look... Than what I remember.

I... do like soup. We can. Go down to the kitchens to get it...

Okay. Just remember to listen to your body, apparently pain has a meaning sometimes.

*That is something that if you haven't told him you've probably heard others tell him.*

*He smiles a little as you speak, looking to the stars.*

They are different on the surface, aren't they?

We can definitely do that. Wren will be glad to see you if we pass him. I'll leave a note in case Sun comes looking.

Reflecting my own words against me. So cruel.

*I laugh a little. But grimace again as a shooting pain streches up my leg.*

Well. If they didnt know I was alive before they do now...

*My eyes turn upwards again.*

I miss looking at the stars from above the clouds. On really dark nights you could see the star band. A big line of stars that stretched across the sky.

I'm sure he will. But he might question why im walking myself over someone bringing it too me. But he worries so I get it.

I think it's fair but okay.

... Do you want a pain relief potion? It might help a little.

*He snorts at that looking to you with eyes that only glow a little thanks to the siren stuff.*

They know now and word will spread.

*He hums.*

If you want to see that... we can make it happen. I can at least cast an illusion if nothing else? It sounds beautiful.

*He snorts.*

Wren has to have known you long enough to know why you'd be walking. And he will probably always worry.

If its not too much trouble that would be great.

*The glow in your eyes always fascinated me. Strange how the small things in magic change appearances. This i would know. The pink segment in my eye ever present amongst the blues.*

*The knights chat some more before one of them runs towards the castle.*

I guess so.

Would it change the sky for everyone? Or just a... localised one? I dont want to scare people...

And honestly If I didnt know anybetter I'd think he was some sort of lookout for you or blackthorne.

*we both know Wren would rat me out if needed.*

Of course. Hang on.

*He pulls a pain relief potion from his pocket, opening the cork and passing it to you.*

Here.

I can do either? Illusion magic is like that... your people would probably feel better if the sky didn't change right after you almost died huh?

*He only thinks of this after your question.*

Blackthorne doesn't need a look out those fate flowers tell on you as is... remind me to talk to him later action because I have a lot of questions.

I listen when Wren tells me things but if anything he's Sun's lookout.

Thanks

*He gives a smile. As he takes it. Drinking it slowly. It does make it a little eaiser but im still keeping most of my weight against you.*

Dont be too harsh if you end up doing so. Remember hes bound by rules just as much as the rest of us.

Hes a good man. And if it meant keeping the family safe hed do what it took. I hope he's alright in all this. He could be under a lot of fire. Kings right hand and I end up almost dead...

Any time.

*He doesn't mind taking on the weight for you he just wants you to feel better.*

I don't particularly care about those rules just now but yes I know. Always with the rules. Can't do anything because of them.

*He hums, softening.*

He is a good man. I can check on him if you want? Or you can in a bit?

You do remember the rules. I know ive not spoken with him myself for a while but he is around. Hes probably got the fate of the barons people on his mind at the moment.

That i would appreciate. Maybe you can just hop into a dream with crimson and make sure its not nightmares.

After you get some rest of course.

I remember I like breaking the rules too. Part of what got me far enough to meet you... I'll talk to Blackthorne later, I have other things that need handled before any conversations anyway.

*He's trying very hard to stay present for you. He's currently trying to help soothe Emerald back home... split consciousness gives him a headache sometimes.*

I can do that for Wren. The nightmares are for others.

I did rest. Took a nap and everything. What else am I supposed to do?

Rulebreaking was always a good pass time. Shame we actually make those rules now. We have to listen to them more...

Im sure he'd be happy for the company.

*I spot you struggling a little bit.*

Is. Something wrong? Do you need to switch forms? Would that help?

*I nod.*

Thats a good plan.

Take another nap? Make sure youve gotten some energy back however you prefer to get it back. Just. Look after yourself because I dont want to be the reason something happens to you...

*You can see the 'not again.' In my eyes.*

You have to listen to them, but it's weird to be the one making them.

Maybe so...

*He just gives a tight smile.*

It's... just some new developments back home. I'm okay in this form, really. Just need to work through the stuff, it's okay.

*He softens, giving your side a slight reassuring squeeze.*

Tell me about it!

Now I have to make sure there is a rule about throwable weapons in the throne room. So many laws...

*I lean my head against your shoulder. My eyes blink tiredly. You can feel a shift of my weight as i lean into you a little more.*

Developments? Can I help? As a third party?

*I give a soft hum as you do.*

You need to be okay too. You've a tendency to overwork yourself.

*I reach up and ruffle your hair softly.*

Don't overdo it on the nightmares...

You have so many rules to make. That sucks.

*He just watches you move, cataloging every bit of it.*

*He's quiet for a moment then he sighs.*

I don't know. Tori is mad at me and I don't know why, but that's not the biggest issue... just... can you tell me Uranium is gone? Please? He... did more than I realized to Tori.

*He snorts at youm*

Just a tendency? Not a habit? Score

I'll let Crimson decide on the nightmares front.

They take so long to make...

*I give a hum.*

*I look at my leg.*

Maybe i'll give it a few days...

Don't make me change my mind.

I'm sure he'd love that.

They really, really do.

*He just shakes his head.*

Maybe. If you want to talk to her she'd like that in general... I just... I can't make things better if I don't know what I did wrong.

A few days might be good.

Thank you... I just... very much need him to not show up every again.

I won't make you change your mind.

*He just smiles.*

Crimson does love it. He's got plans. Lots of windows.

When I'm feeling better then I'll come over. Give her something to look forward too I can even send a letter.

*The silence worries me and i tighten my arms around you.*

He wont. And if he tried Ive got a very angry loftwing who'd like words. But we both know you have the power to just portal him out of existance so...

Thats good. Or I'd have to do this.

*I ruffle your hair. Again. Giving a soft trill as I do before I start picking at it. In a faux preening.*

Windows? What are you two planning....

She'd like that, you know she's always happy to see you.

*He softens as you tighten your hold, reminded of here and now.*

I'm sure Crimson has a few words. I think you know as well as I do that I'd do far worse than portal him out of existence. Especially now.

*He snorts, but he leans into your hands and the preening. He gives a little trill back.*

Nothing against the law, don't worry.

And i always love seeing all of your children. Any excuse really to go and be an uncle.

I do... But i we move him out of existence he can get the extended version of revenge?

*I give a smile. Redistributing my weight slightly as I do. I'm, mostly standing but I don't think I'll make the trip back. But you don't need to know that. I can be strong.*

There you go... its okay...

*It seems I've gone into care mode again.*

Is... it just not against the law because its dreams?

Sounds nice, the kids are pretty cool too. I may be a little biased though.

*He hums thoughtfully.*

Okay. That's... fair.

*He purrs a little, turning to check your face for how you're doing. Care mode isn't the best or the worst... it just is.*

Pretty much. But if anyone besides you deserves to get revenge Crimson does.

... you know... I think you might be healthy enough for some Bird time if you eat something too. Might be easier on you too, let you see things without everyone around you fussing.

Maybe just a little bit.

I'm sure he appreciates that.

You think so? But I cant walk properly... Are you sure?

*I sound so hopeful...*

Maybe so.

*He just waits for you to decide. He knows you hurt, he just also knows better than to call you on it bluntly.*

*He smiles a little.*

I wouldn't say that if I wasn't sure. You don't have to be able to walk for Bird time, you have people who you can ride on their shoulders or heads.

You'll be able to walk again soon though. I promise. It may just take a little longer as your body recovers.

No but it would help. If you are sure then... I'd like that.

*I chuckle.*

You make it sound like i wont be immediately sitting in your hair. So... bird time, and then soup?

I hope so... Makes me feel stuck. Not being able to walk.

Then bird time it is. Do you want your ring to do it or do you want me to do it?

*He just shrugs.*

I like to make sure you know you have options. Bird time and soup sounds great though.

*He just nods.*

I know. But I also know you, and you set a goal, and then you meet it... you'll figure it up. worst casanario, you get some cool hand-made mobility aides.

Can you do it? I love the ring but its easier when you do it.

*I give a smile.*

I do love the idea of bird time and soup.

Honestly I'm surprised you didn't say a crazy goal.

I'm going to create the first hyrulian royal family... I'm going to take all of the work of two people to make sure my wife can rest. I'm going to try to run before i can walk...

I mean... I guess?

Of course. Deep breath okay?

*His magic wraps around you, changing your form temporarily into your bird form. It's as painless as possible, and once you're a bird he catches you in both hands — cradling you.*

I'd say you should let Sun do some work too but I took over plenty of Fable's work in the past so she could rest...

Trust yourself, you are a lost stronger than you realize. Talk to what's doctor you trust most. Let Sun tell you that you've not been awake even three days put together yet and to rest.

*I do as instructed and take a deep inhale. Feeling my form shift as I settle into feathers over form. My legs and talons are weak as to be expected. And I flop into your hands.*

Oh... feels. Sorry... one second.

*I readjust myself puffing outwards into a small ball.*

Feels safe here...

*I give a small nod.*

She just needs to rest. Dont want to hurt her or the baby. Feel bad enough as it is for stressing everyone out...

*I nod again.*

Three days is long enough to be away for...

It's okay take your time.

*He brings his hands up so you are face to face with him even as he holds you.*

I'm glad it feels safe.

*Green just smiles a little.*

I know, and I understand the worry around Sun and the baby but you didn't do anything on purpose and the fact that you're recovering is helping a lot.

*He snorts.*

Sky, if our positions were reversed, you'd be telling me off right now. In fact, I'm pretty sure you have.

*I give a nod.*

thanks...

I just want her to be okay. I just want them both to be okay.

*I give a little grumble, and snap my beak once.*

Yeah... well. Thats.

*I pause... i know you are right.*

Thats different!

Any time, Bird boy.

I know you do, but Sun is able to decide for herself too. Just remember you need rest sometimes.

*He snorts at the grumble.*

You're right it is different.

I'm a god I shouldn't need to take time to recover. Or I'm a prince. Or I'm the hero. Take your pick of reasons. Oh! I'm a father, that's a good one.

*I coo softly.*

I do rest! Its just. Weve been so busy with everything and I was... I was going to see everyone after the meeting concluded but now ive got to try someone for crimes against my state...

*I puff my feathers out more. Nibbling at your hand a little bit.*

No. Noono dont start this im right you know I am. You are a god. You have so many responsibilities and how can you be expected to do them properly if you are not rested!

I get that, I just worry. You should rest when you have the chance let the Baron sit in custody a little longer. Who cares?

*He just rolls his eyes at you.*

Right. Sure.

And if I was king I'd stop needing rest to fulfill my duties?

Im sure the people care. Or the families of those we lost. They'll be calling for justice. They'll want to know why he gets to live while they're family members dont.

*I give a sqwak and hide my head under my wings. Nibbling at your hand again.*

No... no i was going to rest. I was! I had a whole travel plan ready. Its... different...

*He just huffs at that.*

Biting as communication only works when both parties agree to it as a form of communication.

*He says that a lot, it comes out on auto pilot. He loves Puck and he loves Lettie but he hates that fae taught his daughter biting as communication.*

How is it different? How exactly does my brother need and deserve rest less than I do?

But I like surprise naps...

I beg to differ. Its getting your attention isn't it? I can give you sad bird eyes.

*I give you sad bird eyes.*

I... it is! I was going to drop in on you guys, cause i know the kids love to be surprised and I was going to a party. Supposed. To be going to a party... I. I missed that.

Because... I... I...

*I shrink into myself. Curling up in your hands as I stay silent. you hear a sad coo.*

You don't have to know right now. You could ask Blackthorne, he's full of wisdom and shit.

Okay well surprise naps are great until you pass out mid noble interaction. Ask me how I know.

*He snorts.*

I know. Let's skip the sad bird eyes. Please.

*He hates the sad bird eyes they make him want to cave immediately.*

We'd still love to have you, always and forever at anytime okay?

... As far as the birthday party goes I'm sure you can make it up to them if you explain ypu got sick.

... hey, no one is mad at you here except maybe yourself and the Baron and we definitely don't care what the Baron thinks.

*His voice is softer now.*

Do you understand just how much of a fucking Hylia blessed miracle it is that you're still here? Please don't start blaming yourself for needing to recover when that poisoning would take down anyone.

Blackthorne is probably busy... I'll speak to him later on.

Oh dont worry. I know too. Oh that was a lot of worried faces.

*I know you cant handle the bird eyes. So I stop soon after. Giving a sigh.*

I... I still cant believe i let myself be tricked like that. Wren tried to... stop me i think. But the barron was so sure. He was so insistent...

*A memory? Of the incident?*

*I look out between my wings. If I could Id be crying you think...*

We both know that was the combined work of you, tori, sora, riku and... jun and Wren.

*You can hear the guilt in my voice.*

All I did was fall over.

... If you say so. I know you don't see Fable often but she'd help too. She's faced similar dilemmas.... but Blackthorne will make time for you.

I believe it.

*He softens. He doesn't know if it's a memory but he doesn't have to.*

Hey, it's not your fault. Wren may have tried to stop you but the Baron still made his choice. He still chose deceit.

*He makes a soft cooing sound when you peak out. His entire face has gone gentle.*

Sky, listen to me. You can't save people who don't want to be saved. Yes, we worked hard to help you, but you fought too. You chose not to give up.

You fought to stay awake and to stay with us. Even if you don't remember.

Maybe I should invite her over? you think she would? I know Blackthorne would maybe i should... have him over for Tea and we can talk about some things.

*The cooing sound stops my own spiral and i lean myself into you looking up at you.*

I guess... I always said I'd come back to you guys didn't I? Cant go around breaking my promises can I?

I think it's coming back to me slowly.

Of course, Zel would. She's always liked you, and she has that big heart of yours. And... you know twin stuff means she has some of my bleed over memories and stuff.

You should invite Blackthorne, though... it'd do him good to see you. He's been worried.

*He smiles a little, grateful to have stopped the spiral a little.*

Exactly. You've always fought very hard to come back, no one has forgotten that. I'm glad you're here.

I... hope it's good things coming back. Crimson can probably shed more light if you want.

So she's probably stressed out of her mind right now because you are?

How do you know that? Have you been splitting your consciousness more than two ways again? You know that gives you headaches.

*I sigh.*

*I nudge my beak against your hand.*

I'll always come back. Even if it takes a thousand years. I'll find my way back eventually.

I... I'm not sure. Maybe I should leave it burried... im sure crimson can remember for me.

Not... exactly. We have things in place to help lessen the stress that bleeds over. Right now she should be doing boring paper work before dinner because she's spending the weekend with us.

*He just shrugs.*

I can deal with a headache. It's fine until we get to more than six and we're only at four.

*He frowns. That explains a lot, and gives him a more clear reason to curse the fates.*

I see... I'll try to get him to rest later then... maybe send Firecracker...

*He smiles a little, not sure he believes you but sure you mean it. But that's not something he's going to bring up.*

I know. Maybe if you find me after a thousand years you can have your boots back.

*He just nods.*

You don't have to remember or decide right now. Either way we're right here for you.

Thats exciting! Feel free to you know. Nap for a while if you need too. We both know you want to curl up as the bunny again. Oh... sailcloth nest. Wait....

Do the doctors... yeah... but not for a few hours...

Sailcloth nest?

Honestly I'd appreciate that. He doesn't speak much about his own struggles because he is kind of responsible for a lot of stuff. Doesn't like burdening others you know?

Audrah might actually be able to get him to get outside. Well. Outside of his own realm for a bit.

*I giggle. It comes out a a string of little tweets.*

Is that a promise? Cause I will hold you to that. I want those boots back. Its been twenty years.

I appreciate that. I do...

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*He snorts again.*

I'll nap later. Probably spend some time as a rabbit too.... I do like a sailcloth nest.

... What about the doctors?

A sailcloth nest sounds great.

*He just nods.*

He really is... Audrah would probably be happy to go spend time with him and try to get him to take a walk or something. He needs the break anyway.

*He smiles.*

Sure, fine me in a thousand years from now and you can have your boots back. I promise.

*He just waits. You appreciate it... but it sounds like there's more to the thought.*

... but?

Hello Blackthorne. It's been a while.

*He sounds done — but who wouldn't be at this point?*

- future @luherooflegend

*It takes a moment, but i do reappear within the gardens. I look tired myself.*

Green, It is good to see you. Though I sense you are spreading yourself quite thin as of right now. Are you okay?

Not particularly. I'm a little better knowing Sky will continue to recover. Hopefully, you are too.

Am I allowed to see Tori's fate flower or are you still keeping secrets about her?

*He pauses, then sighs. That... was very unchariritable. And yeah you didn't tell him anything but you also aren't malicious to people... not really.*

I'm sorry. That... was out of line. Can I please see her flower?

It'll probably tell me more than she is. I don't know the last time you interacted with her but... well she's not very forth coming.

*He sighs softly.*

*I raise an eyebrow, crossing my arms. And i go to respond before... Ahh.*

Green we have spoken about this before. I can show you the flower but I cant divulge what it means.

*I fall silent for a moment, you can feel a split awareness somewhere...*

*I look down. pinching the bridge of my nose.*

I'm sorry Tori will not speak to you. Have you gotten Emerald perhaps to find out why?

I believe it... I've never seen someone take that much life magic without being complete healed before...

You always say that... thank you.

*He's stopped asking you anyway. Why bother when you can't or won't answer? It's just upsetting. He does it how he aways does, by the feel of magic.*

How many places are you in right?

*He shakes his head.*

I know it is not ideal. And I am sorry. But we are tied to laws just as much as the mortals are. I wish I could explain it all. But you are too closely related to her for me to tell you....

*I don't finish. But you can see it in my eye. The word i was going to say was Directly.*

Two others and here. I've a version of myself in... well you wouldnt know it was me if you looked at him. In Sky's time. To watch over the happenings there. And I am monitoring something....

*I raise an eyebrow.*

Then. You want to know if there are signs of a split memory on Tori's flower? Or perhaps you want to compare it to your own. To see how close she is to where we are.

So you say.

*He doesn't argue with you. He's aware of the trouble he faces for breaking laws anyway and he can't find it in him to ask you to break any law again after the first time.*

You don't say. Maybe Sky was right then... huh.

Is what your monitoring something you want help with?

I know it can be difficult to believe.

*I raise an eyebrow.*

Is that right? What did he say? That he thought I was hanging around?

*I chuckle.*

I wish you could.

*I place a hand on my chin. There's something about the flower that... i really don't want you to see...*

Here. But only from where you are stood.

Yeah... It really can be.

*He snorts.*

He wondered if someone was a lookout for you — or me but I know I don't have a look out in his era. I can't decide of he was joking or not.

*He hums at that, not ever a fan of being unable to help.*

Fine.

*He stays where he is — looking at the flower and taking note of everything he can see. The gold is expected, of course.*

How much can you tell me? Because I can feel the curse from here.

I am sorry.

Sky is correct. But i wont tell him who it is. I've an agreement with the guardsmen you see. They are as real a person as can be.

*He wishes you could. But he cant place that on you. Not one so young. The deaths of thousands because some divine being has deemed it so...*

I cant tell you all that much. You've seen all the colour's on this flower before. In her's and your own.

I can tell you... there is....

*He sighs.*

A week. At most.

*He watches the flowers go and is left wondering what exactly that mess is.*

That... sounds like a headache to think about too hard. But it tracks.

There's more than the colors and the curse, even I can see that...

A week?

*That is entirely too vague. And he absolutely hates it. He just sighs heavily.*

A week til what? Til there's another funeral? Til my daughter decides to raise the dead? A week til she's lost to the curse of some fucking entity?!

*His form flickers, agitated for understandable reasons. He gives a laugh that is very clearly his substituted for lashing out.*

There is much for me to learn still.

*I can feel your Ire....*

I cant say. But that is what the flower is telling me.

*You can see he's almost heartbroken. For what reason you cant figure out. He's always hated holding information away. He remains steadfast. Though it cracks at the edges.*

If i could tell you I would. You of all people should know that.

I hate this just as much as you do...

Isn't there always?

*He just stares at the ground. Do you? Do you ever actually hate anything?*

When we decided to have children we were so sure nothing bad would happen. We were so fucking stupid. We should have stopped when we say that stupid fucking triangle on Tori.

Now she doesn't even get to die a mortal death and rest.

*He looks sad.*

I really am sorry...

*Your silence speaks louder than words do. Your anger would have been understandable.*

You want whats best for her. For all of them.

*He looks down.*

I wish I could do more...

Yeah... So the fuck am I.

*He just takes slow, measured breaths.*

Of course I do, but I should have known better. No one in my family gets to have an easy life and half of us don't even get to be happy.

*That is a painful truth for both his blood family and his chosen family. Royalty and heroes rarely get lives that are both easy and happy. Sometimes they get neither.*

I shouldn't have listened to Audrah. Hope is bullshit.

*He looks away from you.*

Life has many ups and downs. Setbacks and forward leaps.

I make the transitions as gentle as possible. I nurture and care for the garden so that even in the darkest pits of dispear if they want to hear me they do. If they want a way out. They have it.

I may not have control over what they decide for someone. But I can soften the blow.

Audrah has always had the good way of it. She is much wiser than us I fear. Hope is always something to hold onto.

*I look at my hands.*

You... realise that sky was not supposed to survive the first time... when I met him.

Is it?

*He's not together enough for the whole 'we need hope' spiel. He's heard it plenty but things feel like hope is foolish just now.*

*Green just sighs.*

I know that. How you got away with what you did I'm not sure but I'm not stupid enough to think fate will let you do it again.

It is. Even if it seems so far away.

Its what your brothers did for you... and its what she needs too.

I didnt. Not really. Ive been working on appealing to them. Why do you think ive been-

*he pauses. Turning to the place he was looking before. A hand falls to my chest. I seem to be in pain...*

It... it will not let me do so again...

And I'm supposed to what, lie to her? If there were hope you wouldn't be talking to me like this and you know it.

*He... has no idea how you speak to the fates. That's not something he's been able to do himself — probably for the better.*

Don't hurt yourself over something that isn't going to change. It doesn't help anyone.

You are to be there for her. Ease her through the next phase so she is without fear.

There is always hope green. You know full well what gold means on a flower.

You should take your own advice.

That's a lot easier to do when they're little and don't understand fear.

*He just snorts.*

And you know how easily divinity drives minds to madness.

*He looks at you and his ears fall even further down. He now understands why Sky just nipped his hand a few times.*

You are infuriating sometimes. You know that?

*You seem to have at least made him stop his spiral enough to think for a second.*

I know it is not an easy ask. But knowing she has her father there. Will help. And, it wont be remiss to bring Audrah as well. I will also make myself available if you so want me.

*I give a soft chuckle.*

You make it sound like I am the one who has gone mad...

though, there was a point during the exile where speaking to the flowers started to get rather tempting.

*I smile softly, a chair appears behind you and myself as i sit down. A pot of tea, already steeped, sits on the table which you are sure was not there earlier.*

Considering the amount of times people curse me or the fates themselves. I know. I don't mean to be I promise.

*I wave a hand out.*

Why don't you sit for a moment.

*He scoffs at that. As if Fate would be kind enough to let you escape and go mad.*

I'd probably talk to the damn flowers. Someone might as well.

*He would ask where the chair and table came from, but that's energy he doesn't have. You've always done this, so it's no different than Wild popping up with a new dish in the middle of a meal.*

I think the fates deserve the cursing. I'd curse them any day. I think I have today already.

... Fine.

*He sits, and he's definitely still upset but not quite so against hearing you.*

We just got her back.

She is family to me. Of course I will go.

*I laugh.*

You can if you want. Some of them curse me every few hours though. Including this Zinnia...

You curse them every day anyway.

*I lean against the table. Giving a gentle smile.*

I know Green. I know... its... its awful. And you want your family back.

Why dont you speak freely? Whatever is in your head. I dont mind.

... Thanks.

*He just shrugs.*

I curse you way less than before I died. And the fates know exactly what they did.

*He sighs, picking at his sleeve as he stares at the table. He is so having rabbit time later.*

Awful... is a nice word for it.

I... I don't recognize my daughter, Blackthorne. Even now that she's talking again she's... she's angry at me, and I don't know why. She's — so difficult to get to talk to me.

She's hiding things from everyone. She has a kid —

Blackthorne she used blood magic to knocking someone's out.

... When I heard Uranium had been in her memories — I thought maybe that explained things but that's awful too. I wanted him to be why Tori is so different except I don't.

... I may not have been her favorite person, but she was never this way with me before.

And now I may not even get the chance to fix things. A week isn't a lot of time, and it's not enough time to help her heal.

*I chuckle, pouring a cup of tea and holding it in my hands.*

See I know you curse them directly now. It is appreciated.

*I give a hum, letting you speak your mind. You clearly need it.*

I think she's scared. Scared that opening herself up again will lead to more pain.

That... plague on this garden still disgusts me to this day. Memories, though false and that have no baring on a souls flower. Still impact a person deeply.

*I sigh.*

You know....

*I take a sip of my tea.*

Maybe you should ask Sky what he did. He was in the same position with you. And he was able to fix things.

And we both know where part of your consciousness is right now.

I can curse them for you too if you like.

*He does listen, and isn't that strange. He remembers a time when he probably would have flipped you off and run away. His head hurts.*

I see pieces of who she was, around everyone else... I think she hates me sometimes.

I just... It never gets easier, watching the heroes. I stick with them their whole lives, I try to help them heal... I don't know how to help her. She doesn't seem to want my help.

*He makes a low chittering sound, a hold over from his early days of being a deity.*

I don't even want to begin to imagine what that thing raising a child looks like. She remembers it though.

*He shrinks at your suggestion and the way you know so concretely where he is.*

I... yeah... yeah I guess he was....

I'm watching over him.

Honestly Green I would love that.

She is. But being a god slayer, doesn't mean that she will be like this forever.

And I know you are mourning your daughter for what she was before all this. Before the stupid triangles that like to mess with everything.

*I sigh.*

Its possible that it never did. Memories implanted might be simply knowledge that it happened. Not how.

And you've been doing a good job of it. I've backed off myself to give him space to heal. He feels, and dare I risk worrying you a moment. "Safe and warm." Whether you use your light or not.

He told me that he knows you will keep him safe, so he can truly rest while you are taking care of him.

I'll do that then.

... killing gods leaves a mark. She's killed three different gods.

Have you seen Tori since she got back? She... I don't even know... I just I'm grateful she has Fi.

*He shakes his head, giving Blackthorne a knowing look.*

I know she remembers it as well as she does her first childhood. I didn't get the prophetic dreams the family line has, but I still have premonition. I predicted a lot without knowing it.

*He gives a little huff, but he perks up just a little.*

He deserves to feel safe, I worry about him... I think we all do. I'd do anything to help him.

I'm glad he can rest. He needs it. He scared me... he scared everyone... I don't know how we got him stable... Tori did a lot.

I'm glad she did. I'm glad Sky is alive and aware... but... still....

Yes... it does. It leaves marks that sometimes cannot be seen.

I have not. My... duties have kept me here for quite some time now.

*I nod towards you.*

Pesky things those prophetic dreams.

*He chuckles. Taking a sip of his tea and now offering a cup to you. When did he pour that?*

Sky is one of those people who gives so much of himself to others all the time that he is one who is deserving of the care he gets now. He scares us all on a regular basis.

You know how many times I told him to slow down with the paperwork he was doing before this meeting? But he simply kept saying that he was doing it so Zelda didnt have too.

She got so good at healing because her life deemed it necessary.

*I sit silently for a moment.*

I did not.

*I smile.*

You and me both.

*I give a knowing hum*

But. You still watched your little girl give her everything to save him. And you are worried that its one or the other now? That her fate is sealed, which is why you came to me. To find out?

#lu rp #the gardener patron of fate #future green #evil linked universe #future Blackthorne

I know.

Duties is a nice way to say the fates are being shitty again.

*He snorts.*

You're telling me. I'm not jealous of Sky and Fable there.

*He takes the tea, more than used to you just... having it.*

Thanks...

Nightengale could do with more breaks, but he's getting better. I'm sure it was at least twenty times you told him.

...

I hate that answer. That sucks so fucking much. She was supposed to have a good, calm life where she didn't have to get good at life saving.

... Maybe so. The triforce... is hard to understand even now.

*He sighs, he had hoped maybe you did because at least then someone was able to watch over Tori.*

Yeah...

*His face falls as he takes a sip of his tea to cover the urge to scream or cry.*

*He gives a tired laughs.*

If I'm honest I think I actually came here to yell at you and be angry... but it's not your fault.

Hello Blackthorne. It's been a while.

*He sounds done — but who wouldn't be at this point?*

- future @luherooflegend

*It takes a moment, but i do reappear within the gardens. I look tired myself.*

Green, It is good to see you. Though I sense you are spreading yourself quite thin as of right now. Are you okay?

Not particularly. I'm a little better knowing Sky will continue to recover. Hopefully, you are too.

Am I allowed to see Tori's fate flower or are you still keeping secrets about her?

*He pauses, then sighs. That... was very unchariritable. And yeah you didn't tell him anything but you also aren't malicious to people... not really.*

I'm sorry. That... was out of line. Can I please see her flower?

It'll probably tell me more than she is. I don't know the last time you interacted with her but... well she's not very forth coming.

*He sighs softly.*

*I raise an eyebrow, crossing my arms. And i go to respond before... Ahh.*

Green we have spoken about this before. I can show you the flower but I cant divulge what it means.

*I fall silent for a moment, you can feel a split awareness somewhere...*

*I look down. pinching the bridge of my nose.*

I'm sorry Tori will not speak to you. Have you gotten Emerald perhaps to find out why?

I believe it... I've never seen someone take that much life magic without being complete healed before...

You always say that... thank you.

*He's stopped asking you anyway. Why bother when you can't or won't answer? It's just upsetting. He does it how he aways does, by the feel of magic.*

How many places are you in right?

*He shakes his head.*

I know it is not ideal. And I am sorry. But we are tied to laws just as much as the mortals are. I wish I could explain it all. But you are too closely related to her for me to tell you....

*I don't finish. But you can see it in my eye. The word i was going to say was Directly.*

Two others and here. I've a version of myself in... well you wouldnt know it was me if you looked at him. In Sky's time. To watch over the happenings there. And I am monitoring something....

*I raise an eyebrow.*

Then. You want to know if there are signs of a split memory on Tori's flower? Or perhaps you want to compare it to your own. To see how close she is to where we are.

So you say.

*He doesn't argue with you. He's aware of the trouble he faces for breaking laws anyway and he can't find it in him to ask you to break any law again after the first time.*

You don't say. Maybe Sky was right then... huh.

Is what your monitoring something you want help with?

I know it can be difficult to believe.

*I raise an eyebrow.*

Is that right? What did he say? That he thought I was hanging around?

*I chuckle.*

I wish you could.

*I place a hand on my chin. There's something about the flower that... i really don't want you to see...*

Here. But only from where you are stood.

Yeah... It really can be.

*He snorts.*

He wondered if someone was a lookout for you — or me but I know I don't have a look out in his era. I can't decide of he was joking or not.

*He hums at that, not ever a fan of being unable to help.*

Fine.

*He stays where he is — looking at the flower and taking note of everything he can see. The gold is expected, of course.*

How much can you tell me? Because I can feel the curse from here.

I am sorry.

Sky is correct. But i wont tell him who it is. I've an agreement with the guardsmen you see. They are as real a person as can be.

*He wishes you could. But he cant place that on you. Not one so young. The deaths of thousands because some divine being has deemed it so...*

I cant tell you all that much. You've seen all the colour's on this flower before. In her's and your own.

I can tell you... there is....

*He sighs.*

A week. At most.

*He watches the flowers go and is left wondering what exactly that mess is.*

That... sounds like a headache to think about too hard. But it tracks.

There's more than the colors and the curse, even I can see that...

A week?

*That is entirely too vague. And he absolutely hates it. He just sighs heavily.*

A week til what? Til there's another funeral? Til my daughter decides to raise the dead? A week til she's lost to the curse of some fucking entity?!

