lou 🤍

my safe space to vent | mid 20s | won’t interact with minors | literally dying inside

[luliluliplease]

me after no binging, doing 15k steps a day and eating less than a toddler but still staying at the same weight ;;

[luliluliplease]

its been a fun ride but i think im saying goodbye to this account, may pop back in every now and then but honestly feel too old to relate to literally anything i see here lol. i might have to go and suffer on pinterest like a proper adult now. im a 27 year old mum so, ya know. wish i had properly recovered but its a long story. love you all beautiful ppl stay safe ❤️

[kosmogrl]

[luliluliplease]

im so hot for babybel lights

[luliluliplease]

why do i have paralysing pre-social anxiety about sitting in a park and sunbathing tomorrow alone. why cant i just do things alone? WHY

[konoko]

[konoko]

me today

[luliluliplease]

still alive unfortunately

[395nm]

Fuck Meyer-Briggs whatever typology. This INTFP shit is only for redditors up their own asses to substitute for a personality. Use my new typology instead!

Your ideal environment is:

Hot/Cold

Wet/Dry

Bright/Dark

Loud/Quiet

[inorganicpixie]

Wam/cool, moist, bright, quiet

[luliluliplease]

cold, wet, dark, quiet <3

[luliluliplease]

finally the tide has turned again and i am back on track. its kind of shit to feel like no matter what though, its never enough. i can be the slimmest but it wont make up for my massive deficit in character. i suppose the ritual of denying and hurting myself is enjoyable in some way though, even though i know its wrong

[gblqhdjh7dvc3nlmebe6bvkafvz5j4]

One day I’ll be able to eat without having a war in my head

[luliluliplease]

been lowkey maintaining for like a month and every time i just eat the thoughts kill me. so yeah. thats nice!

[wynrr]

lowkey how its been these days

[sknnylegendd]

I love looking at kcals as money like would u pay 500 dollars for a piece of cake? No than don’t pay 500 kcals for it either like it makes it sm easier😹😹

[luliluliplease]

in the essence of total transparency...im day 2 into a bad binge and im feeling rotten and disgusted with myself, hope u guys are feeling better than me ♡

[luliluliplease]

hi girl <3

how are you?

Im good sweet girl! hope ur ok ♡

[luliluliplease]

trying to get from a size 8 (uk) to a size 6, pray for me

[luliluliplease]

im so hungry i wanna punch a wall and pass out