Heart Break Lake

it's always been you

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Thank you @lovelessbirdbearlove and everyone who got me to 100 reblogs!

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I do worry for some reason

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Too old for first date. It's so exhausting.

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But my love, you've been under the umbrella thought it's always raining.

Pull me close, make me sad.

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That you miss the life before she left, my heart is bleeding.

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Hello, it's me.

I can't sleep again.

How are you?

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Sometimes I'm wonder what should I do to get a flower from a boyfriend.

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Instead of asking, do you love me?

I will always asking, do you know how much I love you?

Just in case you have no idea, I will show you more.

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Everyday discovered a brand new insecurities

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Monologue

My love, if I ever left, would you remember our happy days?

Sure! Why are you asking like that? Do you plan leaving now?

Yes I do

But why?

Because, my love, my body are not healthy like yesterday. Soon, I will facing death. I'm telling you now because I want you to know that I love you so much even my soul have left my body.

*started crying*

Don't cry, my love. You said you will remember our happy days. That's full of joy, you should smile. I love when you smile, that's why I follow you around.

I cry because I will missed you so much and you were not here to touch make me sad. I would never have another you, I promise. And I'm sorry if I ever annoy you.

No, you are not annoying.

Now I'm ready to go. Be healthy my love, I will be okay now.

Thank you, thank you so much for bringing me joy to remember. I love you.

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Even if I don't like you, I maintaining our relationship.

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Having a crush on you is a journey,

And I finally find reasons why I have to let you go.

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I'm looking for the crowd in every soul.

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Keep telling myself, don't trust words.

But I keep falling for it.

For example, you said you'll stay. But now you leave.

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I think I'm ready to get fall again, just to forget how hurt to fall for you.