*His form flickers, agitated for understandable reasons. He gives a laugh that is very clearly his substituted for lashing out.*

There is much for me to learn still.

*I can feel your Ire....*

I cant say. But that is what the flower is telling me.

*You can see he's almost heartbroken. For what reason you cant figure out. He's always hated holding information away. He remains steadfast. Though it cracks at the edges.*

If i could tell you I would. You of all people should know that.

I hate this just as much as you do...

Isn't there always?

*He just stares at the ground. Do you? Do you ever actually hate anything?*

When we decided to have children we were so sure nothing bad would happen. We were so fucking stupid. We should have stopped when we say that stupid fucking triangle on Tori.

Now she doesn't even get to die a mortal death and rest.

*He looks sad.*

I really am sorry...

*Your silence speaks louder than words do. Your anger would have been understandable.*

You want whats best for her. For all of them.

*He looks down.*

I wish I could do more...

Yeah... So the fuck am I.

*He just takes slow, measured breaths.*

Of course I do, but I should have known better. No one in my family gets to have an easy life and half of us don't even get to be happy.

*That is a painful truth for both his blood family and his chosen family. Royalty and heroes rarely get lives that are both easy and happy. Sometimes they get neither.*

I shouldn't have listened to Audrah. Hope is bullshit.

*He looks away from you.*

Life has many ups and downs. Setbacks and forward leaps.

I make the transitions as gentle as possible. I nurture and care for the garden so that even in the darkest pits of dispear if they want to hear me they do. If they want a way out. They have it.

I may not have control over what they decide for someone. But I can soften the blow.

Audrah has always had the good way of it. She is much wiser than us I fear. Hope is always something to hold onto.

*I look at my hands.*

You... realise that sky was not supposed to survive the first time... when I met him.

Is it?

*He's not together enough for the whole 'we need hope' spiel. He's heard it plenty but things feel like hope is foolish just now.*

*Green just sighs.*

I know that. How you got away with what you did I'm not sure but I'm not stupid enough to think fate will let you do it again.

It is. Even if it seems so far away.

Its what your brothers did for you... and its what she needs too.

I didnt. Not really. Ive been working on appealing to them. Why do you think ive been-

*he pauses. Turning to the place he was looking before. A hand falls to my chest. I seem to be in pain...*

It... it will not let me do so again...

And I'm supposed to what, lie to her? If there were hope you wouldn't be talking to me like this and you know it.

*He... has no idea how you speak to the fates. That's not something he's been able to do himself — probably for the better.*

Don't hurt yourself over something that isn't going to change. It doesn't help anyone.

You are to be there for her. Ease her through the next phase so she is without fear.

There is always hope green. You know full well what gold means on a flower.

You should take your own advice.

That's a lot easier to do when they're little and don't understand fear.

*He just snorts.*

And you know how easily divinity drives minds to madness.

*He looks at you and his ears fall even further down. He now understands why Sky just nipped his hand a few times.*

You are infuriating sometimes. You know that?

*You seem to have at least made him stop his spiral enough to think for a second.*

I know it is not an easy ask. But knowing she has her father there. Will help. And, it wont be remiss to bring Audrah as well. I will also make myself available if you so want me.

*I give a soft chuckle.*

You make it sound like I am the one who has gone mad...

though, there was a point during the exile where speaking to the flowers started to get rather tempting.

*I smile softly, a chair appears behind you and myself as i sit down. A pot of tea, already steeped, sits on the table which you are sure was not there earlier.*

Considering the amount of times people curse me or the fates themselves. I know. I don't mean to be I promise.

*I wave a hand out.*

Why don't you sit for a moment.

*He scoffs at that. As if Fate would be kind enough to let you escape and go mad.*

I'd probably talk to the damn flowers. Someone might as well.

*He would ask where the chair and table came from, but that's energy he doesn't have. You've always done this, so it's no different than Wild popping up with a new dish in the middle of a meal.*

I think the fates deserve the cursing. I'd curse them any day. I think I have today already.

... Fine.

*He sits, and he's definitely still upset but not quite so against hearing you.*

We just got her back.

She is family to me. Of course I will go.

*I laugh.*

You can if you want. Some of them curse me every few hours though. Including this Zinnia...

You curse them every day anyway.

*I lean against the table. Giving a gentle smile.*

I know Green. I know... its... its awful. And you want your family back.

Why dont you speak freely? Whatever is in your head. I dont mind.

... Thanks.

*He just shrugs.*

I curse you way less than before I died. And the fates know exactly what they did.

*He sighs, picking at his sleeve as he stares at the table. He is so having rabbit time later.*

Awful... is a nice word for it.

I... I don't recognize my daughter, Blackthorne. Even now that she's talking again she's... she's angry at me, and I don't know why. She's — so difficult to get to talk to me.

She's hiding things from everyone. She has a kid —

Blackthorne she used blood magic to knocking someone's out.

... When I heard Uranium had been in her memories — I thought maybe that explained things but that's awful too. I wanted him to be why Tori is so different except I don't.

... I may not have been her favorite person, but she was never this way with me before.

And now I may not even get the chance to fix things. A week isn't a lot of time, and it's not enough time to help her heal.

*I chuckle, pouring a cup of tea and holding it in my hands.*

See I know you curse them directly now. It is appreciated.

*I give a hum, letting you speak your mind. You clearly need it.*

I think she's scared. Scared that opening herself up again will lead to more pain.

That... plague on this garden still disgusts me to this day. Memories, though false and that have no baring on a souls flower. Still impact a person deeply.

*I sigh.*

You know....

*I take a sip of my tea.*

Maybe you should ask Sky what he did. He was in the same position with you. And he was able to fix things.

And we both know where part of your consciousness is right now.

I can curse them for you too if you like.

*He does listen, and isn't that strange. He remembers a time when he probably would have flipped you off and run away. His head hurts.*

I see pieces of who she was, around everyone else... I think she hates me sometimes.

I just... It never gets easier, watching the heroes. I stick with them their whole lives, I try to help them heal... I don't know how to help her. She doesn't seem to want my help.

*He makes a low chittering sound, a hold over from his early days of being a deity.*

I don't even want to begin to imagine what that thing raising a child looks like. She remembers it though.

*He shrinks at your suggestion and the way you know so concretely where he is.*

I... yeah... yeah I guess he was....

I'm watching over him.

Honestly Green I would love that.

She is. But being a god slayer, doesn't mean that she will be like this forever.

And I know you are mourning your daughter for what she was before all this. Before the stupid triangles that like to mess with everything.

*I sigh.*

Its possible that it never did. Memories implanted might be simply knowledge that it happened. Not how.

And you've been doing a good job of it. I've backed off myself to give him space to heal. He feels, and dare I risk worrying you a moment. "Safe and warm." Whether you use your light or not.

He told me that he knows you will keep him safe, so he can truly rest while you are taking care of him.

I'll do that then.

... killing gods leaves a mark. She's killed three different gods.

Have you seen Tori since she got back? She... I don't even know... I just I'm grateful she has Fi.

*He shakes his head, giving Blackthorne a knowing look.*

I know she remembers it as well as she does her first childhood. I didn't get the prophetic dreams the family line has, but I still have premonition. I predicted a lot without knowing it.

*He gives a little huff, but he perks up just a little.*

He deserves to feel safe, I worry about him... I think we all do. I'd do anything to help him.

I'm glad he can rest. He needs it. He scared me... he scared everyone... I don't know how we got him stable... Tori did a lot.

I'm glad she did. I'm glad Sky is alive and aware... but... still....

Yes... it does. It leaves marks that sometimes cannot be seen.

I have not. My... duties have kept me here for quite some time now.

*I nod towards you.*

Pesky things those prophetic dreams.

*He chuckles. Taking a sip of his tea and now offering a cup to you. When did he pour that?*

Sky is one of those people who gives so much of himself to others all the time that he is one who is deserving of the care he gets now. He scares us all on a regular basis.

You know how many times I told him to slow down with the paperwork he was doing before this meeting? But he simply kept saying that he was doing it so Zelda didnt have too.

She got so good at healing because her life deemed it necessary.

*I sit silently for a moment.*

I did not.

*I smile.*

You and me both.

*I give a knowing hum*

But. You still watched your little girl give her everything to save him. And you are worried that its one or the other now? That her fate is sealed, which is why you came to me. To find out?

#lu rp #the gardener patron of fate #future green #evil linked universe #future Blackthorne

I know.

Duties is a nice way to say the fates are being shitty again.

*He snorts.*

You're telling me. I'm not jealous of Sky and Fable there.

*He takes the tea, more than used to you just... having it.*

Thanks...

Nightengale could do with more breaks, but he's getting better. I'm sure it was at least twenty times you told him.

...

I hate that answer. That sucks so fucking much. She was supposed to have a good, calm life where she didn't have to get good at life saving.

... Maybe so. The triforce... is hard to understand even now.

*He sighs, he had hoped maybe you did because at least then someone was able to watch over Tori.*

Yeah...

*His face falls as he takes a sip of his tea to cover the urge to scream or cry.*

*He gives a tired laughs.*

If I'm honest I think I actually came here to yell at you and be angry... but it's not your fault.

*Chances are you're stilling the nest Crimson made.*

*When you stir, Green bolts awake, looking to you. Even though he was asleep you can feel wards around you.*

Wha- oh! Shit- hey, Bird Boy. Feeling any better? Worse?

Doctor says you need lots of water...

Tori... isn't answering me but last she said you would do well to eat and drink as much actual stuff as you can. She said the salve would help but isn't a long term solutions....

I'm rambling again huh?

... Sorry.

- future @luherooflegend

*My other arm is draped across your back gently. Scratching you behind an ear gently. Fairly easy considering the nest wraps around like it does.*

Mmmm?

*I jump a little at you startling awake. I try to sit up but dont quite make it.*

... hi. Green... give... give me a second...

*The questions take a while to catch up. And I check.*

Hard to tell how...

I ache a little...

Looks... late out

Are... you. Okay?

*He relaxes when he realizes why he's awake, seeing that you're awake. He nudges his head against your arm in greeting. He's not inclined to move, instead settling back down.*

Hi.

*He just listens, trying his best to stop from more worried questions yet.*

Aches? Well that... is expected.

It is late, but you need the rest.

*He's quiet for a moment at your question, weighing the options he has against eachother. He could be honest, or say he doesn't want to talk about himself, or lie... no lying.*

I'm... stressed. A lot has happened. It will be okay though, eventually.

Are you okay?

*He doesn't want to burden you, you're recovering. He is worried about you.*

*I scratch behind your ear again. Moving my arm towards my chest and hugging you with the other arm.*

Do i need more rest? Ive been asleep... well im not outside now so either its been a few hours and you moved me inside. Or. Its the next day and some doctor pulled me away from crimson?

Stressed is to be expected I imagine. But they caught the guy right? Hes not going anywhere. I'll be okay. But I probably had you really scared huh?

*I debate your question.*

I think so.

*I pause. Rolling my shoulders slightly.*

I'm still tired. But I can move everything I think.

*I move my legs slightly.*

Yeah. Yeah I can.

*I can feel your hesitation.*

Why dont you ask me those questions swimming around in your head? Pretty sure im awake enough to answer them now.

*He can't exactly hug you like this but he leans into you before melting.*

Crim helped move you inside actually. He's gone to eat I'm sure he'll be back.

*He looks up at your face, mostly to make sure he isn't missing something.*

He isn't escaping, that much I know... It wasn't your fault, but I — I've definitely been worried. You scared us all pretty good...

*He relaxes further when your legs move, tension he hasn't realized he was still holding falls away. The progress is reassuring.*

That's good. I'm glad you can move everything. I know the doctors and Tor said you'd be able to... but still. I'm glad.

*He sighs, ears falling back.*

Are you dizzy? Nauseous? Cold? Too hot? Can you think okay.

Do you remember anything from after drinking the tea? You said some things...... Tor said some things... did you see anyone you shouldn't have during that time?

He did? Hes a good loftwing...

*I hold you to my chest. Giving you a small smile as you look up.*

Its no ones fault. But I hate worrying people.

*I chuckle. Letting you list off your questions.*

Not dizzy or nauseous.

And i think the fuzzy feeling is just from where im waking up. But it is clearing.

After drinking the tea... uhh...

I remember talking but not what it was... I dont even remember the barons face.

See anyone? Like... ghosts? i dont-

*I pause.*

I... im not sure...

He is. He is... Probably one of the most okay birds.

*He just sighs, nodding.*

I know. We all hate worrying people... but you're okay and that's what counts.

*He seems to relax a little more with each answer.*

Okay. Okay that's good.

Do you want anything to drink? Eat?

The most okay bird? Oh you love him really.

*Sitting up a little, i stretch one of my arms.*

I will be okay. We all will.

Talking to someone? There.... I think i saw Sora? Riku Maybe? I'm not sure... they are friends of mine. They wouldnt hurt me.

*I chuckle again.*

Maybe something small?

*He just thumps his back leg lightly. Rude.*

He's the most okay bird.

I hope so.

No I — it wasn't Sora and Riku. It's not important if you didn't see them. I'm sure it's fine.

*He perks up a little. You didn't want to eat last time.*

Yeah? How about toast and some tea or water? Or I actually have something else you might like... want a good surprise?

Dont get grumpy with me I am right and you know it

*I give a nod.*

Okay... we can always ask Tori. Maybe itll jog my memory if I did?

I noticed the flowers. Are they from her?

I do like surprises. As long as they dont almost kill me. Those surprises suck.

*I laugh.*

I feel like ive not eaten in days... water would probably be good too...

*He just rolls his eyes.*

Maybe so. You can ask if you want, she'll probably answer.

Flowers? What- oh. Yeah, they've from her. She says she's sorry she isn't here, she's at home recovering.

Fair. You'll like this one. Hang on.

Water too.

*A small portal opens to what is definitely Green's kitchen, and a plate of pumpkin chips floats out, carried by Green's magic with a glass of water. They hover beside you.*

Here... I found the recipie in one of the books Tori brought back. Sun says you like these?

Shes been sick. The fact that she even came to help when she was still recovering herself...

*I chuckle.*

Reminds me of you.

*I smile gently.*

Ooh. Okay.

*I look a little confused. Before my face softens.*

Are those pumpkin chips? I...

*I hesitate to grab one.*

Green... these look amazing...

*I look like i could cry.*

Yeah... Sometimes, I think she's a little too much like me for her own good, but she did a lot to help. She's learned a lot — it definitely came in handy.

*He almost panics because you sound upset — but he can tell it's not bad. He nudges his head against you again.*

I hope these are okay?

I'm still working on getting the recipes, right but this one seems to be close. I saved the seeds for Crimson of course....

Tell me if something is off with them?

She's had a few good role models to show her the way. Hell even a pink cloud. Who'd have guessed she'd learn so much from a pink cloud.

*I cradle you as i sit up more.*

You are too good to me you know that?

*I look over the Pumpkin chip. Its... near on identical to one that sits in the back of my memory.*

They look it.

*As i take a bite and think about it. Its...*

Its... just like maman used to make.... how did... you....

Not me. Kids learn a lot more than we realized. Someone should have warned that pink cloud not to curse where toddlers can hear. The week my kid screeching nothing but 'fuck' was a bit much.

*He's just happy like this, trying to help make it easier for you. He doesn't want to stop being a rabbit yet, feelings suck so much worse outside rabbit form.*

Nah, I don't think I am. I think you have a skewed take on what you deserve, Bird boy.

*He looks up at you with ears that stand up, glad you seem to like them.*

We can give you the book I found the recipe in if you want? It... well, I think it was supposed to be yours anyway.

... are you okay? Should I have not made them?

I'm pretty sure someone did warn that pink cloud....

My skewed take is my opinion, it may not be the truth but come on I'm the first hero of Courage not the first hero of confidence.

*I think for a moment.*

Is the book blue? I lost her cookbook in Skyloft's fall... and i... I'd like to. see it at least. At some point...

*I wipe my eyes.*

No. no its... its. its perfect really its...

*I wipe my eyes.*

I... never thought I'd have these again.

*I have a few more, the tears in my eyes now, its eaiser to tell now they are tears of happiness.*

Don't you dare not make these again. I will set the kids on you.

*He huffs.*

Too bad the pink cloud is a bad listener.

Yeah well be nice to yourself. You deserve good things.

*He's quiet, then he nods slowly.*

Yeah, the blue book. It's your's, Sky. Tor made a copy of the recipies anyway. You should have the blue book.

*He gives a little laugh, nudging the water.*

Okay. I'll make them again then, whenever you want. Promise.

Were there any other recipes in it you want to eat today?

Pretty sure that pink cloud kept me sane for a bit of my life so I think I'll have to get its credentials checked. Bad listener isnt what id put on there.

*I dont give you a response.*

I would. If I could get it that would be great.

*I see the water nudged towards me.*

Right...

*I take it. Drinking slowly alongside a few more chips.*

Are you going home?

*I look sad but then look confused.*

Oh... oh right. Two places at once right? Just make sure you do see your kids and husband.

Uhh... I. Its difficult to remember now... I. I know one of them uses some extinct plants that we cant get but the cooking premise is the same.

It was a vegetable but we never got it to grow on the surface so it died out. Like. It was.... a root vegetable? I think. But soup. With potatoes. And vegetables.

*I chuckle.*

Used to call it my sick day soup.

We'll see. The pink cloud is a selective listener if nothing else.

*He nods.*

Of course. We'll get the book to you.

*He just melts against you.*

I'm home now, Sky. Two places at once. I... Tori doesn't want to see me but I am seeing the kids and Rav. Zel came over last night.

*He just nods.*

I thought the plants were extinct... We'll see what we can do. Trouble has a way with plants when he tries.

Sick day soup? Hmm... I can make that one if you want?

You think the pink cloud can selectively hear the fact that its loved.

*I nudge against your head.*

Two places at once. I... did you want me to come and speak to tori? I dont min-

*I try to stand up and get some of the way there before falling back.*

Oh... oh maybe not... dont quite have... not yet...

*I think for a moment.*

I cant quite remember but I think they were like... the... carrot but not carrot. Uhh- parsley? No. No thats not right...

*I give a small nod.*

That would be amazing. Thank you.

Just make sure your family gets some too... id feel bad if you just cooked for me and not for them as well.

Maybe. Love you too, Nightengale.

*He sighs, ears falling back.*

You don't have to...

*He nods, trying to figure out what plant you're talking about... Beets? Radishes? Leeks? Turnips? Hmmm....*

We'll just have to go through trial and error then.

*He snorts at that, bumping his head against you playfully.*

I'll make some in a bit. For you and the mini army I have. Maybe I'll ask the kids to help, they're all worried about you.

... I haven't told them too much, but they know you're recovering and are glad about it. I'm supposed to bring you a batch of pumpkin hand pies later, Lettie has been busy.

... Are there any other books you lost in the fall?

You are amazing. Dont forget that.

*I nod.*

Then I selfishly went and got poisoned and almost died. So I imagine shes trying to... process it all.

I can send crim to bother her for a few hours? I know hes worried about me and all but he needs the flight time. You know. Once hes rested-

Parsnips! It was parsnips. The carrot looking ones!

*I look pleased. And then try to remember what I was thinking about. But the thought seems to have gone.*

Your army are wonderful. Ive missed them all greatly. Once this is...

*I pinch my nose.*

I... dont know when this will all be dealth with. Or even how. But... once it is. You should all come over. I doubt I'll be able to leave for a while. Though I might be able to slip away...

I may drop in unannounced.

Hand pies? Oh I love the hand pies.

I lost alot in the fall really. If tori managed to grab more things id love to have a look.

*I take a few more chips. Eating them one by one.*

I'll decide.

I know...

Don't say that, you didn't choose to get poisoned.

... If Crimson is up for it I think she'd like that. So much has changed about her, but she'll always be happy to see Crimson. And he does need the flight time.

Parsnips? I have those in the garden. I can get those for you.

*He laughs a little.*

They are pretty great.

Hey, you don't have to know everything or anything about how this ends right now. We'll visit when it's over, and you know you're always welcome to come by.

Good, Lettie made the hand pies with you in mind.

*He rubs at his face with his paws before melting again.*

You're warm.

Good.

*I sigh. Streching a little before curling up again.*

Someone will say i did. They always do...

I'll send him over later on. Tori could use the friend and she and him get along so well.

Yeah. Yeah they were pretty close to those. I think. We use that to substitute.

She knows me too well...

She managed to get children's books? I wonder if shes got... oh I'll have to find my copy. Its really good but my copy is a little... worn...

*I chuckle. Running a hand through your fur.*

Thats probably because I'm running a temperature. You are rather nice to hug though. I hope im not holding you too tightly.

*I'm a little warm. But nothing compared to before. My grip is around you atleast, my arms do most of the work. I give a soft hum. As if im thinking about something.*

*Im getting better by the hour.*

*He grumbles at that, barely keeping himself from thumping his back leg again.*

Anyone who says that is wrong and either stupid or callous. I know you, you didn't choose this.

I think they could both use it honestly.

We'll get parsnips then. Easy enough.

She does.... I'm sure she'll be happy to compare copies with you.

*He flops against you as best he can, pleased to see you moving easier.*

Your temperature is coming down though.

You're not holding me too tight, I'm fine.

I'm just... I'm really glad you're feeling stronger. I know you hate being unable to move when you want to.

*I chuckle.*

They'll both love that I'm sure...

Sounds great.

*I adjust my arms so you flop into the blankets as I roll onto my side. Keeping you in my arms.*

Yeah... im honestly im glad I wasnt really lucid. I think I would have fallen into... well...

*I shiver. And grip you tighter. A fear response.*

I dont want to. Be... held down...

*I move my legs as best I can. Almost as if im checking i can.*

They probably will. They can be menaces together or something.

I'm glad.

*He's happy on the blankets too, stretching out as he melts against your arms.*

I am too. You were safe but you wouldn't have liked it. Crimson wasn't happy...

You're okay, you're free to move. I promise.

They really are menaces aren't they?

*as you strech out i tuck a blanket behind you for some extra support. I give a soft trill. Its not quite back. But its close.*

And when Crimson's upset its a bad sign.

*I keep fidgeting for a moment.*

I dont like not being able to move...

I can't stand, I cant run... its not. Its not fair.

Do...

*I pause. My voice sounds small. Vulnerable.*

Do you think I'll be able to do what I was doing before? Am. Am I going to feel like this forever?

They really are.

*His ears perk up a little at the trill. You're sounding better! That's a good thing.*

Usually.

I know it sucks and I'm sorry it happened.

*He would love to fix this, but he has no idea how. He just watches you as you ask the last couple questions, trying to take them in and find an answer.*

I...

I don't know. Everyone is always changing, you'll be different than before... but I think you're going to keep getting stronger too. It hasn't been a week since the incident, recovery tales time...

We'll figure it out, Nightengale. You're already leaps and bounds better than when you were first declared clean of poison.

*I see your ears move and move and arm to scratch you behind the ear.*

I know... I know...

I know its not been a week... im just. Worried. What if i. What if i cant.

*I look away. The feeling of old insecurities bubbling away under the surface. You can feel how my confidence has been shattered...*

I'm supposed to be the strong one. The one to lead people and if I cant just... bounce back from something like this then.

*A flicker of something youve not seen for a while. A my hand moves. And I scratch the back of my left hand. Scratch marks line the back of my hand immediately.*

*He leans into your hand, enjoying the scratching.*

Sky...

*He gives a sad sigh before he pokes your side with a paw.*

Strength isn't always how much you can physically lift, sometimes it's how you keep trying.

You are so incredibly strong, and no one expects you to be all better instantly. You're already doing so well.

... besides, the best rulers I've ever known lead with their heart and not with fear. All of the parts of monarchy that became a problem come well after you and your child.

*I give a noise of complaint as you poke me.*

Hey...

Three times? I was... poisoned three times?

Can poison even do that? How can a poison go after....

Oh... is that why I.... I think i need to talk to Sora and Riku... they must have. Kept my heart... sorry. My soul. Intact. That explains why I remember seeing them...

*I listen to you carefully. Trying to commit your words to memory. I sit up a little more. My voice holds a conviction.*

I dont ever want my people to be scared. Its... its why I want to get back to them so quickly. I want to show them that I'm okay.

My... child? I. Did Zelda tell you? When did...

*I try to think back.*

I'm sorry for not telling you sooner...

At least. I didn't get a confirmation on if there was more.

I'm not sure how it worked, but Sora did help. Between him, Tori, and your own work, we were able to help you thankfully.

*He just nods.*

I know. And you won't scare them. If you want — and only if you want — you can make appearances still, just take breaks okay? You have time.

*He chuckles, nudging his head against you.*

You told me, actually. You don't need to apologize, I get it.

I'm happy for you, and Sun. You'll be a good dad, Sky.

He... really wanted me dead. I. I just wish I knew what I did to. To make him want to do that.

*I nudge you gently.*

Sora's a powerful guy. Save me explaining hes got power over the essences of people. So what makes a person them. He probably used some of his light to keep mine together.

You left someone of that list. You've been pretty vital in this too. Keeping me warm. Safe. Fed and watered. Night watch is just as important and I am grateful that you would do so.

*I give a small nod.*

I should get Wren to say something in the morning...

*I return the nudge.*

I told you? Ah... I. If it helps. You are... I suppose the third person who knows? Atleast from myself.

Honestly? I'm terrified. And I wish I'd had the courage to talk to someone before because ive been juggling a lot and I know experts and just didnt speak to any of them...

Mind if I speak to you and Emerald about a few things?

Yeah... well you changed things, and people like him don't like things changing in ways they can't control.

*He huffs at you.*

I know he is. I'm... glad helped.

*He just shrugs.*

*He nods firmly.*

You did. Tor put it together for me but you told us.

I... I get that. It's scary to have kids. There's a lot that can go wrong... but someone much smarter than me says it's important to remember There's A Lot that can go Right, too.

You can always talk to us. We'll help as much as we can, and we aren't exactly experts, but if you have questions, we'll answer as best we can.

But why go after the one kingdom that can organise help for his people out of what is effectively the breakdown of their infrastructure from sandstorms.

If they even survived... I. Im basically protected by a pantheon. Someone would have already done something in anger...

I know you haven't.

*I raise an eyebrow.*

You are telling me the magical cloud purring isnt healing me? Isn't keeping me safe and warm?

Luckily we are pretty good friends with one who works with Fate now. I need to talk with him actually. For guidance mainly...

*I look saddened.*

I hope she's okay... I cant imagine the stress shes under. All stress we tried to avoid.

*I look at you.*

They need their rest. And im not exactly waking at... reasonable hours. But. If you could tell them. Then I can speak to them...

Would that discourage that? I feel as soon as the baron is mentioned you would angrly vibrate or i dont know something that gods do when they are angry.

*I chuckle.*

*the subject upsets me. My heart rate increases a little. But I try to keep myself together.*

Your kids are turning out to be wonderful people. I... I wont lie i cant wait to see the kids faces when they meets her.

I suppose the big question is how on earth do I do this?

Because he'd rather be in control than help is people I guess.

*He falls silent then he gives a sad, bitter laigh.*

*He looks away. It doesn't feel like a big deal. He'd do it any time. No matter what.*

I don't know, I'm just doing what I can.

I'm sure Blackthorne will be glad to talk. He... is infuriatingly good with advice.

Scared makes sense.

Hey — it's okay. Sun is safe, I've got all sorts of wards on her right now and we're making sure she rests as much as possible.

*He softens, nodding.*

Yeah, they're pretty good kids. We'll get pictures of the faces, they'll love her I'm sure.

*He moves to stand, climbing up to sit on your chest. He isn't heavy enough to hold you down.*

You do this the way everyone worth their salt does; you do it scared and as best you can because you love your kid.

No one is ready to have kids, Sky, because every kid is different and they don't come with a guide book tailored specifically for them.

But you already know the two most important things. You love your kid, and nothing will change that and you know you will do whatever you can for them because family is important.

*I hum saddly.*

I just... hope his people are okay.

I think hes more patience cause he had to learn it the hard way. You know he told me the fates made him watch a singular flower for what a year? To teach him time?

You will be telling me that story.

Tori learned a lot from all of us. And from her own experiences too. Journeys teach us lots of things and hers... well hers sounds like. Something else entirely...

And what you are doing helps. I know it does.

Thank you for watching her.

*I turn so im lying on my back. I look at you. And listen.*

I will. I will love her more than anything...

I... yeah I hope so too. A terrible leader can really mess things up.

The more I learn about the fates the more I want to find and fight them. What a terrible things to do, Lolia below.

I can if you want later.

*He drags his paws down his face, trying to keep from screaming in frustration.*

*He just sighs, relaxing a little.*

I hope it helps.

Any time. I'll always look out for you, Sun, and your family.

*He lowers to be on all fours, still on you. He nods, nose twitching a little.*

Good. That's all you need, because you lead with your heart. As long as you love your daughter and make sure she knows that, you'll do great.

Honestly I'd be pretty impressed if you could. They are quite illusive from memory.

*I see your fustration. Youve never been good at hiding it. I reach out and gently run a hand along your back.*

Maybe because you raised her. And the universes was of letting you help her. Was by letting her learn by herself. Look at how much she learned and can do now that shes come back to you.

Thank you for looking out for me. Really.

I try my best.

*I lift myself up slightly so I can rub my face against yours. Before I reach down besides the bed.*

Hold on....

*Its a bit of a struggle. But I manage to pull up a singular boot from a box under the bed.*

Here... I know how much you like them. It might make you feel better.

They'd have it coming.

*He sighs as you run a hand along his back, but he doesn’t move away.*

I always will. You know that. I hope.

You'll do well. I know it.

*He tilts his head, trying to figure out what you're doing.*

Okay?

*His eyes hone in on the boot immediately. He can try to pretend he's over boots a little but he isn't. The moment the boot is set down he is climbing into it.*

Thank you.

*after shifts around he has his face and front paws sticking out of the boot and nothing else.*

Can I ask what names you were considering for your daughter?

If you are fighting the universe. Please keep my part of it intact? I quite enjoy existing.

We. Just have to hope that the others wont have to do so. Toris always been strong.

Yeah. Yeah I know that now. Its... nice to be remembered.

You'll like it i promise.

*I chuckle as you move towards the boot.*

*I give a soft smile as I move the boot besides me. Holding it steady with one hand as I wait for you to get comftorable before I scratch you behind the ear again.*

Ive... stressed you out. Its the least I can do. You are welcome to add it to your collection.

*I give a soft smile.*

Celine. We've decided on Celine.

Well when you put it like that...

I... yeah. Still... I... Sky, I don't recognize my daughter. She's... angry. She deserves better than what happened — you all do.

*Angry is... well Tori isn't an angry person. Or she didn't used to be. Anger for Tori is like silence, it doesn't fit her most of the time.*

I'm glad. You'll be remembered a very long time.

Okay.

*He seems a little calmer once settled in the boot. It doesn't actually make him any safer, but it helps.*

You haven't done anything wrong. At least half of my stress is over other things. I am keeping this though. Thank you.

Celine is a pretty name. I'm excited to meet her.

*I give a sigh.*

She does. Reminds me of me in a few ways. After fighting and well. You know how it ended by now.

*I give a smile.*

I hope so. Even if its just. The first King of Hyrule was a nice guy. I dont want to be remembered for the pain. I want to be remembered for the changes we made for the better.

*As you settle in i look at you.*

What is sitting in a boot like anyway? Is it comftorable or is it just because its a boot?

It might not be the main cause. But its certainly not helped. And for that I am sorry. She must be recovered from the magic exhaustion by now... anyone under that would be... well.

*With no questioning I make the assumption that is most obvious.*

I'm glad to see shes doing better. Even if I wasnt really aware. Its coming back to me in peices I think... but im really not sure.

We are too. I'll make sure to send Crimson over to get you once we are settled.

I know...

*He snorts.*

You have more titles than that, Bird Boy. Before meeting you I thought they were blown out of proportion.

*He rolls his eyes at you.*

It's... safe. Surrounds you? It's also a boot.

*He sighs, ears lowering again.*

Recovered is.... optimistic.

