i’m so excited and eager to move across the country to brooklyn in january next year.. or i’m planning to atleast. it still sounds so crazy to me as i type this onto my silly little blog. i feel like i’ve grown stagnant, and i’m unsatisfied with who i am and where i’m at in life. i crave change, and i believe this would be a big catalyst for me to grow.
while i am excited, i’m also so nervous and a bit uneasy because i don’t have a job lined up. i have saved up a decent amount where i'll still be comfortable for a while but i'll need some type of part-time job to fund my living expenses for a bit before things really kick off. i was thinking along the lines of some type of service job..
i also i don’t have any concrete plans besides starting my own clothing brand. knowing this, i’m ready to embrace the unknown.
i’m ready to discover and learn so many new things. i’m looking forward to the change of pace, and i believe that it will force me to grow and adapt into the individual that i strive to be. the thought of the unknown scares me a bit, but i’m so excited for new experiences. i haven’t felt this level of excitement since i was a child. the feeling where endless new experiences are possible. where everything feels fresh. i truly think this move will be so beneficial to me as a person in so many ways.
i’ve said to myself before that humans are gifted. gifted with the ability to adapt and learn. i know i'll work like a dog and in my head failure is not an option. i will make things work.
why nyc? i believe that with the amount of exposure and connections that nyc has, i think it will be worth it. the amount of opportunities in the city really is unmatched by anything else, in my opinion.
i’m grateful that i have two others that are moving with me so that puts me a little more at ease.
i only get one chance at living in my 20s, and what better way to spend it than being in one of the most densely populated cities in the world. i can’t wait to go through the highs and lows, most definitely many, many lows i know. i’m excited to be a stronger individual.
i know this sounds crazy and ambitious, and it is, but i have faith in myself that i will make it work. things always work, as long as i put in the effort. it’s just a matter of pushing through and believing in my own potential. believing i can is already half the battle. yeah idk, just feeling a lot of things right now, but i genuinely haven't been so restless in a good way in my entire life