*He perks up a little.*

You better.

Titles Id rather not have. I didnt choose to kill the god. I had to. For the good of the world.

Though I do pull out Godslayer when I need to throw my weight around. Not as much now since Fi went to rest. But. We all know your fave was bird boy.

Sky - Certified bird boy.

*I place a hand on my chin.*

So a boot is like a cloud hug? And you collect them?

It is infact. A boot.

Ahh... so a hero special right? The 'Im fine but actually need to stay in bed for another week' excuse right?

*I give a laugh.*

Of course I will. I dont think Id be forgiven if I didnt. Can you imagine the kids? I fear them more than you when it comes to enforcing self care.

Oh no, that one didn't stick around into my time. You're the First King, the Good King, the King of the Gilded age. It's a long list, but the entire thing is more fitting than I realized.

You deserve to be able to use Godslayer.

What can I say? I'm a creature of habit.

*He nods along.*

I think so. If this is what cloud hugs feel like for you guys I get it. I know why I enjoy giving them though.

*He sighs.*

Sort of. She at least was honest about needing a nap after. I don't know, she's not talking to me but the kids are keeping her company.

*He laughs a little.*

That's fair. They're very enthusiastic about self care and being told things. They'll set Ben on you, he has the most devastating puppy eyes I've ever seen.

Oh wow... does hero of hylia stick around at all? Or is it more my kingly stuff that does.

King of the gilded age... It sounds like good things are ahead...

*I chuckle.*

An important title. The most important one really.

Cloud hugs... are. They remind me of younger days above the clouds. Warm and safe. Enclosed on all sides but protected. Its the one place I dont feel like I need to be on guard.

*I give a nod.*

I am protected. And warm. And safe.

*I raise an eyebrow.*

Thats something atleast...

Ben's puppy dog eyes are almost as bad as those sad rabbit eyes you do. You know how hard it is to say no to?

Sort of. Some stories say you're the hero and some don't, that's a hot topic of debate between historians.

Lots of good things, Sky. Promise.

*He nods at that.*

We can make you the medal for Official Bird Boy if you want.

*He considers the way you explain cloud hugs.*

Huh. Sounds nice. I'm glad you feel safe in them. You'd probably like giving them too...

*He just sighs that tired sigh people have for when they're at a loss.*

It is.

*He laughs at that.*

I know! Ben is a menace whenever loose with a mission. I'm glad he uses them for good.

I know how the sad bunny eyes work, there's a reason I don't use them often. That would make me too powerful you know.

Its probably debated because zelda is debated to be hylia herself right? And why would Hylia and her hero start a kingdom together?

*I laugh. Nudging you a little.*

Oh absolutely. I can wear it to the trial and scare the poor guy...

I give great hugs. Though if I do end up a spirit or whatever maybe I can ask the guys to let me do that. As a little treat. Thats probably something that could be arranged right?

He uses them for gain as well. You just dont realise it. If self care occurs that means people are feeling better enough to do stuff with him.

Honestly you could ask me to go to war for the bunny eyes and I would have an awful time saying no.

For i am unable to resist.

I didn't believe Sun was Hylia for a long time you know. But that is ome of the arguments against you being a Hero.

*He snickers.*

You should. Get Sun and Crimson matching medals too, really drive the point home.

You do give great hugs. I enjoy them.

Maybe so... you can ask.

*He shakes his head playfully.*

I blame Lettie for teaching him that.

Now I know how to get permission to do anything. Look what you've done Bird Boy.

You know, you have a look that's hard to say no to, right?

Ahh see now I have to know if you believed the first King was the first hero before you met me. And what you thought of the guy.

Oh now that... I dont know if sun... actually she might wear it around her hip... me and crim definitely. I can have a red ribbon and he can have a blue one. We can match.

Hugs. Are good.

*I laugh.*

Come now. You and I both know you could do that anyway! And thats not even under sway. You cant use that god magic on me it dosent work.

*It does. It just takes longer.*

*I watch as you sink into the boot. And fall still. I move the boot closer towards me just incase.*

I do? Which ones that?

We can try. Crimson's can say 'Wings' or maybe 'Big Red'. Sun's can be whatever she likes most.

*He nods.*

Hugs are good.

I know. But I'll be kind and not do that.

*He leans back against the boot as he returns to this place. He doesn't mention the cause because he isn't even sure what he'd say. So he focuses on you.*

Hmm... you look a little like an upset fledgling with the most sad bird eyes ever. Or when you're excited about something.

*Honestly, Green has a hard time telling you now ever for any reason.*

I can understand that in a way. Its so far away from reality that it seems like a fairy tale...

I would love and cherish a son just as much as a daughter. The idea that one day it happens saddens me.

Crimsons says best wings on it.

*I chuckle. And bow my head slightly. My tone is lighthearted.*

Oh almighty god of heroes treating me with such high respect you truely are all powerful. I shall be sure to gift you many treats. In my next. "Ritual."

*Ahh yes. The rituals he tells his people are him communicating with Hylia. When its simply getting away for five minutes to talk with you or Blackthorne. I give a laugh.*

Is that right?

*I give the sad fledgling eyes. I know i dont have too. That you'd help me anyway. I do give a chuckle.*

Think you can help me walk? I want to look outside. Get some air on my face? Then maybe have some soup...

It is...

I know you would. And... while it happens and it's awful, it's reversed. Fable worked very hard for that and I stole Hylia's identity to help.

Best wings? Sure. Hedge problem love that.

*He snorts, rollicking his eyes.*

Important sure you will.

You're doing that right now.

*He hums.*

Yeah, I can do that. Do you want me to help you as a cloud or a hylian?

I seem to remember you telling me about this... im glad its working.

He'd love it.

I dont know what you mean.

*I give a smile.*

As a hylian. I realise ive not actually seen you for a while. Its either bunny or cloud. And while I love bunny. And I love cloud. I love my brother too.

*It seems I dont quite remember the day itself still...*

It helps that the people are on board, the nobles have more reasons to suck it up if the don't like it.

He would.

*He just huffs at you. You know exactly what you're doing. Probably.*

I'm always me, but I can be hylian.

Hang on.

*He smiles, holding a hand out to help you up.*

Let's get you some air, yeah?

I know you are. But I cant ruffle your hair while you are a cloud. And I cant sleep jail the bunny in quite the same way. You know?

That would be great...

*I take your hand. Pulling myself up... trying to steady myself.*

Okay I... I can...

*my legs give a little. And I fall on you.*

Sorry....

Hmm... yeah okay that's true.

*He helps you up, catching ypu when you fall. He just shakes his head.*

Don't be sorry, you're doing much better than earlier. Besides I'll always be willing to help catch you.

Hang on...

There, does that hurt? Is this okay?

*I chuckle.*

Metaphorically and physically. I just... hope i dont...

*Break down... he hopes he dosent break down over this...*

My legs hurt a little... But I... think I'll be okay. Can we. Go out to the balcony? I want to look at the stars.... please.

*I shuffle a little. Giving a grimace.*

I know...

*He doesn't need ypu to finish the sentence, he knows...*

I'm sorry you hurt, Nightengale. We can go look at the stars but if it hurt too much to walk let me know okay? I can carry ypu if it helps.

*He starts leading you carefully, taking as much of your weight as he can, cheating and using magic to take more. He leads you to the balcony.*

After this, I think Sun made soup earlier, and there should still be some if you want it.

I want to be sure I can walk. I dont... I want to get back to looking after my people...

*once we make it outside I lean a hand on the balcony edge. Looking up at my namesake. Just seeing the sky makes me relax a little.*

Its... funny how different they look... Than what I remember.

I... do like soup. We can. Go down to the kitchens to get it...

Okay. Just remember to listen to your body, apparently pain has a meaning sometimes.

*That is something that if you haven't told him you've probably heard others tell him.*

*He smiles a little as you speak, looking to the stars.*

They are different on the surface, aren't they?

We can definitely do that. Wren will be glad to see you if we pass him. I'll leave a note in case Sun comes looking.

Reflecting my own words against me. So cruel.

*I laugh a little. But grimace again as a shooting pain streches up my leg.*

Well. If they didnt know I was alive before they do now...

*My eyes turn upwards again.*

I miss looking at the stars from above the clouds. On really dark nights you could see the star band. A big line of stars that stretched across the sky.

I'm sure he will. But he might question why im walking myself over someone bringing it too me. But he worries so I get it.

I think it's fair but okay.

... Do you want a pain relief potion? It might help a little.

*He snorts at that looking to you with eyes that only glow a little thanks to the siren stuff.*

They know now and word will spread.

*He hums.*

If you want to see that... we can make it happen. I can at least cast an illusion if nothing else? It sounds beautiful.

*He snorts.*

Wren has to have known you long enough to know why you'd be walking. And he will probably always worry.

If its not too much trouble that would be great.

*The glow in your eyes always fascinated me. Strange how the small things in magic change appearances. This i would know. The pink segment in my eye ever present amongst the blues.*

*The knights chat some more before one of them runs towards the castle.*

I guess so.

Would it change the sky for everyone? Or just a... localised one? I dont want to scare people...

And honestly If I didnt know anybetter I'd think he was some sort of lookout for you or blackthorne.

*we both know Wren would rat me out if needed.*

Of course. Hang on.

*He pulls a pain relief potion from his pocket, opening the cork and passing it to you.*

Here.

I can do either? Illusion magic is like that... your people would probably feel better if the sky didn't change right after you almost died huh?

*He only thinks of this after your question.*

Blackthorne doesn't need a look out those fate flowers tell on you as is... remind me to talk to him later action because I have a lot of questions.

I listen when Wren tells me things but if anything he's Sun's lookout.

Thanks

*He gives a smile. As he takes it. Drinking it slowly. It does make it a little eaiser but im still keeping most of my weight against you.*

Dont be too harsh if you end up doing so. Remember hes bound by rules just as much as the rest of us.

Hes a good man. And if it meant keeping the family safe hed do what it took. I hope he's alright in all this. He could be under a lot of fire. Kings right hand and I end up almost dead...

Any time.

*He doesn't mind taking on the weight for you he just wants you to feel better.*

I don't particularly care about those rules just now but yes I know. Always with the rules. Can't do anything because of them.

*He hums, softening.*

He is a good man. I can check on him if you want? Or you can in a bit?

You do remember the rules. I know ive not spoken with him myself for a while but he is around. Hes probably got the fate of the barons people on his mind at the moment.

That i would appreciate. Maybe you can just hop into a dream with crimson and make sure its not nightmares.

After you get some rest of course.

I remember I like breaking the rules too. Part of what got me far enough to meet you... I'll talk to Blackthorne later, I have other things that need handled before any conversations anyway.

*He's trying very hard to stay present for you. He's currently trying to help soothe Emerald back home... split consciousness gives him a headache sometimes.*

I can do that for Wren. The nightmares are for others.

I did rest. Took a nap and everything. What else am I supposed to do?

Rulebreaking was always a good pass time. Shame we actually make those rules now. We have to listen to them more...

Im sure he'd be happy for the company.

*I spot you struggling a little bit.*

Is. Something wrong? Do you need to switch forms? Would that help?

*I nod.*

Thats a good plan.

Take another nap? Make sure youve gotten some energy back however you prefer to get it back. Just. Look after yourself because I dont want to be the reason something happens to you...

*You can see the 'not again.' In my eyes.*

You have to listen to them, but it's weird to be the one making them.

Maybe so...

*He just gives a tight smile.*

It's... just some new developments back home. I'm okay in this form, really. Just need to work through the stuff, it's okay.

*He softens, giving your side a slight reassuring squeeze.*

Tell me about it!

Now I have to make sure there is a rule about throwable weapons in the throne room. So many laws...

*I lean my head against your shoulder. My eyes blink tiredly. You can feel a shift of my weight as i lean into you a little more.*

Developments? Can I help? As a third party?

*I give a soft hum as you do.*

You need to be okay too. You've a tendency to overwork yourself.

*I reach up and ruffle your hair softly.*

Don't overdo it on the nightmares...

You have so many rules to make. That sucks.

*He just watches you move, cataloging every bit of it.*

*He's quiet for a moment then he sighs.*

I don't know. Tori is mad at me and I don't know why, but that's not the biggest issue... just... can you tell me Uranium is gone? Please? He... did more than I realized to Tori.

*He snorts at youm*

Just a tendency? Not a habit? Score

I'll let Crimson decide on the nightmares front.

They take so long to make...

*I give a hum.*

*I look at my leg.*

Maybe i'll give it a few days...

Don't make me change my mind.

I'm sure he'd love that.

They really, really do.

*He just shakes his head.*

Maybe. If you want to talk to her she'd like that in general... I just... I can't make things better if I don't know what I did wrong.

A few days might be good.

Thank you... I just... very much need him to not show up every again.

I won't make you change your mind.

*He just smiles.*

Crimson does love it. He's got plans. Lots of windows.

When I'm feeling better then I'll come over. Give her something to look forward too I can even send a letter.

*The silence worries me and i tighten my arms around you.*

He wont. And if he tried Ive got a very angry loftwing who'd like words. But we both know you have the power to just portal him out of existance so...

Thats good. Or I'd have to do this.

*I ruffle your hair. Again. Giving a soft trill as I do before I start picking at it. In a faux preening.*

Windows? What are you two planning....

She'd like that, you know she's always happy to see you.

*He softens as you tighten your hold, reminded of here and now.*

I'm sure Crimson has a few words. I think you know as well as I do that I'd do far worse than portal him out of existence. Especially now.

*He snorts, but he leans into your hands and the preening. He gives a little trill back.*

Nothing against the law, don't worry.

And i always love seeing all of your children. Any excuse really to go and be an uncle.

I do... But i we move him out of existence he can get the extended version of revenge?

*I give a smile. Redistributing my weight slightly as I do. I'm, mostly standing but I don't think I'll make the trip back. But you don't need to know that. I can be strong.*

There you go... its okay...

*It seems I've gone into care mode again.*

Is... it just not against the law because its dreams?

Sounds nice, the kids are pretty cool too. I may be a little biased though.

*He hums thoughtfully.*

Okay. That's... fair.

*He purrs a little, turning to check your face for how you're doing. Care mode isn't the best or the worst... it just is.*

Pretty much. But if anyone besides you deserves to get revenge Crimson does.

... you know... I think you might be healthy enough for some Bird time if you eat something too. Might be easier on you too, let you see things without everyone around you fussing.

Maybe just a little bit.

I'm sure he appreciates that.

You think so? But I cant walk properly... Are you sure?

*I sound so hopeful...*

Maybe so.

*He just waits for you to decide. He knows you hurt, he just also knows better than to call you on it bluntly.*

*He smiles a little.*

I wouldn't say that if I wasn't sure. You don't have to be able to walk for Bird time, you have people who you can ride on their shoulders or heads.

You'll be able to walk again soon though. I promise. It may just take a little longer as your body recovers.

No but it would help. If you are sure then... I'd like that.

*I chuckle.*

You make it sound like i wont be immediately sitting in your hair. So... bird time, and then soup?

I hope so... Makes me feel stuck. Not being able to walk.

Then bird time it is. Do you want your ring to do it or do you want me to do it?

*He just shrugs.*

I like to make sure you know you have options. Bird time and soup sounds great though.

*He just nods.*

I know. But I also know you, and you set a goal, and then you meet it... you'll figure it up. worst casanario, you get some cool hand-made mobility aides.

Can you do it? I love the ring but its easier when you do it.

*I give a smile.*

I do love the idea of bird time and soup.

Honestly I'm surprised you didn't say a crazy goal.

I'm going to create the first hyrulian royal family... I'm going to take all of the work of two people to make sure my wife can rest. I'm going to try to run before i can walk...

I mean... I guess?

Of course. Deep breath okay?

*His magic wraps around you, changing your form temporarily into your bird form. It's as painless as possible, and once you're a bird he catches you in both hands — cradling you.*

I'd say you should let Sun do some work too but I took over plenty of Fable's work in the past so she could rest...

Trust yourself, you are a lost stronger than you realize. Talk to what's doctor you trust most. Let Sun tell you that you've not been awake even three days put together yet and to rest.

*I do as instructed and take a deep inhale. Feeling my form shift as I settle into feathers over form. My legs and talons are weak as to be expected. And I flop into your hands.*

Oh... feels. Sorry... one second.

*I readjust myself puffing outwards into a small ball.*

Feels safe here...

*I give a small nod.*

She just needs to rest. Dont want to hurt her or the baby. Feel bad enough as it is for stressing everyone out...

*I nod again.*

Three days is long enough to be away for...

It's okay take your time.

*He brings his hands up so you are face to face with him even as he holds you.*

I'm glad it feels safe.

*Green just smiles a little.*

I know, and I understand the worry around Sun and the baby but you didn't do anything on purpose and the fact that you're recovering is helping a lot.

*He snorts.*

Sky, if our positions were reversed, you'd be telling me off right now. In fact, I'm pretty sure you have.

*I give a nod.*

thanks...

I just want her to be okay. I just want them both to be okay.

*I give a little grumble, and snap my beak once.*

Yeah... well. Thats.

*I pause... i know you are right.*

Thats different!

Any time, Bird boy.

I know you do, but Sun is able to decide for herself too. Just remember you need rest sometimes.

*He snorts at the grumble.*

You're right it is different.

I'm a god I shouldn't need to take time to recover. Or I'm a prince. Or I'm the hero. Take your pick of reasons. Oh! I'm a father, that's a good one.

*I coo softly.*

I do rest! Its just. Weve been so busy with everything and I was... I was going to see everyone after the meeting concluded but now ive got to try someone for crimes against my state...

*I puff my feathers out more. Nibbling at your hand a little bit.*

No. Noono dont start this im right you know I am. You are a god. You have so many responsibilities and how can you be expected to do them properly if you are not rested!

I get that, I just worry. You should rest when you have the chance let the Baron sit in custody a little longer. Who cares?

*He just rolls his eyes at you.*

Right. Sure.

And if I was king I'd stop needing rest to fulfill my duties?

Im sure the people care. Or the families of those we lost. They'll be calling for justice. They'll want to know why he gets to live while they're family members dont.

*I give a sqwak and hide my head under my wings. Nibbling at your hand again.*

No... no i was going to rest. I was! I had a whole travel plan ready. Its... different...

*He just huffs at that.*

Biting as communication only works when both parties agree to it as a form of communication.

*He says that a lot, it comes out on auto pilot. He loves Puck and he loves Lettie but he hates that fae taught his daughter biting as communication.*

How is it different? How exactly does my brother need and deserve rest less than I do?

But I like surprise naps...

I beg to differ. Its getting your attention isn't it? I can give you sad bird eyes.

*I give you sad bird eyes.*

I... it is! I was going to drop in on you guys, cause i know the kids love to be surprised and I was going to a party. Supposed. To be going to a party... I. I missed that.

Because... I... I...

*I shrink into myself. Curling up in your hands as I stay silent. you hear a sad coo.*

You don't have to know right now. You could ask Blackthorne, he's full of wisdom and shit.

Okay well surprise naps are great until you pass out mid noble interaction. Ask me how I know.

*He snorts.*

I know. Let's skip the sad bird eyes. Please.

*He hates the sad bird eyes they make him want to cave immediately.*

We'd still love to have you, always and forever at anytime okay?

... As far as the birthday party goes I'm sure you can make it up to them if you explain ypu got sick.

... hey, no one is mad at you here except maybe yourself and the Baron and we definitely don't care what the Baron thinks.

*His voice is softer now.*

Do you understand just how much of a fucking Hylia blessed miracle it is that you're still here? Please don't start blaming yourself for needing to recover when that poisoning would take down anyone.

Blackthorne is probably busy... I'll speak to him later on.

Oh dont worry. I know too. Oh that was a lot of worried faces.

*I know you cant handle the bird eyes. So I stop soon after. Giving a sigh.*

I... I still cant believe i let myself be tricked like that. Wren tried to... stop me i think. But the barron was so sure. He was so insistent...

*A memory? Of the incident?*

*I look out between my wings. If I could Id be crying you think...*

We both know that was the combined work of you, tori, sora, riku and... jun and Wren.

*You can hear the guilt in my voice.*

All I did was fall over.

... If you say so. I know you don't see Fable often but she'd help too. She's faced similar dilemmas.... but Blackthorne will make time for you.

I believe it.

*He softens. He doesn't know if it's a memory but he doesn't have to.*

Hey, it's not your fault. Wren may have tried to stop you but the Baron still made his choice. He still chose deceit.

*He makes a soft cooing sound when you peak out. His entire face has gone gentle.*

Sky, listen to me. You can't save people who don't want to be saved. Yes, we worked hard to help you, but you fought too. You chose not to give up.

You fought to stay awake and to stay with us. Even if you don't remember.

Maybe I should invite her over? you think she would? I know Blackthorne would maybe i should... have him over for Tea and we can talk about some things.

*The cooing sound stops my own spiral and i lean myself into you looking up at you.*

I guess... I always said I'd come back to you guys didn't I? Cant go around breaking my promises can I?

I think it's coming back to me slowly.

Of course, Zel would. She's always liked you, and she has that big heart of yours. And... you know twin stuff means she has some of my bleed over memories and stuff.

You should invite Blackthorne, though... it'd do him good to see you. He's been worried.

*He smiles a little, grateful to have stopped the spiral a little.*

Exactly. You've always fought very hard to come back, no one has forgotten that. I'm glad you're here.

I... hope it's good things coming back. Crimson can probably shed more light if you want.

So she's probably stressed out of her mind right now because you are?

How do you know that? Have you been splitting your consciousness more than two ways again? You know that gives you headaches.

*I sigh.*

*I nudge my beak against your hand.*

I'll always come back. Even if it takes a thousand years. I'll find my way back eventually.

I... I'm not sure. Maybe I should leave it burried... im sure crimson can remember for me.

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Not... exactly. We have things in place to help lessen the stress that bleeds over. Right now she should be doing boring paper work before dinner because she's spending the weekend with us.

*He just shrugs.*

I can deal with a headache. It's fine until we get to more than six and we're only at four.

*He frowns. That explains a lot, and gives him a more clear reason to curse the fates.*

I see... I'll try to get him to rest later then... maybe send Firecracker...

*He smiles a little, not sure he believes you but sure you mean it. But that's not something he's going to bring up.*

I know. Maybe if you find me after a thousand years you can have your boots back.

*He just nods.*

You don't have to remember or decide right now. Either way we're right here for you.

Hello Blackthorne. It's been a while.

*He sounds done — but who wouldn't be at this point?*

- future @luherooflegend

*It takes a moment, but i do reappear within the gardens. I look tired myself.*

Green, It is good to see you. Though I sense you are spreading yourself quite thin as of right now. Are you okay?

Not particularly. I'm a little better knowing Sky will continue to recover. Hopefully, you are too.

Am I allowed to see Tori's fate flower or are you still keeping secrets about her?

*He pauses, then sighs. That... was very unchariritable. And yeah you didn't tell him anything but you also aren't malicious to people... not really.*

I'm sorry. That... was out of line. Can I please see her flower?

It'll probably tell me more than she is. I don't know the last time you interacted with her but... well she's not very forth coming.

*He sighs softly.*

*I raise an eyebrow, crossing my arms. And i go to respond before... Ahh.*

Green we have spoken about this before. I can show you the flower but I cant divulge what it means.

*I fall silent for a moment, you can feel a split awareness somewhere...*

*I look down. pinching the bridge of my nose.*

I'm sorry Tori will not speak to you. Have you gotten Emerald perhaps to find out why?

I believe it... I've never seen someone take that much life magic without being complete healed before...

You always say that... thank you.

*He's stopped asking you anyway. Why bother when you can't or won't answer? It's just upsetting. He does it how he aways does, by the feel of magic.*

How many places are you in right?

*He shakes his head.*

I know it is not ideal. And I am sorry. But we are tied to laws just as much as the mortals are. I wish I could explain it all. But you are too closely related to her for me to tell you....

*I don't finish. But you can see it in my eye. The word i was going to say was Directly.*

Two others and here. I've a version of myself in... well you wouldnt know it was me if you looked at him. In Sky's time. To watch over the happenings there. And I am monitoring something....

*I raise an eyebrow.*

Then. You want to know if there are signs of a split memory on Tori's flower? Or perhaps you want to compare it to your own. To see how close she is to where we are.

So you say.

*He doesn't argue with you. He's aware of the trouble he faces for breaking laws anyway and he can't find it in him to ask you to break any law again after the first time.*

You don't say. Maybe Sky was right then... huh.

Is what your monitoring something you want help with?

I know it can be difficult to believe.

*I raise an eyebrow.*

Is that right? What did he say? That he thought I was hanging around?

*I chuckle.*

I wish you could.

*I place a hand on my chin. There's something about the flower that... i really don't want you to see...*

Here. But only from where you are stood.

Yeah... It really can be.

*He snorts.*

He wondered if someone was a lookout for you — or me but I know I don't have a look out in his era. I can't decide of he was joking or not.

*He hums at that, not ever a fan of being unable to help.*

Fine.

*He stays where he is — looking at the flower and taking note of everything he can see. The gold is expected, of course.*

How much can you tell me? Because I can feel the curse from here.

I am sorry.

Sky is correct. But i wont tell him who it is. I've an agreement with the guardsmen you see. They are as real a person as can be.

*He wishes you could. But he cant place that on you. Not one so young. The deaths of thousands because some divine being has deemed it so...*

I cant tell you all that much. You've seen all the colour's on this flower before. In her's and your own.

I can tell you... there is....

*He sighs.*

A week. At most.

*He watches the flowers go and is left wondering what exactly that mess is.*

That... sounds like a headache to think about too hard. But it tracks.

There's more than the colors and the curse, even I can see that...

A week?

*That is entirely too vague. And he absolutely hates it. He just sighs heavily.*

A week til what? Til there's another funeral? Til my daughter decides to raise the dead? A week til she's lost to the curse of some fucking entity?!

*His form flickers, agitated for understandable reasons. He gives a laugh that is very clearly his substituted for lashing out.*

There is much for me to learn still.

*I can feel your Ire....*

I cant say. But that is what the flower is telling me.

*You can see he's almost heartbroken. For what reason you cant figure out. He's always hated holding information away. He remains steadfast. Though it cracks at the edges.*

If i could tell you I would. You of all people should know that.

I hate this just as much as you do...

Isn't there always?

*He just stares at the ground. Do you? Do you ever actually hate anything?*

When we decided to have children we were so sure nothing bad would happen. We were so fucking stupid. We should have stopped when we say that stupid fucking triangle on Tori.

Now she doesn't even get to die a mortal death and rest.

*He looks sad.*

I really am sorry...

*Your silence speaks louder than words do. Your anger would have been understandable.*

You want whats best for her. For all of them.

*He looks down.*

I wish I could do more...

Yeah... So the fuck am I.

*He just takes slow, measured breaths.*

Of course I do, but I should have known better. No one in my family gets to have an easy life and half of us don't even get to be happy.

*That is a painful truth for both his blood family and his chosen family. Royalty and heroes rarely get lives that are both easy and happy. Sometimes they get neither.*

I shouldn't have listened to Audrah. Hope is bullshit.

*He looks away from you.*

Life has many ups and downs. Setbacks and forward leaps.

I make the transitions as gentle as possible. I nurture and care for the garden so that even in the darkest pits of dispear if they want to hear me they do. If they want a way out. They have it.

I may not have control over what they decide for someone. But I can soften the blow.

Audrah has always had the good way of it. She is much wiser than us I fear. Hope is always something to hold onto.

*I look at my hands.*

You... realise that sky was not supposed to survive the first time... when I met him.

Is it?

*He's not together enough for the whole 'we need hope' spiel. He's heard it plenty but things feel like hope is foolish just now.*

*Green just sighs.*

I know that. How you got away with what you did I'm not sure but I'm not stupid enough to think fate will let you do it again.

It is. Even if it seems so far away.

Its what your brothers did for you... and its what she needs too.

I didnt. Not really. Ive been working on appealing to them. Why do you think ive been-

*he pauses. Turning to the place he was looking before. A hand falls to my chest. I seem to be in pain...*

It... it will not let me do so again...

And I'm supposed to what, lie to her? If there were hope you wouldn't be talking to me like this and you know it.

*He... has no idea how you speak to the fates. That's not something he's been able to do himself — probably for the better.*

Don't hurt yourself over something that isn't going to change. It doesn't help anyone.

You are to be there for her. Ease her through the next phase so she is without fear.

There is always hope green. You know full well what gold means on a flower.

You should take your own advice.

That's a lot easier to do when they're little and don't understand fear.

*He just snorts.*

And you know how easily divinity drives minds to madness.

*He looks at you and his ears fall even further down. He now understands why Sky just nipped his hand a few times.*

You are infuriating sometimes. You know that?

*You seem to have at least made him stop his spiral enough to think for a second.*

I know it is not an easy ask. But knowing she has her father there. Will help. And, it wont be remiss to bring Audrah as well. I will also make myself available if you so want me.

*I give a soft chuckle.*

You make it sound like I am the one who has gone mad...

though, there was a point during the exile where speaking to the flowers started to get rather tempting.

*I smile softly, a chair appears behind you and myself as i sit down. A pot of tea, already steeped, sits on the table which you are sure was not there earlier.*

Considering the amount of times people curse me or the fates themselves. I know. I don't mean to be I promise.

*I wave a hand out.*

Why don't you sit for a moment.

*He scoffs at that. As if Fate would be kind enough to let you escape and go mad.*

I'd probably talk to the damn flowers. Someone might as well.

*He would ask where the chair and table came from, but that's energy he doesn't have. You've always done this, so it's no different than Wild popping up with a new dish in the middle of a meal.*

I think the fates deserve the cursing. I'd curse them any day. I think I have today already.

... Fine.

*He sits, and he's definitely still upset but not quite so against hearing you.*

We just got her back.

She is family to me. Of course I will go.

*I laugh.*

You can if you want. Some of them curse me every few hours though. Including this Zinnia...

You curse them every day anyway.

*I lean against the table. Giving a gentle smile.*

I know Green. I know... its... its awful. And you want your family back.

Why dont you speak freely? Whatever is in your head. I dont mind.

... Thanks.

*He just shrugs.*

I curse you way less than before I died. And the fates know exactly what they did.

*He sighs, picking at his sleeve as he stares at the table. He is so having rabbit time later.*

Awful... is a nice word for it.

I... I don't recognize my daughter, Blackthorne. Even now that she's talking again she's... she's angry at me, and I don't know why. She's — so difficult to get to talk to me.

She's hiding things from everyone. She has a kid —

Blackthorne she used blood magic to knocking someone's out.

... When I heard Uranium had been in her memories — I thought maybe that explained things but that's awful too. I wanted him to be why Tori is so different except I don't.

... I may not have been her favorite person, but she was never this way with me before.

And now I may not even get the chance to fix things. A week isn't a lot of time, and it's not enough time to help her heal.

*I chuckle, pouring a cup of tea and holding it in my hands.*

See I know you curse them directly now. It is appreciated.

*I give a hum, letting you speak your mind. You clearly need it.*

I think she's scared. Scared that opening herself up again will lead to more pain.

That... plague on this garden still disgusts me to this day. Memories, though false and that have no baring on a souls flower. Still impact a person deeply.

*I sigh.*

You know....

*I take a sip of my tea.*

Maybe you should ask Sky what he did. He was in the same position with you. And he was able to fix things.

And we both know where part of your consciousness is right now.

I can curse them for you too if you like.

*He does listen, and isn't that strange. He remembers a time when he probably would have flipped you off and run away. His head hurts.*

I see pieces of who she was, around everyone else... I think she hates me sometimes.

I just... It never gets easier, watching the heroes. I stick with them their whole lives, I try to help them heal... I don't know how to help her. She doesn't seem to want my help.

*He makes a low chittering sound, a hold over from his early days of being a deity.*

I don't even want to begin to imagine what that thing raising a child looks like. She remembers it though.

*He shrinks at your suggestion and the way you know so concretely where he is.*

I... yeah... yeah I guess he was....

I'm watching over him.

Honestly Green I would love that.

She is. But being a god slayer, doesn't mean that she will be like this forever.

And I know you are mourning your daughter for what she was before all this. Before the stupid triangles that like to mess with everything.

*I sigh.*

Its possible that it never did. Memories implanted might be simply knowledge that it happened. Not how.

And you've been doing a good job of it. I've backed off myself to give him space to heal. He feels, and dare I risk worrying you a moment. "Safe and warm." Whether you use your light or not.

He told me that he knows you will keep him safe, so he can truly rest while you are taking care of him.

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I'll do that then.

... killing gods leaves a mark. She's killed three different gods.

Have you seen Tori since she got back? She... I don't even know... I just I'm grateful she has Fi.

*He shakes his head, giving Blackthorne a knowing look.*

I know she remembers it as well as she does her first childhood. I didn't get the prophetic dreams the family line has, but I still have premonition. I predicted a lot without knowing it.

*He gives a little huff, but he perks up just a little.*

He deserves to feel safe, I worry about him... I think we all do. I'd do anything to help him.

I'm glad he can rest. He needs it. He scared me... he scared everyone... I don't know how we got him stable... Tori did a lot.

I'm glad she did. I'm glad Sky is alive and aware... but... still....

*Chances are you're stilling the nest Crimson made.*

*When you stir, Green bolts awake, looking to you. Even though he was asleep you can feel wards around you.*

Wha- oh! Shit- hey, Bird Boy. Feeling any better? Worse?

Doctor says you need lots of water...

Tori... isn't answering me but last she said you would do well to eat and drink as much actual stuff as you can. She said the salve would help but isn't a long term solutions....

I'm rambling again huh?

... Sorry.

- future @luherooflegend

*My other arm is draped across your back gently. Scratching you behind an ear gently. Fairly easy considering the nest wraps around like it does.*

Mmmm?

*I jump a little at you startling awake. I try to sit up but dont quite make it.*

... hi. Green... give... give me a second...

*The questions take a while to catch up. And I check.*

Hard to tell how...

I ache a little...

Looks... late out

Are... you. Okay?

*He relaxes when he realizes why he's awake, seeing that you're awake. He nudges his head against your arm in greeting. He's not inclined to move, instead settling back down.*

Hi.

*He just listens, trying his best to stop from more worried questions yet.*

Aches? Well that... is expected.

It is late, but you need the rest.

*He's quiet for a moment at your question, weighing the options he has against eachother. He could be honest, or say he doesn't want to talk about himself, or lie... no lying.*

I'm... stressed. A lot has happened. It will be okay though, eventually.

Are you okay?

*He doesn't want to burden you, you're recovering. He is worried about you.*

*I scratch behind your ear again. Moving my arm towards my chest and hugging you with the other arm.*

Do i need more rest? Ive been asleep... well im not outside now so either its been a few hours and you moved me inside. Or. Its the next day and some doctor pulled me away from crimson?

Stressed is to be expected I imagine. But they caught the guy right? Hes not going anywhere. I'll be okay. But I probably had you really scared huh?

*I debate your question.*

I think so.

*I pause. Rolling my shoulders slightly.*

I'm still tired. But I can move everything I think.

*I move my legs slightly.*

Yeah. Yeah I can.

*I can feel your hesitation.*

Why dont you ask me those questions swimming around in your head? Pretty sure im awake enough to answer them now.

*He can't exactly hug you like this but he leans into you before melting.*

Crim helped move you inside actually. He's gone to eat I'm sure he'll be back.

*He looks up at your face, mostly to make sure he isn't missing something.*

He isn't escaping, that much I know... It wasn't your fault, but I — I've definitely been worried. You scared us all pretty good...

*He relaxes further when your legs move, tension he hasn't realized he was still holding falls away. The progress is reassuring.*

That's good. I'm glad you can move everything. I know the doctors and Tor said you'd be able to... but still. I'm glad.

*He sighs, ears falling back.*

Are you dizzy? Nauseous? Cold? Too hot? Can you think okay.

Do you remember anything from after drinking the tea? You said some things...... Tor said some things... did you see anyone you shouldn't have during that time?

He did? Hes a good loftwing...

*I hold you to my chest. Giving you a small smile as you look up.*

Its no ones fault. But I hate worrying people.

*I chuckle. Letting you list off your questions.*

Not dizzy or nauseous.

And i think the fuzzy feeling is just from where im waking up. But it is clearing.

After drinking the tea... uhh...

I remember talking but not what it was... I dont even remember the barons face.

See anyone? Like... ghosts? i dont-

*I pause.*

I... im not sure...

He is. He is... Probably one of the most okay birds.

*He just sighs, nodding.*

I know. We all hate worrying people... but you're okay and that's what counts.

*He seems to relax a little more with each answer.*

Okay. Okay that's good.

Do you want anything to drink? Eat?

The most okay bird? Oh you love him really.

*Sitting up a little, i stretch one of my arms.*

I will be okay. We all will.

Talking to someone? There.... I think i saw Sora? Riku Maybe? I'm not sure... they are friends of mine. They wouldnt hurt me.

*I chuckle again.*

Maybe something small?

*He just thumps his back leg lightly. Rude.*

He's the most okay bird.

I hope so.

No I — it wasn't Sora and Riku. It's not important if you didn't see them. I'm sure it's fine.

*He perks up a little. You didn't want to eat last time.*

Yeah? How about toast and some tea or water? Or I actually have something else you might like... want a good surprise?

Dont get grumpy with me I am right and you know it

*I give a nod.*

Okay... we can always ask Tori. Maybe itll jog my memory if I did?

I noticed the flowers. Are they from her?

I do like surprises. As long as they dont almost kill me. Those surprises suck.

*I laugh.*

I feel like ive not eaten in days... water would probably be good too...

*He just rolls his eyes.*

Maybe so. You can ask if you want, she'll probably answer.

Flowers? What- oh. Yeah, they've from her. She says she's sorry she isn't here, she's at home recovering.

Fair. You'll like this one. Hang on.

Water too.

*A small portal opens to what is definitely Green's kitchen, and a plate of pumpkin chips floats out, carried by Green's magic with a glass of water. They hover beside you.*

Here... I found the recipie in one of the books Tori brought back. Sun says you like these?

Shes been sick. The fact that she even came to help when she was still recovering herself...

*I chuckle.*

Reminds me of you.

*I smile gently.*

Ooh. Okay.

*I look a little confused. Before my face softens.*

Are those pumpkin chips? I...

*I hesitate to grab one.*

Green... these look amazing...

*I look like i could cry.*

Yeah... Sometimes, I think she's a little too much like me for her own good, but she did a lot to help. She's learned a lot — it definitely came in handy.

*He almost panics because you sound upset — but he can tell it's not bad. He nudges his head against you again.*

I hope these are okay?

I'm still working on getting the recipes, right but this one seems to be close. I saved the seeds for Crimson of course....

Tell me if something is off with them?

She's had a few good role models to show her the way. Hell even a pink cloud. Who'd have guessed she'd learn so much from a pink cloud.

*I cradle you as i sit up more.*

You are too good to me you know that?

*I look over the Pumpkin chip. Its... near on identical to one that sits in the back of my memory.*

They look it.

*As i take a bite and think about it. Its...*

Its... just like maman used to make.... how did... you....

Not me. Kids learn a lot more than we realized. Someone should have warned that pink cloud not to curse where toddlers can hear. The week my kid screeching nothing but 'fuck' was a bit much.

*He's just happy like this, trying to help make it easier for you. He doesn't want to stop being a rabbit yet, feelings suck so much worse outside rabbit form.*

Nah, I don't think I am. I think you have a skewed take on what you deserve, Bird boy.

*He looks up at you with ears that stand up, glad you seem to like them.*

We can give you the book I found the recipe in if you want? It... well, I think it was supposed to be yours anyway.

... are you okay? Should I have not made them?

I'm pretty sure someone did warn that pink cloud....

My skewed take is my opinion, it may not be the truth but come on I'm the first hero of Courage not the first hero of confidence.

*I think for a moment.*

Is the book blue? I lost her cookbook in Skyloft's fall... and i... I'd like to. see it at least. At some point...

*I wipe my eyes.*

No. no its... its. its perfect really its...

*I wipe my eyes.*

I... never thought I'd have these again.

*I have a few more, the tears in my eyes now, its eaiser to tell now they are tears of happiness.*

Don't you dare not make these again. I will set the kids on you.

*He huffs.*

Too bad the pink cloud is a bad listener.

Yeah well be nice to yourself. You deserve good things.

*He's quiet, then he nods slowly.*

Yeah, the blue book. It's your's, Sky. Tor made a copy of the recipies anyway. You should have the blue book.

*He gives a little laugh, nudging the water.*

Okay. I'll make them again then, whenever you want. Promise.

Were there any other recipes in it you want to eat today?

Pretty sure that pink cloud kept me sane for a bit of my life so I think I'll have to get its credentials checked. Bad listener isnt what id put on there.

*I dont give you a response.*

I would. If I could get it that would be great.

*I see the water nudged towards me.*

Right...

*I take it. Drinking slowly alongside a few more chips.*

Are you going home?

*I look sad but then look confused.*

Oh... oh right. Two places at once right? Just make sure you do see your kids and husband.

Uhh... I. Its difficult to remember now... I. I know one of them uses some extinct plants that we cant get but the cooking premise is the same.

It was a vegetable but we never got it to grow on the surface so it died out. Like. It was.... a root vegetable? I think. But soup. With potatoes. And vegetables.

*I chuckle.*

Used to call it my sick day soup.

We'll see. The pink cloud is a selective listener if nothing else.

*He nods.*

Of course. We'll get the book to you.

*He just melts against you.*

I'm home now, Sky. Two places at once. I... Tori doesn't want to see me but I am seeing the kids and Rav. Zel came over last night.

*He just nods.*

I thought the plants were extinct... We'll see what we can do. Trouble has a way with plants when he tries.

Sick day soup? Hmm... I can make that one if you want?

You think the pink cloud can selectively hear the fact that its loved.

*I nudge against your head.*

Two places at once. I... did you want me to come and speak to tori? I dont min-

*I try to stand up and get some of the way there before falling back.*

Oh... oh maybe not... dont quite have... not yet...

*I think for a moment.*

I cant quite remember but I think they were like... the... carrot but not carrot. Uhh- parsley? No. No thats not right...

*I give a small nod.*

That would be amazing. Thank you.

Just make sure your family gets some too... id feel bad if you just cooked for me and not for them as well.

Maybe. Love you too, Nightengale.

*He sighs, ears falling back.*

You don't have to...

*He nods, trying to figure out what plant you're talking about... Beets? Radishes? Leeks? Turnips? Hmmm....*

We'll just have to go through trial and error then.

*He snorts at that, bumping his head against you playfully.*

I'll make some in a bit. For you and the mini army I have. Maybe I'll ask the kids to help, they're all worried about you.

... I haven't told them too much, but they know you're recovering and are glad about it. I'm supposed to bring you a batch of pumpkin hand pies later, Lettie has been busy.

... Are there any other books you lost in the fall?

You are amazing. Dont forget that.

*I nod.*

Then I selfishly went and got poisoned and almost died. So I imagine shes trying to... process it all.

I can send crim to bother her for a few hours? I know hes worried about me and all but he needs the flight time. You know. Once hes rested-

Parsnips! It was parsnips. The carrot looking ones!

*I look pleased. And then try to remember what I was thinking about. But the thought seems to have gone.*

Your army are wonderful. Ive missed them all greatly. Once this is...

*I pinch my nose.*

I... dont know when this will all be dealth with. Or even how. But... once it is. You should all come over. I doubt I'll be able to leave for a while. Though I might be able to slip away...

I may drop in unannounced.

Hand pies? Oh I love the hand pies.

I lost alot in the fall really. If tori managed to grab more things id love to have a look.

*I take a few more chips. Eating them one by one.*

I'll decide.

I know...

Don't say that, you didn't choose to get poisoned.

... If Crimson is up for it I think she'd like that. So much has changed about her, but she'll always be happy to see Crimson. And he does need the flight time.

Parsnips? I have those in the garden. I can get those for you.

*He laughs a little.*

They are pretty great.

Hey, you don't have to know everything or anything about how this ends right now. We'll visit when it's over, and you know you're always welcome to come by.

Good, Lettie made the hand pies with you in mind.

*He rubs at his face with his paws before melting again.*

You're warm.

Good.

*I sigh. Streching a little before curling up again.*

Someone will say i did. They always do...

I'll send him over later on. Tori could use the friend and she and him get along so well.

Yeah. Yeah they were pretty close to those. I think. We use that to substitute.

She knows me too well...

She managed to get children's books? I wonder if shes got... oh I'll have to find my copy. Its really good but my copy is a little... worn...

*I chuckle. Running a hand through your fur.*

Thats probably because I'm running a temperature. You are rather nice to hug though. I hope im not holding you too tightly.

*I'm a little warm. But nothing compared to before. My grip is around you atleast, my arms do most of the work. I give a soft hum. As if im thinking about something.*

*Im getting better by the hour.*

*He grumbles at that, barely keeping himself from thumping his back leg again.*

Anyone who says that is wrong and either stupid or callous. I know you, you didn't choose this.

I think they could both use it honestly.

We'll get parsnips then. Easy enough.

She does.... I'm sure she'll be happy to compare copies with you.

*He flops against you as best he can, pleased to see you moving easier.*

Your temperature is coming down though.

You're not holding me too tight, I'm fine.

I'm just... I'm really glad you're feeling stronger. I know you hate being unable to move when you want to.

*I chuckle.*

They'll both love that I'm sure...

Sounds great.

*I adjust my arms so you flop into the blankets as I roll onto my side. Keeping you in my arms.*

Yeah... im honestly im glad I wasnt really lucid. I think I would have fallen into... well...

*I shiver. And grip you tighter. A fear response.*

I dont want to. Be... held down...

*I move my legs as best I can. Almost as if im checking i can.*

They probably will. They can be menaces together or something.

I'm glad.

*He's happy on the blankets too, stretching out as he melts against your arms.*

I am too. You were safe but you wouldn't have liked it. Crimson wasn't happy...

You're okay, you're free to move. I promise.

They really are menaces aren't they?

*as you strech out i tuck a blanket behind you for some extra support. I give a soft trill. Its not quite back. But its close.*

And when Crimson's upset its a bad sign.

*I keep fidgeting for a moment.*

I dont like not being able to move...

I can't stand, I cant run... its not. Its not fair.

Do...

*I pause. My voice sounds small. Vulnerable.*

Do you think I'll be able to do what I was doing before? Am. Am I going to feel like this forever?

They really are.

*His ears perk up a little at the trill. You're sounding better! That's a good thing.*

Usually.

I know it sucks and I'm sorry it happened.

*He would love to fix this, but he has no idea how. He just watches you as you ask the last couple questions, trying to take them in and find an answer.*

I...

I don't know. Everyone is always changing, you'll be different than before... but I think you're going to keep getting stronger too. It hasn't been a week since the incident, recovery tales time...

We'll figure it out, Nightengale. You're already leaps and bounds better than when you were first declared clean of poison.

*I see your ears move and move and arm to scratch you behind the ear.*

I know... I know...

I know its not been a week... im just. Worried. What if i. What if i cant.

*I look away. The feeling of old insecurities bubbling away under the surface. You can feel how my confidence has been shattered...*

I'm supposed to be the strong one. The one to lead people and if I cant just... bounce back from something like this then.

*A flicker of something youve not seen for a while. A my hand moves. And I scratch the back of my left hand. Scratch marks line the back of my hand immediately.*

*He leans into your hand, enjoying the scratching.*

Sky...

*He gives a sad sigh before he pokes your side with a paw.*

Strength isn't always how much you can physically lift, sometimes it's how you keep trying.

You are so incredibly strong, and no one expects you to be all better instantly. You're already doing so well.

... besides, the best rulers I've ever known lead with their heart and not with fear. All of the parts of monarchy that became a problem come well after you and your child.

*I give a noise of complaint as you poke me.*

Hey...

Three times? I was... poisoned three times?

Can poison even do that? How can a poison go after....

Oh... is that why I.... I think i need to talk to Sora and Riku... they must have. Kept my heart... sorry. My soul. Intact. That explains why I remember seeing them...

*I listen to you carefully. Trying to commit your words to memory. I sit up a little more. My voice holds a conviction.*

I dont ever want my people to be scared. Its... its why I want to get back to them so quickly. I want to show them that I'm okay.

My... child? I. Did Zelda tell you? When did...

*I try to think back.*

I'm sorry for not telling you sooner...

At least. I didn't get a confirmation on if there was more.

I'm not sure how it worked, but Sora did help. Between him, Tori, and your own work, we were able to help you thankfully.

*He just nods.*

I know. And you won't scare them. If you want — and only if you want — you can make appearances still, just take breaks okay? You have time.

*He chuckles, nudging his head against you.*

You told me, actually. You don't need to apologize, I get it.

I'm happy for you, and Sun. You'll be a good dad, Sky.

He... really wanted me dead. I. I just wish I knew what I did to. To make him want to do that.

*I nudge you gently.*

Sora's a powerful guy. Save me explaining hes got power over the essences of people. So what makes a person them. He probably used some of his light to keep mine together.

You left someone of that list. You've been pretty vital in this too. Keeping me warm. Safe. Fed and watered. Night watch is just as important and I am grateful that you would do so.

*I give a small nod.*

I should get Wren to say something in the morning...

*I return the nudge.*

I told you? Ah... I. If it helps. You are... I suppose the third person who knows? Atleast from myself.

Honestly? I'm terrified. And I wish I'd had the courage to talk to someone before because ive been juggling a lot and I know experts and just didnt speak to any of them...

Mind if I speak to you and Emerald about a few things?

Yeah... well you changed things, and people like him don't like things changing in ways they can't control.

*He huffs at you.*

I know he is. I'm... glad helped.

*He just shrugs.*

*He nods firmly.*

You did. Tor put it together for me but you told us.

I... I get that. It's scary to have kids. There's a lot that can go wrong... but someone much smarter than me says it's important to remember There's A Lot that can go Right, too.

You can always talk to us. We'll help as much as we can, and we aren't exactly experts, but if you have questions, we'll answer as best we can.

But why go after the one kingdom that can organise help for his people out of what is effectively the breakdown of their infrastructure from sandstorms.

If they even survived... I. Im basically protected by a pantheon. Someone would have already done something in anger...

I know you haven't.

*I raise an eyebrow.*

You are telling me the magical cloud purring isnt healing me? Isn't keeping me safe and warm?

Luckily we are pretty good friends with one who works with Fate now. I need to talk with him actually. For guidance mainly...

*I look saddened.*

I hope she's okay... I cant imagine the stress shes under. All stress we tried to avoid.

*I look at you.*

They need their rest. And im not exactly waking at... reasonable hours. But. If you could tell them. Then I can speak to them...

Would that discourage that? I feel as soon as the baron is mentioned you would angrly vibrate or i dont know something that gods do when they are angry.

*I chuckle.*

*the subject upsets me. My heart rate increases a little. But I try to keep myself together.*

Your kids are turning out to be wonderful people. I... I wont lie i cant wait to see the kids faces when they meets her.

I suppose the big question is how on earth do I do this?

Because he'd rather be in control than help is people I guess.

*He falls silent then he gives a sad, bitter laigh.*

*He looks away. It doesn't feel like a big deal. He'd do it any time. No matter what.*

I don't know, I'm just doing what I can.

I'm sure Blackthorne will be glad to talk. He... is infuriatingly good with advice.

Scared makes sense.

Hey — it's okay. Sun is safe, I've got all sorts of wards on her right now and we're making sure she rests as much as possible.

*He softens, nodding.*

Yeah, they're pretty good kids. We'll get pictures of the faces, they'll love her I'm sure.

*He moves to stand, climbing up to sit on your chest. He isn't heavy enough to hold you down.*

You do this the way everyone worth their salt does; you do it scared and as best you can because you love your kid.

No one is ready to have kids, Sky, because every kid is different and they don't come with a guide book tailored specifically for them.

But you already know the two most important things. You love your kid, and nothing will change that and you know you will do whatever you can for them because family is important.

*I hum saddly.*

I just... hope his people are okay.

I think hes more patience cause he had to learn it the hard way. You know he told me the fates made him watch a singular flower for what a year? To teach him time?

You will be telling me that story.

Tori learned a lot from all of us. And from her own experiences too. Journeys teach us lots of things and hers... well hers sounds like. Something else entirely...

And what you are doing helps. I know it does.

Thank you for watching her.

*I turn so im lying on my back. I look at you. And listen.*

I will. I will love her more than anything...

I... yeah I hope so too. A terrible leader can really mess things up.

The more I learn about the fates the more I want to find and fight them. What a terrible things to do, Lolia below.

I can if you want later.

*He drags his paws down his face, trying to keep from screaming in frustration.*

*He just sighs, relaxing a little.*

I hope it helps.

Any time. I'll always look out for you, Sun, and your family.

*He lowers to be on all fours, still on you. He nods, nose twitching a little.*

Good. That's all you need, because you lead with your heart. As long as you love your daughter and make sure she knows that, you'll do great.

Honestly I'd be pretty impressed if you could. They are quite illusive from memory.

*I see your fustration. Youve never been good at hiding it. I reach out and gently run a hand along your back.*

Maybe because you raised her. And the universes was of letting you help her. Was by letting her learn by herself. Look at how much she learned and can do now that shes come back to you.

Thank you for looking out for me. Really.

I try my best.

*I lift myself up slightly so I can rub my face against yours. Before I reach down besides the bed.*

Hold on....

*Its a bit of a struggle. But I manage to pull up a singular boot from a box under the bed.*

Here... I know how much you like them. It might make you feel better.

They'd have it coming.

*He sighs as you run a hand along his back, but he doesn’t move away.*

I always will. You know that. I hope.

You'll do well. I know it.

*He tilts his head, trying to figure out what you're doing.*

Okay?

*His eyes hone in on the boot immediately. He can try to pretend he's over boots a little but he isn't. The moment the boot is set down he is climbing into it.*

Thank you.

*after shifts around he has his face and front paws sticking out of the boot and nothing else.*

Can I ask what names you were considering for your daughter?

If you are fighting the universe. Please keep my part of it intact? I quite enjoy existing.

We. Just have to hope that the others wont have to do so. Toris always been strong.

Yeah. Yeah I know that now. Its... nice to be remembered.

You'll like it i promise.

*I chuckle as you move towards the boot.*

*I give a soft smile as I move the boot besides me. Holding it steady with one hand as I wait for you to get comftorable before I scratch you behind the ear again.*

Ive... stressed you out. Its the least I can do. You are welcome to add it to your collection.

*I give a soft smile.*

Celine. We've decided on Celine.

Well when you put it like that...

I... yeah. Still... I... Sky, I don't recognize my daughter. She's... angry. She deserves better than what happened — you all do.

*Angry is... well Tori isn't an angry person. Or she didn't used to be. Anger for Tori is like silence, it doesn't fit her most of the time.*

I'm glad. You'll be remembered a very long time.

Okay.

*He seems a little calmer once settled in the boot. It doesn't actually make him any safer, but it helps.*

You haven't done anything wrong. At least half of my stress is over other things. I am keeping this though. Thank you.

Celine is a pretty name. I'm excited to meet her.

*I give a sigh.*

She does. Reminds me of me in a few ways. After fighting and well. You know how it ended by now.

*I give a smile.*

I hope so. Even if its just. The first King of Hyrule was a nice guy. I dont want to be remembered for the pain. I want to be remembered for the changes we made for the better.

*As you settle in i look at you.*

What is sitting in a boot like anyway? Is it comftorable or is it just because its a boot?

It might not be the main cause. But its certainly not helped. And for that I am sorry. She must be recovered from the magic exhaustion by now... anyone under that would be... well.

*With no questioning I make the assumption that is most obvious.*

I'm glad to see shes doing better. Even if I wasnt really aware. Its coming back to me in peices I think... but im really not sure.

We are too. I'll make sure to send Crimson over to get you once we are settled.

I know...

*He snorts.*

You have more titles than that, Bird Boy. Before meeting you I thought they were blown out of proportion.

*He rolls his eyes at you.*

It's... safe. Surrounds you? It's also a boot.

*He sighs, ears lowering again.*

Recovered is.... optimistic.

*He perks up a little.*

You better.

Titles Id rather not have. I didnt choose to kill the god. I had to. For the good of the world.

Though I do pull out Godslayer when I need to throw my weight around. Not as much now since Fi went to rest. But. We all know your fave was bird boy.

Sky - Certified bird boy.

*I place a hand on my chin.*

So a boot is like a cloud hug? And you collect them?

It is infact. A boot.

Ahh... so a hero special right? The 'Im fine but actually need to stay in bed for another week' excuse right?

*I give a laugh.*

Of course I will. I dont think Id be forgiven if I didnt. Can you imagine the kids? I fear them more than you when it comes to enforcing self care.

Oh no, that one didn't stick around into my time. You're the First King, the Good King, the King of the Gilded age. It's a long list, but the entire thing is more fitting than I realized.

You deserve to be able to use Godslayer.

What can I say? I'm a creature of habit.

*He nods along.*

I think so. If this is what cloud hugs feel like for you guys I get it. I know why I enjoy giving them though.

*He sighs.*

Sort of. She at least was honest about needing a nap after. I don't know, she's not talking to me but the kids are keeping her company.

*He laughs a little.*

That's fair. They're very enthusiastic about self care and being told things. They'll set Ben on you, he has the most devastating puppy eyes I've ever seen.

Oh wow... does hero of hylia stick around at all? Or is it more my kingly stuff that does.

King of the gilded age... It sounds like good things are ahead...

*I chuckle.*

An important title. The most important one really.

Cloud hugs... are. They remind me of younger days above the clouds. Warm and safe. Enclosed on all sides but protected. Its the one place I dont feel like I need to be on guard.

*I give a nod.*

I am protected. And warm. And safe.

*I raise an eyebrow.*

Thats something atleast...

Ben's puppy dog eyes are almost as bad as those sad rabbit eyes you do. You know how hard it is to say no to?

Sort of. Some stories say you're the hero and some don't, that's a hot topic of debate between historians.

Lots of good things, Sky. Promise.

*He nods at that.*

We can make you the medal for Official Bird Boy if you want.

*He considers the way you explain cloud hugs.*

Huh. Sounds nice. I'm glad you feel safe in them. You'd probably like giving them too...

*He just sighs that tired sigh people have for when they're at a loss.*

It is.

*He laughs at that.*

I know! Ben is a menace whenever loose with a mission. I'm glad he uses them for good.

I know how the sad bunny eyes work, there's a reason I don't use them often. That would make me too powerful you know.

Its probably debated because zelda is debated to be hylia herself right? And why would Hylia and her hero start a kingdom together?

*I laugh. Nudging you a little.*

Oh absolutely. I can wear it to the trial and scare the poor guy...

I give great hugs. Though if I do end up a spirit or whatever maybe I can ask the guys to let me do that. As a little treat. Thats probably something that could be arranged right?

He uses them for gain as well. You just dont realise it. If self care occurs that means people are feeling better enough to do stuff with him.

Honestly you could ask me to go to war for the bunny eyes and I would have an awful time saying no.

For i am unable to resist.

I didn't believe Sun was Hylia for a long time you know. But that is ome of the arguments against you being a Hero.

*He snickers.*

You should. Get Sun and Crimson matching medals too, really drive the point home.

You do give great hugs. I enjoy them.

Maybe so... you can ask.

*He shakes his head playfully.*

I blame Lettie for teaching him that.

Now I know how to get permission to do anything. Look what you've done Bird Boy.

You know, you have a look that's hard to say no to, right?

Ahh see now I have to know if you believed the first King was the first hero before you met me. And what you thought of the guy.

Oh now that... I dont know if sun... actually she might wear it around her hip... me and crim definitely. I can have a red ribbon and he can have a blue one. We can match.

Hugs. Are good.

*I laugh.*

Come now. You and I both know you could do that anyway! And thats not even under sway. You cant use that god magic on me it dosent work.

*It does. It just takes longer.*

*I watch as you sink into the boot. And fall still. I move the boot closer towards me just incase.*

I do? Which ones that?

We can try. Crimson's can say 'Wings' or maybe 'Big Red'. Sun's can be whatever she likes most.

*He nods.*

Hugs are good.

I know. But I'll be kind and not do that.

*He leans back against the boot as he returns to this place. He doesn't mention the cause because he isn't even sure what he'd say. So he focuses on you.*

Hmm... you look a little like an upset fledgling with the most sad bird eyes ever. Or when you're excited about something.

*Honestly, Green has a hard time telling you now ever for any reason.*

I can understand that in a way. Its so far away from reality that it seems like a fairy tale...

I would love and cherish a son just as much as a daughter. The idea that one day it happens saddens me.

Crimsons says best wings on it.

*I chuckle. And bow my head slightly. My tone is lighthearted.*

Oh almighty god of heroes treating me with such high respect you truely are all powerful. I shall be sure to gift you many treats. In my next. "Ritual."

*Ahh yes. The rituals he tells his people are him communicating with Hylia. When its simply getting away for five minutes to talk with you or Blackthorne. I give a laugh.*

Is that right?

*I give the sad fledgling eyes. I know i dont have too. That you'd help me anyway. I do give a chuckle.*

Think you can help me walk? I want to look outside. Get some air on my face? Then maybe have some soup...

It is...

I know you would. And... while it happens and it's awful, it's reversed. Fable worked very hard for that and I stole Hylia's identity to help.

Best wings? Sure. Hedge problem love that.

*He snorts, rollicking his eyes.*

Important sure you will.

You're doing that right now.

*He hums.*

Yeah, I can do that. Do you want me to help you as a cloud or a hylian?

I seem to remember you telling me about this... im glad its working.

He'd love it.

I dont know what you mean.

*I give a smile.*

As a hylian. I realise ive not actually seen you for a while. Its either bunny or cloud. And while I love bunny. And I love cloud. I love my brother too.

*It seems I dont quite remember the day itself still...*

It helps that the people are on board, the nobles have more reasons to suck it up if the don't like it.

He would.

*He just huffs at you. You know exactly what you're doing. Probably.*

I'm always me, but I can be hylian.

Hang on.

*He smiles, holding a hand out to help you up.*

Let's get you some air, yeah?

I know you are. But I cant ruffle your hair while you are a cloud. And I cant sleep jail the bunny in quite the same way. You know?

That would be great...

*I take your hand. Pulling myself up... trying to steady myself.*

Okay I... I can...

*my legs give a little. And I fall on you.*

Sorry....

Hmm... yeah okay that's true.

*He helps you up, catching ypu when you fall. He just shakes his head.*

Don't be sorry, you're doing much better than earlier. Besides I'll always be willing to help catch you.

Hang on...

There, does that hurt? Is this okay?

*I chuckle.*

Metaphorically and physically. I just... hope i dont...

*Break down... he hopes he dosent break down over this...*

My legs hurt a little... But I... think I'll be okay. Can we. Go out to the balcony? I want to look at the stars.... please.

*I shuffle a little. Giving a grimace.*

I know...

*He doesn't need ypu to finish the sentence, he knows...*

I'm sorry you hurt, Nightengale. We can go look at the stars but if it hurt too much to walk let me know okay? I can carry ypu if it helps.

*He starts leading you carefully, taking as much of your weight as he can, cheating and using magic to take more. He leads you to the balcony.*

After this, I think Sun made soup earlier, and there should still be some if you want it.

I want to be sure I can walk. I dont... I want to get back to looking after my people...

*once we make it outside I lean a hand on the balcony edge. Looking up at my namesake. Just seeing the sky makes me relax a little.*

Its... funny how different they look... Than what I remember.

I... do like soup. We can. Go down to the kitchens to get it...

Okay. Just remember to listen to your body, apparently pain has a meaning sometimes.

*That is something that if you haven't told him you've probably heard others tell him.*

*He smiles a little as you speak, looking to the stars.*

They are different on the surface, aren't they?

We can definitely do that. Wren will be glad to see you if we pass him. I'll leave a note in case Sun comes looking.

Reflecting my own words against me. So cruel.

*I laugh a little. But grimace again as a shooting pain streches up my leg.*

Well. If they didnt know I was alive before they do now...

*My eyes turn upwards again.*

I miss looking at the stars from above the clouds. On really dark nights you could see the star band. A big line of stars that stretched across the sky.

I'm sure he will. But he might question why im walking myself over someone bringing it too me. But he worries so I get it.

I think it's fair but okay.

... Do you want a pain relief potion? It might help a little.

*He snorts at that looking to you with eyes that only glow a little thanks to the siren stuff.*

They know now and word will spread.

*He hums.*

If you want to see that... we can make it happen. I can at least cast an illusion if nothing else? It sounds beautiful.

*He snorts.*

Wren has to have known you long enough to know why you'd be walking. And he will probably always worry.

If its not too much trouble that would be great.

*The glow in your eyes always fascinated me. Strange how the small things in magic change appearances. This i would know. The pink segment in my eye ever present amongst the blues.*

*The knights chat some more before one of them runs towards the castle.*

I guess so.

Would it change the sky for everyone? Or just a... localised one? I dont want to scare people...

And honestly If I didnt know anybetter I'd think he was some sort of lookout for you or blackthorne.

*we both know Wren would rat me out if needed.*

Of course. Hang on.

*He pulls a pain relief potion from his pocket, opening the cork and passing it to you.*

Here.

I can do either? Illusion magic is like that... your people would probably feel better if the sky didn't change right after you almost died huh?

*He only thinks of this after your question.*

Blackthorne doesn't need a look out those fate flowers tell on you as is... remind me to talk to him later action because I have a lot of questions.

I listen when Wren tells me things but if anything he's Sun's lookout.

Thanks

*He gives a smile. As he takes it. Drinking it slowly. It does make it a little eaiser but im still keeping most of my weight against you.*

Dont be too harsh if you end up doing so. Remember hes bound by rules just as much as the rest of us.

Hes a good man. And if it meant keeping the family safe hed do what it took. I hope he's alright in all this. He could be under a lot of fire. Kings right hand and I end up almost dead...

Any time.

*He doesn't mind taking on the weight for you he just wants you to feel better.*

I don't particularly care about those rules just now but yes I know. Always with the rules. Can't do anything because of them.

*He hums, softening.*

He is a good man. I can check on him if you want? Or you can in a bit?

You do remember the rules. I know ive not spoken with him myself for a while but he is around. Hes probably got the fate of the barons people on his mind at the moment.

That i would appreciate. Maybe you can just hop into a dream with crimson and make sure its not nightmares.

After you get some rest of course.

I remember I like breaking the rules too. Part of what got me far enough to meet you... I'll talk to Blackthorne later, I have other things that need handled before any conversations anyway.

*He's trying very hard to stay present for you. He's currently trying to help soothe Emerald back home... split consciousness gives him a headache sometimes.*

I can do that for Wren. The nightmares are for others.

I did rest. Took a nap and everything. What else am I supposed to do?

Rulebreaking was always a good pass time. Shame we actually make those rules now. We have to listen to them more...

Im sure he'd be happy for the company.

*I spot you struggling a little bit.*

Is. Something wrong? Do you need to switch forms? Would that help?

*I nod.*

Thats a good plan.

Take another nap? Make sure youve gotten some energy back however you prefer to get it back. Just. Look after yourself because I dont want to be the reason something happens to you...

*You can see the 'not again.' In my eyes.*

You have to listen to them, but it's weird to be the one making them.

Maybe so...

*He just gives a tight smile.*

It's... just some new developments back home. I'm okay in this form, really. Just need to work through the stuff, it's okay.

*He softens, giving your side a slight reassuring squeeze.*

Tell me about it!

Now I have to make sure there is a rule about throwable weapons in the throne room. So many laws...

*I lean my head against your shoulder. My eyes blink tiredly. You can feel a shift of my weight as i lean into you a little more.*

Developments? Can I help? As a third party?

*I give a soft hum as you do.*

You need to be okay too. You've a tendency to overwork yourself.

*I reach up and ruffle your hair softly.*

Don't overdo it on the nightmares...

You have so many rules to make. That sucks.

*He just watches you move, cataloging every bit of it.*

*He's quiet for a moment then he sighs.*

I don't know. Tori is mad at me and I don't know why, but that's not the biggest issue... just... can you tell me Uranium is gone? Please? He... did more than I realized to Tori.

*He snorts at youm*

Just a tendency? Not a habit? Score

I'll let Crimson decide on the nightmares front.

They take so long to make...

*I give a hum.*

*I look at my leg.*

Maybe i'll give it a few days...

Don't make me change my mind.

I'm sure he'd love that.

They really, really do.

*He just shakes his head.*

Maybe. If you want to talk to her she'd like that in general... I just... I can't make things better if I don't know what I did wrong.

A few days might be good.

Thank you... I just... very much need him to not show up every again.

I won't make you change your mind.

*He just smiles.*

Crimson does love it. He's got plans. Lots of windows.

When I'm feeling better then I'll come over. Give her something to look forward too I can even send a letter.

*The silence worries me and i tighten my arms around you.*

He wont. And if he tried Ive got a very angry loftwing who'd like words. But we both know you have the power to just portal him out of existance so...

Thats good. Or I'd have to do this.

*I ruffle your hair. Again. Giving a soft trill as I do before I start picking at it. In a faux preening.*

Windows? What are you two planning....

She'd like that, you know she's always happy to see you.

*He softens as you tighten your hold, reminded of here and now.*

I'm sure Crimson has a few words. I think you know as well as I do that I'd do far worse than portal him out of existence. Especially now.

*He snorts, but he leans into your hands and the preening. He gives a little trill back.*

Nothing against the law, don't worry.

And i always love seeing all of your children. Any excuse really to go and be an uncle.

I do... But i we move him out of existence he can get the extended version of revenge?

*I give a smile. Redistributing my weight slightly as I do. I'm, mostly standing but I don't think I'll make the trip back. But you don't need to know that. I can be strong.*

There you go... its okay...

*It seems I've gone into care mode again.*

Is... it just not against the law because its dreams?

Sounds nice, the kids are pretty cool too. I may be a little biased though.

*He hums thoughtfully.*

Okay. That's... fair.

*He purrs a little, turning to check your face for how you're doing. Care mode isn't the best or the worst... it just is.*

Pretty much. But if anyone besides you deserves to get revenge Crimson does.

... you know... I think you might be healthy enough for some Bird time if you eat something too. Might be easier on you too, let you see things without everyone around you fussing.

Maybe just a little bit.

I'm sure he appreciates that.

You think so? But I cant walk properly... Are you sure?

*I sound so hopeful...*

Maybe so.

*He just waits for you to decide. He knows you hurt, he just also knows better than to call you on it bluntly.*

*He smiles a little.*

I wouldn't say that if I wasn't sure. You don't have to be able to walk for Bird time, you have people who you can ride on their shoulders or heads.

You'll be able to walk again soon though. I promise. It may just take a little longer as your body recovers.

No but it would help. If you are sure then... I'd like that.

*I chuckle.*

You make it sound like i wont be immediately sitting in your hair. So... bird time, and then soup?

I hope so... Makes me feel stuck. Not being able to walk.

Then bird time it is. Do you want your ring to do it or do you want me to do it?

*He just shrugs.*

I like to make sure you know you have options. Bird time and soup sounds great though.

*He just nods.*

I know. But I also know you, and you set a goal, and then you meet it... you'll figure it up. worst casanario, you get some cool hand-made mobility aides.

Can you do it? I love the ring but its easier when you do it.

*I give a smile.*

I do love the idea of bird time and soup.

Honestly I'm surprised you didn't say a crazy goal.

I'm going to create the first hyrulian royal family... I'm going to take all of the work of two people to make sure my wife can rest. I'm going to try to run before i can walk...

I mean... I guess?

Of course. Deep breath okay?

*His magic wraps around you, changing your form temporarily into your bird form. It's as painless as possible, and once you're a bird he catches you in both hands — cradling you.*

I'd say you should let Sun do some work too but I took over plenty of Fable's work in the past so she could rest...

Trust yourself, you are a lost stronger than you realize. Talk to what's doctor you trust most. Let Sun tell you that you've not been awake even three days put together yet and to rest.

*I do as instructed and take a deep inhale. Feeling my form shift as I settle into feathers over form. My legs and talons are weak as to be expected. And I flop into your hands.*

Oh... feels. Sorry... one second.

*I readjust myself puffing outwards into a small ball.*

Feels safe here...

*I give a small nod.*

She just needs to rest. Dont want to hurt her or the baby. Feel bad enough as it is for stressing everyone out...

*I nod again.*

Three days is long enough to be away for...

It's okay take your time.

*He brings his hands up so you are face to face with him even as he holds you.*

I'm glad it feels safe.

*Green just smiles a little.*

I know, and I understand the worry around Sun and the baby but you didn't do anything on purpose and the fact that you're recovering is helping a lot.

*He snorts.*

Sky, if our positions were reversed, you'd be telling me off right now. In fact, I'm pretty sure you have.

*I give a nod.*

thanks...

I just want her to be okay. I just want them both to be okay.

*I give a little grumble, and snap my beak once.*

Yeah... well. Thats.

*I pause... i know you are right.*

Thats different!

Any time, Bird boy.

I know you do, but Sun is able to decide for herself too. Just remember you need rest sometimes.

*He snorts at the grumble.*

You're right it is different.

I'm a god I shouldn't need to take time to recover. Or I'm a prince. Or I'm the hero. Take your pick of reasons. Oh! I'm a father, that's a good one.

*I coo softly.*

I do rest! Its just. Weve been so busy with everything and I was... I was going to see everyone after the meeting concluded but now ive got to try someone for crimes against my state...

*I puff my feathers out more. Nibbling at your hand a little bit.*

No. Noono dont start this im right you know I am. You are a god. You have so many responsibilities and how can you be expected to do them properly if you are not rested!

I get that, I just worry. You should rest when you have the chance let the Baron sit in custody a little longer. Who cares?

*He just rolls his eyes at you.*

Right. Sure.

And if I was king I'd stop needing rest to fulfill my duties?

Im sure the people care. Or the families of those we lost. They'll be calling for justice. They'll want to know why he gets to live while they're family members dont.

*I give a sqwak and hide my head under my wings. Nibbling at your hand again.*

No... no i was going to rest. I was! I had a whole travel plan ready. Its... different...

*He just huffs at that.*

Biting as communication only works when both parties agree to it as a form of communication.

*He says that a lot, it comes out on auto pilot. He loves Puck and he loves Lettie but he hates that fae taught his daughter biting as communication.*

How is it different? How exactly does my brother need and deserve rest less than I do?

But I like surprise naps...

I beg to differ. Its getting your attention isn't it? I can give you sad bird eyes.

*I give you sad bird eyes.*

I... it is! I was going to drop in on you guys, cause i know the kids love to be surprised and I was going to a party. Supposed. To be going to a party... I. I missed that.

Because... I... I...

*I shrink into myself. Curling up in your hands as I stay silent. you hear a sad coo.*

You don't have to know right now. You could ask Blackthorne, he's full of wisdom and shit.

Okay well surprise naps are great until you pass out mid noble interaction. Ask me how I know.

*He snorts.*

I know. Let's skip the sad bird eyes. Please.

*He hates the sad bird eyes they make him want to cave immediately.*

We'd still love to have you, always and forever at anytime okay?

... As far as the birthday party goes I'm sure you can make it up to them if you explain ypu got sick.

... hey, no one is mad at you here except maybe yourself and the Baron and we definitely don't care what the Baron thinks.

*His voice is softer now.*

Do you understand just how much of a fucking Hylia blessed miracle it is that you're still here? Please don't start blaming yourself for needing to recover when that poisoning would take down anyone.

Blackthorne is probably busy... I'll speak to him later on.

Oh dont worry. I know too. Oh that was a lot of worried faces.

*I know you cant handle the bird eyes. So I stop soon after. Giving a sigh.*

I... I still cant believe i let myself be tricked like that. Wren tried to... stop me i think. But the barron was so sure. He was so insistent...

*A memory? Of the incident?*

*I look out between my wings. If I could Id be crying you think...*

We both know that was the combined work of you, tori, sora, riku and... jun and Wren.

*You can hear the guilt in my voice.*

All I did was fall over.

... If you say so. I know you don't see Fable often but she'd help too. She's faced similar dilemmas.... but Blackthorne will make time for you.

I believe it.

*He softens. He doesn't know if it's a memory but he doesn't have to.*

Hey, it's not your fault. Wren may have tried to stop you but the Baron still made his choice. He still chose deceit.

*He makes a soft cooing sound when you peak out. His entire face has gone gentle.*

Sky, listen to me. You can't save people who don't want to be saved. Yes, we worked hard to help you, but you fought too. You chose not to give up.

You fought to stay awake and to stay with us. Even if you don't remember.

Maybe I should invite her over? you think she would? I know Blackthorne would maybe i should... have him over for Tea and we can talk about some things.

*The cooing sound stops my own spiral and i lean myself into you looking up at you.*

I guess... I always said I'd come back to you guys didn't I? Cant go around breaking my promises can I?

I think it's coming back to me slowly.

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Of course, Zel would. She's always liked you, and she has that big heart of yours. And... you know twin stuff means she has some of my bleed over memories and stuff.

You should invite Blackthorne, though... it'd do him good to see you. He's been worried.

*He smiles a little, grateful to have stopped the spiral a little.*

Exactly. You've always fought very hard to come back, no one has forgotten that. I'm glad you're here.

I... hope it's good things coming back. Crimson can probably shed more light if you want.

Hello Blackthorne. It's been a while.

*He sounds done — but who wouldn't be at this point?*

- future @luherooflegend

*It takes a moment, but i do reappear within the gardens. I look tired myself.*

Green, It is good to see you. Though I sense you are spreading yourself quite thin as of right now. Are you okay?

Not particularly. I'm a little better knowing Sky will continue to recover. Hopefully, you are too.

Am I allowed to see Tori's fate flower or are you still keeping secrets about her?

*He pauses, then sighs. That... was very unchariritable. And yeah you didn't tell him anything but you also aren't malicious to people... not really.*

I'm sorry. That... was out of line. Can I please see her flower?

It'll probably tell me more than she is. I don't know the last time you interacted with her but... well she's not very forth coming.

*He sighs softly.*

*I raise an eyebrow, crossing my arms. And i go to respond before... Ahh.*

Green we have spoken about this before. I can show you the flower but I cant divulge what it means.

*I fall silent for a moment, you can feel a split awareness somewhere...*

*I look down. pinching the bridge of my nose.*

I'm sorry Tori will not speak to you. Have you gotten Emerald perhaps to find out why?

I believe it... I've never seen someone take that much life magic without being complete healed before...

You always say that... thank you.

*He's stopped asking you anyway. Why bother when you can't or won't answer? It's just upsetting. He does it how he aways does, by the feel of magic.*

How many places are you in right?

*He shakes his head.*

I know it is not ideal. And I am sorry. But we are tied to laws just as much as the mortals are. I wish I could explain it all. But you are too closely related to her for me to tell you....

*I don't finish. But you can see it in my eye. The word i was going to say was Directly.*

Two others and here. I've a version of myself in... well you wouldnt know it was me if you looked at him. In Sky's time. To watch over the happenings there. And I am monitoring something....

*I raise an eyebrow.*

Then. You want to know if there are signs of a split memory on Tori's flower? Or perhaps you want to compare it to your own. To see how close she is to where we are.

So you say.

*He doesn't argue with you. He's aware of the trouble he faces for breaking laws anyway and he can't find it in him to ask you to break any law again after the first time.*

You don't say. Maybe Sky was right then... huh.

Is what your monitoring something you want help with?

I know it can be difficult to believe.

*I raise an eyebrow.*

Is that right? What did he say? That he thought I was hanging around?

*I chuckle.*

I wish you could.

*I place a hand on my chin. There's something about the flower that... i really don't want you to see...*

Here. But only from where you are stood.

Yeah... It really can be.

*He snorts.*

He wondered if someone was a lookout for you — or me but I know I don't have a look out in his era. I can't decide of he was joking or not.

*He hums at that, not ever a fan of being unable to help.*

Fine.

*He stays where he is — looking at the flower and taking note of everything he can see. The gold is expected, of course.*

How much can you tell me? Because I can feel the curse from here.

I am sorry.

Sky is correct. But i wont tell him who it is. I've an agreement with the guardsmen you see. They are as real a person as can be.

*He wishes you could. But he cant place that on you. Not one so young. The deaths of thousands because some divine being has deemed it so...*

I cant tell you all that much. You've seen all the colour's on this flower before. In her's and your own.

I can tell you... there is....

*He sighs.*

A week. At most.

*He watches the flowers go and is left wondering what exactly that mess is.*

That... sounds like a headache to think about too hard. But it tracks.

There's more than the colors and the curse, even I can see that...

A week?

*That is entirely too vague. And he absolutely hates it. He just sighs heavily.*

A week til what? Til there's another funeral? Til my daughter decides to raise the dead? A week til she's lost to the curse of some fucking entity?!

*His form flickers, agitated for understandable reasons. He gives a laugh that is very clearly his substituted for lashing out.*

There is much for me to learn still.

*I can feel your Ire....*

I cant say. But that is what the flower is telling me.

*You can see he's almost heartbroken. For what reason you cant figure out. He's always hated holding information away. He remains steadfast. Though it cracks at the edges.*

If i could tell you I would. You of all people should know that.

I hate this just as much as you do...

Isn't there always?

*He just stares at the ground. Do you? Do you ever actually hate anything?*

When we decided to have children we were so sure nothing bad would happen. We were so fucking stupid. We should have stopped when we say that stupid fucking triangle on Tori.

Now she doesn't even get to die a mortal death and rest.

*He looks sad.*

I really am sorry...

*Your silence speaks louder than words do. Your anger would have been understandable.*

You want whats best for her. For all of them.

*He looks down.*

I wish I could do more...

Yeah... So the fuck am I.

*He just takes slow, measured breaths.*

Of course I do, but I should have known better. No one in my family gets to have an easy life and half of us don't even get to be happy.

*That is a painful truth for both his blood family and his chosen family. Royalty and heroes rarely get lives that are both easy and happy. Sometimes they get neither.*

I shouldn't have listened to Audrah. Hope is bullshit.

*He looks away from you.*

Life has many ups and downs. Setbacks and forward leaps.

I make the transitions as gentle as possible. I nurture and care for the garden so that even in the darkest pits of dispear if they want to hear me they do. If they want a way out. They have it.

I may not have control over what they decide for someone. But I can soften the blow.

Audrah has always had the good way of it. She is much wiser than us I fear. Hope is always something to hold onto.

*I look at my hands.*

You... realise that sky was not supposed to survive the first time... when I met him.

Is it?

*He's not together enough for the whole 'we need hope' spiel. He's heard it plenty but things feel like hope is foolish just now.*

*Green just sighs.*

I know that. How you got away with what you did I'm not sure but I'm not stupid enough to think fate will let you do it again.

It is. Even if it seems so far away.

Its what your brothers did for you... and its what she needs too.

I didnt. Not really. Ive been working on appealing to them. Why do you think ive been-

*he pauses. Turning to the place he was looking before. A hand falls to my chest. I seem to be in pain...*

It... it will not let me do so again...

And I'm supposed to what, lie to her? If there were hope you wouldn't be talking to me like this and you know it.

*He... has no idea how you speak to the fates. That's not something he's been able to do himself — probably for the better.*

Don't hurt yourself over something that isn't going to change. It doesn't help anyone.

You are to be there for her. Ease her through the next phase so she is without fear.

There is always hope green. You know full well what gold means on a flower.

You should take your own advice.

That's a lot easier to do when they're little and don't understand fear.

*He just snorts.*

And you know how easily divinity drives minds to madness.

*He looks at you and his ears fall even further down. He now understands why Sky just nipped his hand a few times.*

You are infuriating sometimes. You know that?

*You seem to have at least made him stop his spiral enough to think for a second.*

I know it is not an easy ask. But knowing she has her father there. Will help. And, it wont be remiss to bring Audrah as well. I will also make myself available if you so want me.

*I give a soft chuckle.*

You make it sound like I am the one who has gone mad...

though, there was a point during the exile where speaking to the flowers started to get rather tempting.

*I smile softly, a chair appears behind you and myself as i sit down. A pot of tea, already steeped, sits on the table which you are sure was not there earlier.*

Considering the amount of times people curse me or the fates themselves. I know. I don't mean to be I promise.

*I wave a hand out.*

Why don't you sit for a moment.

*He scoffs at that. As if Fate would be kind enough to let you escape and go mad.*

I'd probably talk to the damn flowers. Someone might as well.

*He would ask where the chair and table came from, but that's energy he doesn't have. You've always done this, so it's no different than Wild popping up with a new dish in the middle of a meal.*

I think the fates deserve the cursing. I'd curse them any day. I think I have today already.

... Fine.

*He sits, and he's definitely still upset but not quite so against hearing you.*

We just got her back.

She is family to me. Of course I will go.

*I laugh.*

You can if you want. Some of them curse me every few hours though. Including this Zinnia...

You curse them every day anyway.

*I lean against the table. Giving a gentle smile.*

I know Green. I know... its... its awful. And you want your family back.

Why dont you speak freely? Whatever is in your head. I dont mind.

... Thanks.

*He just shrugs.*

I curse you way less than before I died. And the fates know exactly what they did.

*He sighs, picking at his sleeve as he stares at the table. He is so having rabbit time later.*

Awful... is a nice word for it.

I... I don't recognize my daughter, Blackthorne. Even now that she's talking again she's... she's angry at me, and I don't know why. She's — so difficult to get to talk to me.

She's hiding things from everyone. She has a kid —

Blackthorne she used blood magic to knocking someone's out.

... When I heard Uranium had been in her memories — I thought maybe that explained things but that's awful too. I wanted him to be why Tori is so different except I don't.

... I may not have been her favorite person, but she was never this way with me before.

And now I may not even get the chance to fix things. A week isn't a lot of time, and it's not enough time to help her heal.

*I chuckle, pouring a cup of tea and holding it in my hands.*

See I know you curse them directly now. It is appreciated.

*I give a hum, letting you speak your mind. You clearly need it.*

I think she's scared. Scared that opening herself up again will lead to more pain.

That... plague on this garden still disgusts me to this day. Memories, though false and that have no baring on a souls flower. Still impact a person deeply.

*I sigh.*

You know....

*I take a sip of my tea.*

Maybe you should ask Sky what he did. He was in the same position with you. And he was able to fix things.

And we both know where part of your consciousness is right now.

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I can curse them for you too if you like.

*He does listen, and isn't that strange. He remembers a time when he probably would have flipped you off and run away. His head hurts.*

I see pieces of who she was, around everyone else... I think she hates me sometimes.

I just... It never gets easier, watching the heroes. I stick with them their whole lives, I try to help them heal... I don't know how to help her. She doesn't seem to want my help.

*He makes a low chittering sound, a hold over from his early days of being a deity.*

I don't even want to begin to imagine what that thing raising a child looks like. She remembers it though.

*He shrinks at your suggestion and the way you know so concretely where he is.*

I... yeah... yeah I guess he was....

I'm watching over him.

Hello Blackthorne. It's been a while.

*He sounds done — but who wouldn't be at this point?*

- future @luherooflegend

*It takes a moment, but i do reappear within the gardens. I look tired myself.*

Green, It is good to see you. Though I sense you are spreading yourself quite thin as of right now. Are you okay?

Not particularly. I'm a little better knowing Sky will continue to recover. Hopefully, you are too.

Am I allowed to see Tori's fate flower or are you still keeping secrets about her?

*He pauses, then sighs. That... was very unchariritable. And yeah you didn't tell him anything but you also aren't malicious to people... not really.*

I'm sorry. That... was out of line. Can I please see her flower?

It'll probably tell me more than she is. I don't know the last time you interacted with her but... well she's not very forth coming.

*He sighs softly.*

*I raise an eyebrow, crossing my arms. And i go to respond before... Ahh.*

Green we have spoken about this before. I can show you the flower but I cant divulge what it means.

*I fall silent for a moment, you can feel a split awareness somewhere...*

*I look down. pinching the bridge of my nose.*

I'm sorry Tori will not speak to you. Have you gotten Emerald perhaps to find out why?

I believe it... I've never seen someone take that much life magic without being complete healed before...

You always say that... thank you.

*He's stopped asking you anyway. Why bother when you can't or won't answer? It's just upsetting. He does it how he aways does, by the feel of magic.*

How many places are you in right?

*He shakes his head.*

I know it is not ideal. And I am sorry. But we are tied to laws just as much as the mortals are. I wish I could explain it all. But you are too closely related to her for me to tell you....

*I don't finish. But you can see it in my eye. The word i was going to say was Directly.*

Two others and here. I've a version of myself in... well you wouldnt know it was me if you looked at him. In Sky's time. To watch over the happenings there. And I am monitoring something....

*I raise an eyebrow.*

Then. You want to know if there are signs of a split memory on Tori's flower? Or perhaps you want to compare it to your own. To see how close she is to where we are.

So you say.

*He doesn't argue with you. He's aware of the trouble he faces for breaking laws anyway and he can't find it in him to ask you to break any law again after the first time.*

You don't say. Maybe Sky was right then... huh.

Is what your monitoring something you want help with?

I know it can be difficult to believe.

*I raise an eyebrow.*

Is that right? What did he say? That he thought I was hanging around?

*I chuckle.*

I wish you could.

*I place a hand on my chin. There's something about the flower that... i really don't want you to see...*

Here. But only from where you are stood.

Yeah... It really can be.

*He snorts.*

He wondered if someone was a lookout for you — or me but I know I don't have a look out in his era. I can't decide of he was joking or not.

*He hums at that, not ever a fan of being unable to help.*

Fine.

*He stays where he is — looking at the flower and taking note of everything he can see. The gold is expected, of course.*

How much can you tell me? Because I can feel the curse from here.

I am sorry.

Sky is correct. But i wont tell him who it is. I've an agreement with the guardsmen you see. They are as real a person as can be.

*He wishes you could. But he cant place that on you. Not one so young. The deaths of thousands because some divine being has deemed it so...*

I cant tell you all that much. You've seen all the colour's on this flower before. In her's and your own.

I can tell you... there is....

*He sighs.*

A week. At most.

*He watches the flowers go and is left wondering what exactly that mess is.*

That... sounds like a headache to think about too hard. But it tracks.

There's more than the colors and the curse, even I can see that...

A week?

*That is entirely too vague. And he absolutely hates it. He just sighs heavily.*

A week til what? Til there's another funeral? Til my daughter decides to raise the dead? A week til she's lost to the curse of some fucking entity?!

*His form flickers, agitated for understandable reasons. He gives a laugh that is very clearly his substituted for lashing out.*

There is much for me to learn still.

*I can feel your Ire....*

I cant say. But that is what the flower is telling me.

*You can see he's almost heartbroken. For what reason you cant figure out. He's always hated holding information away. He remains steadfast. Though it cracks at the edges.*

If i could tell you I would. You of all people should know that.

I hate this just as much as you do...

Isn't there always?

*He just stares at the ground. Do you? Do you ever actually hate anything?*

When we decided to have children we were so sure nothing bad would happen. We were so fucking stupid. We should have stopped when we say that stupid fucking triangle on Tori.

Now she doesn't even get to die a mortal death and rest.

*He looks sad.*

I really am sorry...

*Your silence speaks louder than words do. Your anger would have been understandable.*

You want whats best for her. For all of them.

*He looks down.*

I wish I could do more...

Yeah... So the fuck am I.

*He just takes slow, measured breaths.*

Of course I do, but I should have known better. No one in my family gets to have an easy life and half of us don't even get to be happy.

*That is a painful truth for both his blood family and his chosen family. Royalty and heroes rarely get lives that are both easy and happy. Sometimes they get neither.*

I shouldn't have listened to Audrah. Hope is bullshit.

*He looks away from you.*

Life has many ups and downs. Setbacks and forward leaps.

I make the transitions as gentle as possible. I nurture and care for the garden so that even in the darkest pits of dispear if they want to hear me they do. If they want a way out. They have it.

I may not have control over what they decide for someone. But I can soften the blow.

Audrah has always had the good way of it. She is much wiser than us I fear. Hope is always something to hold onto.

*I look at my hands.*

You... realise that sky was not supposed to survive the first time... when I met him.

Is it?

*He's not together enough for the whole 'we need hope' spiel. He's heard it plenty but things feel like hope is foolish just now.*

*Green just sighs.*

I know that. How you got away with what you did I'm not sure but I'm not stupid enough to think fate will let you do it again.

It is. Even if it seems so far away.

Its what your brothers did for you... and its what she needs too.

I didnt. Not really. Ive been working on appealing to them. Why do you think ive been-

*he pauses. Turning to the place he was looking before. A hand falls to my chest. I seem to be in pain...*

It... it will not let me do so again...

And I'm supposed to what, lie to her? If there were hope you wouldn't be talking to me like this and you know it.

*He... has no idea how you speak to the fates. That's not something he's been able to do himself — probably for the better.*

Don't hurt yourself over something that isn't going to change. It doesn't help anyone.

You are to be there for her. Ease her through the next phase so she is without fear.

There is always hope green. You know full well what gold means on a flower.

You should take your own advice.

That's a lot easier to do when they're little and don't understand fear.

*He just snorts.*

And you know how easily divinity drives minds to madness.

*He looks at you and his ears fall even further down. He now understands why Sky just nipped his hand a few times.*

You are infuriating sometimes. You know that?

*You seem to have at least made him stop his spiral enough to think for a second.*

I know it is not an easy ask. But knowing she has her father there. Will help. And, it wont be remiss to bring Audrah as well. I will also make myself available if you so want me.

*I give a soft chuckle.*

You make it sound like I am the one who has gone mad...

though, there was a point during the exile where speaking to the flowers started to get rather tempting.

*I smile softly, a chair appears behind you and myself as i sit down. A pot of tea, already steeped, sits on the table which you are sure was not there earlier.*

Considering the amount of times people curse me or the fates themselves. I know. I don't mean to be I promise.

*I wave a hand out.*

Why don't you sit for a moment.

*He scoffs at that. As if Fate would be kind enough to let you escape and go mad.*

I'd probably talk to the damn flowers. Someone might as well.

*He would ask where the chair and table came from, but that's energy he doesn't have. You've always done this, so it's no different than Wild popping up with a new dish in the middle of a meal.*

I think the fates deserve the cursing. I'd curse them any day. I think I have today already.

... Fine.

*He sits, and he's definitely still upset but not quite so against hearing you.*

We just got her back.

She is family to me. Of course I will go.

*I laugh.*

You can if you want. Some of them curse me every few hours though. Including this Zinnia...

You curse them every day anyway.

*I lean against the table. Giving a gentle smile.*

I know Green. I know... its... its awful. And you want your family back.

Why dont you speak freely? Whatever is in your head. I dont mind.

#lu rp #the gardener patron of fate #future green #evil linked universe #future Blackthorne

... Thanks.

*He just shrugs.*

I curse you way less than before I died. And the fates know exactly what they did.

*He sighs, picking at his sleeve as he stares at the table. He is so having rabbit time later.*

Awful... is a nice word for it.

I... I don't recognize my daughter, Blackthorne. Even now that she's talking again she's... she's angry at me, and I don't know why. She's — so difficult to get to talk to me.

She's hiding things from everyone. She has a kid —

Blackthorne she used blood magic to knocking someone's out.

... When I heard Uranium had been in her memories — I thought maybe that explained things but that's awful too. I wanted him to be why Tori is so different except I don't.

... I may not have been her favorite person, but she was never this way with me before.

And now I may not even get the chance to fix things. A week isn't a lot of time, and it's not enough time to help her heal.

*Chances are you're stilling the nest Crimson made.*

*When you stir, Green bolts awake, looking to you. Even though he was asleep you can feel wards around you.*

Wha- oh! Shit- hey, Bird Boy. Feeling any better? Worse?

Doctor says you need lots of water...

Tori... isn't answering me but last she said you would do well to eat and drink as much actual stuff as you can. She said the salve would help but isn't a long term solutions....

I'm rambling again huh?

... Sorry.

- future @luherooflegend

*My other arm is draped across your back gently. Scratching you behind an ear gently. Fairly easy considering the nest wraps around like it does.*

Mmmm?

*I jump a little at you startling awake. I try to sit up but dont quite make it.*

... hi. Green... give... give me a second...

*The questions take a while to catch up. And I check.*

Hard to tell how...

I ache a little...

Looks... late out

Are... you. Okay?

*He relaxes when he realizes why he's awake, seeing that you're awake. He nudges his head against your arm in greeting. He's not inclined to move, instead settling back down.*

Hi.

*He just listens, trying his best to stop from more worried questions yet.*

Aches? Well that... is expected.

It is late, but you need the rest.

*He's quiet for a moment at your question, weighing the options he has against eachother. He could be honest, or say he doesn't want to talk about himself, or lie... no lying.*

I'm... stressed. A lot has happened. It will be okay though, eventually.

Are you okay?

*He doesn't want to burden you, you're recovering. He is worried about you.*

*I scratch behind your ear again. Moving my arm towards my chest and hugging you with the other arm.*

Do i need more rest? Ive been asleep... well im not outside now so either its been a few hours and you moved me inside. Or. Its the next day and some doctor pulled me away from crimson?

Stressed is to be expected I imagine. But they caught the guy right? Hes not going anywhere. I'll be okay. But I probably had you really scared huh?

*I debate your question.*

I think so.

*I pause. Rolling my shoulders slightly.*

I'm still tired. But I can move everything I think.

*I move my legs slightly.*

Yeah. Yeah I can.

*I can feel your hesitation.*

Why dont you ask me those questions swimming around in your head? Pretty sure im awake enough to answer them now.

*He can't exactly hug you like this but he leans into you before melting.*

Crim helped move you inside actually. He's gone to eat I'm sure he'll be back.

*He looks up at your face, mostly to make sure he isn't missing something.*

He isn't escaping, that much I know... It wasn't your fault, but I — I've definitely been worried. You scared us all pretty good...

*He relaxes further when your legs move, tension he hasn't realized he was still holding falls away. The progress is reassuring.*

That's good. I'm glad you can move everything. I know the doctors and Tor said you'd be able to... but still. I'm glad.

*He sighs, ears falling back.*

Are you dizzy? Nauseous? Cold? Too hot? Can you think okay.

Do you remember anything from after drinking the tea? You said some things...... Tor said some things... did you see anyone you shouldn't have during that time?

He did? Hes a good loftwing...

*I hold you to my chest. Giving you a small smile as you look up.*

Its no ones fault. But I hate worrying people.

*I chuckle. Letting you list off your questions.*

Not dizzy or nauseous.

And i think the fuzzy feeling is just from where im waking up. But it is clearing.

After drinking the tea... uhh...

I remember talking but not what it was... I dont even remember the barons face.

See anyone? Like... ghosts? i dont-

*I pause.*

I... im not sure...

He is. He is... Probably one of the most okay birds.

*He just sighs, nodding.*

I know. We all hate worrying people... but you're okay and that's what counts.

*He seems to relax a little more with each answer.*

Okay. Okay that's good.

Do you want anything to drink? Eat?

The most okay bird? Oh you love him really.

*Sitting up a little, i stretch one of my arms.*

I will be okay. We all will.

Talking to someone? There.... I think i saw Sora? Riku Maybe? I'm not sure... they are friends of mine. They wouldnt hurt me.

*I chuckle again.*

Maybe something small?

*He just thumps his back leg lightly. Rude.*

He's the most okay bird.

I hope so.

No I — it wasn't Sora and Riku. It's not important if you didn't see them. I'm sure it's fine.

*He perks up a little. You didn't want to eat last time.*

Yeah? How about toast and some tea or water? Or I actually have something else you might like... want a good surprise?

Dont get grumpy with me I am right and you know it

*I give a nod.*

Okay... we can always ask Tori. Maybe itll jog my memory if I did?

I noticed the flowers. Are they from her?

I do like surprises. As long as they dont almost kill me. Those surprises suck.

*I laugh.*

I feel like ive not eaten in days... water would probably be good too...

*He just rolls his eyes.*

Maybe so. You can ask if you want, she'll probably answer.

Flowers? What- oh. Yeah, they've from her. She says she's sorry she isn't here, she's at home recovering.

Fair. You'll like this one. Hang on.

Water too.

*A small portal opens to what is definitely Green's kitchen, and a plate of pumpkin chips floats out, carried by Green's magic with a glass of water. They hover beside you.*

Here... I found the recipie in one of the books Tori brought back. Sun says you like these?

Shes been sick. The fact that she even came to help when she was still recovering herself...

*I chuckle.*

Reminds me of you.

*I smile gently.*

Ooh. Okay.

*I look a little confused. Before my face softens.*

Are those pumpkin chips? I...

*I hesitate to grab one.*

Green... these look amazing...

*I look like i could cry.*

Yeah... Sometimes, I think she's a little too much like me for her own good, but she did a lot to help. She's learned a lot — it definitely came in handy.

*He almost panics because you sound upset — but he can tell it's not bad. He nudges his head against you again.*

I hope these are okay?

I'm still working on getting the recipes, right but this one seems to be close. I saved the seeds for Crimson of course....

Tell me if something is off with them?

She's had a few good role models to show her the way. Hell even a pink cloud. Who'd have guessed she'd learn so much from a pink cloud.

*I cradle you as i sit up more.*

You are too good to me you know that?

*I look over the Pumpkin chip. Its... near on identical to one that sits in the back of my memory.*

They look it.

*As i take a bite and think about it. Its...*

Its... just like maman used to make.... how did... you....

Not me. Kids learn a lot more than we realized. Someone should have warned that pink cloud not to curse where toddlers can hear. The week my kid screeching nothing but 'fuck' was a bit much.

*He's just happy like this, trying to help make it easier for you. He doesn't want to stop being a rabbit yet, feelings suck so much worse outside rabbit form.*

Nah, I don't think I am. I think you have a skewed take on what you deserve, Bird boy.

*He looks up at you with ears that stand up, glad you seem to like them.*

We can give you the book I found the recipe in if you want? It... well, I think it was supposed to be yours anyway.

... are you okay? Should I have not made them?

I'm pretty sure someone did warn that pink cloud....

My skewed take is my opinion, it may not be the truth but come on I'm the first hero of Courage not the first hero of confidence.

*I think for a moment.*

Is the book blue? I lost her cookbook in Skyloft's fall... and i... I'd like to. see it at least. At some point...

*I wipe my eyes.*

No. no its... its. its perfect really its...

*I wipe my eyes.*

I... never thought I'd have these again.

*I have a few more, the tears in my eyes now, its eaiser to tell now they are tears of happiness.*

Don't you dare not make these again. I will set the kids on you.

*He huffs.*

Too bad the pink cloud is a bad listener.

Yeah well be nice to yourself. You deserve good things.

*He's quiet, then he nods slowly.*

Yeah, the blue book. It's your's, Sky. Tor made a copy of the recipies anyway. You should have the blue book.

*He gives a little laugh, nudging the water.*

Okay. I'll make them again then, whenever you want. Promise.

Were there any other recipes in it you want to eat today?

Pretty sure that pink cloud kept me sane for a bit of my life so I think I'll have to get its credentials checked. Bad listener isnt what id put on there.

*I dont give you a response.*

I would. If I could get it that would be great.

*I see the water nudged towards me.*

Right...

*I take it. Drinking slowly alongside a few more chips.*

Are you going home?

*I look sad but then look confused.*

Oh... oh right. Two places at once right? Just make sure you do see your kids and husband.

Uhh... I. Its difficult to remember now... I. I know one of them uses some extinct plants that we cant get but the cooking premise is the same.

It was a vegetable but we never got it to grow on the surface so it died out. Like. It was.... a root vegetable? I think. But soup. With potatoes. And vegetables.

*I chuckle.*

Used to call it my sick day soup.

We'll see. The pink cloud is a selective listener if nothing else.

*He nods.*

Of course. We'll get the book to you.

*He just melts against you.*

I'm home now, Sky. Two places at once. I... Tori doesn't want to see me but I am seeing the kids and Rav. Zel came over last night.

*He just nods.*

I thought the plants were extinct... We'll see what we can do. Trouble has a way with plants when he tries.

Sick day soup? Hmm... I can make that one if you want?

You think the pink cloud can selectively hear the fact that its loved.

*I nudge against your head.*

Two places at once. I... did you want me to come and speak to tori? I dont min-

*I try to stand up and get some of the way there before falling back.*

Oh... oh maybe not... dont quite have... not yet...

*I think for a moment.*

I cant quite remember but I think they were like... the... carrot but not carrot. Uhh- parsley? No. No thats not right...

*I give a small nod.*

That would be amazing. Thank you.

Just make sure your family gets some too... id feel bad if you just cooked for me and not for them as well.

Maybe. Love you too, Nightengale.

*He sighs, ears falling back.*

You don't have to...

*He nods, trying to figure out what plant you're talking about... Beets? Radishes? Leeks? Turnips? Hmmm....*

We'll just have to go through trial and error then.

*He snorts at that, bumping his head against you playfully.*

I'll make some in a bit. For you and the mini army I have. Maybe I'll ask the kids to help, they're all worried about you.

... I haven't told them too much, but they know you're recovering and are glad about it. I'm supposed to bring you a batch of pumpkin hand pies later, Lettie has been busy.

... Are there any other books you lost in the fall?

You are amazing. Dont forget that.

*I nod.*

Then I selfishly went and got poisoned and almost died. So I imagine shes trying to... process it all.

I can send crim to bother her for a few hours? I know hes worried about me and all but he needs the flight time. You know. Once hes rested-

Parsnips! It was parsnips. The carrot looking ones!

*I look pleased. And then try to remember what I was thinking about. But the thought seems to have gone.*

Your army are wonderful. Ive missed them all greatly. Once this is...

*I pinch my nose.*

I... dont know when this will all be dealth with. Or even how. But... once it is. You should all come over. I doubt I'll be able to leave for a while. Though I might be able to slip away...

I may drop in unannounced.

Hand pies? Oh I love the hand pies.

I lost alot in the fall really. If tori managed to grab more things id love to have a look.

*I take a few more chips. Eating them one by one.*

I'll decide.

I know...

Don't say that, you didn't choose to get poisoned.

... If Crimson is up for it I think she'd like that. So much has changed about her, but she'll always be happy to see Crimson. And he does need the flight time.

Parsnips? I have those in the garden. I can get those for you.

*He laughs a little.*

They are pretty great.

Hey, you don't have to know everything or anything about how this ends right now. We'll visit when it's over, and you know you're always welcome to come by.

Good, Lettie made the hand pies with you in mind.

*He rubs at his face with his paws before melting again.*

You're warm.

Good.

*I sigh. Streching a little before curling up again.*

Someone will say i did. They always do...

I'll send him over later on. Tori could use the friend and she and him get along so well.

Yeah. Yeah they were pretty close to those. I think. We use that to substitute.

She knows me too well...

She managed to get children's books? I wonder if shes got... oh I'll have to find my copy. Its really good but my copy is a little... worn...

*I chuckle. Running a hand through your fur.*

Thats probably because I'm running a temperature. You are rather nice to hug though. I hope im not holding you too tightly.

*I'm a little warm. But nothing compared to before. My grip is around you atleast, my arms do most of the work. I give a soft hum. As if im thinking about something.*

*Im getting better by the hour.*

*He grumbles at that, barely keeping himself from thumping his back leg again.*

Anyone who says that is wrong and either stupid or callous. I know you, you didn't choose this.

I think they could both use it honestly.

We'll get parsnips then. Easy enough.

She does.... I'm sure she'll be happy to compare copies with you.

*He flops against you as best he can, pleased to see you moving easier.*

Your temperature is coming down though.

You're not holding me too tight, I'm fine.

I'm just... I'm really glad you're feeling stronger. I know you hate being unable to move when you want to.

*I chuckle.*

They'll both love that I'm sure...

Sounds great.

*I adjust my arms so you flop into the blankets as I roll onto my side. Keeping you in my arms.*

Yeah... im honestly im glad I wasnt really lucid. I think I would have fallen into... well...

*I shiver. And grip you tighter. A fear response.*

I dont want to. Be... held down...

*I move my legs as best I can. Almost as if im checking i can.*

They probably will. They can be menaces together or something.

I'm glad.

*He's happy on the blankets too, stretching out as he melts against your arms.*

I am too. You were safe but you wouldn't have liked it. Crimson wasn't happy...

You're okay, you're free to move. I promise.

They really are menaces aren't they?

*as you strech out i tuck a blanket behind you for some extra support. I give a soft trill. Its not quite back. But its close.*

And when Crimson's upset its a bad sign.

*I keep fidgeting for a moment.*

I dont like not being able to move...

I can't stand, I cant run... its not. Its not fair.

Do...

*I pause. My voice sounds small. Vulnerable.*

Do you think I'll be able to do what I was doing before? Am. Am I going to feel like this forever?

They really are.

*His ears perk up a little at the trill. You're sounding better! That's a good thing.*

Usually.

I know it sucks and I'm sorry it happened.

*He would love to fix this, but he has no idea how. He just watches you as you ask the last couple questions, trying to take them in and find an answer.*

I...

I don't know. Everyone is always changing, you'll be different than before... but I think you're going to keep getting stronger too. It hasn't been a week since the incident, recovery tales time...

We'll figure it out, Nightengale. You're already leaps and bounds better than when you were first declared clean of poison.

*I see your ears move and move and arm to scratch you behind the ear.*

I know... I know...

I know its not been a week... im just. Worried. What if i. What if i cant.

*I look away. The feeling of old insecurities bubbling away under the surface. You can feel how my confidence has been shattered...*

I'm supposed to be the strong one. The one to lead people and if I cant just... bounce back from something like this then.

*A flicker of something youve not seen for a while. A my hand moves. And I scratch the back of my left hand. Scratch marks line the back of my hand immediately.*

*He leans into your hand, enjoying the scratching.*

Sky...

*He gives a sad sigh before he pokes your side with a paw.*

Strength isn't always how much you can physically lift, sometimes it's how you keep trying.

You are so incredibly strong, and no one expects you to be all better instantly. You're already doing so well.

... besides, the best rulers I've ever known lead with their heart and not with fear. All of the parts of monarchy that became a problem come well after you and your child.

*I give a noise of complaint as you poke me.*

Hey...

Three times? I was... poisoned three times?

Can poison even do that? How can a poison go after....

Oh... is that why I.... I think i need to talk to Sora and Riku... they must have. Kept my heart... sorry. My soul. Intact. That explains why I remember seeing them...

*I listen to you carefully. Trying to commit your words to memory. I sit up a little more. My voice holds a conviction.*

I dont ever want my people to be scared. Its... its why I want to get back to them so quickly. I want to show them that I'm okay.

My... child? I. Did Zelda tell you? When did...

*I try to think back.*

I'm sorry for not telling you sooner...

At least. I didn't get a confirmation on if there was more.

I'm not sure how it worked, but Sora did help. Between him, Tori, and your own work, we were able to help you thankfully.

*He just nods.*

I know. And you won't scare them. If you want — and only if you want — you can make appearances still, just take breaks okay? You have time.

*He chuckles, nudging his head against you.*

You told me, actually. You don't need to apologize, I get it.

I'm happy for you, and Sun. You'll be a good dad, Sky.

He... really wanted me dead. I. I just wish I knew what I did to. To make him want to do that.

*I nudge you gently.*

Sora's a powerful guy. Save me explaining hes got power over the essences of people. So what makes a person them. He probably used some of his light to keep mine together.

You left someone of that list. You've been pretty vital in this too. Keeping me warm. Safe. Fed and watered. Night watch is just as important and I am grateful that you would do so.

*I give a small nod.*

I should get Wren to say something in the morning...

*I return the nudge.*

I told you? Ah... I. If it helps. You are... I suppose the third person who knows? Atleast from myself.

Honestly? I'm terrified. And I wish I'd had the courage to talk to someone before because ive been juggling a lot and I know experts and just didnt speak to any of them...

Mind if I speak to you and Emerald about a few things?

Yeah... well you changed things, and people like him don't like things changing in ways they can't control.

*He huffs at you.*

I know he is. I'm... glad helped.

*He just shrugs.*

*He nods firmly.*

You did. Tor put it together for me but you told us.

I... I get that. It's scary to have kids. There's a lot that can go wrong... but someone much smarter than me says it's important to remember There's A Lot that can go Right, too.

You can always talk to us. We'll help as much as we can, and we aren't exactly experts, but if you have questions, we'll answer as best we can.

But why go after the one kingdom that can organise help for his people out of what is effectively the breakdown of their infrastructure from sandstorms.

If they even survived... I. Im basically protected by a pantheon. Someone would have already done something in anger...

I know you haven't.

*I raise an eyebrow.*

You are telling me the magical cloud purring isnt healing me? Isn't keeping me safe and warm?

Luckily we are pretty good friends with one who works with Fate now. I need to talk with him actually. For guidance mainly...

*I look saddened.*

I hope she's okay... I cant imagine the stress shes under. All stress we tried to avoid.

*I look at you.*

They need their rest. And im not exactly waking at... reasonable hours. But. If you could tell them. Then I can speak to them...

Would that discourage that? I feel as soon as the baron is mentioned you would angrly vibrate or i dont know something that gods do when they are angry.

*I chuckle.*

*the subject upsets me. My heart rate increases a little. But I try to keep myself together.*

Your kids are turning out to be wonderful people. I... I wont lie i cant wait to see the kids faces when they meets her.

I suppose the big question is how on earth do I do this?

Because he'd rather be in control than help is people I guess.

*He falls silent then he gives a sad, bitter laigh.*

*He looks away. It doesn't feel like a big deal. He'd do it any time. No matter what.*

I don't know, I'm just doing what I can.

I'm sure Blackthorne will be glad to talk. He... is infuriatingly good with advice.

Scared makes sense.

Hey — it's okay. Sun is safe, I've got all sorts of wards on her right now and we're making sure she rests as much as possible.

*He softens, nodding.*

Yeah, they're pretty good kids. We'll get pictures of the faces, they'll love her I'm sure.

*He moves to stand, climbing up to sit on your chest. He isn't heavy enough to hold you down.*

You do this the way everyone worth their salt does; you do it scared and as best you can because you love your kid.

No one is ready to have kids, Sky, because every kid is different and they don't come with a guide book tailored specifically for them.

But you already know the two most important things. You love your kid, and nothing will change that and you know you will do whatever you can for them because family is important.

*I hum saddly.*

I just... hope his people are okay.

I think hes more patience cause he had to learn it the hard way. You know he told me the fates made him watch a singular flower for what a year? To teach him time?

You will be telling me that story.

Tori learned a lot from all of us. And from her own experiences too. Journeys teach us lots of things and hers... well hers sounds like. Something else entirely...

And what you are doing helps. I know it does.

Thank you for watching her.

*I turn so im lying on my back. I look at you. And listen.*

I will. I will love her more than anything...

I... yeah I hope so too. A terrible leader can really mess things up.

The more I learn about the fates the more I want to find and fight them. What a terrible things to do, Lolia below.

I can if you want later.

*He drags his paws down his face, trying to keep from screaming in frustration.*

*He just sighs, relaxing a little.*

I hope it helps.

Any time. I'll always look out for you, Sun, and your family.

*He lowers to be on all fours, still on you. He nods, nose twitching a little.*

Good. That's all you need, because you lead with your heart. As long as you love your daughter and make sure she knows that, you'll do great.

Honestly I'd be pretty impressed if you could. They are quite illusive from memory.

*I see your fustration. Youve never been good at hiding it. I reach out and gently run a hand along your back.*

Maybe because you raised her. And the universes was of letting you help her. Was by letting her learn by herself. Look at how much she learned and can do now that shes come back to you.

Thank you for looking out for me. Really.

I try my best.

*I lift myself up slightly so I can rub my face against yours. Before I reach down besides the bed.*

Hold on....

*Its a bit of a struggle. But I manage to pull up a singular boot from a box under the bed.*

Here... I know how much you like them. It might make you feel better.

They'd have it coming.

*He sighs as you run a hand along his back, but he doesn’t move away.*

I always will. You know that. I hope.

You'll do well. I know it.

*He tilts his head, trying to figure out what you're doing.*

Okay?

*His eyes hone in on the boot immediately. He can try to pretend he's over boots a little but he isn't. The moment the boot is set down he is climbing into it.*

Thank you.

*after shifts around he has his face and front paws sticking out of the boot and nothing else.*

Can I ask what names you were considering for your daughter?

If you are fighting the universe. Please keep my part of it intact? I quite enjoy existing.

We. Just have to hope that the others wont have to do so. Toris always been strong.

Yeah. Yeah I know that now. Its... nice to be remembered.

You'll like it i promise.

*I chuckle as you move towards the boot.*

*I give a soft smile as I move the boot besides me. Holding it steady with one hand as I wait for you to get comftorable before I scratch you behind the ear again.*

Ive... stressed you out. Its the least I can do. You are welcome to add it to your collection.

*I give a soft smile.*

Celine. We've decided on Celine.

Well when you put it like that...

I... yeah. Still... I... Sky, I don't recognize my daughter. She's... angry. She deserves better than what happened — you all do.

*Angry is... well Tori isn't an angry person. Or she didn't used to be. Anger for Tori is like silence, it doesn't fit her most of the time.*

I'm glad. You'll be remembered a very long time.

Okay.

*He seems a little calmer once settled in the boot. It doesn't actually make him any safer, but it helps.*

You haven't done anything wrong. At least half of my stress is over other things. I am keeping this though. Thank you.

Celine is a pretty name. I'm excited to meet her.

*I give a sigh.*

She does. Reminds me of me in a few ways. After fighting and well. You know how it ended by now.

*I give a smile.*

I hope so. Even if its just. The first King of Hyrule was a nice guy. I dont want to be remembered for the pain. I want to be remembered for the changes we made for the better.

*As you settle in i look at you.*

What is sitting in a boot like anyway? Is it comftorable or is it just because its a boot?

It might not be the main cause. But its certainly not helped. And for that I am sorry. She must be recovered from the magic exhaustion by now... anyone under that would be... well.

*With no questioning I make the assumption that is most obvious.*

I'm glad to see shes doing better. Even if I wasnt really aware. Its coming back to me in peices I think... but im really not sure.

We are too. I'll make sure to send Crimson over to get you once we are settled.

I know...

*He snorts.*

You have more titles than that, Bird Boy. Before meeting you I thought they were blown out of proportion.

*He rolls his eyes at you.*

It's... safe. Surrounds you? It's also a boot.

*He sighs, ears lowering again.*

Recovered is.... optimistic.

*He perks up a little.*

You better.

Titles Id rather not have. I didnt choose to kill the god. I had to. For the good of the world.

Though I do pull out Godslayer when I need to throw my weight around. Not as much now since Fi went to rest. But. We all know your fave was bird boy.

Sky - Certified bird boy.

*I place a hand on my chin.*

So a boot is like a cloud hug? And you collect them?

It is infact. A boot.

Ahh... so a hero special right? The 'Im fine but actually need to stay in bed for another week' excuse right?

*I give a laugh.*

Of course I will. I dont think Id be forgiven if I didnt. Can you imagine the kids? I fear them more than you when it comes to enforcing self care.

Oh no, that one didn't stick around into my time. You're the First King, the Good King, the King of the Gilded age. It's a long list, but the entire thing is more fitting than I realized.

You deserve to be able to use Godslayer.

What can I say? I'm a creature of habit.

*He nods along.*

I think so. If this is what cloud hugs feel like for you guys I get it. I know why I enjoy giving them though.

*He sighs.*

Sort of. She at least was honest about needing a nap after. I don't know, she's not talking to me but the kids are keeping her company.

*He laughs a little.*

That's fair. They're very enthusiastic about self care and being told things. They'll set Ben on you, he has the most devastating puppy eyes I've ever seen.

Oh wow... does hero of hylia stick around at all? Or is it more my kingly stuff that does.

King of the gilded age... It sounds like good things are ahead...

*I chuckle.*

An important title. The most important one really.

Cloud hugs... are. They remind me of younger days above the clouds. Warm and safe. Enclosed on all sides but protected. Its the one place I dont feel like I need to be on guard.

*I give a nod.*

I am protected. And warm. And safe.

*I raise an eyebrow.*

Thats something atleast...

Ben's puppy dog eyes are almost as bad as those sad rabbit eyes you do. You know how hard it is to say no to?

Sort of. Some stories say you're the hero and some don't, that's a hot topic of debate between historians.

Lots of good things, Sky. Promise.

*He nods at that.*

We can make you the medal for Official Bird Boy if you want.

*He considers the way you explain cloud hugs.*

Huh. Sounds nice. I'm glad you feel safe in them. You'd probably like giving them too...

*He just sighs that tired sigh people have for when they're at a loss.*

It is.

*He laughs at that.*

I know! Ben is a menace whenever loose with a mission. I'm glad he uses them for good.

I know how the sad bunny eyes work, there's a reason I don't use them often. That would make me too powerful you know.

Its probably debated because zelda is debated to be hylia herself right? And why would Hylia and her hero start a kingdom together?

*I laugh. Nudging you a little.*

Oh absolutely. I can wear it to the trial and scare the poor guy...

I give great hugs. Though if I do end up a spirit or whatever maybe I can ask the guys to let me do that. As a little treat. Thats probably something that could be arranged right?

He uses them for gain as well. You just dont realise it. If self care occurs that means people are feeling better enough to do stuff with him.

Honestly you could ask me to go to war for the bunny eyes and I would have an awful time saying no.

For i am unable to resist.

I didn't believe Sun was Hylia for a long time you know. But that is ome of the arguments against you being a Hero.

*He snickers.*

You should. Get Sun and Crimson matching medals too, really drive the point home.

You do give great hugs. I enjoy them.

Maybe so... you can ask.

*He shakes his head playfully.*

I blame Lettie for teaching him that.

Now I know how to get permission to do anything. Look what you've done Bird Boy.

You know, you have a look that's hard to say no to, right?

Ahh see now I have to know if you believed the first King was the first hero before you met me. And what you thought of the guy.

Oh now that... I dont know if sun... actually she might wear it around her hip... me and crim definitely. I can have a red ribbon and he can have a blue one. We can match.

Hugs. Are good.

*I laugh.*

Come now. You and I both know you could do that anyway! And thats not even under sway. You cant use that god magic on me it dosent work.

*It does. It just takes longer.*

*I watch as you sink into the boot. And fall still. I move the boot closer towards me just incase.*

I do? Which ones that?

We can try. Crimson's can say 'Wings' or maybe 'Big Red'. Sun's can be whatever she likes most.

*He nods.*

Hugs are good.

I know. But I'll be kind and not do that.

*He leans back against the boot as he returns to this place. He doesn't mention the cause because he isn't even sure what he'd say. So he focuses on you.*

Hmm... you look a little like an upset fledgling with the most sad bird eyes ever. Or when you're excited about something.

*Honestly, Green has a hard time telling you now ever for any reason.*

I can understand that in a way. Its so far away from reality that it seems like a fairy tale...

I would love and cherish a son just as much as a daughter. The idea that one day it happens saddens me.

Crimsons says best wings on it.

*I chuckle. And bow my head slightly. My tone is lighthearted.*

Oh almighty god of heroes treating me with such high respect you truely are all powerful. I shall be sure to gift you many treats. In my next. "Ritual."

*Ahh yes. The rituals he tells his people are him communicating with Hylia. When its simply getting away for five minutes to talk with you or Blackthorne. I give a laugh.*

Is that right?

*I give the sad fledgling eyes. I know i dont have too. That you'd help me anyway. I do give a chuckle.*

Think you can help me walk? I want to look outside. Get some air on my face? Then maybe have some soup...

It is...

I know you would. And... while it happens and it's awful, it's reversed. Fable worked very hard for that and I stole Hylia's identity to help.

Best wings? Sure. Hedge problem love that.

*He snorts, rollicking his eyes.*

Important sure you will.

You're doing that right now.

*He hums.*

Yeah, I can do that. Do you want me to help you as a cloud or a hylian?

I seem to remember you telling me about this... im glad its working.

He'd love it.

I dont know what you mean.

*I give a smile.*

As a hylian. I realise ive not actually seen you for a while. Its either bunny or cloud. And while I love bunny. And I love cloud. I love my brother too.

*It seems I dont quite remember the day itself still...*

It helps that the people are on board, the nobles have more reasons to suck it up if the don't like it.

He would.

*He just huffs at you. You know exactly what you're doing. Probably.*

I'm always me, but I can be hylian.

Hang on.

*He smiles, holding a hand out to help you up.*

Let's get you some air, yeah?

I know you are. But I cant ruffle your hair while you are a cloud. And I cant sleep jail the bunny in quite the same way. You know?

That would be great...

*I take your hand. Pulling myself up... trying to steady myself.*

Okay I... I can...

*my legs give a little. And I fall on you.*

Sorry....

Hmm... yeah okay that's true.

*He helps you up, catching ypu when you fall. He just shakes his head.*

Don't be sorry, you're doing much better than earlier. Besides I'll always be willing to help catch you.

Hang on...

There, does that hurt? Is this okay?

*I chuckle.*

Metaphorically and physically. I just... hope i dont...

*Break down... he hopes he dosent break down over this...*

My legs hurt a little... But I... think I'll be okay. Can we. Go out to the balcony? I want to look at the stars.... please.

*I shuffle a little. Giving a grimace.*

I know...

*He doesn't need ypu to finish the sentence, he knows...*

I'm sorry you hurt, Nightengale. We can go look at the stars but if it hurt too much to walk let me know okay? I can carry ypu if it helps.

*He starts leading you carefully, taking as much of your weight as he can, cheating and using magic to take more. He leads you to the balcony.*

After this, I think Sun made soup earlier, and there should still be some if you want it.

I want to be sure I can walk. I dont... I want to get back to looking after my people...

*once we make it outside I lean a hand on the balcony edge. Looking up at my namesake. Just seeing the sky makes me relax a little.*

Its... funny how different they look... Than what I remember.

I... do like soup. We can. Go down to the kitchens to get it...

Okay. Just remember to listen to your body, apparently pain has a meaning sometimes.

*That is something that if you haven't told him you've probably heard others tell him.*

*He smiles a little as you speak, looking to the stars.*

They are different on the surface, aren't they?

We can definitely do that. Wren will be glad to see you if we pass him. I'll leave a note in case Sun comes looking.

Reflecting my own words against me. So cruel.

*I laugh a little. But grimace again as a shooting pain streches up my leg.*

Well. If they didnt know I was alive before they do now...

*My eyes turn upwards again.*

I miss looking at the stars from above the clouds. On really dark nights you could see the star band. A big line of stars that stretched across the sky.

I'm sure he will. But he might question why im walking myself over someone bringing it too me. But he worries so I get it.

I think it's fair but okay.

... Do you want a pain relief potion? It might help a little.

*He snorts at that looking to you with eyes that only glow a little thanks to the siren stuff.*

They know now and word will spread.

*He hums.*

If you want to see that... we can make it happen. I can at least cast an illusion if nothing else? It sounds beautiful.

*He snorts.*

Wren has to have known you long enough to know why you'd be walking. And he will probably always worry.

If its not too much trouble that would be great.

*The glow in your eyes always fascinated me. Strange how the small things in magic change appearances. This i would know. The pink segment in my eye ever present amongst the blues.*

*The knights chat some more before one of them runs towards the castle.*

I guess so.

Would it change the sky for everyone? Or just a... localised one? I dont want to scare people...

And honestly If I didnt know anybetter I'd think he was some sort of lookout for you or blackthorne.

*we both know Wren would rat me out if needed.*

Of course. Hang on.

*He pulls a pain relief potion from his pocket, opening the cork and passing it to you.*

Here.

I can do either? Illusion magic is like that... your people would probably feel better if the sky didn't change right after you almost died huh?

*He only thinks of this after your question.*

Blackthorne doesn't need a look out those fate flowers tell on you as is... remind me to talk to him later action because I have a lot of questions.

I listen when Wren tells me things but if anything he's Sun's lookout.

Thanks

*He gives a smile. As he takes it. Drinking it slowly. It does make it a little eaiser but im still keeping most of my weight against you.*

Dont be too harsh if you end up doing so. Remember hes bound by rules just as much as the rest of us.

Hes a good man. And if it meant keeping the family safe hed do what it took. I hope he's alright in all this. He could be under a lot of fire. Kings right hand and I end up almost dead...

Any time.

*He doesn't mind taking on the weight for you he just wants you to feel better.*

I don't particularly care about those rules just now but yes I know. Always with the rules. Can't do anything because of them.

*He hums, softening.*

He is a good man. I can check on him if you want? Or you can in a bit?

You do remember the rules. I know ive not spoken with him myself for a while but he is around. Hes probably got the fate of the barons people on his mind at the moment.

That i would appreciate. Maybe you can just hop into a dream with crimson and make sure its not nightmares.

After you get some rest of course.

I remember I like breaking the rules too. Part of what got me far enough to meet you... I'll talk to Blackthorne later, I have other things that need handled before any conversations anyway.

*He's trying very hard to stay present for you. He's currently trying to help soothe Emerald back home... split consciousness gives him a headache sometimes.*

I can do that for Wren. The nightmares are for others.

I did rest. Took a nap and everything. What else am I supposed to do?

Rulebreaking was always a good pass time. Shame we actually make those rules now. We have to listen to them more...

Im sure he'd be happy for the company.

*I spot you struggling a little bit.*

Is. Something wrong? Do you need to switch forms? Would that help?

*I nod.*

Thats a good plan.

Take another nap? Make sure youve gotten some energy back however you prefer to get it back. Just. Look after yourself because I dont want to be the reason something happens to you...

*You can see the 'not again.' In my eyes.*

You have to listen to them, but it's weird to be the one making them.

Maybe so...

*He just gives a tight smile.*

It's... just some new developments back home. I'm okay in this form, really. Just need to work through the stuff, it's okay.

*He softens, giving your side a slight reassuring squeeze.*

Tell me about it!

Now I have to make sure there is a rule about throwable weapons in the throne room. So many laws...

*I lean my head against your shoulder. My eyes blink tiredly. You can feel a shift of my weight as i lean into you a little more.*

Developments? Can I help? As a third party?

*I give a soft hum as you do.*

You need to be okay too. You've a tendency to overwork yourself.

*I reach up and ruffle your hair softly.*

Don't overdo it on the nightmares...

You have so many rules to make. That sucks.

*He just watches you move, cataloging every bit of it.*

*He's quiet for a moment then he sighs.*

I don't know. Tori is mad at me and I don't know why, but that's not the biggest issue... just... can you tell me Uranium is gone? Please? He... did more than I realized to Tori.

*He snorts at youm*

Just a tendency? Not a habit? Score

I'll let Crimson decide on the nightmares front.

They take so long to make...

*I give a hum.*

*I look at my leg.*

Maybe i'll give it a few days...

Don't make me change my mind.

I'm sure he'd love that.

They really, really do.

*He just shakes his head.*

Maybe. If you want to talk to her she'd like that in general... I just... I can't make things better if I don't know what I did wrong.

A few days might be good.

Thank you... I just... very much need him to not show up every again.

I won't make you change your mind.

*He just smiles.*

Crimson does love it. He's got plans. Lots of windows.

When I'm feeling better then I'll come over. Give her something to look forward too I can even send a letter.

*The silence worries me and i tighten my arms around you.*

He wont. And if he tried Ive got a very angry loftwing who'd like words. But we both know you have the power to just portal him out of existance so...

Thats good. Or I'd have to do this.

*I ruffle your hair. Again. Giving a soft trill as I do before I start picking at it. In a faux preening.*

Windows? What are you two planning....

She'd like that, you know she's always happy to see you.

*He softens as you tighten your hold, reminded of here and now.*

I'm sure Crimson has a few words. I think you know as well as I do that I'd do far worse than portal him out of existence. Especially now.

*He snorts, but he leans into your hands and the preening. He gives a little trill back.*

Nothing against the law, don't worry.

And i always love seeing all of your children. Any excuse really to go and be an uncle.

I do... But i we move him out of existence he can get the extended version of revenge?

*I give a smile. Redistributing my weight slightly as I do. I'm, mostly standing but I don't think I'll make the trip back. But you don't need to know that. I can be strong.*

There you go... its okay...

*It seems I've gone into care mode again.*

Is... it just not against the law because its dreams?

Sounds nice, the kids are pretty cool too. I may be a little biased though.

*He hums thoughtfully.*

Okay. That's... fair.

*He purrs a little, turning to check your face for how you're doing. Care mode isn't the best or the worst... it just is.*

Pretty much. But if anyone besides you deserves to get revenge Crimson does.

... you know... I think you might be healthy enough for some Bird time if you eat something too. Might be easier on you too, let you see things without everyone around you fussing.

Maybe just a little bit.

I'm sure he appreciates that.

You think so? But I cant walk properly... Are you sure?

*I sound so hopeful...*

Maybe so.

*He just waits for you to decide. He knows you hurt, he just also knows better than to call you on it bluntly.*

*He smiles a little.*

I wouldn't say that if I wasn't sure. You don't have to be able to walk for Bird time, you have people who you can ride on their shoulders or heads.

You'll be able to walk again soon though. I promise. It may just take a little longer as your body recovers.

No but it would help. If you are sure then... I'd like that.

*I chuckle.*

You make it sound like i wont be immediately sitting in your hair. So... bird time, and then soup?

I hope so... Makes me feel stuck. Not being able to walk.

Then bird time it is. Do you want your ring to do it or do you want me to do it?

*He just shrugs.*

I like to make sure you know you have options. Bird time and soup sounds great though.

*He just nods.*

I know. But I also know you, and you set a goal, and then you meet it... you'll figure it up. worst casanario, you get some cool hand-made mobility aides.

Can you do it? I love the ring but its easier when you do it.

*I give a smile.*

I do love the idea of bird time and soup.

Honestly I'm surprised you didn't say a crazy goal.

I'm going to create the first hyrulian royal family... I'm going to take all of the work of two people to make sure my wife can rest. I'm going to try to run before i can walk...

I mean... I guess?

Of course. Deep breath okay?

*His magic wraps around you, changing your form temporarily into your bird form. It's as painless as possible, and once you're a bird he catches you in both hands — cradling you.*

I'd say you should let Sun do some work too but I took over plenty of Fable's work in the past so she could rest...

Trust yourself, you are a lost stronger than you realize. Talk to what's doctor you trust most. Let Sun tell you that you've not been awake even three days put together yet and to rest.

*I do as instructed and take a deep inhale. Feeling my form shift as I settle into feathers over form. My legs and talons are weak as to be expected. And I flop into your hands.*

Oh... feels. Sorry... one second.

*I readjust myself puffing outwards into a small ball.*

Feels safe here...

*I give a small nod.*

She just needs to rest. Dont want to hurt her or the baby. Feel bad enough as it is for stressing everyone out...

*I nod again.*

Three days is long enough to be away for...

It's okay take your time.

*He brings his hands up so you are face to face with him even as he holds you.*

I'm glad it feels safe.

*Green just smiles a little.*

I know, and I understand the worry around Sun and the baby but you didn't do anything on purpose and the fact that you're recovering is helping a lot.

*He snorts.*

Sky, if our positions were reversed, you'd be telling me off right now. In fact, I'm pretty sure you have.

*I give a nod.*

thanks...

I just want her to be okay. I just want them both to be okay.

*I give a little grumble, and snap my beak once.*

Yeah... well. Thats.

*I pause... i know you are right.*

Thats different!

Any time, Bird boy.

I know you do, but Sun is able to decide for herself too. Just remember you need rest sometimes.

*He snorts at the grumble.*

You're right it is different.

I'm a god I shouldn't need to take time to recover. Or I'm a prince. Or I'm the hero. Take your pick of reasons. Oh! I'm a father, that's a good one.

*I coo softly.*

I do rest! Its just. Weve been so busy with everything and I was... I was going to see everyone after the meeting concluded but now ive got to try someone for crimes against my state...

*I puff my feathers out more. Nibbling at your hand a little bit.*

No. Noono dont start this im right you know I am. You are a god. You have so many responsibilities and how can you be expected to do them properly if you are not rested!

I get that, I just worry. You should rest when you have the chance let the Baron sit in custody a little longer. Who cares?

*He just rolls his eyes at you.*

Right. Sure.

And if I was king I'd stop needing rest to fulfill my duties?

Im sure the people care. Or the families of those we lost. They'll be calling for justice. They'll want to know why he gets to live while they're family members dont.

*I give a sqwak and hide my head under my wings. Nibbling at your hand again.*

No... no i was going to rest. I was! I had a whole travel plan ready. Its... different...

*He just huffs at that.*

Biting as communication only works when both parties agree to it as a form of communication.

*He says that a lot, it comes out on auto pilot. He loves Puck and he loves Lettie but he hates that fae taught his daughter biting as communication.*

How is it different? How exactly does my brother need and deserve rest less than I do?

But I like surprise naps...

I beg to differ. Its getting your attention isn't it? I can give you sad bird eyes.

*I give you sad bird eyes.*

I... it is! I was going to drop in on you guys, cause i know the kids love to be surprised and I was going to a party. Supposed. To be going to a party... I. I missed that.

Because... I... I...

*I shrink into myself. Curling up in your hands as I stay silent. you hear a sad coo.*

You don't have to know right now. You could ask Blackthorne, he's full of wisdom and shit.

Okay well surprise naps are great until you pass out mid noble interaction. Ask me how I know.

*He snorts.*

I know. Let's skip the sad bird eyes. Please.

*He hates the sad bird eyes they make him want to cave immediately.*

We'd still love to have you, always and forever at anytime okay?

... As far as the birthday party goes I'm sure you can make it up to them if you explain ypu got sick.

... hey, no one is mad at you here except maybe yourself and the Baron and we definitely don't care what the Baron thinks.

*His voice is softer now.*

Do you understand just how much of a fucking Hylia blessed miracle it is that you're still here? Please don't start blaming yourself for needing to recover when that poisoning would take down anyone.

Blackthorne is probably busy... I'll speak to him later on.

Oh dont worry. I know too. Oh that was a lot of worried faces.

*I know you cant handle the bird eyes. So I stop soon after. Giving a sigh.*

I... I still cant believe i let myself be tricked like that. Wren tried to... stop me i think. But the barron was so sure. He was so insistent...

*A memory? Of the incident?*

*I look out between my wings. If I could Id be crying you think...*

We both know that was the combined work of you, tori, sora, riku and... jun and Wren.

*You can hear the guilt in my voice.*

All I did was fall over.

#lu rp #evil linked universe #future green #future sky #liars handshake arc

... If you say so. I know you don't see Fable often but she'd help too. She's faced similar dilemmas.... but Blackthorne will make time for you.

I believe it.

*He softens. He doesn't know if it's a memory but he doesn't have to.*

Hey, it's not your fault. Wren may have tried to stop you but the Baron still made his choice. He still chose deceit.

*He makes a soft cooing sound when you peak out. His entire face has gone gentle.*

Sky, listen to me. You can't save people who don't want to be saved. Yes, we worked hard to help you, but you fought too. You chose not to give up.

You fought to stay awake and to stay with us. Even if you don't remember.

*Future Ravio comes in to the bedroom shaking, he looks awful. He has been sick for hours — thinking about what Tori revealed and wondering what he's even supposed to do.*

*He sees you and nearly bolts — Uranium could be back — no. No Uranium is gone and you are his Bun Bun. He'd recognize you anywhere.*

... I — I need to talk to you.

Tori is...

Tori is in a lot worse shape than we realized...

*He stumbles forwards, collapsing into you. He needs your support because he wants to break and cry.*

Uranium did something to her mind. She... She called him appa. Says she had two childhoods. Says she really is her daughter —

*He breaks off into a miserable sob.*

- @mrheroexpert

*Green turns from his polishing of his shield and blinks. He listens — catching you as you stumble over. His arms enclose ypu safely gentle and warm as he presses a kiss to your hair.*

...

What?

No. No Tori —Tori isn't his!

What happend?

*He's shaking now too barely contained fear and rage causing shadows to warp and twist twoards him. He fights down a growl.*

Rav, that can't be.

mrheroexpert

*He just gives another miserable sob, shaking apart in your arms. He had thought Tori escaped mental trauma from Uranium — but this is so much worse. The implications alone...*

I don't know! I don't know and — and!

Oh goddess—

He called her little — little monster! And — and she says you stole me!

And!

He's been in her mind! She has memories he put there!

*He rubs your back through your shaking and sobs, purring to try to remind you that you're safe. He's here.*

Shhhhh.... It's.... We'll figure something out.

*Nothing you say is something that makes him feel positive, but he isn't going to be mean. You're just as upset as he is if not more.*

*Silently he wonders if Uranium is why is daughter seems to hate him. If that fake is why he doesn't recognize his daughter in Tori. He feels terrible for thinking it.*

I... I would love to let Wilfie use Uranium as a chew toy... but for now we need to breathe okay?

She... no matter what happened to her, we'll help her.

mrheroexpert

*He can't find anything to say really, breaking into ugly sobs as he curls further into you. As much as he wants to help, or fight, or do anything all he can do is cry because he is at such a loss and he never imagined his baby would face the same monster in such similar ways he did.*

Fuck — fuck! Why bring this up now?! She never brought this up — never seemed to think he was her parent!

*More sobs shake his frame as he clings to you.*

How — how deep does — does it go?! How much has been — been—

Oh lolia—

*He breaks into incoherent sobs again, unable to make words.*

#lu rp #evil chain rp #evil linked universe #evil chain #future green #future ravio

I don't know, Rav.... I don't know.

Maybe it's the magic poisoning...

*He leads you to the bed, sitting and pulling you down with him until you lay on your sides, his arms around you and your face in his neck. He shakes, trying to make sense of things and to soothe you.*

It's....

We'll figure it out. I'll talk to Fi — she'll probably know more....

I can't fucking believe that — that — that goddess cursed thing touched her memories.

*Chances are you're stilling the nest Crimson made.*

*When you stir, Green bolts awake, looking to you. Even though he was asleep you can feel wards around you.*

Wha- oh! Shit- hey, Bird Boy. Feeling any better? Worse?

Doctor says you need lots of water...

Tori... isn't answering me but last she said you would do well to eat and drink as much actual stuff as you can. She said the salve would help but isn't a long term solutions....

I'm rambling again huh?

... Sorry.

- future @luherooflegend

*My other arm is draped across your back gently. Scratching you behind an ear gently. Fairly easy considering the nest wraps around like it does.*

Mmmm?

*I jump a little at you startling awake. I try to sit up but dont quite make it.*

... hi. Green... give... give me a second...

*The questions take a while to catch up. And I check.*

Hard to tell how...

I ache a little...

Looks... late out

Are... you. Okay?

*He relaxes when he realizes why he's awake, seeing that you're awake. He nudges his head against your arm in greeting. He's not inclined to move, instead settling back down.*

Hi.

*He just listens, trying his best to stop from more worried questions yet.*

Aches? Well that... is expected.

It is late, but you need the rest.

*He's quiet for a moment at your question, weighing the options he has against eachother. He could be honest, or say he doesn't want to talk about himself, or lie... no lying.*

I'm... stressed. A lot has happened. It will be okay though, eventually.

Are you okay?

*He doesn't want to burden you, you're recovering. He is worried about you.*

*I scratch behind your ear again. Moving my arm towards my chest and hugging you with the other arm.*

Do i need more rest? Ive been asleep... well im not outside now so either its been a few hours and you moved me inside. Or. Its the next day and some doctor pulled me away from crimson?

Stressed is to be expected I imagine. But they caught the guy right? Hes not going anywhere. I'll be okay. But I probably had you really scared huh?

*I debate your question.*

I think so.

*I pause. Rolling my shoulders slightly.*

I'm still tired. But I can move everything I think.

*I move my legs slightly.*

Yeah. Yeah I can.

*I can feel your hesitation.*

Why dont you ask me those questions swimming around in your head? Pretty sure im awake enough to answer them now.

*He can't exactly hug you like this but he leans into you before melting.*

Crim helped move you inside actually. He's gone to eat I'm sure he'll be back.

*He looks up at your face, mostly to make sure he isn't missing something.*

He isn't escaping, that much I know... It wasn't your fault, but I — I've definitely been worried. You scared us all pretty good...

*He relaxes further when your legs move, tension he hasn't realized he was still holding falls away. The progress is reassuring.*

That's good. I'm glad you can move everything. I know the doctors and Tor said you'd be able to... but still. I'm glad.

*He sighs, ears falling back.*

Are you dizzy? Nauseous? Cold? Too hot? Can you think okay.

Do you remember anything from after drinking the tea? You said some things...... Tor said some things... did you see anyone you shouldn't have during that time?

He did? Hes a good loftwing...

*I hold you to my chest. Giving you a small smile as you look up.*

Its no ones fault. But I hate worrying people.

*I chuckle. Letting you list off your questions.*

Not dizzy or nauseous.

And i think the fuzzy feeling is just from where im waking up. But it is clearing.

After drinking the tea... uhh...

I remember talking but not what it was... I dont even remember the barons face.

See anyone? Like... ghosts? i dont-

*I pause.*

I... im not sure...

He is. He is... Probably one of the most okay birds.

*He just sighs, nodding.*

I know. We all hate worrying people... but you're okay and that's what counts.

*He seems to relax a little more with each answer.*

Okay. Okay that's good.

Do you want anything to drink? Eat?

The most okay bird? Oh you love him really.

*Sitting up a little, i stretch one of my arms.*

I will be okay. We all will.

Talking to someone? There.... I think i saw Sora? Riku Maybe? I'm not sure... they are friends of mine. They wouldnt hurt me.

*I chuckle again.*

Maybe something small?

*He just thumps his back leg lightly. Rude.*

He's the most okay bird.

I hope so.

No I — it wasn't Sora and Riku. It's not important if you didn't see them. I'm sure it's fine.

*He perks up a little. You didn't want to eat last time.*

Yeah? How about toast and some tea or water? Or I actually have something else you might like... want a good surprise?

Dont get grumpy with me I am right and you know it

*I give a nod.*

Okay... we can always ask Tori. Maybe itll jog my memory if I did?

I noticed the flowers. Are they from her?

I do like surprises. As long as they dont almost kill me. Those surprises suck.

*I laugh.*

I feel like ive not eaten in days... water would probably be good too...

*He just rolls his eyes.*

Maybe so. You can ask if you want, she'll probably answer.

Flowers? What- oh. Yeah, they've from her. She says she's sorry she isn't here, she's at home recovering.

Fair. You'll like this one. Hang on.

Water too.

*A small portal opens to what is definitely Green's kitchen, and a plate of pumpkin chips floats out, carried by Green's magic with a glass of water. They hover beside you.*

Here... I found the recipie in one of the books Tori brought back. Sun says you like these?

Shes been sick. The fact that she even came to help when she was still recovering herself...

*I chuckle.*

Reminds me of you.

*I smile gently.*

Ooh. Okay.

*I look a little confused. Before my face softens.*

Are those pumpkin chips? I...

*I hesitate to grab one.*

Green... these look amazing...

*I look like i could cry.*

Yeah... Sometimes, I think she's a little too much like me for her own good, but she did a lot to help. She's learned a lot — it definitely came in handy.

*He almost panics because you sound upset — but he can tell it's not bad. He nudges his head against you again.*

I hope these are okay?

I'm still working on getting the recipes, right but this one seems to be close. I saved the seeds for Crimson of course....

Tell me if something is off with them?

She's had a few good role models to show her the way. Hell even a pink cloud. Who'd have guessed she'd learn so much from a pink cloud.

*I cradle you as i sit up more.*

You are too good to me you know that?

*I look over the Pumpkin chip. Its... near on identical to one that sits in the back of my memory.*

They look it.

*As i take a bite and think about it. Its...*

Its... just like maman used to make.... how did... you....

Not me. Kids learn a lot more than we realized. Someone should have warned that pink cloud not to curse where toddlers can hear. The week my kid screeching nothing but 'fuck' was a bit much.

*He's just happy like this, trying to help make it easier for you. He doesn't want to stop being a rabbit yet, feelings suck so much worse outside rabbit form.*

Nah, I don't think I am. I think you have a skewed take on what you deserve, Bird boy.

*He looks up at you with ears that stand up, glad you seem to like them.*

We can give you the book I found the recipe in if you want? It... well, I think it was supposed to be yours anyway.

... are you okay? Should I have not made them?

I'm pretty sure someone did warn that pink cloud....

My skewed take is my opinion, it may not be the truth but come on I'm the first hero of Courage not the first hero of confidence.

*I think for a moment.*

Is the book blue? I lost her cookbook in Skyloft's fall... and i... I'd like to. see it at least. At some point...

*I wipe my eyes.*

No. no its... its. its perfect really its...

*I wipe my eyes.*

I... never thought I'd have these again.

*I have a few more, the tears in my eyes now, its eaiser to tell now they are tears of happiness.*

Don't you dare not make these again. I will set the kids on you.

*He huffs.*

Too bad the pink cloud is a bad listener.

Yeah well be nice to yourself. You deserve good things.

*He's quiet, then he nods slowly.*

Yeah, the blue book. It's your's, Sky. Tor made a copy of the recipies anyway. You should have the blue book.

*He gives a little laugh, nudging the water.*

Okay. I'll make them again then, whenever you want. Promise.

Were there any other recipes in it you want to eat today?

Pretty sure that pink cloud kept me sane for a bit of my life so I think I'll have to get its credentials checked. Bad listener isnt what id put on there.

*I dont give you a response.*

I would. If I could get it that would be great.

*I see the water nudged towards me.*

Right...

*I take it. Drinking slowly alongside a few more chips.*

Are you going home?

*I look sad but then look confused.*

Oh... oh right. Two places at once right? Just make sure you do see your kids and husband.

Uhh... I. Its difficult to remember now... I. I know one of them uses some extinct plants that we cant get but the cooking premise is the same.

It was a vegetable but we never got it to grow on the surface so it died out. Like. It was.... a root vegetable? I think. But soup. With potatoes. And vegetables.

*I chuckle.*

Used to call it my sick day soup.

We'll see. The pink cloud is a selective listener if nothing else.

*He nods.*

Of course. We'll get the book to you.

*He just melts against you.*

I'm home now, Sky. Two places at once. I... Tori doesn't want to see me but I am seeing the kids and Rav. Zel came over last night.

*He just nods.*

I thought the plants were extinct... We'll see what we can do. Trouble has a way with plants when he tries.

Sick day soup? Hmm... I can make that one if you want?

You think the pink cloud can selectively hear the fact that its loved.

*I nudge against your head.*

Two places at once. I... did you want me to come and speak to tori? I dont min-

*I try to stand up and get some of the way there before falling back.*

Oh... oh maybe not... dont quite have... not yet...

*I think for a moment.*

I cant quite remember but I think they were like... the... carrot but not carrot. Uhh- parsley? No. No thats not right...

*I give a small nod.*

That would be amazing. Thank you.

Just make sure your family gets some too... id feel bad if you just cooked for me and not for them as well.

Maybe. Love you too, Nightengale.

*He sighs, ears falling back.*

You don't have to...

*He nods, trying to figure out what plant you're talking about... Beets? Radishes? Leeks? Turnips? Hmmm....*

We'll just have to go through trial and error then.

*He snorts at that, bumping his head against you playfully.*

I'll make some in a bit. For you and the mini army I have. Maybe I'll ask the kids to help, they're all worried about you.

... I haven't told them too much, but they know you're recovering and are glad about it. I'm supposed to bring you a batch of pumpkin hand pies later, Lettie has been busy.

... Are there any other books you lost in the fall?

You are amazing. Dont forget that.

*I nod.*

Then I selfishly went and got poisoned and almost died. So I imagine shes trying to... process it all.

I can send crim to bother her for a few hours? I know hes worried about me and all but he needs the flight time. You know. Once hes rested-

Parsnips! It was parsnips. The carrot looking ones!

*I look pleased. And then try to remember what I was thinking about. But the thought seems to have gone.*

Your army are wonderful. Ive missed them all greatly. Once this is...

*I pinch my nose.*

I... dont know when this will all be dealth with. Or even how. But... once it is. You should all come over. I doubt I'll be able to leave for a while. Though I might be able to slip away...

I may drop in unannounced.

Hand pies? Oh I love the hand pies.

I lost alot in the fall really. If tori managed to grab more things id love to have a look.

*I take a few more chips. Eating them one by one.*

I'll decide.

I know...

Don't say that, you didn't choose to get poisoned.

... If Crimson is up for it I think she'd like that. So much has changed about her, but she'll always be happy to see Crimson. And he does need the flight time.

Parsnips? I have those in the garden. I can get those for you.

*He laughs a little.*

They are pretty great.

Hey, you don't have to know everything or anything about how this ends right now. We'll visit when it's over, and you know you're always welcome to come by.

Good, Lettie made the hand pies with you in mind.

*He rubs at his face with his paws before melting again.*

You're warm.

Good.

*I sigh. Streching a little before curling up again.*

Someone will say i did. They always do...

I'll send him over later on. Tori could use the friend and she and him get along so well.

Yeah. Yeah they were pretty close to those. I think. We use that to substitute.

She knows me too well...

She managed to get children's books? I wonder if shes got... oh I'll have to find my copy. Its really good but my copy is a little... worn...

*I chuckle. Running a hand through your fur.*

Thats probably because I'm running a temperature. You are rather nice to hug though. I hope im not holding you too tightly.

*I'm a little warm. But nothing compared to before. My grip is around you atleast, my arms do most of the work. I give a soft hum. As if im thinking about something.*

*Im getting better by the hour.*

*He grumbles at that, barely keeping himself from thumping his back leg again.*

Anyone who says that is wrong and either stupid or callous. I know you, you didn't choose this.

I think they could both use it honestly.

We'll get parsnips then. Easy enough.

She does.... I'm sure she'll be happy to compare copies with you.

*He flops against you as best he can, pleased to see you moving easier.*

Your temperature is coming down though.

You're not holding me too tight, I'm fine.

I'm just... I'm really glad you're feeling stronger. I know you hate being unable to move when you want to.

*I chuckle.*

They'll both love that I'm sure...

Sounds great.

*I adjust my arms so you flop into the blankets as I roll onto my side. Keeping you in my arms.*

Yeah... im honestly im glad I wasnt really lucid. I think I would have fallen into... well...

*I shiver. And grip you tighter. A fear response.*

I dont want to. Be... held down...

*I move my legs as best I can. Almost as if im checking i can.*

They probably will. They can be menaces together or something.

I'm glad.

*He's happy on the blankets too, stretching out as he melts against your arms.*

I am too. You were safe but you wouldn't have liked it. Crimson wasn't happy...

You're okay, you're free to move. I promise.

They really are menaces aren't they?

*as you strech out i tuck a blanket behind you for some extra support. I give a soft trill. Its not quite back. But its close.*

And when Crimson's upset its a bad sign.

*I keep fidgeting for a moment.*

I dont like not being able to move...

I can't stand, I cant run... its not. Its not fair.

Do...

*I pause. My voice sounds small. Vulnerable.*

Do you think I'll be able to do what I was doing before? Am. Am I going to feel like this forever?

They really are.

*His ears perk up a little at the trill. You're sounding better! That's a good thing.*

Usually.

I know it sucks and I'm sorry it happened.

*He would love to fix this, but he has no idea how. He just watches you as you ask the last couple questions, trying to take them in and find an answer.*

I...

I don't know. Everyone is always changing, you'll be different than before... but I think you're going to keep getting stronger too. It hasn't been a week since the incident, recovery tales time...

We'll figure it out, Nightengale. You're already leaps and bounds better than when you were first declared clean of poison.

*I see your ears move and move and arm to scratch you behind the ear.*

I know... I know...

I know its not been a week... im just. Worried. What if i. What if i cant.

*I look away. The feeling of old insecurities bubbling away under the surface. You can feel how my confidence has been shattered...*

I'm supposed to be the strong one. The one to lead people and if I cant just... bounce back from something like this then.

*A flicker of something youve not seen for a while. A my hand moves. And I scratch the back of my left hand. Scratch marks line the back of my hand immediately.*

*He leans into your hand, enjoying the scratching.*

Sky...

*He gives a sad sigh before he pokes your side with a paw.*

Strength isn't always how much you can physically lift, sometimes it's how you keep trying.

You are so incredibly strong, and no one expects you to be all better instantly. You're already doing so well.

... besides, the best rulers I've ever known lead with their heart and not with fear. All of the parts of monarchy that became a problem come well after you and your child.

*I give a noise of complaint as you poke me.*

Hey...

Three times? I was... poisoned three times?

Can poison even do that? How can a poison go after....

Oh... is that why I.... I think i need to talk to Sora and Riku... they must have. Kept my heart... sorry. My soul. Intact. That explains why I remember seeing them...

*I listen to you carefully. Trying to commit your words to memory. I sit up a little more. My voice holds a conviction.*

I dont ever want my people to be scared. Its... its why I want to get back to them so quickly. I want to show them that I'm okay.

My... child? I. Did Zelda tell you? When did...

*I try to think back.*

I'm sorry for not telling you sooner...

At least. I didn't get a confirmation on if there was more.

I'm not sure how it worked, but Sora did help. Between him, Tori, and your own work, we were able to help you thankfully.

*He just nods.*

I know. And you won't scare them. If you want — and only if you want — you can make appearances still, just take breaks okay? You have time.

*He chuckles, nudging his head against you.*

You told me, actually. You don't need to apologize, I get it.

I'm happy for you, and Sun. You'll be a good dad, Sky.

He... really wanted me dead. I. I just wish I knew what I did to. To make him want to do that.

*I nudge you gently.*

Sora's a powerful guy. Save me explaining hes got power over the essences of people. So what makes a person them. He probably used some of his light to keep mine together.

You left someone of that list. You've been pretty vital in this too. Keeping me warm. Safe. Fed and watered. Night watch is just as important and I am grateful that you would do so.

*I give a small nod.*

I should get Wren to say something in the morning...

*I return the nudge.*

I told you? Ah... I. If it helps. You are... I suppose the third person who knows? Atleast from myself.

Honestly? I'm terrified. And I wish I'd had the courage to talk to someone before because ive been juggling a lot and I know experts and just didnt speak to any of them...

Mind if I speak to you and Emerald about a few things?

Yeah... well you changed things, and people like him don't like things changing in ways they can't control.

*He huffs at you.*

I know he is. I'm... glad helped.

*He just shrugs.*

*He nods firmly.*

You did. Tor put it together for me but you told us.

I... I get that. It's scary to have kids. There's a lot that can go wrong... but someone much smarter than me says it's important to remember There's A Lot that can go Right, too.

You can always talk to us. We'll help as much as we can, and we aren't exactly experts, but if you have questions, we'll answer as best we can.

But why go after the one kingdom that can organise help for his people out of what is effectively the breakdown of their infrastructure from sandstorms.

If they even survived... I. Im basically protected by a pantheon. Someone would have already done something in anger...

I know you haven't.

*I raise an eyebrow.*

You are telling me the magical cloud purring isnt healing me? Isn't keeping me safe and warm?

Luckily we are pretty good friends with one who works with Fate now. I need to talk with him actually. For guidance mainly...

*I look saddened.*

I hope she's okay... I cant imagine the stress shes under. All stress we tried to avoid.

*I look at you.*

They need their rest. And im not exactly waking at... reasonable hours. But. If you could tell them. Then I can speak to them...

Would that discourage that? I feel as soon as the baron is mentioned you would angrly vibrate or i dont know something that gods do when they are angry.

*I chuckle.*

*the subject upsets me. My heart rate increases a little. But I try to keep myself together.*

Your kids are turning out to be wonderful people. I... I wont lie i cant wait to see the kids faces when they meets her.

I suppose the big question is how on earth do I do this?

Because he'd rather be in control than help is people I guess.

*He falls silent then he gives a sad, bitter laigh.*

*He looks away. It doesn't feel like a big deal. He'd do it any time. No matter what.*

I don't know, I'm just doing what I can.

I'm sure Blackthorne will be glad to talk. He... is infuriatingly good with advice.

Scared makes sense.

Hey — it's okay. Sun is safe, I've got all sorts of wards on her right now and we're making sure she rests as much as possible.

*He softens, nodding.*

Yeah, they're pretty good kids. We'll get pictures of the faces, they'll love her I'm sure.

*He moves to stand, climbing up to sit on your chest. He isn't heavy enough to hold you down.*

You do this the way everyone worth their salt does; you do it scared and as best you can because you love your kid.

No one is ready to have kids, Sky, because every kid is different and they don't come with a guide book tailored specifically for them.

But you already know the two most important things. You love your kid, and nothing will change that and you know you will do whatever you can for them because family is important.

*I hum saddly.*

I just... hope his people are okay.

I think hes more patience cause he had to learn it the hard way. You know he told me the fates made him watch a singular flower for what a year? To teach him time?

You will be telling me that story.

Tori learned a lot from all of us. And from her own experiences too. Journeys teach us lots of things and hers... well hers sounds like. Something else entirely...

And what you are doing helps. I know it does.

Thank you for watching her.

*I turn so im lying on my back. I look at you. And listen.*

I will. I will love her more than anything...

I... yeah I hope so too. A terrible leader can really mess things up.

The more I learn about the fates the more I want to find and fight them. What a terrible things to do, Lolia below.

I can if you want later.

*He drags his paws down his face, trying to keep from screaming in frustration.*

*He just sighs, relaxing a little.*

I hope it helps.

Any time. I'll always look out for you, Sun, and your family.

*He lowers to be on all fours, still on you. He nods, nose twitching a little.*

Good. That's all you need, because you lead with your heart. As long as you love your daughter and make sure she knows that, you'll do great.

Honestly I'd be pretty impressed if you could. They are quite illusive from memory.

*I see your fustration. Youve never been good at hiding it. I reach out and gently run a hand along your back.*

Maybe because you raised her. And the universes was of letting you help her. Was by letting her learn by herself. Look at how much she learned and can do now that shes come back to you.

Thank you for looking out for me. Really.

I try my best.

*I lift myself up slightly so I can rub my face against yours. Before I reach down besides the bed.*

Hold on....

*Its a bit of a struggle. But I manage to pull up a singular boot from a box under the bed.*

Here... I know how much you like them. It might make you feel better.

They'd have it coming.

*He sighs as you run a hand along his back, but he doesn’t move away.*

I always will. You know that. I hope.

You'll do well. I know it.

*He tilts his head, trying to figure out what you're doing.*

Okay?

*His eyes hone in on the boot immediately. He can try to pretend he's over boots a little but he isn't. The moment the boot is set down he is climbing into it.*

Thank you.

*after shifts around he has his face and front paws sticking out of the boot and nothing else.*

Can I ask what names you were considering for your daughter?

If you are fighting the universe. Please keep my part of it intact? I quite enjoy existing.

We. Just have to hope that the others wont have to do so. Toris always been strong.

Yeah. Yeah I know that now. Its... nice to be remembered.

You'll like it i promise.

*I chuckle as you move towards the boot.*

*I give a soft smile as I move the boot besides me. Holding it steady with one hand as I wait for you to get comftorable before I scratch you behind the ear again.*

Ive... stressed you out. Its the least I can do. You are welcome to add it to your collection.

*I give a soft smile.*

Celine. We've decided on Celine.

Well when you put it like that...

I... yeah. Still... I... Sky, I don't recognize my daughter. She's... angry. She deserves better than what happened — you all do.

*Angry is... well Tori isn't an angry person. Or she didn't used to be. Anger for Tori is like silence, it doesn't fit her most of the time.*

I'm glad. You'll be remembered a very long time.

Okay.

*He seems a little calmer once settled in the boot. It doesn't actually make him any safer, but it helps.*

You haven't done anything wrong. At least half of my stress is over other things. I am keeping this though. Thank you.

Celine is a pretty name. I'm excited to meet her.

*I give a sigh.*

She does. Reminds me of me in a few ways. After fighting and well. You know how it ended by now.

*I give a smile.*

I hope so. Even if its just. The first King of Hyrule was a nice guy. I dont want to be remembered for the pain. I want to be remembered for the changes we made for the better.

*As you settle in i look at you.*

What is sitting in a boot like anyway? Is it comftorable or is it just because its a boot?

It might not be the main cause. But its certainly not helped. And for that I am sorry. She must be recovered from the magic exhaustion by now... anyone under that would be... well.

*With no questioning I make the assumption that is most obvious.*

I'm glad to see shes doing better. Even if I wasnt really aware. Its coming back to me in peices I think... but im really not sure.

We are too. I'll make sure to send Crimson over to get you once we are settled.

I know...

*He snorts.*

You have more titles than that, Bird Boy. Before meeting you I thought they were blown out of proportion.

*He rolls his eyes at you.*

It's... safe. Surrounds you? It's also a boot.

*He sighs, ears lowering again.*

Recovered is.... optimistic.

*He perks up a little.*

You better.

Titles Id rather not have. I didnt choose to kill the god. I had to. For the good of the world.

Though I do pull out Godslayer when I need to throw my weight around. Not as much now since Fi went to rest. But. We all know your fave was bird boy.

Sky - Certified bird boy.

*I place a hand on my chin.*

So a boot is like a cloud hug? And you collect them?

It is infact. A boot.

Ahh... so a hero special right? The 'Im fine but actually need to stay in bed for another week' excuse right?

*I give a laugh.*

Of course I will. I dont think Id be forgiven if I didnt. Can you imagine the kids? I fear them more than you when it comes to enforcing self care.

Oh no, that one didn't stick around into my time. You're the First King, the Good King, the King of the Gilded age. It's a long list, but the entire thing is more fitting than I realized.

You deserve to be able to use Godslayer.

What can I say? I'm a creature of habit.

*He nods along.*

I think so. If this is what cloud hugs feel like for you guys I get it. I know why I enjoy giving them though.

*He sighs.*

Sort of. She at least was honest about needing a nap after. I don't know, she's not talking to me but the kids are keeping her company.

*He laughs a little.*

That's fair. They're very enthusiastic about self care and being told things. They'll set Ben on you, he has the most devastating puppy eyes I've ever seen.

Oh wow... does hero of hylia stick around at all? Or is it more my kingly stuff that does.

King of the gilded age... It sounds like good things are ahead...

*I chuckle.*

An important title. The most important one really.

Cloud hugs... are. They remind me of younger days above the clouds. Warm and safe. Enclosed on all sides but protected. Its the one place I dont feel like I need to be on guard.

*I give a nod.*

I am protected. And warm. And safe.

*I raise an eyebrow.*

Thats something atleast...

Ben's puppy dog eyes are almost as bad as those sad rabbit eyes you do. You know how hard it is to say no to?

Sort of. Some stories say you're the hero and some don't, that's a hot topic of debate between historians.

Lots of good things, Sky. Promise.

*He nods at that.*

We can make you the medal for Official Bird Boy if you want.

*He considers the way you explain cloud hugs.*

Huh. Sounds nice. I'm glad you feel safe in them. You'd probably like giving them too...

*He just sighs that tired sigh people have for when they're at a loss.*

It is.

*He laughs at that.*

I know! Ben is a menace whenever loose with a mission. I'm glad he uses them for good.

I know how the sad bunny eyes work, there's a reason I don't use them often. That would make me too powerful you know.

Its probably debated because zelda is debated to be hylia herself right? And why would Hylia and her hero start a kingdom together?

*I laugh. Nudging you a little.*

Oh absolutely. I can wear it to the trial and scare the poor guy...

I give great hugs. Though if I do end up a spirit or whatever maybe I can ask the guys to let me do that. As a little treat. Thats probably something that could be arranged right?

He uses them for gain as well. You just dont realise it. If self care occurs that means people are feeling better enough to do stuff with him.

Honestly you could ask me to go to war for the bunny eyes and I would have an awful time saying no.

For i am unable to resist.

I didn't believe Sun was Hylia for a long time you know. But that is ome of the arguments against you being a Hero.

*He snickers.*

You should. Get Sun and Crimson matching medals too, really drive the point home.

You do give great hugs. I enjoy them.

Maybe so... you can ask.

*He shakes his head playfully.*

I blame Lettie for teaching him that.

Now I know how to get permission to do anything. Look what you've done Bird Boy.

You know, you have a look that's hard to say no to, right?

Ahh see now I have to know if you believed the first King was the first hero before you met me. And what you thought of the guy.

Oh now that... I dont know if sun... actually she might wear it around her hip... me and crim definitely. I can have a red ribbon and he can have a blue one. We can match.

Hugs. Are good.

*I laugh.*

Come now. You and I both know you could do that anyway! And thats not even under sway. You cant use that god magic on me it dosent work.

*It does. It just takes longer.*

*I watch as you sink into the boot. And fall still. I move the boot closer towards me just incase.*

I do? Which ones that?

We can try. Crimson's can say 'Wings' or maybe 'Big Red'. Sun's can be whatever she likes most.

*He nods.*

Hugs are good.

I know. But I'll be kind and not do that.

*He leans back against the boot as he returns to this place. He doesn't mention the cause because he isn't even sure what he'd say. So he focuses on you.*

Hmm... you look a little like an upset fledgling with the most sad bird eyes ever. Or when you're excited about something.

*Honestly, Green has a hard time telling you now ever for any reason.*

I can understand that in a way. Its so far away from reality that it seems like a fairy tale...

I would love and cherish a son just as much as a daughter. The idea that one day it happens saddens me.

Crimsons says best wings on it.

*I chuckle. And bow my head slightly. My tone is lighthearted.*

Oh almighty god of heroes treating me with such high respect you truely are all powerful. I shall be sure to gift you many treats. In my next. "Ritual."

*Ahh yes. The rituals he tells his people are him communicating with Hylia. When its simply getting away for five minutes to talk with you or Blackthorne. I give a laugh.*

Is that right?

*I give the sad fledgling eyes. I know i dont have too. That you'd help me anyway. I do give a chuckle.*

Think you can help me walk? I want to look outside. Get some air on my face? Then maybe have some soup...

It is...

I know you would. And... while it happens and it's awful, it's reversed. Fable worked very hard for that and I stole Hylia's identity to help.

Best wings? Sure. Hedge problem love that.

*He snorts, rollicking his eyes.*

Important sure you will.

You're doing that right now.

*He hums.*

Yeah, I can do that. Do you want me to help you as a cloud or a hylian?

I seem to remember you telling me about this... im glad its working.

He'd love it.

I dont know what you mean.

*I give a smile.*

As a hylian. I realise ive not actually seen you for a while. Its either bunny or cloud. And while I love bunny. And I love cloud. I love my brother too.

*It seems I dont quite remember the day itself still...*

It helps that the people are on board, the nobles have more reasons to suck it up if the don't like it.

He would.

*He just huffs at you. You know exactly what you're doing. Probably.*

I'm always me, but I can be hylian.

Hang on.

*He smiles, holding a hand out to help you up.*

Let's get you some air, yeah?

I know you are. But I cant ruffle your hair while you are a cloud. And I cant sleep jail the bunny in quite the same way. You know?

That would be great...

*I take your hand. Pulling myself up... trying to steady myself.*

Okay I... I can...

*my legs give a little. And I fall on you.*

Sorry....

Hmm... yeah okay that's true.

*He helps you up, catching ypu when you fall. He just shakes his head.*

Don't be sorry, you're doing much better than earlier. Besides I'll always be willing to help catch you.

Hang on...

There, does that hurt? Is this okay?

*I chuckle.*

Metaphorically and physically. I just... hope i dont...

*Break down... he hopes he dosent break down over this...*

My legs hurt a little... But I... think I'll be okay. Can we. Go out to the balcony? I want to look at the stars.... please.

*I shuffle a little. Giving a grimace.*

I know...

*He doesn't need ypu to finish the sentence, he knows...*

I'm sorry you hurt, Nightengale. We can go look at the stars but if it hurt too much to walk let me know okay? I can carry ypu if it helps.

*He starts leading you carefully, taking as much of your weight as he can, cheating and using magic to take more. He leads you to the balcony.*

After this, I think Sun made soup earlier, and there should still be some if you want it.

I want to be sure I can walk. I dont... I want to get back to looking after my people...

*once we make it outside I lean a hand on the balcony edge. Looking up at my namesake. Just seeing the sky makes me relax a little.*

Its... funny how different they look... Than what I remember.

I... do like soup. We can. Go down to the kitchens to get it...

Okay. Just remember to listen to your body, apparently pain has a meaning sometimes.

*That is something that if you haven't told him you've probably heard others tell him.*

*He smiles a little as you speak, looking to the stars.*

They are different on the surface, aren't they?

We can definitely do that. Wren will be glad to see you if we pass him. I'll leave a note in case Sun comes looking.

Reflecting my own words against me. So cruel.

*I laugh a little. But grimace again as a shooting pain streches up my leg.*

Well. If they didnt know I was alive before they do now...

*My eyes turn upwards again.*

I miss looking at the stars from above the clouds. On really dark nights you could see the star band. A big line of stars that stretched across the sky.

I'm sure he will. But he might question why im walking myself over someone bringing it too me. But he worries so I get it.

I think it's fair but okay.

... Do you want a pain relief potion? It might help a little.

*He snorts at that looking to you with eyes that only glow a little thanks to the siren stuff.*

They know now and word will spread.

*He hums.*

If you want to see that... we can make it happen. I can at least cast an illusion if nothing else? It sounds beautiful.

*He snorts.*

Wren has to have known you long enough to know why you'd be walking. And he will probably always worry.

If its not too much trouble that would be great.

*The glow in your eyes always fascinated me. Strange how the small things in magic change appearances. This i would know. The pink segment in my eye ever present amongst the blues.*

*The knights chat some more before one of them runs towards the castle.*

I guess so.

Would it change the sky for everyone? Or just a... localised one? I dont want to scare people...

And honestly If I didnt know anybetter I'd think he was some sort of lookout for you or blackthorne.

*we both know Wren would rat me out if needed.*

Of course. Hang on.

*He pulls a pain relief potion from his pocket, opening the cork and passing it to you.*

Here.

I can do either? Illusion magic is like that... your people would probably feel better if the sky didn't change right after you almost died huh?

*He only thinks of this after your question.*

Blackthorne doesn't need a look out those fate flowers tell on you as is... remind me to talk to him later action because I have a lot of questions.

I listen when Wren tells me things but if anything he's Sun's lookout.

Thanks

*He gives a smile. As he takes it. Drinking it slowly. It does make it a little eaiser but im still keeping most of my weight against you.*

Dont be too harsh if you end up doing so. Remember hes bound by rules just as much as the rest of us.

Hes a good man. And if it meant keeping the family safe hed do what it took. I hope he's alright in all this. He could be under a lot of fire. Kings right hand and I end up almost dead...

Any time.

*He doesn't mind taking on the weight for you he just wants you to feel better.*

I don't particularly care about those rules just now but yes I know. Always with the rules. Can't do anything because of them.

*He hums, softening.*

He is a good man. I can check on him if you want? Or you can in a bit?

You do remember the rules. I know ive not spoken with him myself for a while but he is around. Hes probably got the fate of the barons people on his mind at the moment.

That i would appreciate. Maybe you can just hop into a dream with crimson and make sure its not nightmares.

After you get some rest of course.

I remember I like breaking the rules too. Part of what got me far enough to meet you... I'll talk to Blackthorne later, I have other things that need handled before any conversations anyway.

*He's trying very hard to stay present for you. He's currently trying to help soothe Emerald back home... split consciousness gives him a headache sometimes.*

I can do that for Wren. The nightmares are for others.

I did rest. Took a nap and everything. What else am I supposed to do?

Rulebreaking was always a good pass time. Shame we actually make those rules now. We have to listen to them more...

Im sure he'd be happy for the company.

*I spot you struggling a little bit.*

Is. Something wrong? Do you need to switch forms? Would that help?

*I nod.*

Thats a good plan.

Take another nap? Make sure youve gotten some energy back however you prefer to get it back. Just. Look after yourself because I dont want to be the reason something happens to you...

*You can see the 'not again.' In my eyes.*

You have to listen to them, but it's weird to be the one making them.

Maybe so...

*He just gives a tight smile.*

It's... just some new developments back home. I'm okay in this form, really. Just need to work through the stuff, it's okay.

*He softens, giving your side a slight reassuring squeeze.*

Tell me about it!

Now I have to make sure there is a rule about throwable weapons in the throne room. So many laws...

*I lean my head against your shoulder. My eyes blink tiredly. You can feel a shift of my weight as i lean into you a little more.*

Developments? Can I help? As a third party?

*I give a soft hum as you do.*

You need to be okay too. You've a tendency to overwork yourself.

*I reach up and ruffle your hair softly.*

Don't overdo it on the nightmares...

You have so many rules to make. That sucks.

*He just watches you move, cataloging every bit of it.*

*He's quiet for a moment then he sighs.*

I don't know. Tori is mad at me and I don't know why, but that's not the biggest issue... just... can you tell me Uranium is gone? Please? He... did more than I realized to Tori.

*He snorts at youm*

Just a tendency? Not a habit? Score

I'll let Crimson decide on the nightmares front.

They take so long to make...

*I give a hum.*

*I look at my leg.*

Maybe i'll give it a few days...

Don't make me change my mind.

I'm sure he'd love that.

They really, really do.

*He just shakes his head.*

Maybe. If you want to talk to her she'd like that in general... I just... I can't make things better if I don't know what I did wrong.

A few days might be good.

Thank you... I just... very much need him to not show up every again.

I won't make you change your mind.

*He just smiles.*

Crimson does love it. He's got plans. Lots of windows.

When I'm feeling better then I'll come over. Give her something to look forward too I can even send a letter.

*The silence worries me and i tighten my arms around you.*

He wont. And if he tried Ive got a very angry loftwing who'd like words. But we both know you have the power to just portal him out of existance so...

Thats good. Or I'd have to do this.

*I ruffle your hair. Again. Giving a soft trill as I do before I start picking at it. In a faux preening.*

Windows? What are you two planning....

She'd like that, you know she's always happy to see you.

*He softens as you tighten your hold, reminded of here and now.*

I'm sure Crimson has a few words. I think you know as well as I do that I'd do far worse than portal him out of existence. Especially now.

*He snorts, but he leans into your hands and the preening. He gives a little trill back.*

Nothing against the law, don't worry.

And i always love seeing all of your children. Any excuse really to go and be an uncle.

I do... But i we move him out of existence he can get the extended version of revenge?

*I give a smile. Redistributing my weight slightly as I do. I'm, mostly standing but I don't think I'll make the trip back. But you don't need to know that. I can be strong.*

There you go... its okay...

*It seems I've gone into care mode again.*

Is... it just not against the law because its dreams?

Sounds nice, the kids are pretty cool too. I may be a little biased though.

*He hums thoughtfully.*

Okay. That's... fair.

*He purrs a little, turning to check your face for how you're doing. Care mode isn't the best or the worst... it just is.*

Pretty much. But if anyone besides you deserves to get revenge Crimson does.

... you know... I think you might be healthy enough for some Bird time if you eat something too. Might be easier on you too, let you see things without everyone around you fussing.

Maybe just a little bit.

I'm sure he appreciates that.

You think so? But I cant walk properly... Are you sure?

*I sound so hopeful...*

Maybe so.

*He just waits for you to decide. He knows you hurt, he just also knows better than to call you on it bluntly.*

*He smiles a little.*

I wouldn't say that if I wasn't sure. You don't have to be able to walk for Bird time, you have people who you can ride on their shoulders or heads.

You'll be able to walk again soon though. I promise. It may just take a little longer as your body recovers.

No but it would help. If you are sure then... I'd like that.

*I chuckle.*

You make it sound like i wont be immediately sitting in your hair. So... bird time, and then soup?

I hope so... Makes me feel stuck. Not being able to walk.

Then bird time it is. Do you want your ring to do it or do you want me to do it?

*He just shrugs.*

I like to make sure you know you have options. Bird time and soup sounds great though.

*He just nods.*

I know. But I also know you, and you set a goal, and then you meet it... you'll figure it up. worst casanario, you get some cool hand-made mobility aides.

Can you do it? I love the ring but its easier when you do it.

*I give a smile.*

I do love the idea of bird time and soup.

Honestly I'm surprised you didn't say a crazy goal.

I'm going to create the first hyrulian royal family... I'm going to take all of the work of two people to make sure my wife can rest. I'm going to try to run before i can walk...

I mean... I guess?

Of course. Deep breath okay?

*His magic wraps around you, changing your form temporarily into your bird form. It's as painless as possible, and once you're a bird he catches you in both hands — cradling you.*

I'd say you should let Sun do some work too but I took over plenty of Fable's work in the past so she could rest...

Trust yourself, you are a lost stronger than you realize. Talk to what's doctor you trust most. Let Sun tell you that you've not been awake even three days put together yet and to rest.

*I do as instructed and take a deep inhale. Feeling my form shift as I settle into feathers over form. My legs and talons are weak as to be expected. And I flop into your hands.*

Oh... feels. Sorry... one second.

*I readjust myself puffing outwards into a small ball.*

Feels safe here...

*I give a small nod.*

She just needs to rest. Dont want to hurt her or the baby. Feel bad enough as it is for stressing everyone out...

*I nod again.*

Three days is long enough to be away for...

It's okay take your time.

*He brings his hands up so you are face to face with him even as he holds you.*

I'm glad it feels safe.

*Green just smiles a little.*

I know, and I understand the worry around Sun and the baby but you didn't do anything on purpose and the fact that you're recovering is helping a lot.

*He snorts.*

Sky, if our positions were reversed, you'd be telling me off right now. In fact, I'm pretty sure you have.

*I give a nod.*

thanks...

I just want her to be okay. I just want them both to be okay.

*I give a little grumble, and snap my beak once.*

Yeah... well. Thats.

*I pause... i know you are right.*

Thats different!

Any time, Bird boy.

I know you do, but Sun is able to decide for herself too. Just remember you need rest sometimes.

*He snorts at the grumble.*

You're right it is different.

I'm a god I shouldn't need to take time to recover. Or I'm a prince. Or I'm the hero. Take your pick of reasons. Oh! I'm a father, that's a good one.

*I coo softly.*

I do rest! Its just. Weve been so busy with everything and I was... I was going to see everyone after the meeting concluded but now ive got to try someone for crimes against my state...

*I puff my feathers out more. Nibbling at your hand a little bit.*

No. Noono dont start this im right you know I am. You are a god. You have so many responsibilities and how can you be expected to do them properly if you are not rested!

I get that, I just worry. You should rest when you have the chance let the Baron sit in custody a little longer. Who cares?

*He just rolls his eyes at you.*

Right. Sure.

And if I was king I'd stop needing rest to fulfill my duties?

Im sure the people care. Or the families of those we lost. They'll be calling for justice. They'll want to know why he gets to live while they're family members dont.

*I give a sqwak and hide my head under my wings. Nibbling at your hand again.*

No... no i was going to rest. I was! I had a whole travel plan ready. Its... different...

*He just huffs at that.*

Biting as communication only works when both parties agree to it as a form of communication.

*He says that a lot, it comes out on auto pilot. He loves Puck and he loves Lettie but he hates that fae taught his daughter biting as communication.*

How is it different? How exactly does my brother need and deserve rest less than I do?

But I like surprise naps...

I beg to differ. Its getting your attention isn't it? I can give you sad bird eyes.

*I give you sad bird eyes.*

I... it is! I was going to drop in on you guys, cause i know the kids love to be surprised and I was going to a party. Supposed. To be going to a party... I. I missed that.

Because... I... I...

*I shrink into myself. Curling up in your hands as I stay silent. you hear a sad coo.*

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You don't have to know right now. You could ask Blackthorne, he's full of wisdom and shit.

Okay well surprise naps are great until you pass out mid noble interaction. Ask me how I know.

*He snorts.*

I know. Let's skip the sad bird eyes. Please.

*He hates the sad bird eyes they make him want to cave immediately.*

We'd still love to have you, always and forever at anytime okay?

... As far as the birthday party goes I'm sure you can make it up to them if you explain ypu got sick.

... hey, no one is mad at you here except maybe yourself and the Baron and we definitely don't care what the Baron thinks.

*His voice is softer now.*

Do you understand just how much of a fucking Hylia blessed miracle it is that you're still here? Please don't start blaming yourself for needing to recover when that poisoning would take down anyone.

Hello Blackthorne. It's been a while.

*He sounds done — but who wouldn't be at this point?*

- future @luherooflegend

*It takes a moment, but i do reappear within the gardens. I look tired myself.*

Green, It is good to see you. Though I sense you are spreading yourself quite thin as of right now. Are you okay?

Not particularly. I'm a little better knowing Sky will continue to recover. Hopefully, you are too.

Am I allowed to see Tori's fate flower or are you still keeping secrets about her?

*He pauses, then sighs. That... was very unchariritable. And yeah you didn't tell him anything but you also aren't malicious to people... not really.*

I'm sorry. That... was out of line. Can I please see her flower?

It'll probably tell me more than she is. I don't know the last time you interacted with her but... well she's not very forth coming.

*He sighs softly.*

*I raise an eyebrow, crossing my arms. And i go to respond before... Ahh.*

Green we have spoken about this before. I can show you the flower but I cant divulge what it means.

*I fall silent for a moment, you can feel a split awareness somewhere...*

*I look down. pinching the bridge of my nose.*

I'm sorry Tori will not speak to you. Have you gotten Emerald perhaps to find out why?

I believe it... I've never seen someone take that much life magic without being complete healed before...

You always say that... thank you.

*He's stopped asking you anyway. Why bother when you can't or won't answer? It's just upsetting. He does it how he aways does, by the feel of magic.*

How many places are you in right?

*He shakes his head.*

I know it is not ideal. And I am sorry. But we are tied to laws just as much as the mortals are. I wish I could explain it all. But you are too closely related to her for me to tell you....

*I don't finish. But you can see it in my eye. The word i was going to say was Directly.*

Two others and here. I've a version of myself in... well you wouldnt know it was me if you looked at him. In Sky's time. To watch over the happenings there. And I am monitoring something....

*I raise an eyebrow.*

Then. You want to know if there are signs of a split memory on Tori's flower? Or perhaps you want to compare it to your own. To see how close she is to where we are.

So you say.

*He doesn't argue with you. He's aware of the trouble he faces for breaking laws anyway and he can't find it in him to ask you to break any law again after the first time.*

You don't say. Maybe Sky was right then... huh.

Is what your monitoring something you want help with?

I know it can be difficult to believe.

*I raise an eyebrow.*

Is that right? What did he say? That he thought I was hanging around?

*I chuckle.*

I wish you could.

*I place a hand on my chin. There's something about the flower that... i really don't want you to see...*

Here. But only from where you are stood.

Yeah... It really can be.

*He snorts.*

He wondered if someone was a lookout for you — or me but I know I don't have a look out in his era. I can't decide of he was joking or not.

*He hums at that, not ever a fan of being unable to help.*

Fine.

*He stays where he is — looking at the flower and taking note of everything he can see. The gold is expected, of course.*

How much can you tell me? Because I can feel the curse from here.

I am sorry.

Sky is correct. But i wont tell him who it is. I've an agreement with the guardsmen you see. They are as real a person as can be.

*He wishes you could. But he cant place that on you. Not one so young. The deaths of thousands because some divine being has deemed it so...*

I cant tell you all that much. You've seen all the colour's on this flower before. In her's and your own.

I can tell you... there is....

*He sighs.*

A week. At most.

*He watches the flowers go and is left wondering what exactly that mess is.*

That... sounds like a headache to think about too hard. But it tracks.

There's more than the colors and the curse, even I can see that...

A week?

*That is entirely too vague. And he absolutely hates it. He just sighs heavily.*

A week til what? Til there's another funeral? Til my daughter decides to raise the dead? A week til she's lost to the curse of some fucking entity?!

*His form flickers, agitated for understandable reasons. He gives a laugh that is very clearly his substituted for lashing out.*

There is much for me to learn still.

*I can feel your Ire....*

I cant say. But that is what the flower is telling me.

*You can see he's almost heartbroken. For what reason you cant figure out. He's always hated holding information away. He remains steadfast. Though it cracks at the edges.*

If i could tell you I would. You of all people should know that.

I hate this just as much as you do...

Isn't there always?

*He just stares at the ground. Do you? Do you ever actually hate anything?*

When we decided to have children we were so sure nothing bad would happen. We were so fucking stupid. We should have stopped when we say that stupid fucking triangle on Tori.

Now she doesn't even get to die a mortal death and rest.

*He looks sad.*

I really am sorry...

*Your silence speaks louder than words do. Your anger would have been understandable.*

You want whats best for her. For all of them.

*He looks down.*

I wish I could do more...

Yeah... So the fuck am I.

*He just takes slow, measured breaths.*

Of course I do, but I should have known better. No one in my family gets to have an easy life and half of us don't even get to be happy.

*That is a painful truth for both his blood family and his chosen family. Royalty and heroes rarely get lives that are both easy and happy. Sometimes they get neither.*

I shouldn't have listened to Audrah. Hope is bullshit.

*He looks away from you.*

Life has many ups and downs. Setbacks and forward leaps.

I make the transitions as gentle as possible. I nurture and care for the garden so that even in the darkest pits of dispear if they want to hear me they do. If they want a way out. They have it.

I may not have control over what they decide for someone. But I can soften the blow.

Audrah has always had the good way of it. She is much wiser than us I fear. Hope is always something to hold onto.

*I look at my hands.*

You... realise that sky was not supposed to survive the first time... when I met him.

Is it?

*He's not together enough for the whole 'we need hope' spiel. He's heard it plenty but things feel like hope is foolish just now.*

*Green just sighs.*

I know that. How you got away with what you did I'm not sure but I'm not stupid enough to think fate will let you do it again.

It is. Even if it seems so far away.

Its what your brothers did for you... and its what she needs too.

I didnt. Not really. Ive been working on appealing to them. Why do you think ive been-

*he pauses. Turning to the place he was looking before. A hand falls to my chest. I seem to be in pain...*

It... it will not let me do so again...

And I'm supposed to what, lie to her? If there were hope you wouldn't be talking to me like this and you know it.

*He... has no idea how you speak to the fates. That's not something he's been able to do himself — probably for the better.*

Don't hurt yourself over something that isn't going to change. It doesn't help anyone.

You are to be there for her. Ease her through the next phase so she is without fear.

There is always hope green. You know full well what gold means on a flower.

You should take your own advice.

That's a lot easier to do when they're little and don't understand fear.

*He just snorts.*

And you know how easily divinity drives minds to madness.

*He looks at you and his ears fall even further down. He now understands why Sky just nipped his hand a few times.*

You are infuriating sometimes. You know that?

*You seem to have at least made him stop his spiral enough to think for a second.*

I know it is not an easy ask. But knowing she has her father there. Will help. And, it wont be remiss to bring Audrah as well. I will also make myself available if you so want me.

*I give a soft chuckle.*

You make it sound like I am the one who has gone mad...

though, there was a point during the exile where speaking to the flowers started to get rather tempting.

*I smile softly, a chair appears behind you and myself as i sit down. A pot of tea, already steeped, sits on the table which you are sure was not there earlier.*

Considering the amount of times people curse me or the fates themselves. I know. I don't mean to be I promise.

*I wave a hand out.*

Why don't you sit for a moment.